Trash/Basura

Trash/Basura

:: 2004 30 August :: 8.07pm

Dreams
Well, I had weird dreams last night. I think they might be significant. I can only remember partsof these dreams. These are them. (They sound really dramatic, but this is how they were.) (And you don't have to tell me parts of them are stupid.)

This is only the end of one of the second dream I had. I can't remeber the rest.
There is a great battle going on. This battle will decide the fate of the human race. I am one of the great warriors of this battle, bit I am still me, Caro. I had made a fatal error, the battle looks as if it will surely be lost. I run into a nearby building, seeking someone within. I dash onto the stairs which are like they are on the alley-side of New York appartments. There are many floors and I seek one of the highest. I dash through the hall, into a room. Two figures stand there. One is Amanda, whom I grab and kiss feircely. "I had to let you know how I felt..."
She looked at me, stunned. "I love you, too." We held eachother for a moment. The other figure spoke.
"Quickly! If you get in this time machine you may be able to turn the tide of the war!" I look at Amanda, knowing that once I do this, these events might never take place. I let go and step forward...
I woke up then.

The lighted crystal (She=me)

She was in bed in her room. It was late and dark. She was awake due to insomnea, not anything unusual. She heard a noise: "Plink plink TINK* Again, *plink plink TINK* It sounded like something was bouncing down the floor lamp next to the bed. The sound began to sound more like bongo drums being played very slowly. *Tump tump TUMP tump tump TUMP* A voice spoke through the darkness. "You have drums in your room." She went stiff; the voice sounded like it was coming from the space between her and the lamp. He continued to speak. She wanted to reach out and turn on the light, but she was afraid. She could picture him in her mind, sitting crosslegged with the drums in his lap. She finaly reached out and turned the switch. Nothing happened. He grinned, "Nothing will happen if you do that, Caroline." Her eyes widened. He knew who she was. What was he!? Suddenly there was a white light. It came from a crystal on a necklace she wore. She held it up defiantly to see who was next to her bed; there was nothing there. She looked around. Suddenly she was on the ground, tangled in blankets. She yelped. The sky was lightening now. Her parents ran into the room.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes. Hey, does it feel like the house is tilting?" The house fell onto it's side and they were falling into blackness, screaming.
I woke with a start, still feeling like I was falling.

"What does it mean, what does it mean!?"
-Jack Skellington

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 26 August :: 9.29pm

Well, today was freshman orientation. (eeevill) You'd have to guess that I made a friend. You'd have to guess that she smokes and does drugs. What am I, a magnet? Technicaly, I'd be the peice of metal, as I am apperantly attracted to them. x_x I don't particularly care. My mum does. Besides that, I don't want to be associated with anybody at this point, and I particularly don't want people thinking I smoke, cause I don't. But anyway. I'm not sure how to find my fellow geeks. They can be hard to spot. X_x Anywho, orientation was TEDIOUS, but I got to see Ms. Hallabe, so that was cool. Mandi and I hung out, but I only saw Tess for about 30 seconds. ;_; Aksel was there, too. I hope to see Stephanie tommorow (if she shows up for school) I'm so nervous. raah...

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 25 August :: 5.46pm

School starts on Friday, but I have to go to fresman orientation tommorow, so it's like it starts tommorow.

I have purple streaks in my hair. Dun think they're gonna was out this time ^_^;

I've finaly decided what I'm going to wear to the anime convention. Hopefully I can put up pictures. ^^

There was something else...can't remember. I'll post it when I do.

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 24 August :: 2.13pm

If you don't like Bush, you'll get a kick out of this
A lobbyist, on his way home from work in Washington, D.C., came to a
dead halt in traffic and thought to himself, "Wow, this seems worse
than usual."
He noticed a police officer walking between the lines of stopped cars,
so he rolled down his window and asked, "Officer, what's the
hold-up?"!
The officer replied, "The President is depressed, so he stopped his
motorcade and is threatening to douse himself with gasoline and set
himself on fire. He says no one believes his stories about why we went
to war in Iraq, or the connection between Saddam and al-Qaeda, or that
his tax cuts will help anyone except his wealthy friends; the press
called him on the lie about Iraq trying to buy uranium from Niger, and
now Campbell Brown is threatening to sue him for a sexual innuendo he
made at a recent press conference. So we're taking up a collection for
him."
The lobbyist asks, "How much have you got so far?"
The officer replies, "About 14 gallons, but a lot of folks are still
siphoning."

