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Jessika

:: 2003 8 November :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: depressed

Dreamtime.
Ok. I remembered my dream for once. It goes as such:

I was roomates with Lindsey(Instaticpallor Lindsey) at some place. It almost reminded me of a college, but not quite. We were hanging alot of our stuff of a wall. Shirts and crap. It all had to do with a theme and it was like a shrine that everyone was doing. We found pictures we were made to draw and put them up too. We 20 minutes later found out there was a contest for those, so we entered them. Ours were last, and we both got into the top 3. Davey Havok was the judge. Whoever won got to be his personal something...like friend or something. I went into Lindsey's room thing and Davey was there. I decided I was going to kill her if she won. She had a briefcase that I decided is a gun.I opened it and asked if the safety was on. It was in pieces and a bunch of marbles were there. My picture was crude stick figures and pretty much nothing. I did not even see why it got so far. I told her I was going to kill her. Davey said that just because of that, I lost. Lindsey could take one friend, so she took me. I got to go anyhow.

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silversoldier

:: 2003 6 November :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: tired/sore
:: Music: my mind is making its own...

Posting on stuff...
Ok... first off, fruit sales suck...
next, half days are pointless.
also, don't ever wish you could get surgery... eh heh...
Ok.. onto the stuff that *matters*...
I've had this question that's been bothering me for a few weeks:
If you were in a cylindrical room, and the whole wall was a mirror (so the room is essentially a curved mirror...) what would your reflexion look like??

Let's see.... what's been in the dreams lately... Kyle has been showing up in my dreams... strange. He basically acts like he does at school. He's there, but has nothing to say... I guess nothing's really been standing out in mine...

My mom had an interesting dream: She said we were all at the house when she saw Michelle standing out by my sister's car. The horn went off, but Michelle was standing on the passenger side... then my mom called me to tell me Michelle was here, but when I looked, she was gone.

Oh, and my next little **Nick's words of wisdom** installment:
Is the fire truly your poison? Or do you revel in the blunders of the earth?

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Jessika

:: 2003 4 November :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: hungry

Science Experiments can be fun.
I got sick when I had too little sleep. I got sick when I had too much sleep. I got sick when I had the recommended amount of sleep. Conclusion: I am just going to get sick and there is nothing anyone can do about it.

Yup, I am at home sick again. I felt as if I was going to die this morning. 5th or so day I stayed home. DAMN THIS SHIT! I have so much missing work still.....I better go start it now..*sigh*



No. Screw that shit. I am home. I am going to watch a movie. Byebye all.

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Jessika

:: 2003 4 November :: 12.09am

I am about to fucking scream..AGAIN......however watching this show on VH1 is arousingly awesome... It is Totally Gay....and awesome......DAMN THE RIAA, DAMN THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Jessika

:: 2003 3 November :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: annoyed

I Love Malifficent!
You are Malificent!
You are Malificent! You have to be the darkest of
all the villians. You're all about death and
despair. Die fools, die...


Disney Villians: Who Are You?
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Jessika

:: 2003 3 November :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Uh oh! Somebody needs help with their feng Shway!!!!

School. Again.
I am in Neiffer's class. Bored. Not wanting to work. All I reelly need to do is cite my pages. And my paper is boring. This kid next to me is listening to Eminem. Loudly. I am needed to stay after today. Must go...It would not let me do anything before. It said I was under 13.

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Jessika

:: 2003 1 November :: 11.35am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: When I say no weed, I mean NO WEED!

Damn you Mishelle. I like to sleep.
Christie's bday party was interesting. I sang Backstreet Boys. And *NSYNC. We watched a little of a BSB video. Interesting. I lost what I was to say. G' Night.

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silversoldier

:: 2003 31 October :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: sore...
:: Music: TV...

