being bored is bad for your health

empath

:: 2005 27 June :: 1.08pm

I just love that look on your face..

the past 18 days seem like months. its lovely.

lil_bill06

:: 2005 22 June :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: pissed off

Lying
I hate people who lie. Am I that bad of a person to be lied to? Am I that bad of a person to be avoided? I don't get what's wrong with me. Why is it that everyone I love doesn't seem to feel the same way? I wish that people would tell me the truth. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I can't take it anymore. Should I give up on him? Some will know who I'm talking about.

KryieKougar

:: 2005 20 June :: 11.59pm

no more car
i dont have a car
here's part of the story
i had a hit and run today i was going over to my friend dustins house and i turned my blinker on and some jerk rear ended me and i spun out over into someones yard. people stoped to help me and the jerk took off i didn't even get a chance to see his lisence plate. one guy that stopped asked what the car that hit me looked like and went after him. they were suprised on how far he got because he was leaking all over the place but after a while they lost the trail. i was really shook up i couldn't open my door all the way because my left tire was busted and rammed up. i couldn't open either of the back doors, i had no trunk some guy that had heard it and come from about a block away. i am alright, i got some mediene thats a muscle relaxant which i have been told might make me loopy
man i am going to feel this tomorrow.
today was mine and adams one year. yes i have kept this one for over a year because i kinda sorta like him alot.
if you have any questions you know or should know how to reach me
see ya

lil_bill06

:: 2005 18 June :: 10.57pm

Quiz
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

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lil_bill06

:: 2005 17 June :: 10.40pm

Life In General
I don't know what's happening. I've been hanging out with Joey and it makes me really happy and it feels so nice, but I think that what I told him on saturday pissed him off or something. It seems life he's avoiding me or something. It makes me sad, cuz I want to hang out with him but he's always gone, or has more important things to do. I wish that we could hang out sometime soon. I wish that I could spend the night at his house again, it was so much fun. I'm so in love with him and I don't think that he really knows it. I need to spend the rest of my life with him and I hope that he feels the same way. Well all for now. Joey get a hold of me.

cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 16 June :: 9.26pm

here's to good friends.

cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 15 June :: 11.30pm

alright... people suck. let's leave it at that

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:: 2005 13 June :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: busy

I'm leaving Wednesday morning for my leadership camp sponsered by the Rotary (the one where i could get a $1,000 scholarship) and then I'm getting back Saturday night only to leave again Sunday morning for Girl's State at MSU. I'll be gone to that one for a week. That one might give me the chance to go to Washington D.C.

I finished my cashier training and when I get back I'm moving up to the service desk. I've been doing almost nothing for a while. I have cd's to make and piccolos to deliver, yet I find myself sitting in my room that should be condemned because of disorder.

I took my ACT saturday morning at GRCC, in an unairconditioned room. It was absolutely horrid. Finally, though after the English portion we got moved to another room that was airconditioned. It felt like heaven. I swear that room got up to over ninety because it was smaller than a normal highschool classroom and had like thirty five people in it, and no fan, in Grand Rapids. Ah, well, so in another four to seven weeks I'll get those results back. I think I did between a twenty five and a thirty, but I wouldn't really know. I got my report card. I'm up to a 3.871. It's a little less than expected, but what do I expect after getting a C in Algebra II last year? I'm still waiting for my elusive AP chem test results.

Tomorrow I have a piano lesson with Jenny. I started playing Jingle Bells with both hands Saturday. It was very exciting, yet excruciating to listen to, I'm sure. I thought perhaps, that it would fool the weather, and it would go from ninety five to fourty or twenty. Eh, I should have wished on a wishing well, too. That would have sealed the deal.

I bought Koala Yummies for my camps. They're scrumptious.

Good night.

:: 2005 7 June :: 11.12am
:: Music: Marching Band Show

Yesterday was really fun. Rueben and I went to see Madagascar. The little lemur thing is so cute! It makes me want to have a little lemur baby.

CUBAN PETE!

(such a band dork)

Then we went to Old Country Buffet. They have really good macaroni and cheese. Then we randomly drove places and ended up at home depot looking at paint and concrete, then to J.W. Peppers where I got Syrinx by Debussy. Now there is a solo. Then we came back to my house and got some towels and my bathing suit and went to baptist lake and went swimming. Well, I really only actually swam for about five minutes....since it did take me about twenty to finally get up the courage to take the plunge. The water was cold; or maybe I'm just a chicken.