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 24 August :: 1.12pm

So I just got back from Mt. Rushmore. Fifteen Hours in car (round trip). @_@ Not counting how long it took us to get to MT. Rushmore from the hotel. Fwee...Will update more later.

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 24 August :: 1.11pm

Accidentally deleted this
:: 2004 20 August :: 8.49 pm
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RRF!
Dude. This is scary:

insanepyrovampy (6:18:59 PM): Hello
max_max330 (6:19:06 PM): how r u
insanepyrovampy (6:19:18 PM): I'm doing alright. Yourself?
max_max330 (6:19:34 PM): I am so good
max_max330 (6:19:49 PM): ready for school?
insanepyrovampy (6:20:23 PM): Hah! Not really. I've been having a nice lazy summer. What about you?
max_max330 (6:20:56 PM): I was busy through the summer finishing up my thesis
insanepyrovampy (6:21:20 PM): What was it on?
max_max330 (6:21:54 PM): it in EE, electromagnetic theory
max_max330 (6:22:25 PM): so what is u studing?
insanepyrovampy (6:23:12 PM): *Laughs* I'm sure you think I'm a lot older than I am, and you'll probly leave after this. I'm a freshman
insanepyrovampy (6:23:16 PM): In highschool
insanepyrovampy (6:23:18 PM): XD
max_max330 (6:23:56 PM): really
max_max330 (6:24:09 PM): would u mind if OI ask how old r u
insanepyrovampy (6:24:56 PM): I would prefer not to disclose this information. *Laughs*
max_max330 (6:26:53 PM): ok
max_max330 (6:27:02 PM): but around what
insanepyrovampy (6:27:20 PM): Why do you ask?
max_max330 (6:27:39 PM): I would like to see if my age is suitable for u or not
insanepyrovampy (6:27:48 PM): Heh. How old are you?
insanepyrovampy (6:27:53 PM): Then I can tell you.
max_max330 (6:28:28 PM): however we can still friends any way
insanepyrovampy (6:28:35 PM): Sure.
max_max330 (6:28:44 PM): age is not a problem for me
max_max330 (6:29:07 PM): I can get any one with any age so happy
max_max330 (6:29:16 PM): I am 30
insanepyrovampy (6:29:34 PM): *Laughs again* I'm in my teens.
max_max330 (6:29:47 PM): 15
max_max330 (6:29:54 PM): or 18
insanepyrovampy (6:30:03 PM): around fifteen
max_max330 (6:30:11 PM): hehehehe
max_max330 (6:30:19 PM): it's ok for me
insanepyrovampy (6:31:14 PM): I have a rule about not dating anyone more than five years older than me. XD
max_max330 (6:31:38 PM): do u have a photo
max_max330 (6:31:41 PM): ok
insanepyrovampy (6:31:59 PM): No. My Digi cam is DEAD.
max_max330 (6:32:18 PM): it may I can make u much more than happy
max_max330 (6:32:43 PM): however I can help u so much in both sides
max_max330 (6:34:36 PM): so what do u think
max_max330 (6:35:23 PM): I can help u with ur study and with experiences in fun
insanepyrovampy (6:36:13 PM): Nah. I totaly can't.
insanepyrovampy (6:36:25 PM): But tell me. What kind of music do you like?
max_max330 (6:37:21 PM): metal. rock, clasic
insanepyrovampy (6:37:39 PM): I'm into techno and rock, mostly.
max_max330 (6:37:51 PM): waaaaw
insanepyrovampy (6:38:00 PM): o.o?
max_max330 (6:39:11 PM): do u like movies
insanepyrovampy (6:39:20 PM): Yea.
max_max330 (6:39:51 PM): what is the last movies u have seen
insanepyrovampy (6:40:44 PM): Uhm...What the ?!# do we Know, HArry Pottr and the Prisoner of Azkaban
insanepyrovampy (6:40:53 PM): *Harry Potter
insanepyrovampy (6:42:44 PM): Ack. I need to go.
insanepyrovampy (6:42:50 PM): Dinner.
max_max330 (6:43:31 PM): I have a phone call would u mind if I respond

I then blocked him, which I beleive made it appear that I logged off.

