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2004 28 February :: 9.52pm
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly!
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2004 27 February :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: confused!!!
im so confused. there's so much crap to think about. ERRRR........ it just pisses me off, and theres no one on that i can talk to about it. but, i suppose in a way thats good, i can go back to being the way i used to be (keep it all bottled up untill i crack)
but in other news........the dance wasnt too bad. the dance contest was the best. poor liz, i think she should have won!! lol
well, im gone
-me
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2004 26 February :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: beatles - mrs. robison
concert today. people sucked it up. im pissed
but, i saw nicole, derek, and charlie. which was great. i feel better when im around any one of them, but i feel GREAT when im around all of them.
but yeah, thats about it. um.....i think
im gone,
-me
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2004 25 February :: 8.26pm
okay, so um.....yeah, i really dont know why i write in these things. i mean all you people do is make fun of me or put me down. yet, like a fool i do anyways. why? there's no reason for me to put up with this. but, i do. why?! i dont need to write in here, yet i do because all you almighty bastards want me to. and then, when i do (for you) all you do is put me down. why the hell do i do it?!
oh well, i guess i deserve it.......for some reason or another.
im gone,
-me
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2004 24 February :: 4.13pm
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it
2. Am i loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression of me?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. Do you think i'll get married?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. How well do you think you know me?
13. When is the last time you saw me?
14. When is the last time you talked to me?
15. Have you ever wanted/needed to tell me something, but could'nt?
16. Do you think i would ever kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/ weaker/ staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything, and i would listen?
20. Are you going to put this in your site and see what i say about you
do this please
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2004 20 February :: 4.35pm
:: Mood: blah
okay, so today after school i was in a really akward situation. it sucked......... and in a way it was good. what was good was that it made me think....... i've gotten into the habit of not thinking and just acting on instinct....which i suppose is good, but its not me! lemme explain:
so, after school today i went to the band room to do nothing important (like always) and robuck doesnt show up. all of us who were there were getting semi-pissed, because when you deprive a band geek of band its like withdraw!!! but anyways......yeah, robuck never showed up. so, i was semi-mad. but i lived with it. i walked around with roman and angie for a little bit. it was nice.....i guess. we talked about band crap for a while, then they stopped to talk to someone by the gym, and i left. i went to my locker to get something from my locker. then, i saw mr. young. pretty cool teacher, he said i did good on my test, and blah blah blah. well, by this time it was like quarter to three, and i was bored, so i asked him if i could use his phone. he let me, and i called my dad......who............wasnt home. so, i went back downstairs to the doors and saw roman and angie there. i sat down with them and talked to them for a while. then angie left. so, roman asked me who all i made out with on the trip, which really bugged me for some reason. i mean its not a big deal, but its none of his buisness. and then, none other than lisa walks by. so, roman......being the ass he is decides to call her over. we started talking and then he asks us if this was akward. i mean she hasnt talked to me since the trip, i mean, yeah it was!!!!!! well, we both said no. then he was like aww.......i was trying to put you in an akward situation. what a fucking friend he is!!!!
now's where the thinking part comes to play:
while the three of us were talking i realized that i like her!!!! and now that she has dustin theres no reason for me to!!! why couldnt i have realized this before?! damn it im stupid!!! i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!
but yeah........ oh, michelle, im sorry about lunch. please dont hate me!!!!
-me
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2004 18 February :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: rejuvenated
so, today things worked in my favor!!! things between her and i are done. so, i figure in less than a week i can go back to hating her as usual. but, i'll never be able to look at her the same. and, im not sure if things going back the way they were is good or bad, but i dont care!!! its done and over with! i think that i would have liked to talk to her a bit more, but oh well. i dont care anymore. i can go back to hating her!!!!! im so happy!!!!
but other than that life sucks.......same old shit as usual, only more of it cause of the stuff between her and i. but it'll all pass soon
-me
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2004 17 February :: 9.55pm
:: Mood: i feel like a fucking dumbass!!!!!!!!!
okay, so i did some dumb shit on the way home. i admit it. it was dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but it wasnt all at the same time. it was really nice to feel that someone liked me again, nice to have a hand to hold. but, it was a HUGE change, one that im not ready for. i know that there are alot of people talking about us, but as far as im concerned there will be no "us". i mean, not yet anyways
so yeah............ um...........i dunno. i really dont want to hurt her like that. im so confused!!!!
uh, yeah....... i wanna talk to her about this, so if she's reading this, lemme know what you think........email me........ cowsgomoo8806@hotmail.com
and please no one else, i dont need my email filled with stupid shit from you.
