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2003 22 December :: 7.02 pm
I dont need my friends(its a lie)I dont even need myself(its the truth)
Ha today was fun fun...yes we woke up and had coffee cake!yum then went to roxys...and walked to the mall from there....-_-...yes ....we stopped at Nickos house to see if he wished to escape but NOO he is shopping with his mom....lol but i was fun to see the look on his dads face when 3 girls came to the front door asking for nick...lol looked sorta like a deer in a headlight...yes so we went to the mall and saw my mom who then took us to albertsons to cash roxys check so we would have money...then we went to goodwill! it was fun got a Mozart CD for 2 bucks and gave it to mommy...yes xmas present.
Then i saw Clark and Mrs.Hansen who is going to have a BABY!!!!!YAY....ok i know its kinda disturbing...but still!...so yeah life is ok...still dont have the xmas spirit..i need to find mine soon...but latly if found little glimpses of it in my friends......ah i would die without my friends....
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2003 21 December :: 6.50 pm
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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i just spent 4 hours at my church practicing for choir and talking to Josh...known by none of you...yes we had lots of fun jamming out to Gloria...and go tell it on the mountain.....we are a strange group of people.....J
Jessika and Roxy are comming over and doin a sleeep overish thing and we are going to the star party tonight at the twilight cafe!!wooo hoooo....shark bait hooo...bop.....she....doop...............yes...the world seams to be smeared latly over a canvas made of glass....never being able to tell what is in the picture and what isnt....
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2003 20 December :: 10.15 pm
Ashleys b-day party was fun fun we had pizza then walked from around vans IGA'S to the mall then from the mall to the punk show(wreck center) then to raabs dweling and back to ashleys which is like 2 blocks froms IGA's...yeah that was fun...we walked 5 miles..and im sick..eh....
Today i read Subterranean by James Rollins...its really good you all should read it...especialy if you liked Excavation...yes good book.......i read shattered mirror a 250 page book in 1hour and 30 mins yes that was interesting..im so tired....
We still need to find a place for the movie party...yes....hmmm ......Garbage music is good....STAR PARTY this sunday night it will be fun...it starts some time and end sometime......damn myu eyes are alll watery..i hate being sick and then walking around till midnight wasnt exactly smart...no it was just stupid i was amazed we didnt get ourselves killed cause we where walking down in the "projects" for a bit..yes stupid person am i
I wish to see a movie cause im going to be at the church tomarrow till 4 cause i have chior practice....ARG damn being comfirmed...yes that was my moment for today....
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bubbly thoughts has i...now ium doing the yoda thing.....toga toga toga......hmmm
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now i feel kinda bad....
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2003 18 December :: 9.39 pm
-_-
Jessika is no longer allowed to dream about me and Christy must stay away from the magic 8 ball...yes.....
Trench warfare rocked it was soooo much fun..it was basically girls vs. boys in a football feild game of dodge ball with sheilds and trenches......yes it was fun i kept pissin people off because i could catch the balls...hehehe so yeah the boys beat us but thats ok we really won.....
I think a party is forming...where i do not know...when...um sometime this xmas vacation ...who? the usual....what will we be doing? i think movie /lunch or movie party.......
I was reading some journals...and relised i dont feel the xmas spirit when im with my family...no i feeel it with my friends...
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2003 17 December :: 9.38 pm
I am so friggin pissed and sad and embarased and confuse and happy and lost.....its like i cant find my way but a path is right there in front of me....but something is pulling me in a different direction...its not a bad direction but the path is also pulling....i just want to fucking pull out all of hy hair....grrrrrrrrrr......
My mom asked me what i wanted for xmas and i said i wanted a miricle and she asked what and i answered for Mikki to be alive again..She looked at me with sad eyes and got up and walked away....I AM SO DEPRESSED..... and my mask covers it all up for me....thank you my mask....
Your the Green Lady. Not exactly a Fairy, more like
the Gardian of the forest. You care the plants
and belong with the trees. Elegant and
Beautiful. Please vote 'cause I worked so hard
on this!!
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this is funny i took this after i wrote all the stuff above.
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2003 16 December :: 6.32 pm
Eh im sick....yeah today wasnt all bad..you know besides laying in bed and drawing....that and Brandon came over and kept me company....yeah so im really tired still...-.-....zzzzzzzz...FRIDAY is supposed to be a fun star party at the twilight center..we will drink coffee and look at constelations and discuss biblical stuff...like the whole star of Bethla. and how the 3 kings wernt really kings..they where astronomers and what not ...yeah new sketch book!!!!!woohooo!
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2003 15 December :: 8.53 pm
BRANDON IS BACK FOR THE WEEK!!!!
