being bored is bad for your health

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:: 2005 16 October :: 10.50pm

Franz Ferdinand
damn hot

:: 2005 16 October :: 2.33am

SO, here is a synapses of my life in nouns:

Hooka
Saw
Organic Chem :(
OSU/MSU ;(
hermit crab/shoe
Rocky Horor Picture Show
Cows/Louisville
Friends
God
Spagetteos

get the picture?

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kryiekougar

:: 2005 12 October :: 1.45am

well heres the low down on how i am doing

schools been pretty good, i have a few good professors and some that make me fall asleep. i'm still single and i guess its ok, but there are times i just miss being held you know. my car is doing good. i get to get a check up on my knee on friday, that will be fun. i have a 10 something a.m. appointment and i dont get out of class the night before until 9:30. it sucks but i'll deal w/ it because i have what might date on friday. i think its a date, might just be hanging out seeing a movie, but who ever reads this will never know. bwaa hahaha. whoa i am starting to scare myself. i got one of the ipod nanos and its friggen sweet. i should be getting to bed right now because i will have to drag my butt out of bed in less than 6 hrs, lucky me. YAY. dang i have too much energy right now. i might have said this before but i have a tatoo, and i like it. it didn't hurt that bad it was more the sound of the bbbbbbbbbzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz that bugged, i should go before i keep on ranting. OH NO TOO LATE "RUN AWAY" lmao

FOR SALE
1975 Honda motorcycle
(if you want more info leave me a post w/ an email address)

:: 2005 10 October :: 9.52pm

I need to make better choices...

I've officially decided that I'm not going to make anymore stupid choices. No more sex, no more weed, a cutback in drinking, etc. I need to clean up my act and stop being stupid and find real happiness.

My friends are starting to worry about me so I know what I'm doing to myself is affecting them and that's not cool with me. I'm the problem solver, not the problem creator.

I don't think I'm going to hang out with Buck as much. Might cutback on going to Java Jack's, it's getting way crowded in there anyways. I'm deffinately going to try breaking away from Bobby also. That will be hard until December but I can do it.

Jack I'm not going to be able to get away from, and I don't want to. He's awesome. I'm just going to be smarter when I'm around him from now on. I'm going to have Drew and Chrissy make sure of that.

I have discovered that my friends really do care about me with everything I've been doing lately though. That truly does help make me happier and want to stop hurting them with my choices.

I just wish I completely understood why I made the choices I did. Drinking is fine, all my friends join me with that one so I'm not really worried about it. The weed with Jack was a "gotta try it once" kind of moment, probably won't happen again. The unprotected sex with guys I don't really know much about on the other hand is what could be the most dangerous for me, and that's the main reason of everyone's worry. I promised Connie that I would stop. I'm going to do my hardest to live up to that promise.

Today is the starting of a better me... I hope.

God help me with this.

:: 2005 10 October :: 9.38pm

Do this now!
Add the word 'jessa' to your woohu interests.

Do it.... because Jessa is the coolest person in the universe!
And everyone should love her!

empath

:: 2005 8 October :: 12.21pm
:: Music: NIN

I'm getting better every day.

I finally had a substantial amount of hope built up from Chris's love. Then there was a pep assembly and i was reminded that everyone is essentially identical and i wanted (again) to melt into a state of nonexistance.

I bought nine books this morning. And i'm going shopping later. Chris and I are skipping homecoming to see Hamlet. It should be good.

cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 7 October :: 11.40pm

Okay, for those of you who actually read this:

I am not dead... actually very far from dead... i am feeling great. I have a girlfriend, who is fantastic, classes are going good, and I don't have to put up with shit from soccer. Life is going good

-me

:: 2005 5 October :: 12.28am

Currently Listening: Stuff from Java Jack's... Fricken Awesome Shit!

Deffinately hungout with Buck all afternoon. It was pretty fun. I think we kinda finally broke our communication issues. And some of his friends are starting to know me a little and I'm feeling more accepted by them. Yay for me.

:: 2005 2 October :: 8.55pm

I had a fucking awesome weekend!
Friday night Drew left me for Jack...Asshole! Lol. But I hung out with Chrissy, Brandon, Connie, Jeff, Ryan and Brian. I got drunk off my ass. The craziest thing was when Brian called the house at 1:30am and needed us to come pick him up from Belmont. That was funny as hell. He's just damn lucky I was able to understand what the hell he was saying after 10+ beers and some Smirnoff Screwdrivers and that Chrissy was still sober enough to drive. Saturday I was in town all day for Red Flannel stuff. I sunburnt my face...oh well at least it wasn't snowing this year! Saturday night I went couples bowling with Brian, Drew,and Katie. It freaked Brian out when I had to bowl between his legs! It was funny as hell. I love that Brian is 21... While bowling we split 2 pitchers of beer. He was crunked! My first impression of Katie wasn't all that great. Her friends are even worse (more stuck up) I think, but I'm not going to stop Drew from anything. I'll just tell him that I told him so... I can be such a bitch sometimes!

I deffinately decided I want to hangout with Brian more often. I just have to make sure I don't end up with a crush on him because I don't need that many issues in my life right now.

