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2007 26 October :: 12.05pm
rant
scooby doo, i love the hell out of this show.
i just heard scooby and shaggy laugh and was like "oh my god, thats exactly how i sound when i'm high"
its such a good show, its a classic you know?
but my rant here isn't about how good the old scooby doos are, its about how bad the new ones are :(
in the new ones fred is an idiot, its like holy shit fred what the fuck was that? he's not even trying to score with daphne anymore. just kinda fucked up to me.
/rant.
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2007 26 October :: 2.17am
:: Mood: winding down
:: Music: billy hirt - a time for reflection
we could make sweet music together...
i had fun at lindsay's tonight. i feel like there was some good conversation. although, i'm not sure how much of it she'll recall. but that's okay. fun times were had by all.
i want to play again. lately i've had the itch so badly it hurts.
interestingly enough, tonight i didn't have the ache. i had honestly not thought about the ache until katie brought it up as i was walking her home. i didn't know how to respond at first when she said it. i take it as a sign that things are beginning to be right again. at least for us, if nothing else, which is good.
but i still feel like, in spite of that, there's still so much that isn't right for me. but i can't tell what it is or how to fix it.
'til some producer with computers fixes all my shitty tracks.
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2007 26 October :: 2.09am
i'm in bed.
i don't know what to write about, my mind is kinda blank.
i don't really care about much anymore, to me life is boring and i need something to keep me going, i don't know what that something is yet, but i think i'll find it soon.
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2007 25 October :: 2.25am
it's cold outside. and now my nipples are tender. i guess that's what i get.
maybe tomorrow i'll just go topless.
this deodorant smells awful.
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2007 25 October :: 1.03am
retrospective
"maybe i just don't want a relationship at all. i like being single and flirting with everyone. i don't know... when ever i start to get close to some one it is ok at first and i am all for it and then they start doing things that just freak me out. and then i run away. hmmm.... i need to find someone perfect for me, my personality needs to match their's, i can't be in a relationship where i feel like there is so much that i just can't live up to. why is it so hard for me to meet people i am actually attracted to. this sucks. i feel like i need to have someone, but i just don't want anyone i know. i need to meet someone new. which is hard. i'll try."
at least she's always known what she needs.
i have no idea what i need. or what i want. or what i have.
i'm a menace to society and myself.
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2007 24 October :: 3.50pm
Things have been looking up lately.
Not that they had far to go, seens how things had already been going good.
But I was told today that I was recommended for a job. (in the same shop).
Hopefully I get it.
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2007 23 October :: 2.09am
is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?
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2007 23 October :: 2.09am
is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?
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2007 23 October :: 1.33am
time for some things to change.
i'm tired of drinking and partying all the time.
i'm tired of going nowhere in life.
i'm tired of the same shit every day.
it just gets old.
time for something new.
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2007 22 October :: 11.36pm
so my step grandmother just died, my great grandmother is in the hospital with fluid around her heart.
its supposed to rain all week.
great week huh?
was at the hospital to see my great grandmother today, she wasn't very coherant, i couldn't stand to look at her, it made me sad.
on the way home, we got a call from my dad saying that my grandpa's wife just passed away.
we just built a ramp for her wheelchair yesterday... irony huh?
so i sit here now, drinking the rest of my vodka, alone.
i think my step grandma died from the rain.... its depressing.
"its the rain, its gatta be"
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2007 22 October :: 1.56pm
signing up for classes tomorrow
definatally going to take a welding class.
a german class and maybe bowling.
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2007 22 October :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: not good
it's funny how quickly things change sometimes.
it's not funny how slowly i adapt to them. because just about the time i get settled in (if at all), it changes again anyway, and i'm just that much less interested in attempting to change for the next time.
funnier yet is how even when i don't feel like trying, i wind up changing anyway. it just seems like it should be more advertent and thought out.
this all adds up to me being listless and worthless, and me feeling all the emotions appropriate to those qualifications.
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2007 21 October :: 8.44pm
why does this always happen to me?
life was just starting to go good, had a girl friend. truck was running good. then all of a sudden someone wanted to shit on me. had a minor truck problem and got dumped in the same fucking weekend. i don't think this weekend could have gotten much worse.
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2007 21 October :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: whelmed
:: Music: Extreme - Cupid's Dead
:: Romance Novel ::
Night is the time for deep conversations.
Staving off sleep for the value of a moment.
The haze tries to convince you to forget by morning.
Subduing it, you rise to face the afternoon, believing yourself a poet.
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2007 21 October :: 2.56am
darkside of the rainbow never ever gets old.
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