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2005 7 September :: 2.59pm
An update on Baylee's life:
-Roses Peerleader
-Class
-cows
-tennis
-MSU Spartans
-talking alot
-New computer
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2005 5 September :: 11.26pm
here i am again
alone
i miss him
so where do i go from here
i dont know where
for me college classes start tomorrow, not that exciting
i am still not sure what it is exactly i want to do for the rest of my life
there was a few things i had in mind, but i have a feeling that it isn't going to happen.
oh well i'll deal w/ it like i always do
i'll deal w/ it
on my own
alone
so here i am again
alone
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2005 5 September :: 10.50am
:: Mood: cold
Freshy year
Last first day of high school tomorrow. That's exciting.
Eh, I can still remember the first day of my freshman year clearly. I went up to my locker to put my backpack in it before first hour, and I couldn't get it open. I didn't think I was doing anything wrong, so I went and got Ms. Scott, and she was like, "are you sure you know how to work a combination lock?"
That got me pissed. Yes, I was a freshman, not an inferior human being (although sometimes those ARE one in the same I realized later). So, she tried it and it didn't work. That was one of the best moments of high school right there, and it seemed to set the trend for the rest of high school, always having to prove myself, prove that I can do it. Well, it turned out that one of the numbers in my combination was 10 numbers off...so I got a note during first hour with the right one, and I haven't had any problems since, for three years.
Hmm. Just thought I would put that in here before alzheimers hits, I am almost 18 ya know.
michelle
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2005 31 August :: 11.15pm
schedule:
1st: Band with Robuck
2nd: JA Econ with Busen
3rd: Spanish 5 with Warwick
4th: AP Lit With Dolbee
5th: AP Stats with Andrus
6th: AP Bio with Fournier
Seminar with Fournier
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2005 29 August :: 3.03pm
Listening to Karl talk makes me want to shoot someone. He has the oddest way of talking and yelling at the same time.
My schedule is as follows:
1 Marching Band - Robuck
2 JA Economics - Busen
3 AP Statistics - Andrus
4 AP Literature - Dolbee
5 Independent Study - Robuck
6 AP Biology - Fornier
3 easy classes, 3 hard classes.
I don't have seminar period on my schedule...does that mean I don't have to go?......
michelle
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2005 21 August :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: calm
Every day that I get up and drive to work (which is almost every day now) I walk into the place and everything just melts together. Nothing really changes there, maybe subtly.
I always punch in on time, get my drawer, wait on people, punch for all my breaks, feel bad if I spend too much money on lunch, because I'm not making that much money in the first place, punch out, go home. Next day: repeat.
I feel like I'm wasting my life. It's an awful feeling.
I guess the only saving graces are the weird people that I laugh to myself about, like the lady with the mustache or the really big older guy that always hits on lisa.
The people who get really angry are a source of my laughter too; the people who get so angry about not being able to return their $2.00 light bulbs because they don't have their receipt and yell at the manager thinking it will make a difference. Those people are just pathetic. The funny part is that when they get so angry their blood pressure rises, and I bet in the future they'll end up having a heart attack because of stress like that and have a hospital bill over $4,000.
Rueben just left a while ago. I'm putting off going to bed; when he left there was a creepy little glow worm attatched to his pant leg, and we were cuddling in my bed. Even if it just randomly attatched itself to him when he came in, just the thought of it crawling around in my bed is reason enough for me not to sleep half the night. Ehh....creepy crawlies.
Tomorrow night is band, Tuesdays are lessons. Piano is comming along nicely. I can't do anything too complicated yet, but we'll see by the end of the year how good I can get.
It's nice and cold, perfect sleeping weather.
Good night (all).
michelle
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2005 16 August :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: depressed
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From Go-Quiz.com
S | Sensual | T | Tender | A | Adventurous | Y | Yucky | _ | | C | Crazy |
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2005 14 August :: 9.51pm
It's starting to get cooler out. That's nice.
