Where to begin

:: 2008 9 January :: 7.45pm

there is like $53 in debt to the movie place i got taken care of :)

:: 2008 9 January :: 2.39pm

decided its probably a good idea to update...

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spud

:: 2008 7 January :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: frustrated

this is absurd. the very first day of class and i'm already stumped. i'm very - not quite concerned, but - uncertain about how this semester's going to go. if this assignment is any indication, probably not well.

PSAs are unavoidably tacky. especially when they're about high school. i thought a PSA was a good beginner assignment. but making the topic high school dropouts is cruel and unusual punishment, especially when you're giving it to a roomful of college students who have obviously never dropped out of high school.

and then you give me 30 seconds to change a mind that i can't even begin to fathom? that is bullshit on a stick.

any bright ideas?

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rayray

:: 2008 7 January :: 5.14pm
:: Music: a day to be alone - one less reason

Its amazing how your surroundings impact your feelings.
Lately I have had more than enough time to think about things.
And I'm not sure if it's because I'm a very fickle indecisive person, or because I really truly do not know what I want out of life, but I haven't been able to come up with an answer for anything.
The more I think, the more clustered everything gets.
I'm almost positive what i want to go to college for, and career i want to pursue.
I feel that my boyfriend deserves more than what I am capable of giving him.
But I know that if that were true, he'd leave or been gone a long time ago.
Which makes me very grateful for every moment I've spent with him, every memory we've created, and anxious for moments and memories to come.

Is it possible to be so completely happy, yet feel so depressed at the same time?

Oh, and I suck at journal entries..

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:: 2008 7 January :: 1.25am

i havn't updated in awhile... meh

oh well, not really much to say except;

its a new year, tomorrow i'm going out ot manpower, hopefully i can get in at ITW.

Box moved to ludington with his mom.
Its funny how a group of friends can fall apart.

wow, i just relised i started this update 35 minutes ago.
started talking to people on AIM and forgot about it. lol.

i'm watching the shineing now. Its the one with jack nicolson in it, this is the part where there is a naked chick in 237... Oh well, it doesn't make sense to me at all. i'm hungry, going to go find some eats.

you guys have a good night.

liz

:: 2008 6 January :: 2.58am

just the line
"im already pregnant, really what other shenanigans can I get into"
that line by itself has me dying to see Juno with ellen page.
anybody who has seen it throw your opinion at me because honestly this is one of the those movies that if it sucks I am going to be really pissed because im so excited for it
I wish I had some money

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:: 2008 5 January :: 6.52am

resident evil: extinction is amazing....

best resident evil movie yet.

:: 2008 4 January :: 1.07pm

is woohu not generating cookies for anyone else either?

it won't let me stay logged in.

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liz

:: 2008 4 January :: 12.17pm

i am tired.
bored and tired. I wish I had some money and something worth doing to do. valentines day is coming up and I am still not sure what i am supposed to get for andy. shit. money is tight. again. but it is okay
liveable. yar. I think that I may make a toasted pb and j and eat it with a tall cold glass of milk. mmhmm. yall got my number use it.

:: 2008 3 January :: 5.04am

good night tonight.

spud

:: 2008 3 January :: 12.34am

it's 12:34 ... make a wish.

i feel - unfulfilled? i'm not sure that's the right word. it's just that nagging feeling like there's something missing. something i forgot to do.

and i know there are things i forgot to do. which is okay, for the most part. i can accept that, drop them, and move on.

but obviously there are more that i have not yet realized, because after dropping them and moving on, the feeling remains.

i need to make this go away. it's not unbearable, so much as obnoxious and slightly depressing.

spud

:: 2008 2 January :: 5.07pm

i love it when i have those moments where i feel like i'm on felix felicis and everything just falls into place.

then there are those other times where i try and try so hard to adapt and adjust correctly so that it will fall into place, but no matter how hard i try, it just doesn't fit.

i hate those other times. i'm always tempted to give up on them. but i never do, because i know there's always hope that suddenly felix will step back into the ring and make it all better. but he doesn't always do that. and then i'm left holding the bag.

:: 2008 2 January :: 3.19am

last night was good and bad at the same time

the good:
got to hang out with all my friends again, i drank way to much, jenny gave me noise makers :D, i seen people i havn't seen in a long time.

the bad:
i drank to much
i had to sleep on half a loveseat
Will tried to fight me.
Will tried to kill me.

Yeah, that shit was weak, ever been just trying to sleep and the one of your "friends" decides its a good idae to strangle you? fucking weak man.

oh well, the future looks good.

:: 2007 31 December :: 1.05pm

just wanted to say.

fuck you 2007
welcome 2008

things on my list of shit to reslove

new job
move out
get bills cought up
find a stable relationship.