:: 2005 29 September :: 6.53pm

Getting all fired up for all that fun college stuff and deadlines and blah blah blah.

My three choices:

1. CMU
2. Grand Valley
3. Eastern Michigan

I know that I'm going to get into all of them, just which one will give me enough scholarships to go?

All in due time i suppose.

In the mean time, many things for english to do.

Fruit flies are breeding just fine. My F1 generation is taking over the vials!

They twitch when i nap them. It's scary. I put them on the t.v. screen. My fruit flies are famous now.

Indeed.

:: 2005 28 September :: 4.07pm

I love Canada, I want to go back, at least until I am 21. I am going to internship there this summer where they have beautiful cows. I love cows. And Canadian men that let me stay over at their place. I love Larry the local...although kind of stalkerish. This isn't Baylee by the way.

Well, class becons ya'll. I whis you the best of a day. Mwahaha

:: 2005 26 September :: 10.56pm

Well I can feel the stress for the week building already. Multiple projects to work on for design, the first exam in Turf, a math test and complete chaos in my english class because no one knows what the hell is going on. YAY! And now Bobby doesn't think he'll be coming to Cedar this weekend...grr and arrg at him!

Yeah Allen deffinately just tore into me about needing to stop all the casual/friends with benefits sex that I have because he doesn't want to see me get hurt. I know he's probably right, but there is no way I can just completely cut ties with Bobby right now. It's going to be hard enough to do that in December when he leaves....

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:: 2005 22 September :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: discontent

School is getting to me, i'm surprised it hasn't happened sooner. The only good thing coming up is homecomming. I like planning for that, it keeps me occupied.

We'll see..hmm...
:)

I love you Jessie!

:: 2005 22 September :: 2.13am

CANADA HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank God my residents can take care of themselves and my pets while i'm gone enjoying vermouth and the Canadian art gallery as well as fishing off Niagara. I learned how to drive a stick shift tonight. Score one for the good guys. Hopefully it'll enhance my resume' ;) time to pull the laundry out. todeluo

cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 19 September :: 9.52pm

Easy entertainment!!! :

Step 1: Go to www.google.com
Step 2: Type in "failure" (with or without quotations)
Step 3: Click on the "I'm feeling lucky" button
Step 4: Laugh and share with everyone!

cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 18 September :: 10.46pm

just to show that i'm still alive and well.... i post

:: 2005 14 September :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: depressed

So yeah... I haven't updated in a while...I should do that.
Life is ____________.

Lately I'm not really sure how to fill in the blank.

I'm back at Ferris. I'm glad to be out of Cedar most of the time. I miss some of my friends, yet there are others that I really don't miss at all. Sad I know, but when they don't even care to ask why I'm not happy with them, why should I believe I'm their "Best Friend" and give them my time? ....Does that make me sound like I'm 14 again?...

School has been slightly stressful thus far. Three weeks in and I'm behind on homework, and already not wanting to get up for class. I deffinately need to figure that issue out before it becomes a huge problem.

I am meeting a lot more new people so far this year. Which is nice, I need to expand my circle of friends beyond Cedar and a few other small unknown places in Michigan.

Speaking of small unknown places... My friend Bobby (aka my casual sex guy from our senior year and this summer) from Ithaca, is leaving for basic training for the Navy on Tuesday, Sept. 20th. He's having a going away party Saturday, I can't wait to see him, but leaving will be hard. I'm really going to miss him. I've gotten used to talking to him at least a couple times a week lately and now I won't be able to talk to him for 9 weeks, then he'll be gone another 4 years.... Damn the government and their ways of getting people to do things for them with the promise of money for college....

Anyway, back to new friends. I'm actually spending time with my suitemate, we shared a bathroom last semester and hardly talked to each other. My roomate has a couple people that come over to our room a couple times a week so I'm becoming friends with them, and I've met up with some people that I haven't seen in 5 or 6 years and have been hangingout with them. Maybe if I play my cards right I could end up with a boyfriend out of the deal...

I'm deffinately sick of being single, yeah casual sex works for the moment but it's not what I really want or need anymore. I want a real relationship and to stop putting myself into situations that just end up hurting me.

Well I think I'm done with my update for now. The chance that anyone who actually reads this will care about much of it will be pretty small anyways. So yeah..

Life is _________. Still happening.

cshawks2003

:: 2005 9 September :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Cher 2005 Almighty Megamix

...
Well its officially been forever...I got my wisdom teeth today and have been catching up on misc. stuff here online.

If you want to see a journal that I update more, visit my website at http://www.crazything.us

TTY All Laters!!!

:: 2005 8 September :: 8.59pm

I like having an hour of independent study. I like being able to play piano and flute and think about music for an hour every day except band. It's relaxing. Yes, i know....freakish. it happens

michelle

:: 2005 8 September :: 6.23pm

You think about what you DID too much.

And as a result you don't DO as much as you think you DID because you overanalyze and it seems bigger and more important that what you really DID.

So get out there and DO something instead of dwelling on what you DID.

It's called living.