-me
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2004 9 February :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: not bad
:: Music: free falling by tom petty and the heartbreakers
the same as always
so, um........ yeah, i had indoor soccer today...which is a waste of time,because i dont play much, and it pisses me off!! but um.....yeah, im not even gonna go there.
i pissed mr. robuck off this mourning, because i forgot my music. oh well i guess, i mean it happens. i almost feel as if i let him down, more than pissed him off. and that leads to me ALMOST feeling bad. almost, but not quite. im a um.........how did michelle put it? a cruel, heartless bastard, or something like that. but yeah............ that sucked
so, yeah, jacqui defouw likes me, which is pretty cool. but, since she reads this, im not gonna say whether or not i like her, because if i do i dont want her to know, and if i dont i dont want to hurt her feelings. but yeah.........
so, did anyone waste there money on those survey things??? well, i did, just because i wanted a good laugh. but, just to let people know I LIED ON ALMOST EVERY QUESTION ON THERE, so if it says your compatible with me, you most likely arent. i just chose what answer looked the dumbest. so, yeah........ but, on mine kara emery was the top one, so yeah, i have major bragging rights now!!!!
but um......yeah, i think im done. haha, next time i post in here i'll be back from flordia, so all of you people who have to stay here be sure to have fun in the snow, while i'll be down in nice warm flordia!!!!
see ya'll, i may or may not miss you.........i doubt i will, because im a cruel heartless bastard, but theres always a chance i might.
im gone,
-me
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2004 8 February :: 6.24pm
so, yeah, yesterday was swirl. not to bad. i guess. i danced with a few people i never thought i would, which was nice, and different all at the same time. kinda weird. so, yeah.........i guess all in all it wasnt a complete waste of time.
but i lost a dollar! that pisses me off. my friend and i had a bet going at the begginning of the dance to see who could dance with the most chicks. he cheated and danced with like a group of 9 of his friends at once. so, i really think i won. i ended up with like 13 different girls, one at a time. and he ended up with like 15 i think. but nine were his friends.......and not that attractive, if you ask me. i was pretty happy with who i danced with.......especially the last dance. that was great!!! but, yeah. im gone
-me
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2004 5 February :: 8.15pm
i dunno............im here, alive.......barely
i stayed home today....and i feel better, but still not good. oh well..........
-me
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2004 1 February :: 12.41am
what would you do if... | you had to move hundreds of miles away from home?: | be happy | you had to live with your worst enemy for a week?: | ignore him/her | you lost everything you own in a fire?: | start over | you won a million dollars?: | buy a bently | you could go back in time?: | go back in time........ | you had to eat shit to save the world [haha]?: | i'd let the world die | gimme some lyrics | N.O.R.E: | | clipse: | | mandy moore: | | nelly: | | ludacris: | | ashanti: | | sheryl crow: | | kci and jojo: | | boys II men: | | tupac: | | britney spears: | | x-tina: | | BSB: | | n*sync: | | j lo: | | the beatles: | we all live in a yellow submarine | taking back sunday: | | something corporate: | | aaliyah: | | jagged edge: | | brian mcknight: | | usher: | | genuine: | | outcast: | | petey pablo: | | r. kelly: | | lil kim: | | michelle branch: | | keith murray: | | beyonce: | | frankie j: | | chingy: | | lil flip: | | bone thugs: | | yOu | b-day?: | i forgot | time: | now?????12:32 | weight: | i have no clue | length: | are you talking about when i was born? cause i have no clue | current height: | no clue.........5'10"ish | current weight: | no clue | current age: | 15 | hair color: | ugly | eye color: | i dunno, i cant see them | favorite color: | silver | favorite song: | way to many to have a fav. | city: | anywhere but here | school: | i guess this one | favorite class: | band | sport: | soccer | whO.. | is the horniest: | waller | is the weirdest: | me | is the loudest: | no clue | complains the most: | rueben or me | is the most outgoing: | nodda clue | is the most conservative: | no one i know!!!! | is the most scared: | jenny 2 | is the quitest: | jessie g. | is the hyperest: | nick shotwell | is the best singer: | DeeAnna | is the most ghetto: | josh jones | is the richest: | no clue, and i dont really care | is most likely to lose there virginity first: | haha........im just gonna skip this one | is most likely to wait until marraige to lose theyre virginity: | no clue | is the best dancer: | not me |
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2004 25 January :: 12.51am
:: Mood: wow, im bored
