Jessika
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2004 5 February :: 7.40pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: News....*sizzle*...*type*...the usual
I am never good at subjects.
I FORGOT SOMETHING!!
I was waiting at the bus stop and a fight broke out across the street where the smokers hang out. Like 10 feet away from the school. After this guy beet the hell out of another guy, he got into a car that was waiting there: His mom's..his mom was sitting there watching him fight and did absolutely nothing about it all.....The bus ride home was full of discussions of what to do if we were that mom. We are a bunch of losers.
Today was very tiring. I was also hot all day. Not sure why.
At the prep assembly I got to sit on the floor in a chair!!!!! WOOOO for speech/debate!!!! I felt special ^_^....though I could not see over this swimmer's VERY ugly mullet...yes, the swimmers got haircuts. Most shaved their heads bald, 'cept mullet boy. It looks disgusting.
On that subject, Mark S. is a swimmer. Which means he is bald. Not only do bald guys look funny, but his best feature was his hair. = (....I touched the baldness, though! It feels cool! But I want a shirt that says "Bald guys suck" or something. Meant to be dirty, or not. Whichever I can depict the best.
Guess what!!! I get to get out of drama and math class (periods 1&2) to take....a MATH TEST that is very difficult!!! JOY!!!!!!!! *eye roll* I am in Kynett's honor class. So we were automatically entered in the "American Math Contest". Christie is in the same level math, but HER class doesn't have to do that!! I hate math!!! = (
Hmm....I think that is all....homework time....joy...*sarcasm again*
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2004 5 February :: 5.23pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: "Points of Authority" - LP
Ok... on to today
If you didn't read my update on the rest of the week, please scroll down... I'm a chronological freak, after all.
Let's see... I got to bed about two and a half hours ahead of the norm (norm being 12 right now) yet I still slept in late... annoyances.
English: Notti set us loose on our essays. I really don't think I'm going to have a good one for this... plus I only worked on it for half the period. But that's OK, I was reading my ORB, so at least I was productive. Biology: YOU GUESSED WRONG!!! anyways, we reviewed today, but tomorrow will be more Punnet squares. Algebra: Very fun today. We had a sub (a rather good looking sub at that... yes, I've had crushes on teachers before. sue me... Birkenbuel **drool**) ahem... anyways, his name was Mark Kuntz, and instead of reviewing for our test, he talked to us about his acting carreer... Let's see, in the professional work, he was an extra in Signs and The Slaughter House. Other than that, he worked at Shakespeare in the Park, community theatre, etc. in Seattle, but moved back to Great Falls, because he's going broke. So, he's taken up sub teaching until he pools enough money to head out to LA.
Next section: Michelle, you damn well better be proud.
I HAD MONEY FOR LUNCH TODAY!!!! Yes, Jordann finally paid me for the extra credit points (biology is such a screwy class), so I could actually have food today. I told everyone I'd be going into hibernation soon, as I ate way more than usual.
History: More Serbia studies today. I feel like I'm giving out more websites to other countries than I'm finding for my own... anyways, doesn't matter... not at all. Band: a bit annoying... Kellogg got pissed off at half the band today.. oh well. I know I'm still his favorite-est trumpet player in the WHOLE band ^_^ I'm such an idiot in that class... but at least I can play. Spanish: I really need to transfer out of that class... I'm really learning nothing fast... P.E.: Our team was in the Toilet Bowl, as we were the suckiest of the sucky. And, we lost again (Carly was back...) so we got 10th out of 10!!! oh well... You know what, I think I've got a crush on Jessica... we've been kind of flirty through the whole tourney... oh well. I love everyone (except for those who I don't love... many many people, in fact... we will call those peole the non-everyones, but not the no ones... I'm a no one. Jesse's a no one... in fact, all my friends are no ones... but I still hold a special place in my heart for y'all.) Anyways, I'm home. Got an extention on the essay, so my night is somewhat open... not very, though.
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2004 5 February :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: Garbage
Sorry for the long silence...
I've been up to about midnight every night working on homework, so I really haven't had a chance to update... Well, I'll try to remeber as much as I can for y'all.
Monday:
I felt like a total paranoid freak in the morning, as I was scared out of my mind when I came back to the huge crowd of school... I really hate those days. Anyways, in English we were told that we had to do the Tribune contest (finish a love story). Biology: more Punnett squares. Algebra: solving extremely complex fractions... History: WWI video. Band: new song!! solo part (yay!). Spanish: gustar/encantar. Health: ... health...
