mmmm... i've been sooo busy latley i haven't had time to write in my journal much. monday i tried out for the play as well as today. band was last night and flute lessons was tonight. drumline is tomorrow and thursday i'm working the consessin stand all night at the football game. friday, saturday and sunday i have off. however, saturday i think i'm having a PARTY because dad will be up north. i'll update you at school for the times and the game plan.

i realized tonight how much i love helping people. i think that's why i signed up to tutor and mentor. tonight i gave some of my good advice to a friend and it just felt so good to be thanked for saying a few words of truth. if any of you EVER need someone to talk to i'm here. i can't promise you'll like what i say to you and it might not be what you want to hear... but i will promise you it'll be for the best. i love you guys. i really do... even though i can be bitchy sometimes, i do care about your problems and i do want to hear. great...now i'm turning all sappy on ya'll. oh well...i'm just like that. ok...well now that i've said what i needed to say, i'm gonna beet my feet. good night guys :)

this song is quite pretty. i'm adutioning for the play! yikes! it's fun though. marching band was ok today i guess. nothing major or earth shattering. what is earth shattering is that i still have hw to do! i'm such a luss. that means i should probably go. oh..i got hurt today doing the lurching luss dance. ouch! thanks alot BEANS! anyway... good night :)

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crown me!

i love this song!!!!!!!!
hey guys and dolls! tomorrow is operation go to lowell to seduce cal!!!!!!! so beans really wants to see cal so her, jessie and i are all going to lowells home football game tomorrow night to see him!!!! yay!!!! it's going to be soooo much fun and the girls are spending the night so we are going to have a pajama party and stay up all night giggling. :) and maybe even mangle with lester the crock! ha! so as you can tell i'm in a better mood and that's because ryan got on and we sorted and straightened everything out. we are just going to be good friends and then if it was "true" then the attraction will still be there when we are able to have a semi-normal relationship and are more mature to handle such things. it's going to be alot easier that way and i think alot less painless. and plus if i find someone or he finds someone then we can persue that person, be honest with each other, and not get AS hurt as we would have if we were anything more!!!! so yeah...i'm happy with our choice. well....i would write more but i should go to bed... good night kids!!!! ps... great job JV team!!!!!! you rock!!!

lyrics
i swear this is a song....if you don't believe me go download it on your kazaa NOW!!!! it's called I LOVE BEANS!!! here's the lyrics
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Here's a lovely song about my favorite food.

Lima, lentil, soy, and pinto,
Navy, northern, and garbanzo,
Kidneys and frijoles negros,
I love beans!

I love beans, woo woo woo!
I love beans, how 'bout you?
High in fiber, low in fat.
Hey, I bet you didn't know that!

When I eat beans I sit in my own little cloud.
Nobody comes to visit me in my little cloud.
I don't know why. Maybe it's 'cause I'm cuttin' muffins. Because-

I love beans, hey hey hey!
I love beans every day!
Beans are an excellent source of protein.
I love beans, dinky-doo!

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isn't that great!? who whould have thought there would be a song like that!!!! ha ha ha!

i know you all have probably got this through email...but i found these laying around my file cabnet and had to post them (and of course add some of my own) because when you sit and think about each one...they truly cheer you up. so hopefully if you're having a bad day... this will cheer you up!

Natural Highs
falling in love
laughing so hard your face hurts
a hot shower
no lines at super walmart
a special glance
getting snail mail
taking a drive on a senic road
hearing your favorite song on the radio
lying in bed listining to the rain outside
hot towels out of the dryer
finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price
chocolate milkshake from wolverine band camp (or in everyone elses case...a vanilla one)
a long distance phone call :)
a bubble bath
giggling
a good conversation
the beach
finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter
laughing at yourself
loosing your dignity too many times
midnight phone calls that last for hours :) :) :) :)
running through sprinklers
laughing for absolutely no reason at all
having someone tell you that you're beautiful
LAUGHING AT AN INSIDE JOKE
friends
falling in love for the first time
accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you
waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep
your first kiss :)
an extetic experence
getting all the runs in the hardest song of the concert
making new friends or spending time with old ones
playing with a puppy
late night talks with your roommate
having someone play with your hair :)
sweet dreams
hot chocolate
road trips with friends
swinging on swings
watching a good movie cuddled up on the couch (or in the movie theater seats) with someone you love :)
wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking eggnog and hearing the most beautiful Christmas music in the backround
lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid
going to a really good concert
making eye contact with a cute stranger
making chocolate chip cookies
hugging the person you love :)
watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you
watching the sunrise or the sunset
and last but not least....being loved by the one you love

whoa! i'm so excited about tomorrow!!!!!!!!! how about this shiz... 12 hours and 22 minutes till i see RYAN!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! and we won tonight!!!!!! GO TEAM!!!! the game was fun except for spupid ass mr. greene. he just pissed me off. oh well...i'm not going to let it get to me. well...i must go because i have to pack still because we are staying the night at my grandpa's house tomorrow. i'll be back sometime this weekend to tell you how it went. have a great weekend everyone!!!!!!! kisses!!!!!

school
well... last night wasn't so bad. it got better when ryan got on and cheered me up. then for some reason i couldn't fall asleep but i guess at one time i did. i didn't really have any trouble getting up or anything. my classes are nice. i really like mrs. crowley. i can tell it's going to be a really fun class. the only class i'm not going to enjoy is algebra 2...the teacher is soooo scary!!!!!! but kevin is in my class so i have someone i'm friends with in it. other than that....everything is good. cya'll at marching band tonight. well...not everyone..but you know what i mean. :)

well... this is the last night of summer and as of right now... it sucks ducks. hopefully in the next 50 minutes i have before i have to go to bed, it will turn around. school will be alright i guess...i'm really sad that beans isn't in any of my classes or lunch. :( as for homecoming, i'm not sure of my plans yet. i'm either going to ryan's homecoming or just going to ours in my beautiful dress. i don't really want to go to ours though. oh well... ryan will cheer me up... last night we fell asleep on the phone..it was one of the best nights ever. i miss him soooooo much though. if we're lucky, we'll see each other in 6 whole days. i can't wait. for now... i'll see most of you bright and early tomorrow morning. :) gnasd

i'm really sick which sucks ducks. i hate being sick. but a little change in plans...i'm going camping with kaly now so there won't be a trip to the beach for those of you who were still planing on that. we're leaving around 5:30 tonight and i should be back before dark on saturday. cya'll when i get back!!