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2003 25 September :: 9.31 pm
hey ya all..i had my first staff meeting today...boring....i get to go to homecoming at grant..hans is going too...its all good and will be a blast...unless he is stupid or something...well i'm tired...night
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2003 22 September :: 9.43 pm
i had orientation today it was long and boring until jeff showed up he is a secerity guard for the downtown campuss and he made us laugh so hard and we shouldn't have been laughing it was serious stuff but who could resist he is funny and hot and a man in a uniform....hehe....i get out of orientation early tomorrow but mom sucked me into delivering flowers and waiting for her to get done with volunteer orientation...thank god i'll never have to do that even if i volunteer...i don't know when i start working though...and my mom said its sounds like they don't want to hire back the lady i am filling in for so i may have a more permant job...yay!...i just hope i don't have to work red flannel...i want to hang with my peeps...and i don't care if bob comes or not...i am done...i want a guy who is close and actually wants to have a serious relationship...but oh well we don't always get what we want..right away anyway...well good night all...steph it was great seeing you again...we'll make plans to have some fun soon...love always...lisa
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2003 21 September :: 11.09 am
i want to go somewhere and do something with all my peeps...any takers??? anytime anyplace...i don't know my work schedule yet but we'll figure that out when its needed
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2003 20 September :: 5.06 pm
today i feel sad...i feel like i have no friends...nothing...the people who i thought were my friends aren't...the only ones who try don't try enough...i'm ready to call it quits and move on alone like i feel...i wan't out of this life...i want my own life...my own love...my own family...my own job...but what i need is a job and a friend...just one would be nice...its hard to believe that we are all growing apart and some of us can't be repaired...i know i must sound suicidal but trust me i don't want to die...i just want to fit in somewhere...have a place in life...i want to have fun with friends..i want a guy to like being with me not just online either...i'm going to go know before i say something stupid that ruins everything i have left...which isn't much but what can i say...this will prolly be the last post for awhile...nobody cares anyway
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2003 18 September :: 4.13 pm
i hate going to the dentist they think its funny to ask you questions while poking around at your teeth...the lady cut my lip and my tounge in the process...still no word from stacy...i filed my payroll papers today so i am almost ready to begin work...i have to have my tb test read and go through two days of orientation...they pay you to go and its 16 hours pay for really nothing...i don't know when i actually start work...just some time next week...anne, i might have to work until 4:30 on red flannel...but i will go to the powderpuff game with you if i do work or if i don't...maybe i'll beg bob to come down for the night...he'll prolly have some sort of excuse...oh well ttyl...bye
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2003 17 September :: 9.56 pm
i wish bob would get his ass online...he wants us to visit but doesn't get online all week...oh well his lose i guess...i really want to go see him its been months...i haven't really talked to stacy either..where have you both been...if we do end up going we can't take my car...brake line has to be replaced asap aka saturday....i also have to go with my mom to the delta plex saturday morning so we would have to be home by two am...well i'm tired i went line dancing and i hurt....well chat later...bye
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2003 16 September :: 7.11 pm
yay! i have a job...its only a temp but i make good money...the bad thing is i am having major brake problems...g2g for now
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2003 15 September :: 4.12 pm
yay! i got a phone call today from the human resorce center for the hospital and i have to interview again for that job at the gift shop...i get to go get lost again in grand rapids tomorrow in the morining...and the bad thing is my mom won't be at work or home tomorrow so she can't help me when i get lost...but it looks like i get to see bob friday night so far things are looking good...but you know how fast plans change...i hope you can make it to red flannel day anne...maybe i'll talk bob into coming down too and you all can finally met him and not think i am crazy...well that is all for now...lindsey i owe you a hug....bye ya all
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2003 11 September :: 9.37 pm
well tomorrow is the big day i have my first interview for the hospital i hope i get the job i miss him so freakin much but i am finally asking him things so i can know him better its a baby step but its still a step
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2003 10 September :: 10.00 pm
okay i am in a lot better mood today...god i hate feeling like i do for him...i am talking to him right now and it makes it that much harder...if i had the guts i prolly would pack up and move closer to hime but i don't i can't even tell him how i feel...i am so flippin pathetic...argggggggggggggg....night all
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2003 7 September :: 7.16 pm
