im done

:: 2006 29 November :: 10.10pm

umm, my tongue kinda hurts....

10 byes | okay

:: 2006 27 November :: 12.12am

and so it is....

i <3 m.w. i don't know if that heart is plutonic or not. but i enjoy the daily (sometimes 3x daily) phone calls, and the plans for winter break, and knowing i have a date to my cousins wedding. and knowing that i will have someone to wrap their arms around me!!!!!!

i love knowing that i only have 2 weeks until fall semester is done, and 3 until zales is not prioritzing my life. and i love feeling loved, by all my friends and people i have been meeting.

i don't miss michigan, but i do miss some people there. and i wish i could stop caring about people that don't want me in their lives, but i can't. and i can't talk to them, but i do care. that's just who i am.

3 byes | okay

:: 2006 26 November :: 1.14am

dont really know what to write except work is going good.... yep thats really all that is.... peace

tails

:: 2006 20 November :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Elastica 2;1

The list is getting longer but the base is getting stronger
My car is fixed.
Cellphone Still Lost.
Still owe the bank money.
Still in debt with credit cards
Still working one shitty job
Still Living at my dads house.
Still alone.

(Ive got some problems to work on)

(but at least one of them is solved)

1 bye | okay

:: 2006 14 November :: 8.29pm

well lets see
Well I'm not single.... We worked things out for now. I'm working at Blockbuster mainly now. I enjoy it very much. It's super easy also. Umm.... November 28th Superman Returns comes out on DVD at least thats what my boss said... but I get my little employee perk so I'm going to use that... and ummm yeah not much else sides playing Tony Hawk's Project 8 so yeah.... Yall have fun and everything. peace

2 byes | okay

shannonw55

:: 2006 13 November :: 9.00pm
:: Mood: aggravated

Are there any high school graduates out there with words of wisdom about college?
Anything, honestly.

8 byes | okay

:: 2006 10 November :: 8.50pm

I shouldnt write this but oh well
Well everything has been made like I wish it wouldnt be but I have to live with it. I'm single now and thats how I'm gonna be for a while. well I'm gonna go and play ddr or something thats all I can do.

2 byes | okay

fishyrere

:: 2006 9 November :: 11.27am

did you know that more people are killed annually by coconuts than sharks? true story.

~Re~

1 bye | okay

:: 2006 2 November :: 1.23pm

fuck.

7 byes | okay

fishyrere

:: 2006 2 November :: 11.35am

everything just seems easier when you're listening to John Mayer.

~Re~

:: 2006 31 October :: 4.04am

happy halloween folks.....

:: 2006 27 October :: 10.17pm

2 jobs plus being a full time student is killing me.
i don't eat when i work or basically on the days that i work at zales.
i hate knowing more about computers and jewelry than my bosses, aaaand
i really just wish that i could get shitfaced and not have to worry about when i need to get up the next day...
but wait, i never have time to do anything but homework and take brief intervals to vent about how much i hate or love my life depending on the day.

gah. if only life was easier... but wait, i guess then it wouldn't be life. : (

fishyrere

:: 2006 24 October :: 8.38pm

homecoming was fun. i liked it. Emma was driving to the dance and they passed a van and she looked over and there was a cat in the van and she was like "look, theres a cat in that van!" she tells the story all the time ask her about it.
now i am at Andrea's waiting until 3 in the morning when i get to go to Canada. woo for that! i think its safe to say there will be no sleep tonight.

~Re~

:: 2006 22 October :: 7.42pm

would getting a third job be comparable to suicide... figuratively?

:: 2006 21 October :: 11.04pm
:: Music: The rolling stones- luxury

so, i got the 2nd job, and now i just have to wait until life calms down.
i didn't eat for over 24 hours because i was working and then just wasn't given the option. I haven't gotten nearly enough sleep and homework is the only thing making this worse.

I am already distant... now, i may as well be gone to the kids who called me their friend.
I am so insanely busy. the next few months should be interesting. but they will be covered, i won't have to worry about being short on paying my bills... it should all be normal again.
just me, and being a workaholic to stay out of trouble. i like it.