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2002 22 February :: 10.37 am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Ben Folds- The Luckiest
Ben Folds- The Luckiest
i don't get many things right the first time
in fact, i am told that alot
now i know all the wrong turns, and stumbles, and falls brought me here
where was i before the day that i first saw your lovley face
now i see it every day
and i know that i am, i am, i am the luckiest
what if i'd been born 50 years before you in a house, on a street, where you live
maybe i'd be outside as you passed on your bike
would i know?
and in a white sea of eyes, i see one pair that i recognize
and i know that i am, i am, i am the luckiest
i love you more than i have ever found a way to say to you
next door there's an old man who lived to his ninties and one day passed away in his sleep
and his wife, she stayed for a couple of days and passed away
i'm sorry i know that's a strange way to tell you i know we belong
that i know that i am, i am, i am the luckiest
i could sing that song to you and mean every word i say. no doubt about it.
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2002 21 February :: 4.21 pm
:: Mood: moody
everything
alot happened over the last week. alot. i can't tell you about it now because i have to collect my thoughts. and i have alot of thoughts to collect.
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2002 13 February :: 4.34 pm
:: Mood: sort of mischevious...but happy never the less
:: Music: ben folds
what a great day!!
wow!! today was so fun!!! woohu.com apparel day was a major sucess to the max!! i recieved many comments on my jeans because of my artistic creativity (sp??..i know it's wrong spud). and the fishersnet concert was a great time as well!!! we were all up in front jumping and shoving. what fun! i can't believe swirl is tomorrow!!! oh my gosh... i'm so excited. i better just get this all down now just because i won't have time to write after school, and friday morning we're leaving for florida!!!! sssoooo.... my swirl plans consist of
1. beans and i are coming to my house
2. we shall attempt to do my hair
3. we shall attempt to do my makeup
4. we shall attempt to do beans' makeup
5. we will then attempt to take beans to go get her hair done at 5 pm.
6. if any time is left over, we'll come back to my house, if not, we'll leave for robbys.
7. be at robbys by 6 pm for dinner
8. go to dance
9. have fun
your going to have to wait until AFTER FLORIDA to find out how everything went, because unless i get lucky, i won't be on till after we get back on wednesday night. then again, i will probably be exhausted, because the whole band know's we won't get any sleep with jessica, hilary, jenna and i all in the same room. we will be up all night yapping, i just know it. so i guess.. unless i'm on later tonight... have a great week and valentines day!! love ya!
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2002 12 February :: 8.11 pm
:: Mood: lonely
i'm just sitting here waiting for you
someday, you'll come around
i'll be waiting for you
i'll see you comming
and i'll stand to greet you
i've been waiting a while
so i'm figuring your comming soon
but if you are late
i'll understand
but i'll be here
waiting for you to ride in on your white horse
to wisk me away to your castle
where we live happy ever after
until the end of time
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2002 9 February :: 10.29 pm
:: Mood: sleepy... but happy.. and annoyed at jenna...
crazyness
my goodness.. these kids.. i'm telling ya!!! they just learn to keep their mouths shut... and most of the time i enjoy that... but they seem to have their mouths open at the wrong times and keep them shut at the wrong times. oh well... that's kids for ya. i went shopping today. for florida. i got spongebob valentines!!!!! they came with stickers and a little play set with sbsp and sandy and patrick!!! it's so great! and the little cards are so cute! heh... i got a spongebob shirt too. and other junk you don't care about. but you do care that i got my swirl jewerly!!!! yay!! now i'm all ready to go... my uniform is done!! somebody else, however, isn't ready. i won't name names (stef). anyways... jenna is here. go her. and now... i have only 6 years, and 6 months minus a day till i'm leglay able to drink. except for the fact that when we go back to mexico i'll be 16 which in fact, is the legal age for drinking. but who cares about drinking? alchol is gross anyways. mom and i were talking about when i get to take all my girls down there for either our senior spring break or after we graduate. wow!!! will that ever be sooo fun!!! haha for anyone who's not going. no.. that's mean... but most of my friends will already be graduated anyways...so what's really the point?? hhhmmm... i have so much to say... but once again..i'm not in the mood. sssssooooo... you have to wait some more!!! gnasd!
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2002 6 February :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: awake
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ok... i promised you guys that i'd tell you what has been going on the past 2 days.. but frankly.. i'm in no mood right now to tell you... so you'll just have to wait!! haha... good night...
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2002 6 February :: 4.20 pm
:: Mood: amused
hahahahahaha
i'm happy! i got my computer privilages back!!! and the words of wisdom from mikey and stef are much appreciated... thanks guys! i had golf today... david ducat came in and helped me and jessica :)... heh. anyways... gosh.. nothing much has happened in the last two days.. actually alot has.. but i'm just to lazy to type it all down! oh well i will anyways for your reading enjoyment...in a different entry...