I lost touch for a while. That was nice too. Fall is approaching; that makes me relieved.
This moth flying around my screen on the other hand is making me annoyed.
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2005 11 August :: 7.24pm
:: Music: Come around again - Jet
Today I wasted seven and a half hours of my life. Yes, at meijer (where else). I trained for credit cards today and did that all day long. It entails walking up to people and saying, "Hi, would you be interested in saving ten percent on your purchases today by applying for a meijer credit card?"
I got 1 yes out of about 150 people.
Do you know how depressing that is?
And even after that one person applied I felt I had destroyed her life because just maybe she would end up going into debt with that meijer credit card. She would be five or six thousand dollars in debt because she has a compulsive personality and she would lose her house, her car, her kids, her husband, and maybe even her cute little dog. I really felt like a used car salesman, that's the best way I can describe it.
Anyway, I'm all done with band camp and working fourty hours a week at the courtesy desk at meijer. About all the time I have is used up working or being with Rueben or going to band, or getting ready for band.
I got the Rotary Life Leadership Scholarship, it's $1,000. That will help a little bit, probably enough for books for a couple of years. Oh well, the cost of everything is going up, I mean, gas at $2.59. I can remember my mom bitching because it was $1.11. I bet it'll be around $3.00 a gallon by Christmas, if not the start of school.
At least it's green outside and it smells like spring from all the rain. Rain makes me happy, well, melancholy at least, that's about the happiest I get. I mean, yeah, I can be bubbly and blonde sometimes, but I am rarely ever happy or in a good mood. Everything just runs a lot smoother when everyone thinks everything is going okay. Then they leave you alone. I've figured out that much.
School is starting soon. It's a year of lasts. I've already had my last band camp, which I am not sad about at all. Soon it will be the last first day of school, last play, last Christmas vacation, last sping break, last prom, and then finally graduation. I cannot wait until that day. It means that I am one step closer to being a principle flutist in a world class orchestra or symphony. Of course I would settle for the Boston Philharmonic ;).
-pleasure is only the relief from pain; as humans we are in a constant state of suffering unknown to those who do not know life-
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2005 22 July :: 12.01am
Life still sucks. Things are getting a little better. Something might happen with a cutie from work. Maybe, Maybe not. I'm not too hopeful.
-me
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2005 22 July :: 12.01am
Live still sucks. Things are getting a little better. Something might happen with a cutie from work. Maybe, Maybe not. I'm not too hopeful.
-me
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2005 13 July :: 6.17pm
:: Mood: tired
I need to stop staying up so late every night.....it's all Joey's fault!
Have you ever........?
1. Smoked? yes
>2. Been Drunk as hell? not completely
>3. Screwed someone of the opposite sex?yes
>4. Screwed someone of the same sex?no
>5. Shoplifted?no
>6. Lied?yes
>7. Betrayed a friend?yes
>8. Been to jail?no
>9. Smoked weed?no
>10. Done LSD?no
>11. Done any other illegal drug?no
>12. Given oral sex?yes
>13. Received oral sex?no
>14.Screwed something not of the human race?no
>15. Screwed something not alive?no
>16. Cheated on someone?no
>17. Used someone?yes
>18. Paid someone for sex?no
>19. Been paid for sex?no
>20. Played strip poker?yes
>21. Skipped school?yes
>22. Skipped school to get high/drunk?no
>23. Danced naked?no
>24. Danced naked in public?no
>25. Flashed someone?yes
>26. Mooned someone?yes
>27. Kissed someone?yes
>28. Kissed someone of the same sex?yes
>29. Held hands?yes
>30. Hugged someone?yes
>31. French kissed?yes
>32. Had sexual fantasies?yes
>33. Had gay/lesbian fantasies?no
>34. Stolen money?yes
>35. Stolen money from family?yes
>36. Stolen drugs from family?no
>37. Been convicted of a crime?no
>38. Dated someone because you heard they were'easy'?no
>39. Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'?yes
>40. Been called a whore?yes
>41. Been called a bitch?yes
>42. watched porn?yes
>43. Taped porn?no
>44. Watched porn you taped?no
>45. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle?yes
>46. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle?no
>47. Used sex 'toys'?no
>48. Tried to kill yourself?no
>49. Tried to kill someone else?no
>50. Told someone you hated them?yes
>51. Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?no
(x) snuck out of the house?
