being bored is bad for your health

:: 2003 3 June :: 9.53 pm

today i had so much fun...Baylee and Steph came and got me and we gave Joe a present...then we went to Sparta to the coffee shop and the park...then off to Stacy's...her daddy wouldn't let me drive his truck(tear) but i did get to ride in the back with two cool people...then Hans made me eat grass and Kyle put some in my hair...Hans stole my shoe and rubbed liquid fertilizer on it...Rick told him it will start burning...sucks to be you Hans...then home where everything i said and did was wrong...i really might take you up on the offer to move in with you sometime stacy...haven't heard from Bob in forever...i miss him and i don't know why anymore...i hope he comes saturday...if not there should be other guys there i will hook up with one of them...hey i could send him pics of that...he was never specific on what he wanted pics of...well that's about it....ttyl

:: 2003 2 June :: 9.11 pm

tonight at the awards thing i got a certificate for my gpa and agricultural award...god i really need to talk to bob....and stacy....love ya all...bye

:: 2003 2 June :: 2.22 pm

i am now legal to drive....warning to all stay off the roads crazy driver is let on roads...jj...ttyl

:: 2003 1 June :: 9.53 am

hey...don't forget saturday 12-4 open house and 7 party....be there or be square...ttyl...by the way if you don't already know i passed my driving test!!

:: 2003 29 May :: 9.51 pm

omg....i hate people who go to their work and bitch about me being a bad driver when i don't think they are perfect...for crying out loud i haven't driven in almost a month and it was the frist time driving that car on the road...if you can't say it to my face then don't say it to someone i am friends with....i don't care....Jessica Robbennolt tried calling me today...maybe we'll hang out...she says we are still best friends...ttyl

:: 2003 29 May :: 12.45 pm

omg....i am so bored...i hate being out of school... i never see any of you anymore and now with that fight its making me insane...anything new in your lifes?? talk to me before i end up in the lunny bin...it is so boring having nothing to do...i need something to do....if you want to go camping Aug. 8, 9, and 10...email me soon...love ya all...ttyl

:: 2003 21 May :: 8.47 pm

Alright the truth must be told...i hate everyone i have ever talked to in the last few weeks...baylee, you are over compulsive and stacy, you're trying to steal my boy toy, in english you're a whore...steph, i thought i was your lover and know i hear baylee and the rest are you lovers...chrissy, you are annoying and i can't stand you...arrrrrrggggg, i am glad i don't have to deal with any of you in 2 days

:: 2003 18 May :: 8.57 pm

it is now the beging of the end...5 days left of school and i don't have to go to band anymore...it's really sad...my friends stay in touch...this summer we will party as much as we can...and stacy and baylee, i will still be around next year after all i have to chaporone the ffa trips!!! i love ya all...bye

:: 2003 14 May :: 1.12 pm

half day today....we went to lunch and then took hans to get some more chicks....my mom read my letter and found out i am moving this summer and is pissed....arrggggggg...i hate my parents...well ttyl....i miss bob....i'm pathetic

:: 2003 3 May :: 5.40 pm

Anger Management is a very funny movie....i recomend it.......busy week....the begining of the end......have a great weekend ya all....ttyl

:: 2003 29 April :: 9.24 pm

parents suck and need to die.....mine are trying so hard to drive me to the grave....but why give them the pleasure....they don't deserve it....they want me to grow up and so i try but then they get even more pissed....well maybe if they'd get off the fucking drugs they would actually see how stupid they are and keep their big mouths shut....skating was fun to bad there wasn't hardly anyone....ttyl....don't worry i'm not going to kill myself...i'm better then them and i will go on with my life and become something better and they will regret everything because i won't be their daughter anymore.

:: 2003 28 April :: 4.10 pm

wow....prom was alright....but Bennigan's was funner..drunk people are so freaken funny....he wanted us to strip in the resturant....2 words for you....get me drink...was the funniest thing that came out of his mouth....he was cute though....the waiter was a lot hotter....karen wouldn't let us bring him home.....how rude....we had a hot waiter last year too....it was fun....we never did make it to meijer to ride the ponies though...we went to dinner at Russ's and i don't think they want us to come back....we also went to Michael's because we were early to dinner and bought some temp. tatoos...we laughed our asses off and had a great time....12 teenagers shouldn't be allowed out together after midnight....we weren't on any drugs or under the influence of alchol but you would have never guessed....it was a blast....even if i was thinking about my grandma lying flat on her back in the hospital because she had a heart attack and stroke on friday....she's a busy lady...trying to ruin my night....joking....she's as good as you can be for just having a heat attack and stroke....well got to run....ttyl.

:: 2003 21 April :: 4.20 pm

stress sucks....i wish i was 18 and graduated and done with school....if my mom keeps up her childish act she may drive her youngest daughter to her grave.....i can't handle her and my aunt fighting.....i feel bad because i haven't been able to help Baylee much with my sheep and i feel she hates me for it....I'm sorry Baylee.....then there are those freshman who believe i am there best friend and in reality i could care less....arrrrrrrgggggggg.....they are so annoying........chat later

:: 2003 16 April :: 9.08 pm
:: Mood: blah

argggg...figures he would get online monday and tuesday right after i got off...but not tonight....but i really don't want him any more...KC has more to offer in the guy section...my friends seem very odd since we got back from break....while there are a couple that haven't changed...if that is good i am not sure....well ttyl

:: 2003 14 April :: 8.54 pm

spring break was sooooooooooo fun once wednesday rolled around....Anthony is hot but his step-brother is HOTTER!!!!!!!!! Had fun meeting new people....hanging with the old....getting trouble....matthew got his kitten he had to have...ttyl.....summer is never going to get here....bye.

:: 2003 9 April :: 2.36 pm

my prom dress arrived today and it doesn't fit....but don't have time to send it back and wait for a new one to arrive...to grandma's house we shall go....if she can't fix it then it's not fixable....what a boring spring break....friends having parties and don't want me there....guess they really aren't the people i want to be with....my poor little sheep....must be cold.......well people....talk at you later....bye