:: 2005 30 January :: 7.04 pm
:: Music: Radio

lie

:: 2005 16 January :: 6.08 pm

So...
Ok so since Friday ive been on rest, orders of the Doc. He has me on 5 different meds, seriously......i hate being sick....my temp was 103....he said i had this bacterial infection in my sinuses...I have this horrible cough, my nose is dead now.....eh...but i am going to school...i feel alot better...and i can stand to be stuck in my house for another day...eh...

So i have a powerpoint on monday....that ive had 2 days to work on...i havnt even added transitions...crap....

I also missed a Unit test in english and a Chapter test in math...so i have to make those up...not to mention get my art wrkst for semester test study for every class....anmd cram in about 3 hrs of practice for Youth symphony and chamber.....MRS JOHNSON is being a total bitch....


So yeah...slightly stressed...*twitch*

lie

:: 2005 12 January :: 7.08 pm
:: Music: My December

2 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2005 9 January :: 5.24 pm

So....im pissed off at Mrs.Johnson for changing the fucking schedual for orchestra rehersals outside of school......goddamn her! So now its on sunday ,instead of saturday, from 2-330.....well lets see...hmmm....i have plans bitch....ARG this pisses me off to no end....you see i have church from 9-1......but im also babysitting from 7-3ish...so now she moves the rehersal from a saturday from 10-12 to 2-330......so now i have to drop babysitting which means no money for me but im not going to drop for odd reasons.......*kills mrs.johnson* Im so mad right now.......you know that last straw...well...its been obliterated......fuck........damn stupid ass people


So the other night...friday night..i had this dream....:
Jessika ,Justin Gwen ,Nick and I went to this basketball game that looked like it was being played in the coleseum. Justins house was at the top of the coluseum and it was weird...tehn when the game ended a concert started up...Godsmack....and we all were headbangging and the like...Then we all left......So we are out in the parkinglot Gwen and Justin go somewhere and Nick and jessika go somewhere and im just wandering around the parkingtlot for a little bit....Gwen and Justin come back and shes hanging all over him half drunk....and then jessika and nick come back...both unbelievably pissed off at me...? Then jessika was like"we were thinking about you...."
So some stuff that i dont remeber goes on and then I realize i forgot my walet in the concert and Nick says he has to go up to Justins place to grab something. Well, we walk back to the entrence area of the coluseum...and its completly coated in spiderwebs and there is this button....So the entrance way is like a wall with a sidewalk then some railing, then it turns right accross the stadium wall...Nick walks through the spiderwebs all graceful like and i just run through them, when im halfway through hje presses this red button in the spiderwebs recead (oh and nicks all pissed off cause he has to give me a ride home and since i lost my walet i cant give him gas money thus..) and then he looks at me like "stupid bitch" then says "Oh, and if you get bitten 3 times by those spiders you die." I had 2 bites....it was creepy...So then we get back into the stadium...but now i guess the gates of hell were opening..so we walked in and were standing on a platform much like the entrence but no spiderwebs...and people are decaying and dying around us....and the staudim floor is gone now there is only a greenish glow from a massive pit ,and the walls are now like steep clifs and there are these ythings comming outta the pit trying to catch you...then jessika appears outta nowhere and dies?suddenly..so nick and i are walking down this pathway and climbing rocks when needed to ...all the while nick calling me a stupid girl and yelling at me for loosing my walet...so we finally give up and are at justins house...which is at the top of the stadium....and jessika appears in faerie form and is talking to me...and poking me...then all of a sudden nick eats her...she was the size of tinkerbell mind you...and he ate her off my sholder! then he said "Goddamned pixies..." then we were back in the parkinglot.....justin and gwen are in the back doing godknowswhat and im sitting in the front....we stop at dairy queen and nick says its my treat...as implying i w\am to pay for it and i tell him i lost my walet remeber and he flips out.....then i woke up.....WTH??? I was soo lost in the entire dream...gah


So yeah...im tired...oh i helped jessika reformat her comp yesterday...then my dad was an ass some more...now its today..wooo...bye

lie

:: 2004 30 December :: 10.32 am

Complaining!!!!!!
Yeah so...life today...im tired...and extreamly tense...michelle need a back rub....bah

So jessikas party is tonight...im spossed to go early i think....oh and nickos party is tomarrow night and my dad dosent want me to stay the night at jessikas afterward....right...like im not going to...well im not anyways but shh its a secret...its going to be sooo cold!!!!*burrr*

Poor roxy her mom wants to talk to nicko's parents...eh....that sucks...so many things wrong with that

So yeah im really tired cause last night my imagination was having a hay day with all the shadows in my room..and the head was making this paper rustle it was weird.....

