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2004 20 June :: 7.08 am
still at sally's, the weekend has turned into a fuck fest. not complaining though, nothing on telly n nobody online to talk to, getting really bored, might go shag again
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2004 19 June :: 12.20 pm
at sally now, everything went perfect on friday night, gave her a prezzie made dinner, had some fun with the ice cream that was meant for desert, had a shower together then went to bed, perfect night, lots of fun and probably the kinkiest night we have ever had. LOL
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2004 18 June :: 5.04 am
doubts
I'm a cunt!!
I was being a bastard to sally last night. She was out with her friends enjoying herself then i went out and everything went fuck up, i wanted to sit there with her and cuddle and she wanted to spend time with her friends she ended up crying and i ended up in a bad mood, she is coming down tonight and we are going to the pictures, im gonna go buy her something first though to say sorry. there isn't really anything on at the pictures i fancy though so i might just buy her 2 things n do some dinner for the pair of us instead. Anyway, back on subject. I am starting to have doubts about the relationship as sally needs to have people around her all the time and i really hate being around people even if i know them or not. Going to tidy the house up before she comes down as i want everything perfect when i give her her present. Love you sally
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2004 16 June :: 5.34 am
pretty boring lately, steve is annoting jo and she is getting pissed off about it but wont tell him to piss off, frog is happier now that the whole him n jo thing is gone out the window, so less mood swings sally is coming dwn today n im gonna spend all day with her, fuck knows what we are going to do though as ive only got £5 left n she is skint, oh well, im sure well think of sommat, just been to the housing office and they are taking £6.50 a week out of me housing benefits to pay back an overpayment that was there fault anyway, useless bastards and now im in the library with fuck all to do until sally comes dwn, im gonna get frog to bring his pc back to the house as im starting to miss the games. but not gonna bother getting internet again, steve is about to loose his internet, as he would rather go out on the piss on friday than pay his bills the fucking tard.
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2004 14 June :: 7.47 am
house warming turned out to be shit, steve frog n jo dissapeared to jo's brothers leaving me john n jamie in the house so we sat n watched some movies, got pissed n had a laff but then they came back, steve was acting like a right cock towards jamie so jamie pulled him aside and told him to pack it in but he carried on anyway, and eventually jamie gave steve a right telling down, and he eventually he behaved himself, jo lost her phone, and we went home about 3 am and i went straight to bed, whilst frog walked jamie home most of t he way, so overall pretty shit night, frog has blew all his money so he cant afford to get keys cut now until thursday if they will let him cash his book although he dont have any id. Which majourly sucks ass as the gas bill needs paying, had a great time with sally over the weekend, and wish i was still there, gonna go down to hers again next weekend, as i enjoyed spending the extra time with her.
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2004 13 June :: 1.31 pm
fairlyy good night on friday, went to arena but sally wanted to go home early, played twister a lot, went to sallys on saturday watched a few dvd's had sex....good sex, and worked in the garden this morning i am severely sun burnt again and my hands are aching from using sa spade as an axe as sallys dad didnt have one, at steves house warming at the mo with a few peeps gonna get plastered and hopefully have a laff, tell ya how it went 2morra
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2004 11 June :: 8.11 am
frog and jo got back together on tuesday night, so hopefully they will stay that way this time, sally is coming down tonight and we ar e gonna have a quiet night in just the two of us, sat in the library at the moment dont have much to do today, got very very sunburnt yesterday as i spent 7 hours on the kitchen roof, reading my book, gave frog his key back on tuesday night and he has lost it again, damn hes a fucking idiot. tidied up the house this morning expecting a valuer to come round but turns out they aint coming til next week. oh well, looking forward to cuddling with sally tonight but she is going home tomorrow as she is going shopping with her mam, then going out with stacey n tom etc down stockton. gonna go to steves in a bit as i have nothing at all to do til i go see pete
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2004 9 June :: 7.40 am
oh my god i was wankered yesterday, went to the pictures with sally, i liked the film but she wernt that keen on it, went down to the ship all day and got slaughtered ended up having a huge arguement with sally as i dont get to see her that often and i wanted to spend more time with her but she had to go home, sometimes i wish she would go tell her mother to go and fuck herself instead of yes mam no mam 3 bags fucking full mam, she says she doesnt feel the same for me as she used to so its either we are gonna have to sort sommat out or walk, i love her and i want to be with her as much as i can but she cant, i am starting to feel as though i am the only one actually making an effort in the relationship, she says she still loves me but not as much as she used to i think that is because she has settled down now and to her im just another piece of the furniture. I dont know if things are gonna last much longer between us but i hope they do, things would be so much simpler if she was 18 then we could live together, instead of only seeing in eachother once a week or sommat stupid like that. I love you sally and im sorry if i was a cunt yesterday but you need to make an effort get your priorities straight and figure out if im one of them.
