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2002 17 January :: 12.47 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: grunting noises from the computer
beans
hey... beans is over, so i'm not here for long, but i will be back later tonight. yeah, no make-up mike! thanks for the uplifting comment!! more later...
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2002 16 January :: 1.38 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: good charlotte- the motivation proclamiation
at school
well you are wondering how i can write from school? hmmm... maybe it's the fact that schaffer let the first 6 people go to the computer lab insted of watching some circus movie in spanish! thank you senora shaffer!!!!!! anyways... i was done with my geometry exam and i wanted to write in my journal, so i wrote it all down on paper. but of course, it wanted to hide in my bag and not remind me to go to my locker to get it before i came down here. oh well... i'll just have to write in here later when i have it. i'm staying after in the band room today to talk to mr. robuck about the cinderella musical and to see if my flute came back from the gold plating place. i highly doubt it. mike thinks it's a load of crap that they have had my BRAND NEW flute for 3 weeks just to gold plate the lip thing. oh well. mike and i had a good conversation last night on aol. too bad my mom made me get off the net at like 9:30 last night. that pissed me off. i wish i had a computer in my room so i could stay on as long as i wanted to. oh well... i didn't wear any eye makeup today. just a dusting of powder and some blush. not bad. everyone said i looked alot better without makeup!!! that made me a happy girl. the people next to me are stupid. they are flirting like mad and it's gross. mike made me relize so many things last night. so mike... if you are reading this, thank you so much! well i'm gonna get out of here. more later...
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2002 15 January :: 9.25 pm
:: Mood: no clue
i'll update later.. woohu is having probs. and i'm busy with im's
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2002 15 January :: 3.27 pm
:: Mood: refreshed
:: Music: Ben Folds- Still Fighting It
aahhhh.... not the yelling.. the soothing ahhh...
yeah... ben folds know's his stuff.. it does hurt to grow up. i noticed that alot.. most.. of his songs have peoples names in the titles... funny.
oh.. i feel so good. i just got back from tanning and i hopped in the shower and rinsed off and put on my pajammies. anyways... i had a good day today! the spanish exam was sooo super easy. it was only part one, but come on! it was so incredibly easy! i was done in like, 20 min!!
last night, during bostin public (i'm such a sap) i started CRYING!! omg!! when mr. hason and debby were with the mentally challenged kids at the YMCA pool it just triggered the little thing in my heart i have for those unfortunate kids. i want to help them. when b.p. was over, mom got in the hot tub and i got my jammies on, and did some other stuff... mom got out of the hot tub and started chasing me around the house.. we were screaming and laughing, it was so great. dad was kind of annoyed, but that's dad. that was fun.
gosh... not much happened happened today... that i can think of right now. i brought good charlotte to school today and jess and i sang waldorfworldwide aaaaallll through pe... it was soo great. then we listened to it in the locker room... whlie doing a little happy dance. happy jessica week. hilary got bonus points for bringing my shirt back today... go hilary... more later... (have to study for EXAMS! YUCK!!)
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2002 15 January :: 2.13 pm
:: Mood: rushed
no time
oh my gosh. theese school computers are soo slow!! well i guess i have no time because i have to meet my mom outside for a tanning app. in 2 min. more later.......
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2002 14 January :: 7.07 pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: Good Charlotte- Waldeofworldwide
hahaha
ok.. what's up with woohu erasing my entry... hhhmmmm???? anyways now i have to start ALL over!!! anyway...
so dad is just sitting there... minding his own busniess.. and he askes out of the blue he asks.. are we having salads for dinner?? um.. dad.. how would i know? well i did.. and no.. we were having nachos... anyways.. i told him that. mom yells from the kitchen that we were having salads tomorrow.. or we could have salads today and nachos tomorrow... well dad said.. nnnooo.. nachos tonight. boy did salads sound good to me. i had a salad.. mom and dad had nachos. salads two nights in a row for me! oh joy! i figured out that i am a big fan of tortilla chips! hmmm.. i don't know why tho.. they are just good.. any way to finish out the story, dad said that he was mexican!! i said .. no your not dad (he's probably the farthest thing from mexican) .. he told me that he was a wanabee mexican then. you can never win with dad.
ok... robby hates it when people ask for the hunny bear. why not just hunny? i didn't realize that this bothered me also until today. what also bugs me is that resturants sometimes put syrup in the hunny bears. why do they do this? just to confuse us?? or what? if anyone knows why they do such foolish or silly things... tell me please!! thanks guys..
well it's jessica week again. happy jessica week. i realized that if i make up the weeks... i will never have a week. oh well.. maybe jess will make me a week... p.e. tomorrow... ugh! the health exam was easy today... more later...