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2002 3 February :: 8.47 pm
:: Mood: blank
what is this world anymore?
mikeymcdermed: wuslity over quantity is the way friendships should go.
mikeymcdermed: for anyone.
volleyballchix8: she thinks i'm a bad, horrible person
exitboot: Yep
volleyballchix8: i am... in her eyes
exitboot: Yep
volleyballchix8: yet different in other peoples...
exitboot: That's the way the world works.
exitboot: Or if you're like me.. Everyone loves you..
volleyballchix8: i wish everyone loved me
volleyballchix8: but it seems like no one does
exitboot: No you don't.
volleyballchix8: i think everyone would like to be loved
exitboot: :shrugs:
volleyballchix8: so why wouldn't i want everyone to love me
exitboot: Because it sucks.
being loved.. i think.. is a certain privilage that the fortunate ones get to have. if your lucky, you get to love someone and have them love you back. what a thing... to have someone you love, love you just as much back. that... would be the most wonderful thing. but i'm looking to hard.
mikeymcdermed: i guess.
mikeymcdermed: but.
volleyballchix8: but what?
mikeymcdermed: its not something that should be tried to be obtained.
volleyballchix8: tis true
mikeymcdermed: its something that niether side tries to find.
mikeymcdermed: but does.
volleyballchix8: i think that yes... i am to young to love.. but at the same time.. when something feels right... then..
mikeymcdermed: nope.
mikeymcdermed: love has no age limit.
mikeymcdermed: maturity yes.
volleyballchix8: i don't think my person exists
mikeymcdermed: your wrong.
mikeymcdermed: by deduction thier is on efor everyone.
volleyballchix8: but i he has to love me in return
mikeymcdermed: they may not be perfect but statistically they are better than everyone else.
mikeymcdermed: so there is one person for everyone.
mikeymcdermed: no shit.
volleyballchix8: yeah.. that's why it's hard
mikeymcdermed: not really.
mikeymcdermed: you just have to look in the right places.
volleyballchix8: well i must be looking too hard then
volleyballchix8: gosh.. i'm so neive
have a good night guys.
friends... you know who you are... even if it doesn't seem like it all the time, i love you. i'm always thinking about you, and always loving you guys. you all know that my friends are my everything. so even if it doesn't seem like it... i do... i do love you. good night
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2002 3 February :: 8.33 pm
:: Mood: indescribable
things
tears falling right now... wanting to talk to my bean. she won't talk. i don't think she relizes i tried to call, but her line was busy busy. i come down on the computer JUST TO TALK TO HER and she won't talk to me. i don't know what else to do. if she's reading, i want her to know that i'm sorry. and to know i tried. that's the thing, i tried, but it didn't work. there was nothing else left to do. i know she asked first, but i made $30 last night and if i went with her it would be like throwing that money away. how could i have turned down the offer to make that kind of money that will probably be used to buy her birthday present in disney... or to call her from florida on her birthday because we won't be here to help her celebrate. she doesn't see that i love her like she's my sister. i don't want to lose you beans.
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2002 3 February :: 3.14 pm
:: Mood: bugged
things are bugging me...
i've got alot on my mind... i'm telling kevin everything because he happens to be the only one around at the time... i don't feel like going over this twice... so you'll get the copy and paste version of the things that bug me...
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2002 31 January :: 2.54 pm
nothing
ok.. this is just nothing.. it's just to make my journal wide.. so pay no attention..
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ok...bye
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2002 31 January :: 2.39 pm
:: Mood: fine
these quizes are cool!
ok.. i took another cool quiz.. it's a care bears one in honor of valentines day!!
 See what Care Bear you are.
Happy Valentines Day!!!!!
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2002 31 January :: 11.40 am
:: Mood: bored
the only good thing about right now is i'm not in biology where i would have been at this time if we had school!
gosh i'm so bored! i have absoutly nothing to do and i just want to sleep.. if only i was tired... aaahhh...the wonderful feeling of being tired only when you want to be. my allergies are getting on my nerves and i'm going to start sneezing like crazy. oh well ... i'm a dork.. you don't need to tell me, i already know
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2002 31 January :: 10.27 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: none.. i've noticed that i have not been listining to music when i'm on here latley.. hhhmmm...
this is cute
haha.. i'm spongebob.. i always was.. and always will be (ok.. so i cheated on the test just so i could get the one i wanted.. oh well) no school today!! man... i would love to tell you everything... but for some reason.. i just don't know how to say everything. wow.. seariously.. so much is happening at school and at home and stuff.. but i don't update what happens each and every day like i used to.. maybe i should.. maybe i shouldn't.. and just keep it to myself.. but who really reads this anyway .. besides stef and gunnie! (thanks guys!) oh well.. i try.. i'm really board today.. i wish they just would have had school to keep us busy (or me busy for that matter). we'll have to see if mike, robby and i still do something today. more later...
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2002 30 January :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: apathetic
just you never mind
gosh so much... but i just don't care.. no i don't. and neither do you... so why should i say it.. anyways i'm not in the mood because mike still won't make up his mind and now i was informed that robby will be joining us. that doesn't bother me. oh.. jess and i are good again... after a wonderful 2 and a half hour conversation last night that was brought upon by her. thanks jess. i'm tired.. good night..
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