OMG my dreams last night were weird....i had a dream that i was talking on the phone with Derek Eldridge *melt* and we were talking about this famous basketball dude...i dunno then he started singing the punk rock song ...it was funnny.....ok so yeah

I started working on my science stuff again so yeah......my dads being a jerk right now...and he wonders why i get mad at him...oh sure you can go to roxannes then about 30 mins later he comes up and says mom wants to know what im gonna give up this week .....then i find out he was the one who changed his mind...then to top it all off ..i asked him why he changed his mind and he started babbling then claimed i polluted him......polluted him? what do i have some unknown jedi mind tricks? so yeah...its my fault i cant go..(?) i dunno hes being stupid.........then he comes up here today and tells me if michael and his friends break something up here while im here its my fault............even though...the whole time...iv been telling them to stop.....ASSHOLE....oh and now he dosent think i should stay the night at jessikas on new years eve.....oh hell no...im not changing my plans...he can kiss my big white ass cause im tired of him.

In other news ...wait no....no new news...he just got mad at me cause i asked why he was so enthusiastic about being cold.....sorry .....and then i go to my room and get yelled at for not being involved in family life....arg....parents..

My mom forgot to pick me up again...yeah....she does this often..its almost like she dosent exist...or isnt home ever...oh wait!!!she isnt..

AND MY BROTHER is being a dork.......errr *jab jab*












































DAMN FAMILY

*smack head on desk*

lie

:: 2004 27 December :: 8.43 pm
:: Music: Vitigo-U2

lie

:: 2004 23 December :: 9.49 pm

so i was hanging out with my guy friend justin...when i see derek in Wal*Mart...and hes like....MICHELLE!....so we hug and then justins like do you know her? And derek puts his arm around me and is like no....hes sooo tall....but yeah and then we started to talk about ciggaretts...(why..i do not know) and then age and they are both like oh well im not 18 for another couple of months...and i blurt
out oh well im not 18 for another 3 year...ok like really 2 and 3 months...and then he starts hitting himself on the head and telling me how he thought i was older....*michelle kicks herself*
i like him and now....bah
*Kick, kick kick*

Yes so that was my week...i hung with justin for 3 hours one morning..the above happened in that time.....*kick*...*kick kick kick* bah

Oh justin broke his hand cause courtney broke his heart...i feel bad....*twitch*
im sooo mad at myself....gah.....AAAAARG...*falls off chair onto ground and twitches slightly*

whywhywhywhwyhwhywwhywghwhiewfgtkcrm;xz...grrr....eh.....










damn me and my..eh.ness.....*kick self*


ARG....*slam head on comp desk*...just shoot me now...please! First i find out that the senior i have a thing for has a gf...a gf.....grrr...ow well....*slams face on desk*....im going to go and take my anger out on the cleanlyness of my room...

lie

:: 2004 21 December :: 9.18 pm

So yeah, nothing new...im tired...roxanne made me sick...bah....cleaned and rearranged room slightly...no more clutter!!!!yeah...bah

lie

:: 2004 19 December :: 8.51 pm

Wow its been a while...its a few days till xmas...yeah...im bored....i need to call roxy. Ashleys party was fun but Angie and Colten were being stupid....yeah....they are very my attention people....hmmm...

Ashley is due January 28...Ashley Houser not hindoin...

bah...im going...bored...

lie

:: 2004 8 December :: 8.34 pm
:: Mood: amused

PSYCO FRESHMAN/ Updated Profile
Days of peace are done in schooll......stupid psyco freshman.....she so...arg.....she lies...and i cant stand it anymore. Shes new so i was all, so how are you where are you from and whats you name....then it was downhill from there...yeah

Updated my profile

So this weekend seems totaly packed.....eh....Play friday, then after party...hehe Saturday go hand with niki...and like 30 other people...

I updated my profile

Bah im blahish right now...i dont want to fight with anyone .....i was so....comfortable with the way life was w/o conflict at school....it was nice....im going to ignore her....

