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2004 28 January :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: tired...rushed..
:: Music: Sabrina and typing and sounds of messenger beeping
I am still not done with Les Mis essay. Yay me! But almost.
I coughed up loads of chunky clotty blood today. It was rather gross.
I want to do the mock trial thing. But....I have nobody to go ith me. I WOULD ask Michelle...but noo...she wouldn't = (
I am curious still about AB.....we could have gotten Josh to fill in...it would have worked...But whatever...
I think I am getting sick. I feel as if I am about to puke and I have aches everywhere in my body. BOO.
Now that I have stayed home, I never want to go back to school.
Harley and Marty's grades went down alot. So the mom was pissed. Nearly every grade they got went down to a D. Most were C's and B's. I feel bad for them(almost)...I got all A's in 5th. Oh well.
*puke* is what I feel like doing.
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2004 28 January :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: around
:: Music: "Hit That" - Offspring
stuff... more stuff... some stuff that might make you laugh or cry...
So.... 3 teachers gone today (IT'S AN EPIDEMIC!!!)
ooo! My saxophone player is about... 20 feet down the hall (in locker terms) and I didn't notice it till today... I'm such a tard... anywho... nothing too special about today... went to church, worked on the musical, etc. etc. and the rest (just to be redundant)
OOOOH! yes... I have another flipbook idea to add to my list. To recall, we had Hole of Hell, and Damn Pigs... oh yes, and the Cycle of Processed Chicken, although that's more of a chart... anywho, the new one is The Angel of Death, starring a little pink fluff ball, a non-believer, the Jewish people, and the thumb of God... more to be said later. I leave you with this statement:
Ah, sir! But zees meent eez wahfayr theen! (hehahaha)
and:
I am Death!
-Oh, that's nice, would you like to come in?
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2004 28 January :: 12.54am
:: Mood: Ya know.....it is kinna cold around here ; )
:: Music: Daria = D
Mission!
K. I need a boyfriend for another guy. He seems desperate. Any suggestions?
On a different note, I worte the drama skit thing. I am new to that class.....I hope I did ok....I got bored at the end, so it has no conlusion. Oh well. I just need to type now....3 pages front and back...*Hopes length is ok*
I have to write an essay on Les Mis. *barf* It is due tommorrow and not written = ). I am going to say how like Jean's life became complete through the love of Cosette and hate of Javert because you need both to live a full life. *barf*
I have math, science(math skills!!!!), and history.
Which brings me to my next point. I seriouslt do not know why I have too much homework to do now..(my teachers are conspiring with the quizzes!!!), but I have decided to stay home tomorrow. I told my mom it was too cold for me to go to school. After a while she gave in, so yay I get to stay home.
Roxanne, if you want the skit, let me know soon so I can email it to you tonight or morning!!!
And last, NEVER sign up for Academic Bowl as Freshman. I thought it would go by grade/intelligence level for rounds. Thursday we go against Andy Salonen and them: Juniors...some of the smartest students in the school as well. And nearly all policy debaters. JOY.
Keep warm!
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2004 28 January :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" - Queen
futsal... oy...
OK, so I went out to the T&R building for my game tonight... I must say, it was about as cold inside as it was outside. Regardless, I strip down to my shorts and shirt, put on my shinguards and shoes, and sit there freezing, waiting for my game to start. Well, they say I played well tonight... I really wouldn't know. I was so stiff and so numb (except for when I hit the ground... oh yeah, got knocked into the wall too...). It was insane... and Erin had to play the whole night again, cause we didn't have a sub for her (stupid Barton) .... anyways, our team got their first win of the season, I got my first rugburn of the season (which burns now that I can feel my left knee again), and we all froze our asses off. The End.
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2004 27 January :: 4.31pm
:: Mood: freezing
:: Music: tv
Montana weather....
Woohu! - 40 some wind chill today... yeah, our van shut down just as we pulled into the driveway today, so we coasted right into the garage. My trumpet was extremely screwed up too... I hate Montana at times....
Well then... We got OMaM today.... what a short book... And I really would prefer not to read it now... but not my decision... Oh, joy. (:P) Jarrod came back today... we just might be able to win our futsal game tonight!!! We talked about "plant sex" in biology today. I somehow feel sorry for the poor peas, raped by the hands of Mendel, then fixed to never have children again :P. Hey! I saw my sexy sax player twice today... but sadly I still don't know his name... aye me. ooo... I directed the band today... nothing special... but yeah. AAAAND... My volleyball team is getting spanked in the tournament.... just glad I didn't actually choose the team... Anywho, I'm here in my nice warm house, fearing that I have to go back out tonight... how tragic....
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2004 26 January :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: tv
grrr...
Yeah... the site just folded on me when I tried to put in a long update earlier... so... in brief: lots of homework... new kid in spanish (new BOY kid...) cute, but acts like a stoner... yeah....
And, I tried out for "Murder on the Nile" - Agatha Christie.... so, we'll see how that goes on Friday. Other than that... it was a school day, one that was lacking cupcakes (nevermind that...)
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2004 26 January :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: disgusted
:: Music: Black and white Andy Griffith Show! ^_^ I suck.
 Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly!
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Well.....what a coinkydink...... Nick? TAKE!
Drama is going to bug me incessantly. Stupid people in it. I think the class itself should be worth going through stupid people, though. I hope. My Science class rocks now. Gym will suck. I have Allyson (the new one) in 2 of my classes: English and gym. She seems awesome.
Alex(ander?) seems awesomely cool. I like Woohu friends. They rock.
I hate Ashli Brasda and Cassidy. And I sit by both of them in Choir. *shudder* Immaturity sucks and drives me up a wall. I literally begged Nitschke to change me, and she said talk to her tomorrow.
Askley K. and R. are out of my English class. YAYYY!!!!!
I seems rather anti-social nowadays. Yet I still do come across as friendly. And I am lost as to why.
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2004 25 January :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: existant
:: Music: "Fix Me Now" - Garbage
neh
I really have no reason to even bother to update today... yeah, absolutely nothing happened.... no chats, no meetings (that's a lie), no nothing... oy... why am I on here? Oh, yeah, because I've been tired and bored all day and finally decided to say something about it, and now I feel even more pathetic than before.... Yay. I'm pathetic. And there was much rejoicing as they ate their squires....
Bravely rode Sir Robin....
anywho... it's best I just stop before I start...
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2004 24 January :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: XM commercial
Woohoo more me! = P
Unless I find a ride on time, I can not go to Mishelle's house. So probably not. Have fun without me! And Roxanne! And Gwen for a while!
Yesterday upon the stair,
I met a man that wasn't there.
He wasn't there again today.
I wish to hell he'd go away!
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2004 24 January :: 1.46pm
:: Mood: happy (for once)
:: Music: "Androgyny" - Garbage
I finally have an icon!!!
Ok... don't ask me who I ripped it off from... cause I don't remember. But I did have permission... so it's not like I'm a total sleeze...
Anyways... I hate cold weather... I'm going to have to go shovel at some point today... oy... plus, I'm having serious allergy problems (I have no idea from what) oy... :P I just feel like crap right now. Oh well, movie party later... that's all that matters.
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2004 24 January :: 11.44am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: Jimmy Neutron
Don't mind me updating lots....
Things lately have been...weird...
First, I can not seem to stay awake. I get up at 5, take a shower, then go back to sleep till 6:30. Then I get up, get dressed, and sleep till I have to leave. Then I fall asleep in first and second periods. I come home, and take a 3-4 hour nap. I can not help it...the next thing I know I had fallen asleep and it is like 7 or so. Then I go to bed around 9 and do it all over again. I am literally sleeping my life away.
I have had the STRANGEST thoughts(why is there an H in that word?!) and dreams lately..Like I had a dream today...it was very odd...and then I fell back asleep..and reamed again. This time I was talking to Shell and she slapped me for having a dream...like she would because she knows too much...and then I explained how it was nothing bad...just weird..then I told her about the dream I had had in my previous dream, yet I was still dreaming..then I woke up and could not remember the first dream at all. But it did not have very many friends in it. And part of it was like a normal day at school...yet it was different somehow..something was just very strange about it all...my thoughts have either been morbid or very contemplative. I don't have an example, they are just weird for me.
I need to get out of the house and go somewhere besides school.
Today my puppy came up to my room around 9 and would not leave me alone. Finally she got me to downstairs with her and she STILL won't leave me alone....
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2004 23 January :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: "Dog New Tricks" - Garbage
I just screwed over a perfectly good night.
OK... My sister took me to dinner at Legends, even though I payed for the food... anywho, nothing special there. Then, I went to her futsal game, because I need to know what my competition plays like (not that I'm playing well anyways).
After watching her team get slaughtered, my sister and I went to the "punk show." Yeah... when something like that is being held at a community faith center.... riiight. And I don't know what the fuck I was doing there, Mr. Crowdsscareme.... Well... actually... I saw Ashlee K. there, which was nice, since I haven't seen her since the end of last school year. But I felt like a total dumbass, because I was so quiet there tonight. Then I went and stood next to Alisa, yes, stood, for I'm too bothered to get into the crowd... God, it sucks standing by her, she having a boyfriend and all... she's really my love interest right now... um, at least on the female side... eh heh... and it really sucks that she doesn't feel the same way. Oh, oh... then I saw Sam, a kid from my old AYSO team... mmm... sex appeal... yeah, and that was my night. I got pissed at the band, because they were completely slaughtering their songs tonight... plus... well, as the music box shows, I'm in a more alternative mood tonight, not some schluppy punk band...
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2004 23 January :: 2.44pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: Farscape... even though it got over an hour ago
stuff... as always, as I have no creative titles.
Well... that *someone* I was talking about last night is a sexy sax player... hehehe.... anywho... best not to go into that for the moment...
So... results of the damned semester exams.... I got 6's straight across my essay (joy0... as I absolutely HATE that format), and Sarah and I only got 5 points off of the book (that forsaken book that will sit in my house until I devise an overly elaborate way to burn it).... yes... ahem... moving onto biology... Davis had his drawing for *fun fabulous prizes* today. I won 6 points extra credit and sold them to someone who actually needs them. Yeah... I got 100% on the test... not to brag... although the rest of this entry goes about the same way...