(x) gotten lost in your city?
(X) saw a shooting star?
(X) been to any other countries besides the united states?
( ) had a serious surgery?
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas?
(X) kissed a stranger?
(X) hugged a stranger?
( ) been in a fist fight?
( ) been arrested?
(X) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose?
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator?
( ) made out in an elevator?
( ) swore at your parents?
( ) kicked a guy where it hurts?
(X) been in love?
(X) been close to love?
(X) been to a casino?
( ) been skydiving?
(x) broken a bone?
(X) given someone a bruise?
( ) skinny-dipped?
(x) had oral surgery?
( ) saw a therapist?
(x) done the splits?
( ) played spin the bottle?
( ) gotten stitches?
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?
(X) bitten someone?
( ) been to Niagara Falls?
(X) gotten the chicken pox?
( ) crashed into a friend's car?
( ) been to Japan?
(X) ridden in a taxi?
(x) been dumped?
( ) been fired?
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?
(x) stole something from your job?
( ) gone on a blind date?
( ) had a crush on a teacher?
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?
( ) been to Europe?
( ) slept with a co-worker?
( ) been married?
( ) gotten divorced?
( ) had children?
( ) saw someone die?
( ) been to Africa?
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day?
(X) Been to Canada?
(x) Been to Mexico?
(x) Been on a plane?
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show?LETS DO THE TIEM WARP AGAIN
( ) Thrown up in a bar?
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire?
( ) Eaten Sushi?
( ) Been snowboarding?
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been to a moto cross show?
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online?
( ) been in an abusive relationship?
( ) lost a child?
(X) gone to college?
( ) graduated college?
(X) taken painkillers?
(X) love someone or miss someone right now.
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2005 12 July :: 11.44pm
ACT: final score 28
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2005 12 July :: 7.33pm
:: Mood: chipper
ACT results are in.
I'm a little disappointed.
I got a 27.
My highest score was in science, it was 29/36.
It figures, the subject I hate the most is the one I score best in.
That's how it goes I guess.
I'm working a lot now. I never knew how bad people could be until now. God, what asses. All you can do is nod and smile. I didn't even take the weird guy screaming about the dollar on his gas can personally.
Even my manager looked shook up.
It actually made me happy. Is that odd?
Probably.
-michelle
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2005 11 July :: 12.37pm
:: Music: Better off Dead
Schedule
1. Physics - Jungkind
2. JA Economics - Busen
3. AP Statistics - Andrus
4. Into to Drawing/Design - Dufty
5. Bible as/in Lit. - Olsen
6. French II - Schaffer
The only change in my 2nd semester schedule is 2nd hour Hitler, Nazi Germany etc. with Norkus.
whatev.
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2005 2 July :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: annoyed
I wish that I could tell people how I really feel. How I really want to feel. I wish that I could trust people more than what I do. But everything that has been happening lately just makes it hard to do.
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2005 2 July :: 2.56pm
alright, well, since my family is gone, i have nothing to do on the 4th. anyone that wants to hang out, gimme a call
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2005 2 July :: 11.28am
I'm back from LLC and Girl's State. Both were fun. I almost died at Girl's State, no air conditioning (anywhere). We were in the middle of Lansing and there were 90 girls crammed into a classroom at a time. With no fans. I think it was around 110 degrees.
I'm at the service desk now. I just checked my schedule, i have to work until ten monday (the fourth). That's dissapointing, but okay because fireworks aren't until 11pm and I still get to eat with my family at 1pm.
Ah, what fun working almost fourty hours a week!
Band camp is in a month.
michelle
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