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2005 2 May :: 1.05pm
jessa's shower was gr8t. i won magnets for guessing her circumference, i was the closest next to marty. i was the only high school friend there...it was nice to reminisce about skipping class with jessa, while her mother sat there with a disapproving expression. Their place is nice, their couch looks like a good place to loiter.
i'm going up to alpena the 20th to "eat out" a chiness buffet. A bunch of my "churchy" friends have devised this brilliant plan. It should be a fun road trip. i'm going to stop and see a couple of guys from my floor here on the way.
i found out my floor assignment for next year(as a peer leader)...4th flippin' floor. arrr. the 4th floor is a QUIET floor. not so good for me. i can't watch the boys play frisbee from that side of the building :(. so i was t.o.ed for like a minute then i started to look @ the bright side, river front view, you can see the breslin center, the stadium, and some wooded areas. there is a Nice breeze up there. best i'll have legs and buns of steel from walking up to the 4th floor multiple times a day. it'll be good. i know a bunch of people up
there already. meh.
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2005 1 May :: 6.49pm
This is the hardest part. Resistance.
It's going to be one hell of a week. Fine Arts Night, Flute choir concert, studying for the AP chem test, Rueben's birthday, dinner.....blah blah blah.
It all just has to happen in one week, doesn't it?
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2005 30 April :: 9.33pm
sweet weekend of discusion, tennis and construction. next week is the end of the begining. May 9th i begin @ cc, chem and math, WOOHU! at least if i do badly it won't hurt my gpa. hope all u cedar springsians had a fun prom,i saw a bunch of ya'll herding in ur fancy dress. Jessa's shower tomarrow,i hope i find it ok. take it easy peeps.
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2005 23 April :: 7.01pm
Its true what they stay about family. they'll always be there to support you. when friends forget ur b-day or t.o. u, ur family is there. if u have a falling out w/ a family member it doesn't matter, u'll make up, it's inevitable. Kids, love ur parents, find the good in ur snotty nosed brother and take some time to chill w/ them all.
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2005 21 April :: 7.09pm
I love college b/c:
U can: watch conan @ 7pm on cnbc
act drunk and people just smile knowingly
meet new cool people @ your smallest whim
play Frisbee, euchre, and catch randomly @ any time of day
ride the bus to bubble island/mall/meijers/trippers(comedy zone)/mashall's/impressions 5 museum and pretty much anywhere u want to go
stay up until random hours and sleep into whenever
go to class...when u feel like it
have ur own space, ah the joy of control
do laundry only when you run out of T-shirts and underwear
its so nice, oh did i mention my neighbor had lice?
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2005 21 April :: 6.51pm
:: Mood: sad
It's going to be cold out again. Gas went up.
If I know I was born to perform on stage, then why does it scare me so much to know that I want to do that for the rest of my life?
Maybe because it's not a stable job like being a teacher or an accountant or a dietician.
Maybe it's because I want it so bad that if I fail I'm not going to know what else to do.
Maybe it's because I love it so much.
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2005 20 April :: 5.26pm
I wore my brand new woohu.com t-shirt today.
It made me feel special.
Spahgetti for supper tonight. Summer is filling in with things by the week. I'm starting to feel a little overwhelmed. I remember all those summer vacations where I sat and did nothing every single day. I didn't go anywhere for days at a time. Those were my most precious days. Those were the days when I knew things, characters in books don't betray. The lilac bush outside my window is budding. In a few weeks it will be bursting with purple and white. And then in a week it will be over.
The flower only gets a while to shine, while the bush lives the year 'round. It seems like that sometimes. We have only a few select times in our lives in which we can impose our beauty on the world. Are you a lilac or a venus fly trap?
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2005 19 April :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: coldplay
the concept of time is escaping my attention too often. its only day followed by night followed by day...
im tired but i can't sleep. i only dream. i can barely distinguish what's real. this has to end. i've been saying that for months. i'll be saying it for more.
but i am happy for you. very happy indeed.
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2005 14 April :: 7.41pm
:: Mood: contemplative
Everything is upon me. Or so it seems. Do you ever have those days where your head is just buzzing with things that you think you have to do, or just actionless emotions, and then you realize that it all means nothing? Everything is going to be just fine. You aren't being overstretched or spread too thin as the jumble of things in your head might want you to think. Like a well organized space. Things take up a lot of room when they are unorganized and you don't know what to do with them, but if you just sit down and figure out where everything goes, in the closet, on the shelf, next to the window, on the bookcase, and you know that it's where it belongs and you can easily find it again, then they take up a lot less room and you have more area to move around.
I've taken to observing people a lot lately. How they walk, talk, gesture. It's all very interesting. I realized that I do it a lot when I become withdrawn. It doesn't make me as happy, but I learn a lot. Just slow down and not talk, pretend that I'm not there, and just watch what happens without interacting. Many things are apparent when you only sit and watch. Today I watched a group of three people. All three are "involved" with another person. Two are guys, one is a girl. She controls them like nothing could ever control a man. She touches them and looks at them with large eyes when they are jokingly rough with her. She knows it's just play, but likes the attention. She gets hugs and lots of physical touch between both the guys. The two guys are friends, although from very different social cliques. They bonded in the way men do best, through competition. You can easily tell the younger is the submissive one because he always walks just a little behind the older, although he is in better physical condition. Both practically beg for her attention, although I'm sure not intentional, but the practices are reminiscent of some long burried mating interaction they do not recognize, but still put to action by their instincts.
