:: 2004 2 September :: 6.06 pm

hey all i had a great night...i meet jearmy a few nights ago and last night he just leaned over and kissed me it was great. ben and dave stopped over for a visit they r awesome. i'm gonna miss everyone so much. by the way i didn't get my promotion but i am really looking forward to going now thanks dave you r a life saver.

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:: 2004 1 September :: 6.33 pm

My mom and stepdad are fuckin assholes and i will NOT be in cedar when i come home for xmas. if you wanna see me then i will make plans to meet you at your house or somethin but i will not be talking to them ever again. it sux but its what they want so it is going to happen and they will not be able to reverse it this time. so fuck them.

other then that my life is good. i've been hangin with ben a lot. i am goin to miss him so much. but i am going to miss my lovers steph and stacy more. i am goin to miss you all but i will keep in touch and i expect to get letters back. hopefully i get internet after basic but if not it will only be 22 weeks with out it...ahhhhhhhhhhh...i'll go crazy...stay calm it will be ok....i hope. well i'm going to go pull my hair out. it will be fun. love to all.

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:: 2004 1 September :: 10.06 am

6 days

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:: 2004 30 August :: 9.23 am

1. Smoked? yea
>2. Been Drunk as hell? yea
>3. Screwed someone of the opposite sex?yea
>4. Screwed someone of the same sex?no
>5.! Shoplifted?no
>6. Lied?yea
>7. Betrayed a friend?yea
>8. Been to jail?no
>9. Smoked weed?no
>10. Done LSD?no
>11. Done any other illegal drug?no
>12. Given oral sex?yea
>13. Received oral sex?yea
>14.Screwed something not of the human race?no
>15. Screwed something not alive?no
>16. Cheated on someone?no
>17. Used someone?no
>18. Paid someone for sex?no
>19. Been paid for sex?no
>20. Played strip poker?yea
>21. Skipped school?yea
>22. Skipped school to get high/drunk?no
>23. Danced naked?no
>24. Danced naked in public?no
>25. Flashed someone?yea
>26. Mooned someone?no
>27. Kissed someone?yea
>28. Kissed someone of the same sex?yea
>29. Held hands?yea
>30. Hugged someone?yea
>31. French kissed?yea
>32. Had sexual fantasies?yea
>33. Had gay/lesbian fantasies?no
>34. Stolen money?no
>35. Stolen money from family?no
>36. Stolen drugs from family?no
>37. Been convicted of a crime?no
>38. Dated someone because you heard they were'easy'?no
>39. Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'?yea
>40. Been called a whore?yea
>41. Been called a bitch?yea
>42. watched porn?yea
>43. Taped porn?no
>44. Watched porn you taped?no
>45. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle?yea
>46. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle?no
>47. Used sex 'toys'?yea
>48. Tried to kill yourself?yea
>49. Tried to kill someone else?no
>50. Told someone you hated them?yea
>51. Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?no

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:: 2004 29 August :: 11.09 pm

so yea this weekend was fuckin great! ben and i went up to hawkins on saturday and played on the 4 wheeler with the kids and had dinner with everyone and watched a movie. then sunday was the mud runs. ben and i made a quick trip home to get his video camera. it was worth the trip. went to the mud runs and had a blast. frank you're still number one to us if that counts for anything. we went and had dinner and ben wasn't feeling well so we played for an hour more on the 4 wheeler and headed home. we didn't talk much on the way home we mainly called other people and sat there and stared into space. i was to sad to be laughing. i had to say goodbye to part of my family and a few friends today and it was hard. i know that ben knows how i feel though and did his best to make me happy. and just so everyone knows i didn't sleep with him like everyone thought i would. being friends with him is all i need right now. i'm gonna miss him so much. stacy to bad u had that gay meeting cuz u would have had fun too. it was great i can't even tell u how much this weekend meant to me. well i'm off to bed i'm beat.

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:: 2004 25 August :: 5.33 pm

Lose one friend,
lose all friends,
lose yourself

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:: 2004 25 August :: 10.57 am

what a fucken day this is going to be...i didn't make my two mile or situps so no promotion for me...all that work for nothing...and i'm over my weight and body fat %...kory is pissed at me and won't talk to me so i can find out what i did wrong...chances are i'm not going to hawkins this weekend...so prolly no fun with ben either...i thought things were going to be good before i left but i guessed wrong...instead i'm losing everyone i care about and kor doesn't even know how much i really do want him cuz i'm afraid of hurting him...and my mom is pissed at me for something...so what the fuck am i doing wrong??? why does it seem like i fuck everything up?? i'm just a fuck up and hopefully i die in the army so i don't have to deal with it anymore

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:: 2004 23 August :: 1.11 pm

HAWKINS MUD DRAGS
SATURDAY AUGUST 28
3PM
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO GO GIVE ME A CALL
MY TRUCK IS PROLLY FULL BUT WE'LL WORK IT OUT

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:: 2004 15 August :: 10.02 am

y the hell did i ever think he would go with me today. i knew he was to good to be true and once again i set myself up to be hurt. i really did like him too. i just wish i could have gone today but i didn't want to go by myself and because i have like no friends and that is no joke, i don't get to go. i'm glad i have rob left but i really wanted things to work with KoRy.