hey ya all i am so glad non of you showed up to the party kim and i where going at it all day it was her way or the highway and she could throw shit at me but if i threw something at her no matter what it was it was a rock...so i was in my dad's house most of the night and thanks to her i can no longer have parties over there...i miss ya all...my car is still going surprisingly i should prolly invest in 4wheel drive for all the stuff i do i drove my car through the woods...it was great...but on a better note bob got his internet back so he didn't just write me off or anything...well thats all for now
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2003 3 September :: 1.15 pm
so yeah if any of you have no plans on saturday i am throwing a birthday party for megan rsvp by thursday 9p by calling me...saturday 6- whenever...donations welcome
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2003 2 September :: 12.31 pm
alright here is the rest about my weekend...we played a lot of cards...listened to a lot of music...sunday morning after i took stacy home i went back and slept then kim megan and i went down to the dock...there were so many hot guy 3 docks to the right...i got really hot and i had my bathing suit top on under my shirts so i peeled off my shirts and jumped in the lake still were my joe boxer pants...it is really hard to swim with those on...it was fun...megan took the paddle boat out and i followed her with the kayak...guys were staring and yelling things but we couldn't understand what they were yelling...then that night we were waiting for the wave runner boy...we don't know his name...to come back and the neighbors decided to go tubbing...it was 8:30p...it was the funniest thing we have ever seen..the next time we go to meijers we are going to have a teaparty in the toy isle...hehehe...well chat later
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2003 1 September :: 8.46 pm
well this weekend was great...i am going to miss the cottage if marylynn or my dad doesn't by it but we made it worth wild...we always have meijers...megan kim and i went on sunday night and we were there for three hours guys where hitting on us in the check out lane...then we walked out to the car and this hot guy asked for a jump so i pulled my car up to him and we hooked it up and everything and it still didn't work so we came up with the conclusion that it was his starter...that makes two cars i jumped withing 2 days...its the last time i have to jump hans...he didn't even move the car after all that...we spent a lot of time at his house this weekend it was crazy...hans megan doesn't hate you i promise...stacy thanks for coming hope you had fun to made you have to miss our party...they are setting me up with wade...he's 21...my dad only said yes to the party because its "for megan's birthday" thats what we told him...well i am super busy so i'll update tomorrow
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2003 28 August :: 9.59 pm
i went to the game tonight and met up with stacy...it was fun...got to see everyone who i miss so much...this may not be my last weekend at the cottage...i may not be able to have friends up there but if my cuz in california buys it i will still have a place to go to get away...i miss them so much...i miss scotty, eirc, brad, all of my family...i met brad once and he is a closer friend then some people back here...i wrote scotty a letter so maybe he'll so up with a single hot friend or too for me and kim seeing how megan is in love with him...but who wouldn't be he is so hot, awesome, caring and saweet...i'm glad he is part of my family...if i don't move with stacy to wyoming chances are i am still heading out west to california where i know i can get a job...hell i know enough people out there that would help me through everything...i love it out there...at least people care about me and want to get to now me...here i feel like everyone hates me and no longer wants to know me...minus you couple trust me you know who you are, if your not sure then feel free to email me i'll give you a straight answer...i'm thinking of going to the rodeo...i love my cowboys...i wish i could hang with jeff more because then i could actually get into the rodeo like him...well i have to go before things get said that piss to many people off...always, lisa
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2003 27 August :: 7.59 pm
well nothing has really happend in my life...i have to pick my sister up every day from work and that sux...well chow
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2003 25 August :: 10.12 pm
i picked up my car at 6pm today...then went to stacy's and then to my aunts and i got home around ten...i am so glad i have my own car...my sister is paying for my insurance until i get a job...and gas...i'm tired and the dog won't come inside...i don't blame him...it feels like they turned the heater on while i was gone...well enjoy day two of school...talk to you all later
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2003 24 August :: 6.37 pm
i have some bad news...this weekend will be out last weekend at the cottage...they are looking into selling it...if you are coming this weekend i
need to know by wednesday
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2003 21 August :: 10.27 pm
YAY!!! i get my car...red chevy caviler...1994....98,000 miles....a/c doesn't work but we have all winter to repair it...i'm so happy...i have to get 1700 from my dad by monday and then get plates and insurance and a job so i can pay back my sister for my insurance and continue paying for it...but i am still available for all you FFA members when you need me just let me know in advance...but that is it...ttyl
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