Ok... Monday wasn't that exciting (actually it was, but I'm having memory lapse)
Tuesday:
English: Book discussion on OM/M... Ally got into feminism, I got into cynicism, everyone else got into romanticism (yay isms!). Biology: Punnett squares. Algebra: even more extremely complex fractions. History: finish WWI movie, get assigned countries for Reconn project, I get Serbia. Band: Just another band day. Spanish: aburrido. P.E.: got pissed @ Cassie, because she called me off a spike in midair, and I got hit in the face... we lost.
The basketball game was great, though (grr Michelle, grr you and your skull-stepping insolence :P) Kind of annoying that the game started late, but oh well. We band-ees sounded good, and the drill team had a very good routine. Ah yes, hung out with my sax player, and Luke put his hair in pigtails... cute...
Wednesday:
I presented my love story in English. I was shaking so much when I read it, because I didn't even know what I wrote (did it at midnight the night before). Apparently, it was very good, because Ms. Notti read it to all the other classes. Biology: ... Punnett squares... Algebra: very entertaining, because Mr. Mclean was hoarse from the basketball game the night before, so the class was actually tame for once. History: went to the library to research Serbia. Yay! I caused the war, and I began the end of it!! Band: ... don't remember... but it was a band day... Spanish: again, muy aburrido. Health: did a study on McD's vs. Subway. I'm much healthier @ Subway (big wow...) and my caloric intake @ McD's is around 1500... hehehe... Then, went to church for confirmation, didn't need to go, as I don't need to know when the NT was written (our reverend is some sort of historical freak)... ah, yes, and Alex told me he was writing a thesis on gay marriage for U.S. History... yay him, good for him, power to the people :P
So, I think I'll put today on another update, because otherwise my computer might fry trying to load this all...
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Jessika
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2004 3 February :: 8.03am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Katie Rose..Offspring
Ewwwieeee!!!!
I choked up more blood this morning. It was yucky. First it was just more like bloody spit. Then a huge fucking clot came up from my throat. I am pretty sure it did not originate there, however. Where the hell was it from??
I woke up at 4:30 this morning. Even I can not sleep as long as I thought. I had to get up. Too much bed time = a lazy me. I did not do most of my homework. I hope my teachers understand. But I doubt it.
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Jessika
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2004 2 February :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Crossroads.
Woohu.com is in green and yellow letters! Trippy!!!
I had a dream. It goes as such: I went to an AFI concert and found Ed(NO clue why...) I asked him to hold my money because I had no pockets. It was around $40. We were sitting there watching the concert, yet I wasn't really watching it. I have no clue what I was doing, but I could not see the stage or anything. Rather weird. We were up front, but left to go explore the building place. It was a big usually deserted place in the middle of an empty field. It had like 3 floors and the concert was in the basement. There were then 2 balconies, all with crappy views, and a big sign that said "Screwers Zone". Orgys were everywhere. Ewww. We got grossed out anf left. So we went to the big field and I found Gwen and Shell and lost Ed. Shell had to run because her parents were gonig to kill her because they drove up like 1 mile away and expected her to be right there, but she wasn't. (Stupid Mishelle!!! Not being a mindreader and such) So she ran after the car and miracualously caught up to it. I was sitting there with Gwen and I think Shayla. Gwen had a motorcycle and took us on a ride. We ended up nearly hitting a bunch of fences and flipping over them instead. I was very scared of Gwen's frightening driving. I found myself very very thirsty. I had Gwen take me to Ed and asked for my money. He showed me a receipt for alot of stuff, like drinks and munchies, meaning he spent all my money. Brittney Kelley was there with him. I got very pissed and was about to pass out because of dryness of mouth. I was going to kill them. But Gwen handed me a coke or something, so we just left and went into the concert. We went down into the "Middle Class" section. We were like 5 rows from the front and Gwen had painted my face with white makeup and black stars over my eyes and another on my forehead. Davey picked 3 people from the crowd with faces like that. Not me. They each got to pick a song. And they all were calling him Kayla. I believed in the dream that ha was Kayla and it wasn't until I woke up that I realized that was wrong. You could hardly see the other band members. Next he picked people with huge elephant masks on. Shortly after I woke up.
No read if you don't want to hear yuckiness.