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:: 2004 12 August :: 9.47 am

i had another great night with my boys and megs last night. i really really like kory. but i wish he would just come out and tell me his seceret. rob and megan already told me and its not bad but it would be nice of him to tell me ecspecially if he really likes me too. but last night i went over to rob's they played a couple games of pool and then we went to meijer to meet megz then we went to star and stole signs then we went to papa johns they were closed then we went to meijer actually in the store this time then we went to i hop and then to our gas station and then back to rob's were they played more pool until rob decided to go make a phone call and then kory and i had a great make out session and we talked a bit. then we decided it was bed time so i went home. i miss them already.

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:: 2004 11 August :: 11.33 am

i want to see everyone before i leave...maybe benny will throw me a going away party that i can invite my friends to...chances are no alchy for you guys but it will still be fun..he's got dunes on him property...just watch out for trolls and troll eating armidilos...or maybe i'll just have a party at my dad's...either way i want to see you all before you go off on you life adventures and before i go to hell...i'm excited though.

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:: 2004 10 August :: 10.18 pm

well kim left today i hope everything goes good and she can ship in the morning...if not she'll have to go with me...that would be awesome. i'm scared already. i 'm gonna miss kory, ben, and rob so much they keep me sane right now and i wish i would have known them before i enlisted cuz i don't think i would have. but at least i get to party with them until i leave...i'm gonna have such bad hang overs.

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:: 2004 8 August :: 11.28 am

well last night had to have been the best entertainment i've had in a long time. kim and i went and hung out with Kory and Benny. Watch out for the armadilos and trolls! kim and i left my grandma's early cuz we were bored we came home and went in chat rooms like normal and then kory came online and we talked. and he talked us into meeting them at the gas station...benny drove so of course i was jelous of his yellow chevy s10 zr2....benny is hot...then we followed them to benny's and then we went to the dunes behind his house and had a bonfire...i got to use my 4wheel drive...it was saweet....we had a great time...then we decided to go into grant 4 of us in a 3 passenger truck...i was squised in the back with kory behind benny who has to have a lot of room cuz he wants to...then kim and i had to freaking pee so bad...but yea i had fun i wish we could do that every night...i wish i didn't have to leave them..but i will be able to go to school and become a better person and then come home to them in 4yr 22wks...well thats all for now...ttyl

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:: 2004 5 August :: 10.26 am

last night was prolly one of the best nights in my life. i was with my Kory and Roberty and Megz. they are my family. Kory and I have the saweetest relationship, we get all the privallages of being together just we aren't. he is the best thing that could happen to me right now and i hope we remain friends. Rob too, since he is going to be adopting my ferret. i shall miss everyone. i'm trying to plan a party but i have to square some things up first. i'll keep you updated though. peace out. lisa

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:: 2004 3 August :: 9.31 pm

i love you all and i will miss you:( i leave sept 7th for basic wish me luck

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:: 2004 30 July :: 8.41 am

well guess who might be moving home again?? if you guessed me you're right. i'm home tonight cuz kim is staying here until she ships out. after i find out my ship date that will determine when i quite my job and come home. if anyone is confussed about what to do with their life and don't know what they are going to do for the rest of it see me...the army is a great idea...and you only have a few weeks of yelling after that you are done. well gots to go...peace

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:: 2004 27 July :: 5.15 pm

little lisa has finally made a decsion about her future...she is going to be an army brat...you know how it is...when your brain is one you have to follow it...inside joke many of you won't understand that but its fucking funny...so i will be leaving sometime i'll need all of your addresses before i go...peace homies

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:: 2004 17 July :: 11.02 pm

ok so peter and i are over he wants to give it another shot but when i wanted to he didn't so i don't want to i feel it is for the best.

rob thinks i need to do kory...kory thinks so to

kim and i keep getting weird guys talking to us online...kinda scary...kinda fun

i miss being home

megan is annoying

i miss everyone we need to hang out more people

u should know how to reach me if you don't email me i may respond within a couple weeks

hope all is well in your lives...enjoy school...later

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:: 2004 16 July :: 10.47 pm

thats funny cuz i did


You play the saxophone! You're so laid back and
definitly the coolest member of the band. But
you don't rilly care, right?

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:: 2004 4 July :: 12.49 pm

life has hit a really big rock and i may not make it over this one...peter and i are seperated for awhile...i don't know what i want to do with that...my dad is an ass and i need out of there but with no money and nobody to move with because i'm not living with megan ever again...maybe i should just join the army of something...maybe i should just kill myself...i miss my friends i feel like i had to give up my life for megan and she has no flipping clue..she thinks my life is perfect..haha..i wish it was better then it is but thats all i can do is wish...well enough bitching...i miss you all i work 1p-930p now so if you want to reach me you can call in the morning..or call before 9p and leave a message and i'll call you back as soon as i get home...love you all miss you all...byes

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