When We Live

:: 2003 8 July :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: no doubt

:(
i feel soooooo sick right now!~!! make it go away!!plz!!!!i needa go puke maybe

:: 2003 8 July :: 3.41pm
:: Mood: annoyed

gouselesss
wut is up with the new woohu thingy????it has to have a lil ~ before the name and i dunno y.....toast is yummmy

19 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 8 July :: 1.53am
:: Mood: happy kuz tipfferz said so
:: Music: ring ring

YaY for me-JessJess-Jessika-Jezzicka-Jessicka-Jessi-Jesse-Jessie-Messy Jessy
my Kyle is coming to gf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YaY!!!!!!!! cept its in the eureka time...POO!!!o well he may not come anywho......but i hung with amanda today and my mom freaked ku there a FOUR year difference so im not allowed to be her friend anymore and my mom sumhow thot we were more than just friends and FREAKED...so yah....i prolly gonna go to show tommorrow kuz monsters playin shellio and maybe bai go with me.....bryce made it so that NO ppl can come to my house when mom not home and it pisses me fuckin off sooo bad!grrrrr!

:: 2003 7 July :: 4.07am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: me about to cry

i was soo carefree earlier today too.....suddenly life is shit....not the obvious reasons like schylar breakin up with me.ok that is PART of the reason but not NEARLY all.....suddenly everyone has SOMETHING against me....i understand y......my fuckin razor is at baileys house and i know i could never bring myself to walkin over there and gettin it.she hates me and i know y. i dont know anyone that DOESNT have SUMTHING agaisnt me...cept maybe tiph who is kummin to see me on thursday i hope. highlight of the week.and i keep gettin these fuckin blooy noses.last week everyone loved me...i dont know wut hapnd....its not just schylar and bailey...noo....not even close...(even tho schy doesnt hate me nor does roxanne)

14 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 7 July :: 3.09am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: south park/lil bro snorin

bryce/bai is a DUMBASS!
on saturday roxanne brought me munny at like 3 and bethy kame and we went shoppin and i couldnt buy anything but i wanted to go to movies but o well mishelle have ur damn party!i had fun anywho.on today i went to big timber water slides with schylar and had fun

schylar and roxanne are goin campin for like a week and u all NEED to do sumtin with me kuz that leaves me with bryce or bailey.....take that as u wish...but yah raab said he may try to save me sumtime but he has work and all so all kall me PLZ!!!!

:: 2003 6 July :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: yay!
:: Music: ... 28 Days Later

yay for me...

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yeah.. I'd say that's me.... yet another strange quiz that turns out right.... oy.... mages, aren't they evil?? Anyways.... 28 Days Later was such a cool movie!! And I absolutely have to find the soundtrack for it!!!!

1 truth | lie

:: 2003 5 July :: 1.21am
:: Mood: ...uh..... RAWR!
:: Music: FIREWORKS!!!!

... BOOM!!!.....
My dog likes to eat the little popper things.. but then she spits 'em up... and she's scared of the big stuff....
yes, we played it unsafe this year... I don't think I've ever seen my parents act like unsupervized teens....
just giddy and not worried about things exploding... oy it was strange....
SO WHAT'S THE FECKING DEAL WITH OUR MOVIES?!?!?! INSANE PEOPLE.. GET A PLAN!!!! OY.....
yes.. well... sleepy.. must sleep...

:: 2003 3 July :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: i need a shower
:: Music: commercial

happy bday to roxanne!!!
HAPPY BDAY TO ROXANNE!!!!YaY!!!! cept she is havin a party and only me and raab are comin so that is pooey. it shall be fun tho and i dont have to get up at 7 in the fuckin mornin kuz tommorrow is the 4th so YaY again.

:: 2003 3 July :: 5.02am
:: Mood: bored as all fuck! still

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:: 2003 3 July :: 4.37am
:: Mood: bored as all fuck!
:: Music: pete and pete

i am BOOOORED!!!!!STILL!!!
i am sooooooooooooo fuckin bored and updatin kuz schylar told me to and lookin at my 50th random journal.

:: 2003 3 July :: 2.54am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: me typin

im bored
i am bored out of my fucking mind. sumone plz save me. i am soo bored i am updating my journal for the hell of it. i am also hungry. o wait i do have sumtin to say. bryce and his friend greg came over today. bailey and fat matt also. next thing me and bryce knew, bailey(bryces "first love" that has a boyfriend now) and greg were makin out. bryce was my bf for the day. then bryce and bailey started maikn out. yuck. now me and bai pissed at each other but i dont care because she is a whore. bla. i need a life.

3 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 2 July :: 5.11am
:: Mood: i NEEEED to do sumtin!!!
:: Music: wutever schylar has on...gutter glitter

i want a car to be rescued!!!
i havent updated in a lil while.at...hmm wut was i gonna say?? oo on saturday we all are gettin together so YaY but bai wants me to go kampin and i wanna but kant kuz then i miss seein everyone. sad:( o well. she will live. i found out ppl actually like me!!YaY again!bryce and amanda wanna go out with me....scottie thinks im "good lookin" and wants to fuck me and schylar likes my boobs. teehee! i may go out with amanda. hmm me and schylar are passin notes bak and forth and im thinkin bout more stuff.........i hope raab kan kum get schy and i in scotts car tonight. last night me and rox snuck out at 3 with raab ad amanda and scott and went to the park and walmart and came bak to my house at 5. we didnt get caught at all.

1 truth | lie

:: 2003 1 July :: 12.23am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: time of your life- greenday

blahdity blah
well.. after killing myself at practice, I went and gave schylar's doggies exercise... oh, that doesn't sound good.... well, I think I've got doggie poo on my shoe now, but oh well. Yesh, those doggies made me tired....

5 truthsooth sayers | lie

:: 2003 30 June :: 10.34am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: roxanne

its a hitler centipillar!!!!!!!!!!
ok rox and i stayed the night at schys and went to hastings and we didnt buy anything kuz of no money and no card. we then sat on a bench. daryls next. a kute guy was there and his name was james and he put on tights as a shirt and it was kute. schylars again. quite boring. we set up the tent and it was a lil 2 person one with 3 ppl so a lil squshed. roxanne has a lil irish man in her head that is not a leprechaun. it hits her. haha for roxanne. we didnt sleep outside. i also got a nose bleed and i had to run inside shirtless. schylar sat on the computer all night and roxanne drew a picture and i layed on the floor. we ate cereal. i finally fell asleep at 5 and got up at 6 39. roxanne kame home with me and schylar went to sleep. uhhh................roxabnne didnt sleep. the non leprechaun kept her up. poor her kuz now shes not tired. neither am i. it is 8 in the fucking morning and we are up awake and have eaten tacos.

:: 2003 29 June :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: geh...
:: Music: Mitzubishi commercial

oh, the days are long...
I was required to get out of the house today.. so I was dragged with my parents.... we went to the lewis and clark festival... ok, after 5 years of field trips to there.... I don't need to go to the fecking festivals.... then we went to whatever benefit was happening today... Ok, smoke makes me vomit, and we were at a bar.... oh, the drone of parents....