. ABOUT YOU . | Full name: | i've already said this one | What is one thing many people don\'t know about you?: | alot of stuff | What is one thing almost EVERYONE knows about you?: | i play soccer | How many times have you moved in your life?: | once | Do you consider yourself to be a happy or sad person?: | in the middle, not really happy or sad | Are you religious?: | not at all | Do you consider yourself to be an outgoing or a shy person?: | shy when i first meet someone, then outgoing | Are you confident?: | nope | Do you want to get married and have kids?: | nope......that involves responsibility | What's your dream job?: | i dunno.......um.......i'd love to play trombone professionally | Do you go to school?: | i have to :( | Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: | um.......yeah....but next time i talk to her i wont | Do you keep any secrets from your best friends?: | i dont really have a best friend | . FRIENDS . | Would you say that you have a lot of okay friends, or a few close ones?: | not many.....more aquantances than friends | Name your bestest friends: | um................. | Who is the person that you tell EVERYTHING to?: | myself | Who is someone you wish you were closer with?: | theres alot of people | Who is your craziest friend?: | mike | Who is your most sarcastic friend?: | me | Who is your nicest friend?: | um......................... | Who is your quietest friend?: | no clue | Loudest?: | jared | Meanest?: | no clue............. | Have you ever fallen in love with one of your friends?: | not in love........ | Ever stopped being friends with someone that you had been close with?: | yeah | Do you consider yourself to be a leader or follower?: | neither | Are you the quiet one out of your friends?: | i can be | How many hours do you spend on the phone a day?: | none, i dont talk on the phone alot, and when i do, its not for hours | Do people talk to you online?: | yeah, whenever they're on | Have you ever felt like you were tagging along?: | all the time | . WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU . | Cried?: | its been a LONG time | Talked on the phone?: | um......earlier today, for a few minutes | Really yelled at someone?: | yesterday i yelled at my brother | Got depressed?: | a long time ago.......like 2 yrs. or somewhere around there | Listened to music?: | i am now | Showered?: | yesterday morning | Wrote a poem?: | in 5th grade, only because i had to | Got really pissed?: | really pissed??? i dont remember | Made out?: | um.............. | Had sex?: | never | Got drunk?: | never, but if i did, would i remember???? | Danced?: | at the last dance | Smoked?: | never | Got high?: | never | Ate?: | a few hours ago | Had a sleepover?: | not in a long time | Saw a movie at the theater?: | um....whenever i went to see big fish | Bought something you really didn't need?: | um......... last week | Were jealous?: | im jealous all the time | Thought you looked really hot?: | never | Thought you looked really bad?: | every day of my life | Were yelled at?: | um......earlier today | Got in trouble?: | earlier today | . HAVE YOU EVER . | Drank too much?: | too much what? | Smoked weed?: | nope | Had sex?: | i've already answered this | Lied to your parents?: | who hasnt? | Lied to your best friend?: | and again, that would require having a best friend | Gotten in a car with someone who was intoxicated?: | not that i know of | Driven intoxicated?: | nope | Talked behind your friends' back?: | not really | Been to a concert?: | yeah | Cut class?: | um.......yeah | Cut a whole day of school?: | once or twice | Gotten a detention?: | yep | Lied to a boyfriend/girlfriend?: | yes i have | Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: | um...kinda, nothing big though | Had sex with 2 different people within a week?: | wow...........im not even gonna respond to this one | Been cheated on?: | yep | Gone clubbing?: | nope...... | Gone skinny-dipping?: | yep.....it was grand | Gone camping?: | all the time......but i havent been in awhile, and that sucks | Been out of country?: | nope, im a loser | . SEX . | Have you had sex?: | how many times are they gonna ask this??? | How many people have you done it with?: | | Ever done it without protection?: | | Favorite position: | | What's better: sex or kissing: | wouldnt know | Ever kissed a person of the same sex?: | like family? yea........but no one outta family | Ever gone farther with someone of the same sex?: | no, thats wrong | Was your first time awkward or romantic?: | | Ever done it on the bathroom floor?: | | Ever done it outside?: | | Ever used toys?: | | Ever had a 3 way kiss?: | yep, but it sucked | Ever done more than kiss 2 people at once?: | | Do you consider yourself to be a horny person?: | | Do a lot of people know about your sex life?: | | Favorite thing to do sexually: | | Most embarrassing sexual moment: | | . WHAT DO YOU THINK OF . | Abortion: | its up to the mother | Murder: | you kill someone......it doesnt get much worse | Rascism: | completly wrong.....theres no reason for it at all | President Bush: | a complete moron.........a monkey