Bah i feel sick.....

Im conducting an experiment upon myself....For the next 2 week im going to not drink soda, at all. Now soda has lost of sodium in it. People say sodium retains water, so im going to see how much weight i loose between now and 2 weeks from now. Then , if i do loose weight then my dad is right and if i dont then im right.....

Yeah i know, way to many variables for any real results to be reached by hey...thats life for ya.


I have a bad feeling...anyone else?

go look at my damn profile!

lie

:: 2004 4 December :: 4.57 pm

Ok so im back..yeah

11/29/04
Wake up at 4 get ready and leave on 6 pm flight to Tucson. Arrive in Tucson at 11 and go to hotel. Then go to U of A (University of Arizona) and check oujt campus....i want to go there sooo badly...then go to NOAO building. Drive out to Suwaro national park and then drive back and go to El Charros for dinner.

11/30/04

Wake up and go to NOAO. Take 11 :00 shuttle to Kitt Peak. Meet Dr. Steve Howell, Dr. Steven Croft and several other people. Become aqainted to the Coude Feed Telescope and tour the 2.1 meter and 4 meter telescopes. Settle into dorms. Eat dinner then go up to coude feed till 5 am.

12/1/04
Go to sleep at 6 am and wake up at 1 pm. Make final list...and go check out Mcmath Pearce Telescope (Sol Telescope) Brandon and Miles from Kentuck...*drool*..y.......anyways.....Made master list for next night. Eat dinner say goodby to Miles and BRandon *sob...drool....sob*...go up to Coude Feed and work till 7 am...eh.....and everyone is cranky....

12/2/04
Goto sleep at 7 wake up at 9ish pack and argue with Kimmerlee...take some pictures..Leave on 11 oclock shuttle...say goodby to Kitt Peak *sob* Meet car rental dude at NOAO...he was so cool and Names Justin....and he gave us the Kia Optima...it only had 11 miles on it when we got it...fresh off the lot...mwahhahahah... Then shopping....and then we ate at Olive Garden...yum...high tailed it to the airport...and took flight home...

oh and i did all this on 75$.....yeah....can you say streached dollars?

Sometime during all this i learned how to croshay, bought 10$ of stuff at wal*mart and became totaly disgusted with Mrs.Thomas and Kimmerlee.....Why you ask? Well they wouldnt stop going on about how you cant trust the maid service down there...and kim didnt want to live there because she didnt want to be the minority....? That totaly relivant...then she was like...i dont like mexicans...and i asked her why she said just cause they way they all are.....*chokes her*....i almost exploded....arg...i think ethnic diversity is great and wish we had more here....arg....she was just so everyday about it.....sorry ranting..its just one of those things that just bugs me to an extream...

Then friday i slept in and decided not to go to school.....yeah....

Oh and my dad decided to blame me for him loosing his xmas spirit...cause i told him i didnt want the tree thingy under my window cause i cant sleep and it makes me parinoid.....

THEN we had this large argument over me saying i didnt want anything for xmas.....mainly cause no matter what i ask for i know i wont get it and its not even the meaning of xmas...matter of fact christ wasnt even born in december it was like july...so im like...tell me the real date and then we can have a party for christ not half parties that are comercilized to hell....thank you satan for the garlends by the by....*twitch*....holidays are depressing....

OH the mall thing didnt happen today cause when i asked dad if i could meet some people at the mall he gave me this whole speal about how we are too dirt poor for me to walk to the mall and window shop...obviously this costs to much?

Yes...i dunno...the xmas stroll lost its luster this year....Gwen ,Jessika and Nick were all gone so i was kinda alone till like 7:30 when kayleen came..but then i had to leave at 8 to go get roxan from bobs..then go back to the xmas stroll make and appearence and then to the car....oh and i spent 10$ on subway , asteamer and some minni doughnut......kill me dad its cheaper for you.

3 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2004 27 November :: 10.11 pm

Take the Kingdom Hearts personality quiz, and visit Castle Diqueria.

Ashely hindoin has a cell!!!!!!! BAH...i cant shake it....we set up the xmas tree....And im babysitting tonight...yay!...2 l;ittle kids till like 2 am...so yeah..,bah

lie

:: 2004 27 November :: 1.01 am

2 Days till i leave!.....but...yeah...im eh...

Everytime i start to be happy i want to cry...cause of mikki...it sucks..god damnit.