Bradon Risinco is back from New York!!!!YAY he is only back for about a week.Hes 21 and was one of me and my sisters friends...omg he is sooo tall.bYes i havent seen him since he was 17 and i was...10 wow....but yeah so something good happened this weekend..but yeah so i figured out i have a crush on justin....took me a bit...then niki went and told him so he called me and was like what?and so now he knows i have a crush on him....o.o GREAT....
im sick!Merry xmas to me!Yeah life has been kinda hard this past month...i dunno its just ....oh never mind i can even express it...grr
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2003 14 December :: 10.28 pm
in reflection of the past year ive been:
at my highest and lowest
been completly content
bneen depressed as all hell
experienced death
experienced life
watched the sun rise on the darkest night
and watched it set on the brightest day
watched the stars and felt as if i could jump into space and float forever
whitnessed my foundation i had built myself up on be taken from under me
watched in horror as a close friend was destroyed
played in rain no one else can see
listened to my heart
swam in the middle of the ocean
got a tattoo
graabed something to have it slip rom my hands
talked to myself out loud
moved someone from one house to the other
stared at a friend and saw who they truly where
read someones thoughts
have been published
learened a lesson on love
watched a bird fall from the sky
listened to the wind
drew my mind out
and made a few new friends...
wow
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2003 14 December :: 7.03 pm
I want the group from last year back..this year all everyone does is talk about eachother be hind their backs..its not a group of friends its a group of enimies....grr....yes so i hafta go cause my mom is ehhing at me.byebye
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2003 13 December :: 9.40 am
:: Mood: amused
arg at my dad all he does is yell today.He needs an off switch.
Didnt get home 10:00 last night .I was over at mrs thomas's house with all the other SO peeps.Twas fun we played pool(which i got better at as soon as nicko left hehehe)Yes they played music on their instruments...my head still hurts..... then we played some football and ate pizza and played more pool...that was an iteresting game...then nick left. The one or twice at the party we would broke out and did "The Time Warp Dance"..that was helarious.But yes so nick left and everyone went back outside and hung out for bout an hour....cold cold cold....then we went back inside and i watched them play vidio games and then kimmer left me!IWAS ALL ALONE WITH 4 GUYS ...that was strange.Yeah we go up the stairs and ryan and kim are up there talking to mrs.thomas.o.o gggggggggrrrrrrrrrr...PARENTS FUCK my dad is being a but...but today i am going to the mall from 2-4 i think.....then basket ball game for Britney at 7:30.....yes...
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2003 10 December :: 6.44 pm
ES-CAP-PE
.....yes... finding nemo is attacking me during my classes...yes....i plan on coloring my hair again only now im going to get a highlighting kit and do highlights in blond then im going to put a fun color in my hair like purple or blue or green !!!!Any ideas?
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2003 9 December :: 11.49 pm
Yes life is kinda better....yes...im very tired of alot of stuff and want to get away for a bit....i need an island...in the middle of the pacific on the equator...and there needs to be a little hut with a bed and shower...and sketch books and food and a camera with lots of film andbatteries and my cd player or radio and lits of batteries....snorekeling gear and soap and sandels and all that kinda stuff and books and just leave me there for about 3 or 4 months then ill be ready to come back.....yes a vacation...i m going back to hawaii i dont know how but i will....and im going swimming....for a long time.so im not depressed anymore.
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2003 9 December :: 12.02 am
:: Mood: depressed
I am going to fall apart now...i cant please anybody..no matter what i do everything isnt fucking good enough.We had our concert and my mom could only talk about the CHAMBER ORCHESTRA and how she wishes i had gotten into that one...she cant be happy for me getting into the CONCERT orchestra you know the sophmore orchestra.
My dad is constentaly on me to get on the tredmell! with what fucking time really?i get home and start doing chores followed by home work then sleep.
MY MOM GROUNDED ME TILL JUNE FOR MOUTHING OFF!!!!!!!!!!OMG FUCK 6 OR 7 MONTHS FOR TELLING HER I DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO HER. Fuckit i g2g seeya.
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2003 7 December :: 2.39 pm
I BURNT MY HAND!!!!OW.Ok i cant really type cause yes i burnt my hand...im so stupid.
I went to Kaylenes last night and gwen,jessika,nick where all there and we wated rocky horror picture show and 13 ghosts...it was fun we all faught for the bathroom and the recliner chairs and ate pizza!!!So yes yes i hitched a ride home from nick(thank you) and then when i got home i read till midnight then fell asleep! and that was lastnight......hmmm...yes yes...ok my hand hurts so yes
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2003 6 December :: 2.28 pm
to much stuff.im worried about to many people!
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