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2002 14 January :: 3.24 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: ben folds- anne waits
sugarcoated with happiness
i had the GREATEST day!!!!!!!!! aaaahhhhhh..... last night was great too!!!! wow!!! i'm in such a gREAT mood!!! yeah!!! hahahahaha... ok... why you ask?? hhhmmm... i was just happy today. jess burned me good charlotte and ben folds. i love them!! go jess.. thanks! anyways... ryan was NICE to me today!! wow! that was a miracle in itself... i'm not sure else why i was in such a good mood. i had a long conversation with mike on aol last night. we never really talked much... so it was nice to talk to someone new! anyways we talked some more after band... speaking of band.. mr. robuck asked me to play for the Cinderella musical!!! yay!!! i'm soooo happy.. i wanted to be in the orcheresta sooo bad!!! this is great...i love recording all my thoughts down.. it's nice... read away everyone.. more later...
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2002 13 January :: 8.12 pm
:: Mood: chipper
these instant messages are keeping me quite busy. i went to class with alice at church today. that was a change.. jess went home.. nothing else really... i'm getting excited about florida already. it's going to be fun. that's basically it... i'm feeling chipper... i'm not sure why.. but i am... more later...
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2002 12 January :: 3.44 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
well.. jess ended up comming over after all. so now i'm a happy girl. she's spending the night tonight and we might be going out to the movies tomorrow with the movie group (us, hilary and rebecca). nothing else really... gunnie helped me out with my color and stuff... now my journal looks more like me and not like.. hmmm. something else... more later...
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2002 12 January :: 11.29 am
:: Mood: sleepy
my parents went out to take my old flute BACK to the shop. i don't understand these shops. you bring your instrument there to get it fixed, but all they do is mess it up more. oh well.
i called jess to see how the party was.. but she wasn't home. but to my suprise when i got on this morning, erik was on and said good morning. nice kid. gunnie just got on and i'm going to get him to help me figure out how to use this crazy site. more later...
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2002 11 January :: 7.27 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: staind.. it's been a while
well.. all i have to say is today was alot better than yesterday!! i am content today. maybe because ryan and i actually talked without fighting today (miracle). we did have pe however, and yes, my hair did dry after looking good. jess and i are supposed to get together tomorrow, but she's busy so were thinkin sunday. i have a feeling tomorrow i'm going to be board. jess is at kevins party tonight. i kind of wanted to go, but then again, i'm not really in the partying mood right now. and i talked to erik just a wile ago... he's soooo sweet, read this....
dani bean says:
oh... my friend jenna is taking me to the mall to do this special thing where they dress you up and put makeup on you and you get to model and then the modeling people see if they want you or not...
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
o that is like so sweet
dani bean says:
i know.. i don't think they will want me.. but jenna does
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
i bet thell want you
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
everybody does or atleast they should
dani bean says:
you think?
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
hell yeah
dani bean says:
aaawwww....
dani bean says:
thanks erik
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
welcome
dani bean says:
you are sssssoooo SWEET!!!!
dani bean says:
gosh... i dunno tho erik... there are so many other people
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
i know
dani bean says:
i was so dumb... my mom took me to a modeling search when i was 5... and they wanted me... and i said no.. oh... how i regret that now
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
haha lol
dani bean says:
but... then i probably wouldn't have met you... and i wouldn't want to give that up for anything
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
you are soo awesome
dani bean says:
aw... thanks
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
but i gotta go so ill c ya lata
dani bean says:
alright...
dani bean says:
ttyl
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
love ya
P.O.T.N(pimp of the nation says:
bye
dani bean says:
love ya too...
gosh... he's nice.. i met him at camp this summer. we've been talking... he's too young though..but i still love him.
jenna was going to spend the night tonight, but her mom got mad (i really don't know why) and came and picked her up, that made me mad. i was looking forward to her spending the night. now i'm all alone. that's kinda boring if you ask me. more later...
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2002 10 January :: 8.02 pm
:: Mood: blah
i dunno anymore... this is just so crazy i don't even feel like doing anything these days. i mean yesterday was just so much. first... we had to run the mile in p.e. which really SUCKED! but after that i got my hair to look sooo cute.. i got it all wet in the locker room showers and it looked all messy and cool. and i had on my favorite aeropostale shirt (pink) and my glowing pink face matched it!!! heh.. anyways... my hair dried and then it looked like crap. after this.. ryan decided to be an jerk and start arguing with me and that just made me even madder. i had 2 tests, one in biology and the other in geometry. they were both easy though. well to top off my looser day yesterday, my mom kicked me off the net when i was telling jamie about my day and i got mad and started yelling and slammed my door and ended up falling asleep in my bed.
today seemed a little better. no fighting with ryan and jess waas being a sweety. mom brought the pictures home and they are so cute! i love them!! it's people like diana (parrish) and all my friends that make me want to stay in Cedar Springs. it's the people like ryan (mather) and andy (bekins) that make me want to pack up and move back to pennsylvania. i told gunnie i just didn't know because i don't. really, i don't know anything about anything or anyone. i don't even know myself anymore. maybe someone can help me find myself... i'm not sure who... but i want to figure it out soon. very soon. because i don't know how i can go on with all of this. it's killing the dani we all used to know. i mean we all know that people change, but i mean maybe i'm not ready for all this change. i just want to be dani and have fun in high school before it's all gone. hmmm... something to think about for now... more later...
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