It was freaking me out.

Anywho, I leave for Mt. Rushmore tommorow. Out of nowhere, my mom was like, "Let's go to Mt. Rushmore!"

So we leave in the morning. o.O This means I miss RPG this week. -___-

My dog is sick.

Love you all.

~.:-Caro-:.~

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 15 August :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: So tired...

Some of the guys were talking about going to see Ailen vs. Preditor, so I was thinking I'd go with them. So I call up my mum and she's like, "You can't go unless an adult drives you!" So she said that if I got all the information that maybe she would take me. So I told Remy to call me when Ike got back so she could get the info. So I called her a few minutes ago and she said, "Well, I don't think either Hunter or DJ is going." Well, that meant that she wouldn't be getting any information any time soon. So, now I wasn't sure I was going to go. So I told my mum as such and she said that she didn't want me to go out cause I looked to tired. x_x That killed that idea. I know I bitch about my mom a lot, but I really do love her. She's just been irritable lately...But it's difinitely been a pain in the ass.

But anyway, anyone who's ever hung out with a group of guys for long periods of time would know how much you just want to be one of the guys. I thought, you know, going to the movie would kind of be like being one of the guys. Though, I think I mostly am considered one of the guys, after all this time. They act like I'm a boy, and I don't mind that. I'm actually really glad.

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 15 August :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: So tired...

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 15 August :: 10.37am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Policy of Truth, by Depche Mode (Good song)

8:46 am Do you ever sometimes just feel like you wanna fucking die, but know you don't really wanna die, but just wanna die anyway,but you still know you know don't really wanna die, so you just want to maim yourself of something...But you know you don't really want to do that either...So you're stuck? Really stuck.

That's how I feel right now.

My mom's being stupid. Stephanie left to go sleep for like, an hour about a half hour ago, but I had to call Stephanie and tell her not to come back, cause we're going out to breakfast with my grandma. WONDERFUL. Just great.

I got one hour of sleep last night. Woo! One whole hour! I went to sleep at four and woke up at five. Yippie!

-____-

So, I'm alone, my mom's pissed off at me, I have to go out to breakfast and RPG (Sweet Salvation) isn't untill noon. *SCREAMS* Ahg! Even my dog has left me alone. No one's online, nothing! The boredome...It hurts so bad...

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 14 August :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: Flash Man's Theme (A very laid back version, however)

shades of grey
7:31 p.m. Waiting for Stephanie who is late, as per usual. Getting bored. Threr are pretty clouds outside as the sun fades, but they too, fade to grey as time passes. It's dark in here. Only the screen on my computer lights my keyboard in the failing light. Tommorow is RPG. I'm dressed kind of anime-like today. Baggy strappy pants, a shirt with an anime fairy, pigtails in my hair and goggles on my head. Fun bunnies. Time seems to be passing slowly, but then again, it always seems to be passing slowly when you're waiting, eh? I haven't talked to Nee in ages. I miss her. Kelly starts school on Moday...I'm going to miss her as well. I myself am quite scared to start high school. Kelly is a pretty strong person. She's had a few hard blows, but she keeps on going. I admire her greatly. She's also having to ride the bus from Laffayette to Denver, every day. So, I'm probably not going to see much of her for alittle while, which majorly sucks. I've been talking to Kate for great amounts of time every day, which is great. It's like the good old days. I still haven't seen her, though, for a long time.
7:41 p.m. Where the hell is Stephanie?I bet she's not coming 'till eight...
7:42 p.m. The sky is still fading into grey... My special edition Pokemon Yellow Version Gameboy is sitting next to me. I picked up my Pokemon Silver Version today and realised I had no Idea where I was or really, what to do. That's just sad. That game (Along with Gold Version) used to absorb all my life. But now it's absorbed by RPGing on the internet. Not like, EverQuest or something. Person to Person with my friends. Mostly plot as opposed to fighting. There's a lot of fighting in Hunter's RPG, but that's okay, because you're actually there, together in a room, rolling dice and laughing together.
7:48 p.m. It's apperantly raining very lightly out, if I heard my dad correctly. I cant see twards the West, so I don't know if it'll rain more or not.
7:50 p.m. She's still not here. I hope she didn't bail on me. That would be super flakey.
7:52 p.m. I hear the Baseball game my parents are watching in the background.All the cheering and yelling. Sounds like fun. I like watching baseball, actually. I think it's fun to watch, but not to play.
7:54 p.m. She's here.