Are you scared yet? I'm sure most of you know these three people. Have you ever looked at people in this way? Not as your friend, enemy, or associate, but as a human. Humans are quite odd creatures.
I've also observed that the overweight female, as long as she carries herself with convidence and a friendly nature, along with good grooming habits is far more accepted by her peers than a female with a perfect figure and ugly diposition.
It's all in the way you carry yourself.
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2005 13 April :: 12.20pm
Rueben
Hey, if you get out of class and want to come to the auction at grand valley tonight.....go to grandvalley's campus (take 131 to Pearl, get in either one of the two center lanes, go past GVSU to fulton, turn left onto fulton and park in the parking lot just before the river)
to the L.V eberhard center walk past the back of the bulding, past the other parking lot, go in glass doors and follow signs
you don't have to come, but if you get this i'll be there til almost 11pm
We can give you a ride home if you want to come and volunteer....free chinese food!
And for anyone else, those are the directions.....if you want to volunteer you have to be there by five pm....you'll get free food and be on tv (if you want) for a little bit...Plus it counts as community service hours.
The people are really nice...and it runs through saturday.
michelle
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2005 12 April :: 11.24pm
"i had to wean my self off because durning the summer i was having sex like every day"
it's been a good night! 'LINCON, U HURT ME!" WE BROKe lincoln in the lobby, after a fantastic photo season....
i love melissa,...this is a great semester....
CRACKAGE~!
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ok, such a good drunk night....ik have a lot of typos in this postssssssssss
i don't ave to drink alone...'that pizza was good" "a polar bear fell on me" now melissa is niting...... but w/ the neddles up her nose~! "would u like up my ass"
"they're going to be able to tell this is a drink post
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2005 11 April :: 9.07pm
School tomorrow. That sucks ass.
I fucked up.
I can't wait to see you tomorrow.
I have lessons tomorrow.
I have a AP Chem test tomorrow.
I'm voluntering at WGVU's auction Wednesday evening. My mom was one of the people that put the auction together. Jessie's probably comming too. Anyone one else interested? Let me know by tomorrow.
Early morning cheerfulness can be extremely obnoxious. ~William Feather
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2005 10 April :: 1.38pm
:: Music: Joseph Arthur
All things must come to an end. it saddens me that these things had to end before they had a chance to improve. perhaps its all overrated anyways.
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2005 8 April :: 5.12pm
:: Mood: neutral
I'm so bored. I want to go golfing. I wish I had somebody to go with. I want to hang out with Joey. I wish that he would get ahold of me. I want to go somewhere. I wish that somebody would get a hold of me. JOEY.
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2005 8 April :: 4.59pm
:: Music: Dear Slim Part II-KJ52
A lil' update
I'm on my way to go see KJ52 and Newsboys!
kat
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2005 7 April :: 3.32pm
I'm listening to "Jesus Christ Superstar"....on record.
It's so old school. Yeaaah maann. *takes drag from joint*
They use a lot of bass in the pit. I guess that's what you get with a rock musical, huh?
Work was excruciating slow today. I don't have to work again until Saturday.
Well I suppose I should do some homework or something....hmm...how about..no.
-michelle-
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2005 7 April :: 7.56am
I just woke up about ten minutes ago. Blah. I have to work at 10:00am until 2:30. Last night I had to work until 10:30. It wasn't too bad. I'm glad it didn't rain last night. I had to clear the lot of carts. Blah. I hate carts.
Tomorrow Rueben and I are going to the mall. Yay! I like walking around and looking at things, just being around people. I mean, usually I hate people, but hey, if they don't open their stupid mouths, then I probably won't have too much of a problem.
Spring break is halfway over with. It's really going to suck going back to school. These past few days have felt like summer vacation, and I even caught myself imagining them as such a few times. But, alas, I must return to school come Tuesday.
I went and saw Stacy before my Tuesday lessons. She said I had a job back there as soon as school gets out! It's not the best job in the world, but it's better than Meijer.
I don't believe I'm going to quit Meijer, though, although having two jobs was quite conflicting last summer.
Oh well.
-michelle-
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2005 6 April :: 9.59pm
YOu'll get through this...my prayers are with you and my confidence is in you. Enjoy the food at home deer.
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2005 6 April :: 11.45am
all right, i'll give you all an update, i know it's long overdue!
Spring Break- Hasnt been to bad... havent really done much. On Friday i went to grand rapids to pick up some books, and then on Saturday i went to the club with Mike, Amanda, Zac, Kelly, and Autumn , and we might go again tonight. I dunno if im gonna go though. It wasnt worth 10 dollars.
Um.. other than that, break has been pretty uneventful.
-me
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