im done

im done

:: 2005 12 September :: 9.20 pm

i'm starting to finally get it.

:: 2005 10 September :: 8.31 pm
:: Music: Stronger - Trust Company

Can you save me
Will you fail me now
It's almost over cause you've faded out, again
Will you break me
When you're holding me down
I will escape you and I'll

I'll push you closer to the ground
Cause you're the one that's going down

And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away
You're so far away
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away, since you crawled away

Never gonna save me
You just shut me out
And now it's over cause I'm stepping out, again
Never gonna break me
Just try and hold me down
I will escape you and I'll

I'll push you closer to the ground
Cause you're the one that's going down

And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away
You're so far away
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away, since you crawled away

You want to tear me down
You want to hold me down
You can't control me now
You cannot take me out
You cannot save me now
Because I'm stronger now

And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away
You're so far away
And I am, stronger now
Since you crawled away, since you crawled away [repeat]

You want to tear me down
You want to hold me down
You can't control me now
You cannot take me out
You cannot save me now
Because I'm stronger now

1 bye | okay

:: 2005 10 September :: 8.13 pm

I can't believe I was shy and secluded all those years when it feels so good to be outgoing

2 byes | okay

:: 2005 9 September :: 7.09 am

why is it that they call me in early on EVERY single Friday?

2 byes | okay

:: 2005 9 September :: 7.01 am

you were in every dream... every single one

okay

:: 2005 8 September :: 7.55 pm

see, good things do come to those who wait... I'm in a great mood, so you could probably get free stuff outta me...

okay

:: 2005 7 September :: 6.35 pm

stole it from another blog
WHAT IF:
1. I died from natural causes?:
2. I kissed you?:
3. I lived next door to you?:
4. I started smoking?:
5. I stole something?:
6. I was hospitalized?:
7. I ran away from home?:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality?:
10. Eyes?:
11. Hair?:
12. Family?:

WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?:
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
15. Hold my hand?:
16. Take a bullet for me?:
17. Keep in touch?:
18. Try and solve my problems?:
19. Love me?:
20. Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
21. Lied to make me feel better?:
22. Wanted to kiss me?:
23. Wanted to kill me?:
24. Broke my heart?:
25. Kept something important from me?:
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND MORE:
27. Who are you?:
28. Are we friends?:
29. When and how did we meet?:
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?:
32. Do you still think that way about me now?:
33. What reminds you of me?:
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
35. How well do you know me?:
36. When's the last time you saw me?:
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?:

3 byes | okay

:: 2005 6 September :: 5.50 pm
:: Music: Mr. Brightside - The Killers

one great song
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

3 byes | okay

:: 2005 5 September :: 4.48 pm

let's see... taking words from anne and allison, im in like with someone... big like

6 byes | okay

:: 2005 4 September :: 3.35 pm

today was a hard day, except for five minutes of it that were great

3 byes | okay

:: 2005 3 September :: 1.47 pm
:: Music: Remedy - Seether

ever since that day, i've developed this bad habit of overthinking everything that happens. every action, every word, every response. and that's what complicates things. that's what creates doubt.

but i wonder... should i rely on my instincts and just "go with the flow" for a while? or take the risk? it's either go for it or just play it safe. and stop overthinking, haha. at least i know how i feel, and that won't change.

i've also noticed that people's personal lives (along with the drama) always get dragged through burger king like a wet mop. i need to be careful, haha.

3 byes | okay

:: 2005 2 September :: 5.32 pm
:: Music: Mr. Brightside - The Killers

well, finally!
after all this time, I finally have a woohu again... thanks to anne of course

4 byes | okay