home sick. and man, am i sick. you know how some mornings you wake up and just feel crappy, but it usually only lasts for an hour or two? yea, that feeling definately hasn't gone away yet. if anything it's gotten worse...hooray for stomach flu.
i had a paper due today, and an essay due yesterday...good thing i've done either...the essay topic is somewhat interesting. i have to write about the movie gattaca and how it related to science focusing mainly on genetics and dna. being assigned to watch a good movie is always fun. rent it if you haven't, it's worth your money. jude law and ethan hawke are both in it which makes for excellent eye candy.

sonny and brenna got into a car accident monday night. sonny hit the windshield. reason number 78646 i'm scared to drive.

i really should get to writing this papers of mine. that is if my head stops pounding and my stomach realizes that even through its best efforts it is not capable of doing summersalts and backflips. till' then, my friends.

"you're the cutest thing that i ever did see, really love your peaches wanna shake your tree."

guess who's going to indy halloween weekend...

yep, you guessed it. yours truly.

holy hell it's been a good day. i get to go. i really, honestly do. this is just, incredible. i've gotten the same dissapointing answer for two years now...and yesterday my mom and i had a long over due talk and things are really good now. ahhh i'm just so excitedhappy right now. thanks mom, i really appreciate this one.

"go now you are forgivin'"

i went to the pete yorn show last night...i met him too. it was incredible to say the least. i love pageant shows...i went with alyssa and we stood at the foot of the stage the whole time. i've never been that close so it was pretty cool. the deal was if you bought one of his cd's you got an aftershow pass to meet him. only 15 bucks too. i hate to admit it, but i fumbled my words and ways like a giddy little school girl when it was my turn for the meet n' greet, but i got myself a picture and an autograph. good deal eh? i sure thought so. alyssa scored me a free shirt too. she's the best. last night was just, perfect.

"take my hand, come with me into this crystal scenery. and wait, 'til i retain the ticket, you would never have the time. i would love to change your mind."

so good thing john's called me back...no really, i'm SO glad...

boys, the (u)necessary evil.

homecoming is in three days. sarah and posse come in town tomorrow. is allie ready? that would be a solid hell no. going to julian's after...should be fun. hopefully, if not then i'm going to lil's. i think i'll end up there friday night as well. lil's that is.

getting my hair dyed tomorrow. a lovely golden blonde with black and red highlights. should look good..err..i hope so...

cheers.

"i'm the king of the castle, you're the dirty rascal."

ursuline's homecoming was last night, and ya know, it was actually a really good time. saw a lot of old friends, danced, sang...all good fun. nick was erica's date...dear god, he is beautiful. snagged a dance with him too, not too shabby eh? the shy one unleashed. ok, no, not really. but i was floating for that one song. went to bo's after the dance...nothing too exciting there. random people kept showing up, which was fine. no one i knew, but most of them were pretty people. and hey, it's always nice to have something to look at. so we left bo's, took the fellas' home and went back to laura's. spent the night there, came home, and now i'm here. might be seeing zach and adam today. how bout them apples? two boys in one day. hah! we'll just have to see what happens...

cheers.

" i could be lugubrious with you."

so guess what i found out today. it's my fault that we left the house and my dad. yep, that's right, because of what I wanted, we left. thanks for the memo mom!

on a happier note. i called john yesterday. i finally got some nerve, who would have thought? i asked if he would want to go to the pete yorn concert with me (one of my current loves) and he seemed genuinely interested. he's going to call me later this week with the final word. i really like this one. i don't know what it is about him, there's just something that i can't stop thinking about. i don't know if i like this vulnerable effect being in like has on me. not so sure i'm a fan. this could turn out good tho. maybe i should look at the brighter side of this particular situation, it would be a good change of pace.

ursuline's homecoming is friday. veilie asked me to go with her. should be fun. she'll probably be the funnest date i've ever had.
summit's homecoming is in two weeks. still dont have a date. bum.

that's all i got. oh, for anyone that reads this, never tell someone they're undecisive. ever. that is all.

first day of school. new school, people, classes, teachers...new everything. it was a good first day tho. found all my classes, met some new people. my lunch shift is excellent. most of the usual suspects and a few other favorites all have it with me. i'm liken this being- able-to-wear-whatever-i-want-to-school thing. and co-ed schools are always a good thing. i think it should be a good year. lets certainly hope so.

cheers.

orientation is in a half hour and i'm sitting here in a bathrob with a towel wrapped aroud my head turban style. i don't really want to go, to say the least. i mean the new school part is kinda cool...i'm not going back to hell next year, and a co-ed school will be nice. sigh, i don't know. i guess i'll have to go to see what this is all about. i get my schedule today too...yikes, i start in a week...too soon if you ask me.

well, i guess i should get ready or something...pictures get taken today...hoo-rah.

cheers.

i leave for mexico tomorrow. i'm really excited. it'll be a nice little get away. lizz is running around furiously trying to finish packing...we have to be up and adam in 5 hours...blah. it'll be worth it. i'll tell you all how it went when i come home, because i'm sure you're all DYING to know...

cheers.