Kimmerllee and i were in the paper today twas great.....

Im sad....not a big xmas stroll group thisyear...like 3 or 4 people...bah...

lie

:: 2004 20 November :: 10.55 pm

Well...last night was interesting...

My church youth group had a lock in and the 2 dating in the group broke up...so i hade 4 different girls bawling their eyes out....bah...and then josh...with his im having second thoughts about us dating thing. Also i started crying uncontrolably because yeah..friday was the last time i ever saw mikki again...stupid i would cry over that...but the candle they handed me reminded me so much of her hair....bah...

But yeah we made pizzas, played cranium and then like 3 hours of hide and seek...it was so much fun...mainly because i could be myself...there wernt church people everywhere ...then we chilled for like a few minutens....and then josh and arin were talking when i walkedinto the chaple. We all started talking and he said he was thinking of breaking up with emily...so i said..do what your heart tells you, because if you hold on to the relationship for a long time and then breakup with her it will hurt her more because it would have been an empty relationship. Then brean was stabbing people in the back...arg....with words that is...
And all the drama went down. kendra comes and tells me Emily wont let her hug her or anything...so im like let me talk to her. I walk up to her and she hugs me and just starts crying hystericaly.....yeah...so we sat down..talked it out (somewhere after josh said the breakup stuff emily was blaming everything on arin who was crying in the balcony) and decided that she needed to go apologize to arin and talk to josh. Then we all went into the sacrament room and were starting to fall asleep. (Sacrament room- Keep the stations of the cross, confession can happen there and they keep the holy water there) Arin then got her second wind and woke josh up and he hit me so i got up at its like 3 am by this time. So we all go out into the annex and start watching the scorpion king...Josh falls asleep on a table as does kendra, emily falls asleep on the floor, Justin falls asleep in a pew, Erin falls asleep in the conference room and bree falls asleep in our Youth group room...and im that last one up. I get up, turn off all the lights and TV, turn off the chaple lights, push kendra back onto her table, and then find my way back into the sacrament room and fall asleep....at 6 am......and then at 8 am kendr wakes me up....so im still functioning off of 2 hours of sleep....

Oh and somewhere in there we had a shaving cream fight...i was covered...but josh was saturated...it was only josh ,arin,emily and myself...it was great...oh...and we were playing with joshes Axe deoterant and lighters so we were drawing on the lenolium with it and then setting it on fire..twas fun also....

Damnit i like josh.


PROM...prom ...p..r..o..m.....yes prolly not going havent been asked and prolly wont be asked....bah....oh well.....i know im going to morp.....yay!..

My roots are really showing so im planning on dying my hair sometime soon or just doing some high-lights..

I leave for tucson in less then 2 weeks!!!!!!!!Im uber excited!!!!!!....

Nicko...call katlin back.



Movie party over xmas vacation...its going on..be there...or...not...whatever......

4 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2004 11 November :: 10.57 pm

My god its been forever since ive updated.

Proposel:We got it and we are going down to Tuson this month, like the end and the beinging of december.

New Crushs:
Ryan(Senior)-Hes in my art class, we flirt alot...heheh
Jeremy: Hes a taken almost married man...yeah..im pathetic (Senior)
Andrew- *Joins the AW fan club*...mwhahahahaha *looks at tube dress picture*

School:
Willy let me go to the drama thing, it was so much fun. I got to see one of my favorite shakespearian plays , was taught how to stage fight AND got to make love to the same wall as Andrew...mwhahhahaha...THESE ARE THE FORGERIES OF JEALOSY!


Well overall life is pretty good..i dunno...i thing we need to have a get together at the mall, like this weekend...hmmm?i'll call everyone..if i remember.

Weight Loss Progress:
Lost 10 lb last wek!!!!!!^-^...im happy!!!

Prom is December 4th....ack! Too soon.

Break a leg or two! Cause its opening night for The Cripple of an Ishman...yeah...some people said the word Bmecth...(screambled for the safety of those of the play......) Yeah so...

Youthj symphonie is having its first concert this year..you should all come!!!!!!It would be great!...but yeah ok....im tired and have to make a table soo...buh bye?

lie