Where to begin

Where to begin

:: 2007 13 July :: 9.13pm

Nothing exciting has really happened in my life.
I'm still bitter, and distant.
I doubt that will ever change.
I'm still with Mike.
And I'm very happy.
I'm currently looking for a second job.
So if you have any suggestions, please let me know.

Carley: I apologize if you recieve the same text from me a dozen times. Service in Sheridan is crap and doesn't send my texts and then when it does, they send like a dozen times.

I sliced my finger open today.
It bled quite a bit, and has bled since I've been home.
Anyway I think I am going to go get cozy in my bed, or on the couch and watch Shooter.

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skife

:: 2007 12 July :: 8.50pm

this is my first update from my car.

its raining downtown here in grand rapids.

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skife

:: 2007 11 July :: 10.15pm

so, I've been through 2 colleges, multiple jobs and still can't find anything i want to do in life.

I'm thinking maybe the military is right for me.

I've got a few friends in, Bill loves it, My friend Richard just re-enlisted for another 2 years in the navy and is trying to get into an officer program. I think it would give me some direction in life.

thinking of maybe being a combat engineer in the army. but thats the first branch i've looked into.

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skife

:: 2007 9 July :: 7.13pm

i missed doing algebra.

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skife

:: 2007 9 July :: 11.21am

another $82 down the hole.

timing chain set, head gasket, timing cover gasket.

more to come. i'll probably get it all back together and get it running right and i'll toast a water pump or something.

in fact there is a good chance of it with all the sediement i found in the coolant journals.

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skife

:: 2007 9 July :: 8.29am

i should get to class on time.

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skife

:: 2007 5 July :: 11.12pm

when i get this paid off, its going to get 4gigs of ram...
that is all.

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skife

:: 2007 5 July :: 7.46pm

time to find my calculator.

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skife

:: 2007 5 July :: 12.03am

I havn't updated in awhile, I havn't had anything interesting going on lately.
At least nothing worth writing about.

Just a list of stuff to do:

1. Clean room, I hate the clutter.
2. Get the Helicoil kit for the truck, along with a 40mm frost plug and some red engine enamel
3. schedule classes for fall.
4. read chapter 15 for english, Submit paper and topic proposal.
5. chapter presentation thing, due monday i do the one that starts with C heh, can't remember it right now.
6. critical reading assignment summary due on monday. holy shit to much english for a weekend.

Today was alright. Justin came over then phil and will came over and we went to see transformers, bitchin movie :D

i've got so much catching up to do on stuff, i missed 2 classes this week because i drive a peice of shit car and it wouldn't start.

Girls are confusing... wich brings me to a joke i heard along time ago.

"a man is walking along a beach and finds a magic lamp. the guy picks the lamp up and rubs it and a genie pops out and tells the guy that he will grant him one wish, the guy says "okay, i dont like flying so can you build me a bridge to hawaii i want to go there on vacation" the genie looks at the guy and says some thing like "well... do you have any other wishes that one is hard to do" the guy looks up and the genie and says "can you teach me to understand women?" and the genie replies "would you like that bridge 2 land or 4?"

i need to find direction in my life, it keeps me happy and content, so if anyone has any ideas, let me know. thanks

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liz	:: 2007 4 July :: 1.54am yeah well fuck you guys then 1 comment \| leave a comment

skife

:: 2007 2 July :: 1.18pm

rough day. I can't write a paper.

new computer though.

toshiba satellite laptop.
1 gig of DDR2 ram, 200gig harddrive, AMD athlong turion 64 x 2 mobile, ATI x1200 mobile video card.
got some bitchin speakers to it, the 1.3 mp in moniter webcam,

and mother fucking windows vista.

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skife

:: 2007 2 July :: 12.49am

just a quick though.....

IF hillary clinton is elected president, i probably won't have the money to move to canada, nor will they let me in. So I will buy a flag pole and fly the rebel flag every day she is president.

/thought

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skife

:: 2007 1 July :: 11.04pm

progress.
you know, lately i feel like i've been making progress in life.

i look at some of my friends, not naming any names at all, but i look at some of them and they don't have jobs arn't going to school, they just exist.

i've been taking my ritalin again, i can concentrate on doing tasks i compleatly hate doing like homework. It also gives me ambition, last wednesday i took some before i went to my class, i got to math and realised that i didn't check my schedule and that my math class is on mondays and thursdays so i went home and cleaned my car. by clean, i mean the interior is spotless the only thing in it right now are my keys, 4 AAA batterys, my radio, my headphones, and my CD's. in the trunk i have a gas can and a few tools. I vaccumed, scrubbed the carpets, powerwashed the floor mats washed the dash and even claned the stuff out of the glove box.
as far as life goes right now, I feel GREAT, i feel like i'm on top of the wold and nothing can bring me down.

I look back on where I was last year; I was in a job that I dreaded getting up for each day, A relationship that I compleately regretted and wished I would have gone a compleatly different way back then.

8 Months ago; I was beginning college, very very excited about it. I got there and my relationship ended 6 days after I started it seemed like a blessing because I didn't have to deal with the nagging and whining when I came home on the weekends, Progress starts.

6 Months ago; Febuary, the distance of college was taking its toll on me, I wanted to be home with my friends, my uncle passed away, I wasn't doing to hot, Ohio wasn't to friendly with me. I had thoughts of scuicide, Lizzy and Andy we're going to come and pick me up one night but I told them not to.

5 Months ago; I quit college and have been depressed since.

Currently; I am going to G.R.C.C. to get some general credits taken care of, I'm back on medication and doing really well in school. There is a new female interest in my life, someone that I've known for a really long time and I know wouldn't ever do me wrong.

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and finally an update on the stuff thats happened today.

Justin McWilliams shows up around noonish, my Dad, Justin, and I hop our asses up on the roof and finish it. Kayleigh Calls me and her and Chase come over, was good hanging out with them, Later We went to the mud runs in Sand Lake. Kayleigh left when we got there, Chase, Justin and I saw a bunch of people there that we knew, I had fun. Then we came home and watched some movies, I took chase home before dinner and tried to fix their computer, I don't know if I was successful or not but I tried.

Steak for dinner, Helped my Dad carry some stuff up from the basement to the dumster, wen't and fueled up the Tempo, stopped by Howies and hung out with Jennie for awhile, I miss her as my boss.

Came home, Finished my homework and now here I am, Writing a Woohu entry that is taking me 21 minutes.

Good Night.

thanks for reading.

- The BeaVe

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