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2004 7 June :: 6.04 am
weekend
sally couldn't get a lift down on friday as she fell asleep in the back of the car and didn't wake up til they were home form her granparents, which sucks, i aint seen her since thursday but she is coming down tomorrow yay, cuddles. Friday night was wierd. I have not been that wrecked in a very very long time, me frog n steve cant remember a thing from the night but there are pictures of me on haxed, i'm dreading seeing them, went and met baby james' new boyfriend on saturday, nice guy but a bit old for james if you ask me. and a 16 yr old mate of his was coming onto me, i liked the attention as she is a bonny jass but nout's gonna come of it unless me n sally break up n that aint gonna happen. Iwont let it, steve has been round most of the weekend, getting stoned oh and jamie brought the grill n the tigger bong back for us, yay, gonna have fun with that on friday night.
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2004 4 June :: 6.06 am
sallys came down on wednesday, spent the day together n she ended up staying for the night as well, i enjoyed been able to go to sleep cuddling up with her again i have missed her loads and am glad we are back together again, she dont know if she is going out tonight as she is supposed to be going to leeds today to see her granparents dont know if she went or not, she is gonna give me a ring tonight and let me know what is happening as im probably gonna go to the arena tonight if pete can lend me another £10 or i might just use it for food this weekend until i get paid again on tuesday, went to an interview yesterday and got some information about a few courses that im interested in it will cost more than £1500 to do them but pertemps will be paying for it. if i do them, gotta go there in abit to see jo and try n get some bus fares off her so i can go to the open day in gbro, even tho i probably wont go. but i am gonna go do the courses if they can pay for me, chainsaw's and trees, what else does a guy need in life
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2004 1 June :: 6.56 am
been pretty boring really, went to steves with frog to get pissed while they got stoned on sunday, watched a few movies then left as steve pissed us off, i saved him some of my dinner n he started to complain that i didnt save him much, yesterday spent all morning sorting me room out, still not quite finished the went to meet craig. He has a new gf but she is only 15, he tried to introduce me to her but i'd already met her at a gig i went to a while back with baby james, Jo was pissing me off as she was complaining about townies giving her verbal all the time yet she was doing excactly the same to them all day, even when they wern't ssaying nout she still shouted abuse at them and i ended up getting annoyed and telling her to shut the fuck up, frog was pissed n he randomly started kicking off at some random person jo was talking to then he stormed off in a huff, jo keeps saying she wants to be my mate but after her preformance yesterday i dont think i want her to be....stupid cow. not doing anything at all today apart from sitting in the library and going to the isaacs later on, skint n i dont get paid till next week so i aint going out at all, sally is coming down either 2morra or thursday, i cant remember which so that should cheer me up abit, aint had a good cuddle since friday.
P.s. ive had enough, if sally does go to leeds and we are still together im am definately going with
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2004 29 May :: 1.55 pm
skipped the gig couldnt be arsed with the kids, gonna sit in steves n watch some vids or sommat
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2004 29 May :: 10.08 am
me and sally got back together last night i am happy about it but she is still abit unsure she thinks it will turn out like it did last time with me not showing her any respect and not letting her see her friends, but i am determined to make her happy and stay with her no matter what, i will respect but she will get sick of that after a while as i may get abit too respectfull and it will be continuous dinners and me being nice and i will give her all the time she wants with her friends, woke her up this morning by playing with her put a smile on her face but just as i was about to go for the good morning shag her mam came to pick her up. That is terrible timing, going to a gig with baby james tonight, little 14yr friend of his has been trying to play footsie with me n started crying when i explained to her i had a girlfriend and she was a bit on the illegal side for my tastes, awww bless...... frog is annoying me lately think we may be spending to much time together, sally might be moving to leeds this year but if she does and gives me one months notice then i will probably say fuck off boro and go with, but i will need notice as ill have to find a place for us down there, sick of being on the dole actually trying to get a job now and hopefully i will gave up smoking blow last night, had a few joints with tom but when everyone came back to ours and where getting stoned i told them no as ive had enough of the life i am leading and want to stop smoking the shit, given up that stuff is easy but the drinking i want to give up aswell but i know that will take alot more time but if we do move to leeds i will be able to give it up as i wont have anyone to drink with, yay for health, last night was pretty shit and ended up going home early but it made everything better when we got back together, ok gonna go see you on tuesday.
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2004 28 May :: 9.42 am
brilliant night out last night, got completely assholed, had a takeaway, and came home with more money than i went out with. spent most the night talking to random ppl who where there and sending soppy txt messages to sally, hopefully we are getting back together again tonight and all our problems shall go away,
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2004 27 May :: 11.19 am
at steves at the moment usual stuff really, sally will be staying at mine tonight if she is going out and we should be getting back together 2morra, hopefully, yay for the happy places the world will go
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