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2004 12 April :: 5.59 pm
:: Mood: dreamy
:: Music: silent
just got home from barnes and noble.
i gots to hang out with the lovely nick. after i got there we sawed collin, and then it just turned into a huge partay. lenny and charchums and bear sawed us and i said hola.
collin is the strangest/gayest person in the entire world. i have to laugh at that child sometimes, indeed i do.
i love dani and lenny and charlie and everyone more then anything.
3 mug of juices |
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2004 12 April :: 9.25 am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: t.v.
sometimes we do things fully aware of the consequences because its worth it.
Easter was sad for me, i missed chicago teribbly...but its okay. bob hid easter eggs and made me look for them, i swear to goodness that man is insane, he hid those things as if his life depended on it.
....theres truly nothing to say about last night, absoloutley nothing. i just worry about whats going to happen though
1 mug of juice |
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2004 11 April :: 1.44 pm
:: Mood: tired but happy
so yesterday...well last night was pretty...gay. it was those damn cats that passed in front of us, i aint even lying. its okay though, nothing can be too bad when spent with CLE.
i got home and had the most interesting conversation in my entire life. i didnt get off the phone till 12:30 and i was laughing really hard...in a good way...haha.
HAPPY EASTER! i made a bunny cake that looks like the bunny from donnie darko. haha
2 mug of juices |
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2004 10 April :: 4.13 pm
:: Mood: floaty
just got back from thrifting with danison and brittiany...it was nifty.
the long line at Goodwill was just too much for dani...she had to rebel. wooo i kiss you danison!
tonight is the show i do believe that should be fun. kisses
4 mug of juices |
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2004 8 April :: 11.03 pm
:: Mood: tired
so uhm, turns out having two journals..well three actually...is quite difficult. i mean...phew.
movies tonight with bear and lennile...interesting to say the least...refer to live journal.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/grayhopes/
add me to your friends or i beat you down...kisses
3 mug of juices |
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2004 8 April :: 2.28 pm
:: Mood: tan
:: Music: reel big fish-suckers
so today was amazing as of yet. my mother picked me up after 2nd and we went to the beach. oh my i am now human looking, i actually have a teensy amount of non whiteness. indeed.
tonight. lenny? call me? thanx buddy
2 mug of juices |
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2004 7 April :: 2.53 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: dashboard
'your taste still lingers on my lips like i just placed them upon yours and i starve for you'
yeah, not a very eventful day. my bear came into liberry and stayed for a long time. it made me smile mucho lot, like this :0). oh boy it was lil ashlie bday today CLE got her flowers yay. we should adopt her as our lil buddy....hmmm something to think about.
on a different note. i feel all, lusty. sometimes not have a boyfriend is amazing because you get to crush anyone without feeling guilty...well, almost anyone :/.
'out of the corner of your eye
wont be the only way your looking
at me then'
3 mug of juices |
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2004 6 April :: 4.15 pm
:: Mood: alone
:: Music: she will be loved-maroon 5
dani i love you because of my amazing cd that as of right now, ive listened to twice already.
....if honesty is the best policy, why do i continue to keep secrets?
i kiss bear and lenny and charlie and lil ashlie
6 mug of juices |
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2004 6 April :: 9.16 am
:: Mood: unimportant
damn emo mood
i can't seem to do anything right and i know ive said this millions of times before, but it still rings true. im sorry for not keeping my mouth shut and knowing when to just let things be...
it hurts me to know that i will never mean as much as i want to to someone. the only thing to do is to stay apathatic, every things okay...simply because it has to be.
some of my friends are truly amazing. bear and lenny ecspecially. i love you two more then anything in the whole wide world of me, kisses. and charlie i kiss you as well.
*i didnt know it could mean that much to me*
4 mug of juices |
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2004 5 April :: 8.50 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: TBS-cute without the e
because its your moon, and because its your song, and because im falling....thats why i can't seem to stop thinking about you.
1 mug of juice |
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2004 5 April :: 3.02 pm
:: Mood: emo
:: Music: taking back sunday
'everything i learned about breaking hearts i learned from you..'
today was happy day i suppose.
bear came to visit us in the liberry, it made me smile.
somethings seem that they will never be the same, the just can't get back to how they were. people change and move on but that doesnt mean it hurts any less...
'september never stays this cold where i come from and you know im not one for compalining but i love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as i slowly fall apart'
1 mug of juice |
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2004 3 April :: 5.27 pm
:: Mood: SOUTHERN BAPTIST
:: Music: oh happy day- southern baptist edition(by lenny)
so what if we order both chinese and pizza? PLAYA WHAT
yay, my dearest lenny is over right now...sitting on my floor doing homework...loser. HEYYYY
so yeah...this morning was relaxing i went to the library and finished my book. i then walked all along the beach and just thought about things...i dont know if i resolved anything i was confused about but i think my priorities are a lot more...stable.
'i let myself fall into a lie
i let my wall come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i tryi dont know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands
tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain'
kind of new update:
so i just got home, 9:47, from the bell tower. i hung out with bear, rachel, and seamus...and lennile, of course.
ran into andrew as well, such a great time.
my day was fantastic. thank you all.
4 mug of juices |
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2004 2 April :: 10.37 pm
:: Mood: dreamy
:: Music: dashboard
so forget my last entry, i did hang out with nick tonight.
he called me around 6 and said he could hang out so i met him at barnes and noble around 8. we hung out and talked, and the essential part..coffee. its neat, i love that kid :)
i hope everyone had a spamtastic night.
sweeet dreams
-emily_
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pimp juice? |
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2004 2 April :: 3.54 pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: the wind
'the outline that i trace around the on that i call mine..'
okay, so it seems i am doing nothing tonight. thats fine i guess, everything happens for a reason..
...i hate seeing people crushed and hurt by those who should always be there. no one deserves the pain that they get, above all you. theres so much that people go through that if everyone understood a little bit more wouldn't happen. life is too amazing to spend being ignorant of peoples problems and feelings.
all i want is to see you smile.
1 mug of juice |
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2004 2 April :: 11.57 am
:: Mood: amused
lookat what i can do
Tell...
[Your Most Overused Phrase on AOL] lol
[Your Thoughts First Waking Up] winnie the pooh theme song...gotta get up gotta get going..lala
[Your Best Physical Feature] boobs, so im told
[Your Bedtime] haha like 9
[Curfew] nope
[Your Greatest Accomplishment] being happy
[Your Most Missed Memory] kissing a special person
[Your Most Embarrassing Moment] everyday of my life with cle
[Favorite Movie] walk to remeber :)
[Favorite Song] death cab for cutie-license and registration
[Type of Music] hardcore emo
[Guys or Girls] guys
[Coke or Pepsi] normal coke,diet pepsi
[McDonald's or Burger King] BK biatch
[Single or Group Dates] single
[Adidas or Nike] ahhh
[Chocolate or Vanilla] choc.
[Cappuccino or Coffee] Cappuccino
[Beach or Pool] i am a pale fucker
[Tall or Short] boy tall, me short
[Shoes or Slippers] converse[Staying Home or Going Out] home
[Night or Day] night
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