could run the country better than this | Eminem: | not music....thats all i have to say | Britney Spears: | barbie doll | Music: | good......great!!! | School: | sucks....but i do see people i like.....so not bad | Sex: | at my age......wrong...other wise......natural | Drugs: | bad....wrong.........not good | Religion: | i dont really practice a religion, but if you do, thats good | The Internet: | good and bad | Pornography: | wrong, but good all at the same time | Gays / Bisexuals: | fine, as long as they dont try to hit on me | Getting drunk: | wouldnt know | Talking behind peoples' backs (admit that you have!): | i have, you have.....it happens | Under age drinking: | not right, but it happens | Having sex before marriage: | not wrong | MTV: | blah | This survey!: | not bad.......but it asks the same thing over and over and over and over............again |
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2004 25 January :: 12.30am
:: Mood: monstrously bored
General Information | State your full name.: | rob shively.......thats as full as you need | Do you like your name?: | the part that i gave you | If you could change it, would you, and to what?: | i wouldnt know | Tell me your age.: | no.........haha...................15 | Relationships/Love | What do you want your wedding to be like?: | i dont want one | Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex.: | whenever im ready........which amazingly isnt now | Have you ever been in love?: | nope | Are you in love?: | um......if i've never been in love, how could i be in love now? | Your opinions | Rock music is..: | good......well, at least classic rock | Pop music is..: | it isnt music.......i can go up there and lip sync | Your thoughts on anarchy: | | Do you believe in God?: | not sure......i didnt, then i kinda did, so now i dunno | Favorites | Type of music: | classic rock, classical, and some country | Band: | CSHS high school band! oh yeah, we rock | Food: | the kind that you chew and swallow, and then it fills you up | Thing to do: | whatever i feel like at the moment | Thing to say: | and again, whatever......usually something sarcastic | Person to talk to: | myself........and my imaginary friend.....phred | Subject in school: | band....yes i know im a band geek | Parent: | mom, she doesnt bitch at me all the time | Color, and why: | silver, its not a normal color | Author: | i dont have a favorite author | Book: | and again, no favorites, i like to many | Candy: | um.........lifesavers | Last, just random questions and things about you. | Do you like yourself?: | nope, not at all | What do you like about yourself?: | not much | What dont you like about yourself?: | everything, the way i look, the way i act. | Can you play any instruments?: | yep, a couple | Are you depressed?: | not really, i used to be though | Have you ever been suicidal?: | yep, awhile ago, but not anymore | Do you do drugs?: | nope, there wrong | Do you drink alcohol?: | not yet, im not old enough | Do you miss anyone right now? Who?: | nope, im fine alone | What do you want to do with your life?: | not screw it up to much.......even though i kinda already failed in that manner | What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die?: | go skydiving | Do you think that I love you?: | nope........you dont know me, and even if you did, i doubt you'd love me | You best, because I do. |
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2004 25 January :: 12.20am
:: Mood: bored as hell
Would you rather be an African elephant or an Asian elephant? Why?: | asian, because they're more rare | Would you rather freeze to death or burn alive? Why?: | burn alive, at least it'd be hot | Name three movies you like: | | Name three books you like: | dark tower1, 2, and 3 | Have you ever fallen in love with a fictional character? Which one(s)? Why?: | nope | Republican, Democrat or other? Why?: | eh, whatever | Attendance percentage at high school dances?: | so far pretty decent, but it'll drop soon | What television shows do you watch regularly?: | that 70's show | Abortion is...: | up to the mom | The death penalty is...: | wrong AT TIMES | How do you take your coffee?: | with alot of sugar and cream | How do you take your tea?: | with honey | Who's your favorite teacher/professor?: | robuck | How do you feel about your parents?: | they can be alright | What sort of music do you listen to?: | classic rock, classical, some country | List five or ten bands you listen to.: | AC/DC, Aerosmith, Trans-siberian orchestra, The Who, ZZ Topp | Do you use public transportation?: | yep, the school bus | Ever told someone you love him/her?: | yep, but most of the time i dont mean it | Morning person, night person or both?: | night | Siblings?: | jon | What are your friends like?: | well, im starting to think that all i have are aquantances | Amusement parks are?: | good? | Cafeterias are?: | crappy | Dogs are?: | stupid | Any phobias, traumas or other weirdnesses?: | im me. does that count as a weirdness?? |
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