I am staying home today. Last night I wished my stomach would take itself away from me because it hurt so much. I even cried for like 20 minutes due to the pain. At around 9 I began to puke. Now it gets gross. Yuck was coming out of both ends and I puked in the garbage in the bathroom. Then I found out the garbage was WEAVED so my puke fell onto the floor. I called in the little bot and had him bring me something...he brought the kitchen garbage. So I puked an0other 20 mintues or so then had to clean up the mess on the floor and almost puked again. I then went to bed and slept for 13 hours. Harley is sick so home to. Marty is here, but ot sick. She does not even know why she is here.
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Jessika
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2004 1 February :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Full House
Die bitch. DIE.
I FINALLY saw POTC!!! Thank you Raab!!! Wooo!!!! That movie made me laugh = )
And.....I think that is it. Tata.
lie
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silversoldier
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2004 1 February :: 11.17am
:: Mood: slightly pissed
:: Music: "Love Delicatessin" - Pres. of the USA
diggin' a hole... a really deep hole... actually, only 6ft. deep
yeah... I have to do a lot of reading today... because our novel is due tomorrow, and I've got about 100 pages left... I guess that means about 2 hours of reading for me (damn slow reading...) .... Let's see, oh yes! Rational expression problems in math. Oy, they are extremely tedious. Other than that, got my church duties (I really need to decide what I believe in soon...), aaaand Super Bowl is today (whoopie doo...) Yeah, I could care less who wins today. Then again, I'm really not a patriot fan... so, I guess I'm rooting for panters... yay. A decision.
HE IS THE MESSAIAH!!!
-Oh, just FUCK OFF!!!
..... and how would you like us to fuck off, sir?
I guess Duncan will be there today.... oy, that kid can get annoying... oh well, at least he's got energy. yay... fat day... more food than necessary... I should go to the peak before the game... then I might feel better...
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Jessika
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2004 31 January :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: AFI - Synesthesia....But Home is Nowhere
I hate myself.
I depressed myself again. Woo me. Because of it I am becoming distant and such. I won't even tell Alex what I was talking about. But now I forgot, so no bother. So he called me a bitch and such and I know I am. But oh well.
I am really capable of nothing. I don't allow myself to be. I am stupid.
Ohh...and my boobs had ANOTHER growing spurt. JOY. Now I have a bigger bra...good thing I got more today. FUCK MY BOOBS.
I got my mom to like AFI. We went shopping for too long.
I am going to go make deviled eggs. Ta.
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2004 31 January :: 7.54pm
:: Mood: tired-ish
:: Music: Jet Force Gemini soundtrack
so now for the real update...
Ok... so I've been a total lazy ass today. Yay me... I'm really not going to get anything done this weekend... what with the Super Bowl and all....
The game: Let's see... We played Skyview (??) today, and we definitely played at their level (which is not a good thing) ... Yeah, we ended up tying, with a 3 point lucky shot within the last 2 seconds. Yeah, it was still a really exciting game. um... I actually played well (braces and all) and, amazingly, there's no blood on my trumpet mouthpiece...Oh!! and his name is Drew... yup... found that out... anywho... not much else to say about the day, so buhbye folks!!
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2004 31 January :: 7.03pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: "Final Countdown"
oh crap...
Well, this is a pointless update, as nothing's going to be on it. I meant to update, but dinner got in the way. Damn dinner... no... don't... I still need dinner... it's just so inoppertune.
lie
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2004 31 January :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: pained
:: Music: "I Believe in a Thing Called Love" - The Darkness
games and such
welp... I think CMR won the basketball game today... but I don't know, because sadly I had to leave at half. Anyway, saw my sax player **^_^** and had a good time in the band... even though Sarah was DM tonight.... she really is not very good at the job... Oh well, Holly will be up front tomorrow, so no worries. Ok, so we won our futsal game by forfeit tonight... and if it wasn't for that... we probably still would have beat them. And, I'm oozing blood out of my left elbow right now... yeah, I have abrasions on all of my limbs at the moment. Here's how:
I was completely stuffed by Blake, so I went flying through the air head first. As I neared the ground, I began to roll sideways. Well, the carpet acts as an equivallent to sandpaper, and I did a screwdriver right along the surface of it. MMMMmmm... real comfort :p. So... must sleep at some time tonight... but I'm still thinking about my dream last night... eh heh... I don't know... It's just that usually when I have a REALLY genuine dream like that... it's generally a stroke of precognition... guess I shouldn't get my hopes up, though... :p... I'm out. Way out. So out that I never even hit the ball. It hit me. And now I'm out cold. SO RUSH ME TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM!! I'M SPILLING BLOOD FROM MY TEMPEL YOU TARD!!! anywho... good bye sweet world. Enjoy yourself, but don't let the Id take over!!!
