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skife

:: 2007 28 November :: 9.38pm

i've decided that i'm pretty much fucked.

and i'm pissed as hell that this kinda shit happens to me.


what the fuck did i do to deserve this?
i'm stuck now, no money, broken ass truck.
i'm pretty much fucked.

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skife

:: 2007 28 November :: 1.43pm

chris is on the phone with the evil empire right now getting me a price for a rebuild kit.

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skife

:: 2007 27 November :: 10.47pm

was on my way to nates tonight, truck decided it wanted another motor.

22RE = seized.

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spud

:: 2007 27 November :: 2.49pm

what the fuck is up with me?

i'm seriously getting pissed off. because this is bullshit.

i bombed my presentation today, my eye is bugging out and hurting, i keep hurting people and pissing people off, i'm always exhausted, and i can't stop thinking about how much i suck.

and it's not one of those times where i really don't suck, and just need people to convince me that i don't. it's one of those times where i really do suck and all i need to do is stop sucking, but apparently i can't.

three more weeks and it won't matter, right? right.

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skife

:: 2007 25 November :: 5.19am

it works.

still need to get wireless drivers installed and flash and java installed.

OMG is it fast though
espically compared to windows vista.

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skife

:: 2007 25 November :: 3.11am

i'm loading ubantu linux right now.

kinda nervus but excited at the same time

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spud

:: 2007 23 November :: 2.39pm
:: Mood: nostalgic, as ever.
:: Music: Billy Mack - Christmas is all around me

"I feel it in my fingers,
I feel it in my toes,
Christmas is all around me,
and so the feeling grows

It's written in the wind,
It's everywhere I go,
So if you really love Christmas,
C'mon and let it snow

You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend

You gave your presents to me
And I gave mine to you
I need Santa beside me
In everything I do

You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend

Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend

It's written on the wind
It's everywhere I go
So if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow
C'mon and let it snow
So if you really love
C'mon and let it
If you really love me
C'mon and let it
Now if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow"

yup. fingers AND toes.

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skife

:: 2007 22 November :: 1.22am

ITS HERE!!!!!!!!

Read more..

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skife

:: 2007 20 November :: 7.51pm

today was one of my best friend's mom's funeral.

she was catholic, wich doesn't bother me at all.

except i felt intimidated while going into the church.
I walked in and the cathedral (is this the right word for it) was huge!!! there was this giant statue of jesus on a cross and it just didn't seem like a happy place, they played the orgen and it sounded depressing. the pews we're hard wood and we're built in an angle so that your back began to hurt after sitting in them for awhile. when the paster/priest(again, i dont know the proper term) started to speak his voice echoed through the giant room. it was extremely intimidating. then everyone else knew "the lords prayer" and all this other ritual stuff.

Death has become a common thing with me lately, in the past month I have lost 3 people i knew. It makes me think about my beliefs, question them, question if there is a god or not.

in one hand i think "hey, there is no god its just a big myth"

then i look at it as "why would people dedicate their lives to something that doesn't exist, something has to be there"

i'm just in a state of confusion lately.

dunno.

at least i got my exercise today though "stand, kneel, sit, stand, kneel, sit"

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rayray

:: 2007 19 November :: 12.43pm

Yesterday I spent a good portion of my afternoon, and evening at the hospital.
My grandmother was admitted for observation because they still weren't quite positive why she quit breathing. They think it may have been a mini stroke.

This is already a hard time of year as it is.
6 years ago wednesday my grandfather passed away. (it was the day before thanksgiving that year as well).
3 years ago my grandmother passed away the day before christmas eve.

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spud

:: 2007 17 November :: 4.19pm

"Life is hard. After all, it kills you."
- Katharine Hepburn

true that.

and also, i'm kind of stupid sometimes. i know this comes as a great shock to everyone.

hanging out with kevin tonight. i'm excited.

got to go ice skating yesterday, and partied last night. it was a very good time.

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bigty623

:: 2007 15 November :: 3.50pm

seen this in the headlines while i was at school today, thought it was funny. check it out
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20071115/wl_asia_afp/lifestyleaustraliachristmasoffbeat;_ylt=ApoX7F5dyR.1NbiB8ry4ZYXq188F

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spud

:: 2007 12 November :: 6.32pm

some things never change.
home sweet home.

baltimore was fun, as always.

concerts make me want to perform, as always.

and german club is showing lord of the rings in half an hour.

which means i'll be skipping my homework, as always.

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rayray

:: 2007 12 November :: 2.19pm

So Christmas came early at my house last night.
Mike bought me a 20 inch Widescreen (because they only had widescreen) Flat Panel Monitor.

I have a sort of interview tomorrow, to take an IQ Test.
There is a place in Edmore looking for an Office Assistant and April from Manpower is looking into that for me.

I think Unemployment is trying to screw me over.

That is about it.. haha

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skife

:: 2007 11 November :: 3.09am

i have way way way to much shit.


anyone want anything?

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