Damn...
KIRSTIN STILL WON'T REPLY... GRRR

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Jessika

:: 2003 31 October :: 9.25am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Ataris - My so called life

Wooohoo!
HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




And now off to school. :-/


Everyone have a nice day.

lie


silversoldier

:: 2003 30 October :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: puke...
:: Music: The Mummy

My face hurts...
Ok, operation successful... now for the real fun...

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Jessika

:: 2003 30 October :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: To Be or not to Be, that is the question.

Let's start our own popular crowd!!!
I went to an abstinance rally last night. It sucked. It pissed me off. It was very biased.

I am home right now. Not at school. I am cold. Hence the mood. Cold. My doggie got spayed and came back yesterday. I do not have a coat. My mom is buying me hair dye. I stayed home kuz everything was all dreamlike and I could not concentrate and was groggy beyond belief. Plus my stomach hurt.


Tommorrow is Halloween. The high went from sposed to be 7 yesterday to 20. I hope it is like 40. Better yet 60. But let's be realistic, man! I want hot food. It is almost 2.

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Jessika

:: 2003 28 October :: 8.44pm

Anybody wanna come to haunted houses with me on Thursday? Please Please Please! Leave a comment and I will call you to work stuff out. Then you all wanna come to my house Friday, right?


Dedicated Davey
You're DEDICATED DAVEY! You're all about the music.
After starting out your career with no real
future in mind, you managed to work your way up
the musical ladder.. and gained yourself a
cult-like fanbase while you were at it! Could
things get any better for you? The only other
way to go is up..


Which Davey Havok Are You?
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And Roxanne, if you read this before I see you, I do not care if you 'pop' up at my house. Just not too early, k?

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silversoldier

:: 2003 26 October :: 7.30pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: "My Lover's Box" Garbage

Daylight savings is over!
Man, I feel like I have serious jet lag... 7:30 and I want to sleep... strange things... Before the halftime show on Friday, I had an *accidental* stare down with Tyler... yeah, when we're at attention, we pick out one thing in the distance and basically glare at it... well, Tyler was in the distance, and he noticed that... :P one of those stupid things in life.
Ok, so I'm feeling a little nervous because quarter ends on Friday, and I have oral surgery on Thursday, which means I have to get all my school work done by Wednesday, and there's a band concert Tuesday that I'd like to go to along with Science Olympiad, and on Monday I have Science Bowl and piano... yeah...
I'm kind of annoyed with Kirsten, because she wouldn't answer my email, so now I don't have the email address that I needed...
things just aren't working out right now...

OOO!! I got another saying!!! (cause I'm all creative and such) :
The strangest of creations have a familiar face to those that either love or fear them.

lie


Jessika

:: 2003 26 October :: 2.27am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Grease

Damn I suck.
Got home from Butt, America at 12ish. I was sposed to be in at 10:30. I had to get up at 6. On bus at 7. At school at 7:30. First round 8:30. LOTS of sitting around. Sore ass. Tired feet from high shoes. Ouch.

GREASE LIGHTNING!!!!!


I bought an AFI poster, a fuzzy glowstick, a bracelet with glowy skulls, and pop rocks!



35-12 35-12 35-12...WHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! That is right I did not even have to be in town to know how good Great Falls High is next to cmer. We made a big sign for everyone to see ^_^!!!!! And I also would like to bring up Lawrence from CMR's aff case slightly. The resolution: In the U.S Judicial System, truth-seeking ought to take precedence over privileged communication. Value: justice; criterion: Truth-seeking.
NOT RIGHT!!! That is so slimy! I KNOW You are supporting the resolution, it does not need to be a value also! Jackass. He is a cool kid, however. He won. STUPID.

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Jessika

:: 2003 19 October :: 6.31pm

The scientific name for stinky feet is Bromhidrosis.
The stupid page kept closing, so I got more than 1 result...the very first time I got Goddess which I think seemed pretty accurate...but apparently not since I could not get it again. Oh well.


dra
You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver.

"And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility."


Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian).
The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood.
His sign is the crescent moon.

As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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uni
You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."


Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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