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2004 30 January :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: fat...
:: Music: "Stupid Girl" - Garbage
Not the greatest of days today...
It was Ashley's birthday, so I gave her a pricetag (I'm so caring)... Anyways, English was another reading day... that class is starting to become very tedious... Biology was... boring too. We had another practice punnett squares day... to think about it... well, I think my day is repeating yesterday... Mr. Mclean yelled at us again in Algebra because we talk and he doesn't teach. I wish he would get a clue. When he starts having a class, we'll stop having a social hour. oo oo oo!! I offended the Mormons at lunch today. I decided to tell biblical stories in a comical manner. That and the fact that I said, "It's not logical that Jesus was born without a father." So, of course, they say, "You know what, Nick, just shut up, because you're totally offending us."
And I'm tired of getting crap from them, so I just reply, "I'm simply speaking the logical truth; if you're offended, go someplace else, because I have absolutely no reason to stop for you." Well, that shut them up fast.
Anywho, in history we talked about the Id, Ego, and Superego (yay Freud) ... I really don't know how psychology fits into our brief look at world history... but whatever Cislo wants... Wow, I played well in band today, which simply means I'll play horrible at the game tonight. Well, at least I'll see my sax player there. oh.... Shawna's gone :( She went to Hawaii yesterday.
We played the most screwed up game of checkers in Spanish today... it's not worth explaining... besides, my team still won, so it's all special. Then in health, we watched some really messed up video on eating disorders... It was some 80's show where everyone was dressed in orange and the host was an extremely insensitive bimbo...yeah...
After school, I found out I'm on sound crew for Murder on the Nile... which means I have a whole... 3 minutes of duty (??) in the play... Oh well... at least I have a part.
Welp, pepband tonight, and a futsal game again... I hope it's not going to be so freaking cold in the building again... it was insane on tuesday...
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2004 30 January :: 7.01am
:: Mood: annoyed...
:: Music: heater
stupid woohu...
I would have updated last night, but woohu was a bitch.
Anywho, nothing really special about yesterday, other than the fact that our volleyball team actually won a game. Oh, and I had a really genuine dream last night... you know, the ones that actually happen like real life. And I met up with Cameron in the dream... He was a good friend, and someday, I am going to contact him again... someday... *dreamy/dazed/drunk look* :P
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2004 29 January :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: anarchic (if you call that a feeling)
:: Music: MXC!!!! and MSI earlier....
thursdays are always strange...
Let's see... woke up half an hour later than expected, went to school, and wanted to die... Reading time in English, so I helped out Jennifer with her math... she still doen't know what she's doing. In bio, we practiced *the wonderful world of Punnett squares*.. Math: pissed at teacher=normal ; solve for me. :P
At lunch we watched the circus walk down the halway (kid with absolutely every color from the Crayola Company on his shirt...) Then in history, we did a Frued study. How absolutely screwed that we would do that right now... anyway, I talked about Blood Crazy in tha class, and how it relates to all of Frued's studies (minus all the actions are related to sex...) Um... we had our band pictures today.. how extremely boring... not to mention I looked like an absolute idiot all day because of my uniform...
nothing special in Spanish... as always...
!!! Our volleyball team actually won a game today!!! I'm worried... I don't know why I just put down that statement of worryment... maybe that's why I'm worried... I don't know... Anywho, I was acting like a drunk for pretty much the whole day (whoopAH!) aaand after school... I made Alisa mad at me today... right... that's fun.
Ah yes, and my sister is a total ass these days... Sometimes I'm glad she'll be gone next year...
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Jessika
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2004 29 January :: 1.06am
:: Mood: pissed off
I call this guy a nerd because he was spending his free time looking at "cool" computers on Ebay. He gets pissed. Starts dissing AFI(oh dearie!), my life, says it is my fault I am poor, stupid lifeless me, but then... This is the probably the worst fucking thing he could have said.
specialkman99@hotmail.com says:
why dun u go to a ntu hsoue like nicole
specialkman99@hotmail.com says:
that umb bitch
specialkman99@hotmail.com says:
dumb*
Stupid jackass. He should die.
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