In math, I found out I screwed up on 6 problems... so we'll just have to see how McLean feels like for assigning points. I've just got to hope the basketball team wins, 'cause if they don't, he's going to be a total asshole on our grading. History... another 100%... wonderful me... not that it wasn't expected, as Cislo gave us an open-book test...
So, in band today, Kellogg had us work out a piece that he's using for some workshop this weekend. God, I played terribly today ('cause pep band killed my lip last night).
Then, 98 on the Spanish test... stupid mistakes... but it doesn't matter. That was still better than... well, I'll just say that there were only 3 of us that actually know what we're doing in that class. And I was so pissed because I lost at bingo (save me... I'm becoming competitive...)
And finally... P.E. was extremely uneventful today... Since it was an early out, we didn't dress out... and we couldn't even shoot around, because all the basketballs were behind the nets in storage. oy... So, I sat on the bleachers listening to Sarah bitch to all her friends that I totally screwed up our book... I'm really getting annoyed with her, because I did save our grade in that class.... Anywho, then I started talking to Tyler and Weston about fencing... I don't know why... I have no skills in fencing (not that I've tried)... And throughout the whole period, Jeff and I were exchanging glances... which is strange, because I hate him, and he's one of the biggest homophobs I know...
Anywho, came home, cooked a pizza (which my microwave completely fried...) and sat down to watch Farscape. God, I haven't seen that show for... at least a year now. Ah... sweet memories. Anywho... that's the idea of the day to this point.
Now I've got to figure whether or not I'm going to watch the girl's game tonight... I never go to the games unless the band is playing.... and since we're not... well, I don't know. whatever... not that it matters at all.
Ah yes... and the disappointing outlook on next semseter: I'm no longer a Cadre leader, we have to read non-fiction for ORB, we're going back to Steinbeck, I have to dissect a pig... no, wait, that's a good point.... district assesment later, ITEDS, people that are willing to challenge for my chair, lower braces, bleh... I'm better off to kill my pessimistic side. Oh, wait, that would be taking away a third of my life. Damn. :P
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2004 23 January :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Old Men hitting on young girls
 You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear failure. You know that any mistake you make will teach you more about yourself and allow you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater being. Because of this, you rarely make the same mistake twice, and are not among the most forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion, and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your wings to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind, or even really influence your thinking. A symbol of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very spiritual person with a serious mind - never acting immature and harboring a superior disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly. Though you can be stubborn, outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla
WOW it took me a long time to get this.....first Internet Explorer was not qorking and had to close, then I got sidetracked by various stuff......
SO happy semester is over. Drama on Monday! WOOO! I got a 68% on math final. = ) Luckily it changed my grade down a whole PERCENT, so I got 85. Yay. I got a's in all classes but math and debate(B's) so woohoo.
Tired. Very Tired.
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2004 22 January :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: existant
:: Music: "Jonny Atkins" - BallyRag
semesters...
 You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear failure. You know that any mistake you make will teach you more about yourself and allow you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater being. Because of this, you rarely make the same mistake twice, and are not among the most forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion, and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your wings to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind, or even really influence your thinking. A symbol of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very spiritual person with a serious mind - never acting immature and harboring a superior disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly. Though you can be stubborn, outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla
Well.... spiritual in my own ways... but the same idea
Anyways, on to what the subject box so blatantly states, in bolds, caps, and a great parade on either side :P
Yesterday, I took the Biology test... pretty easy (especially since I could flunk and still get an A....) but still an easy test. Then, History. Fifty questions long, open book, open note, open worksheet... didn't need any of it... really obvious questions.... Spanish... actually harder than I expected, just because I had to read REALLY carefully on everything I was doing.
Then!!! I came home and typed up the F@#)#($* Odyssey book.... Yes, the dreaded book that my partner typed up without consulting me, and thus, a very inconsistant story was made. So, I stayed up till 1:00 playing editor and publisher.... oy, what a night.
So, today, I came into English, gave her the book, and she's like "So you retyped it," with that *Gee... thanks so ****** much* .... except that she's Mormon... so the sense of the look was a little milder. Anyways, we turned in the book, I'm happy she's not so happy... BUT WE'RE ALL LUCKY!!!!
In math... oh God... that was a terrible test... I'm sure I'll still get an A in the class, but I just had the hardest time taking it. My sister drove me out to McD's for lunch (yes... I actually ate lunch). Then, we had the band test, which was much easier than necessary... And life was wonderful.
So, then I came home, bummed for a while, then headed out to pep band for the game.... There's a *someone* who just might be checking me.... 'cause I'm certainly checking *that someone*.... Anyways, I left the game at half... the Rustlers weren't playing so well... but I'm informed now that they won *yay team*...
So, I went over to T&R building, where I realized I forgot my socks for the game... oy, so I sent my dad home and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited **smack** huh? Ah, yes, well, he got back, our team lost, I came home, hacked up a lung (damn asthma), and then I got on the computer... lovely me.
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