In any case, I got Jessie her birthday present. We went to Hobby Lobby before the movie (because we went to Star). It's very cool. Of course I can't disclose what it is. It's classified information and if you knew I'd have to kill you, of course.

A few other things went quite well yesterday too.

Today I'm off to Jenny's for a piano lesson and then I'm training five to nine for a cashier. I'm moving up to the service desk, even though I'm not eighteen. The S.C.'s are throwing a fit about it, but it was the managers who are doing it, so I guess it's not that big of a deal. I'm not eighteen so I can't sell tobacco and lottery, which is about seventy five percent of the business up there, but as long as I have someone else up there with me who is over eighteen everything will be just fine.

Anyway, it'll all work out in the end, now won't it?

ACT is Saturday. I'm hoping for at least a thirty. I should be getting my AP chem test results anytime and my report card also. That reminds me, I should go check the mail.

-michelle-

:: 2005 3 June :: 1.02pm

This summer is going to be unpredictable. We're already on a track that no one thought they would be on.
I love you Jessie, and I know you can get through this, however it's gonna happen. I've known you forever and I know you're strong to enough to do whatever is meant for you.

It feels like it's going to rain, but I can't tell. The forecast says no, but I have this inckling that what others feel is certain is going to change dramatically.

Sometimes even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

empath

:: 2005 31 May :: 5.28pm

i owe an apology to everyone who has had to see me smile... especially recently. i hate it. im sorry.

empath

:: 2005 30 May :: 12.07pm
:: Music: the cure

Since the last time i saw you: work, cold showers, drinking, driving, reluctantly writing.

I will see you all very soon.

:: 2005 27 May :: 10.29am

I hate you, you're such a fucking bitch.
Leave me alone.

:: 2005 21 May :: 11.13am

I have work in a few hours.

I spent the night up at the lake. It's so odd how everyone has changed, yet it seems like it was just yesterday we were playing flashlight tag in the pine woods.......

Work tomorrow, then concert an hour after that.

Hmm.

We are in the midsts of summer. Green is wonderful. I hate sunburns.

Happy Saturday.

:: 2005 13 May :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: awake

I just don't know quite what to say. I'm afraid that humanity has sunk to a new low.
"He didn't know what he was doing! How could he have known it was dangerous?"

Well then I suppose that is proof of Americans not instilling the importance of education in their children. He's not stupid. We all know that, but what he did was stupid. Because of ignorance, a lack of education, which was readily available, yet overlooked, he inconvienced thousands of people. Hundreds of people are mad. They have the right to be. They want to place the blame on him. It is his fault, yes, and I'm not even defending him to the least bit because I think he knew, to some degree, what he was doing.

But at some point you have to ask yourself, why didn't he know it was dangerous? Who's to blame for that?

Another quite heated situation at school, election. I believe I voted for the right people. They will do what needs to be done. If you didn't win, then you didn't do your job good enough to be reelected. If they fail, so be it, it's only high school. It's not like they can take us to war with another country, or have the power to kill thousands of people.
They have control over our senior year, yes. But guess what, it's only a year, actually less. I bet you won't even remember what the theme to homecomming was in fourty years.

It's very green outside today. I like it.

charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 11 May :: 1.47am

i've been 19 for one hour and 47 minutes. woohu
my present? i get to go to class from 8am-1:30. meh, better to be pissed off than pissed on.

:: 2005 8 May :: 8.30pm

I don't know what's going on tomorrow. The ap test is tuesday morning. I have this feeling inside my stomach that is telling me I'm going to fail. Hmm.
My parents are watching a show about cows. Seriously. It's about cows.

My cousins are really stupid. I think I lose brain cells everytime I'm around them.

I'm sad and tired. And I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow about cooking and whatnot.

I don't understand why some people bother talking to me when I'm blatantly ignoring them. It really confuses me. They keep on talking. Shut the fuck up, enough is enough.

stay_c

:: 2005 3 May :: 10.35am
:: Mood: calm

It went so fast....
It's hard to believe year one at Ferris is done tomorrow. Everything went by so fast. I'm ready to come home, but not looking forward to all the working this summer. I'll survive it I know, but I'm just so used to doing what I want, when I want to instead of knowing exactly what I'm doing all day for most of the week. Eh. I guess the monotony of life has to start somewhere right?