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 14 August :: 12.13pm

The List
Kate and I came up with a list of things you can say when someone says to you, "What's up?" Please send the list (Everything between the two lines) to your friends. We'd apreciate it. ^_^ Comment if you send it.

(And yes, we know most of them are pretty lame.)

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Just whip this thing out whenever someone asks:

"What�s up?"

1. The Sky
2. The clouds
3. The atmosphere
4. The solar system, but that�s not really up, it�s kinda all around, but that includes up, so I guess it counts.
5. The ceiling
6. The ceiling fan
7. The flood lights
8. The ceiling lights
9. The top shelf on book shelf
10. The tree outside
11. The top cupboard
12. The pots and pans hanging from the ceiling
13. The telephone pole
14. The Empire State Building
15. The Eiffel Tower
16. The top of the refrigerator where all the dust bunnies live.
17. The VCR
18. That picture up there�
19. That thing up there by the picture that is up there�Wait�What the hell is that thing up there??
20. The roof
21. The Skylight
22. The spider on the ceiling
23. The fly about to get eaten by the spider
24. The chimney
25. The mountains
26. The stairs
27. The Ozone Layer
28. The way to Oz
29. (Somewhere over) the rainbow�
30. �blue birds (fly).
31. Miscellaneous birds.
32. The pencil I stuck in the ceiling at work
33. The fuzzy things�I swear, hardly anyone else can see them�
34. AHHH! THAT MOSQUITO! *Runs*
35. That rock was before it hit the window�
36. Oooh�butterfly�
37. Airplane
38. Helicopter
39. Stars
40. The second star to the right and straight on till morning.
41. Mount Doom
42. The Heart of Gold
43. That house that fell on the Wicked Witch of the East.
44. An earthquake (if you�re standing on your head)
45. A kick
46. The opposite of down
47. The VCRs that are falling from the sky
48. The men (that it�s raining)
49. That dragon up there�AH! FIRE! Burn! OW!
50. The UFOs (They're looking for me...)

Created By Kate W. and Caroline P.

(To contact, e-mail insanepyrovampy@yahoo.com)
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Hope you enjoy the stupidity of the list.

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 12 August :: 5.57pm

I talked to Kate all night last night. She made me feel better.

Mostly.

Stephanie called this morning and said, "I was worried about you, sweety."
She really cares about me, and I'm starting to get mom to see it...

Mostly.

Mom and I are back on good terms...

Mostly.

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 11 August :: 10.23pm
:: Mood: pissed off

So, mom and I had a huge fight that started out as something else, but ended up being about Stephanie.

It's unfair that she won't fuggin give her a god damned CHANSE! *Slams fists into desk*

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 7 August :: 10.35pm

I SAW THERESA TODAY! WOO!

Yes, it brought back memories, like those of accidentaly stabbing eachother with pencils and getting the lead embeded in our arms...Ahhh, those were the days. *Wistful look*

~Caro

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H2OforDuo

:: 2004 5 August :: 12.24am

Wow this post is stupid.
Girls group today. We went to the reservoir and I was having issues swiming and breathing in the water. XD YOu're supposed to take a swim test but Kelly and I were like, fuck that. So we just went under the rope, and the lifegaurd is staring right at us and she's goot this look on her face like, "whatever." It was funny.

Nothing is going right for my mom right now, so she's really pissy and such.

I might be going to see Theresa on the 'morrow. That would be awesome.

Kelly starts school soon. It's sad. T.T

Much love to you all.

~Caro

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