H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 1 July :: 8.13pm
8 matters of buisness.
1. My dad can't sing.
2. Apparently Hana called, and when my mom answered the phone, she hung up. Gee, I wonder why she called??*Sarcasm drips from the very words she speaks*
3. I'm trying to get hold of Steff so we can get together tonight. My mom has classes till nine, and we can hang untill then, so yea. Her line is busy.
4. Kate left for Australia today. I can't remember when she's coming back.
5. Okay, just got hold of Steffany. She's gonna call me back when she gets back to Gunbarrel.
6. I haven't talked to Nee in what seems like an eon. I MISS YOU! I just know you're gonna call somet time that I can't talk. I can just see it coming. -__-
7. If the woman who is intrested in her buys Sierra she is going to have a great home. One-hundred-forty acres up in Red Feather Lake. I'll be really happy if she buys her. Diane (The woman who owns and runs Medicine Horse) doesn't think Sierra is the right horse for me anyway. Now, it's not like it's ever going to happen, but she thinks that Sundance, Sierra's sister (She was a Premurin foal too, they have the same dad) might be a good horse for me. She's two years old and therefore would require much less time a week as she would not have to be trained. If I bought Sierra I would have to spend at least four days a week training her, plus do the ten hours of voulonteering it takes to get the decreace in board fee. I don't think I'll be able to do the ten hours a week anyway, so that's also a factor in buying a horse. Also, an adult horse costs a LOT more that six hundred dollars.
8. Kelly owes me ten dollars. The boot repair cost twenty. ^_^ So it's all good. Boots be fixed, as of Monday or Tuesday. ^_______^
~Caro
2 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 30 June :: 5.06pm
If you have a livejournal, add me. draconian_dream. Even though I never use it. I intend to start using it, though! XD no matter what, woohu is my foremost journal. I had one and never used it, but I changed it cause I didn't want hana to be able to read it.
And, Woohu kicks LJ's ASS!!!!
Love you guys.
~Caro
4 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 29 June :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: devastated and crying my eyes out
This is going to make me seem like a total spoiled brat, but I need you all to read it. All of it.
It's official. I can't buy Sierra. And another woman is interested in her anyway. I cried so much. SO much. Oh my god. I love her way to much for my own good. I mean, I knew I would never, ever be able to gett her, but I've hoped and prayed that we'd be able to. I've agonized about it, and wished and hoped and prayed so hard that we'd stumble into some money or something.
Hana said I get everything I ever want and that I'm so rich. And I feel bad about even almost being able to get a horse. But she was only six hundred dollars...And we had already discussed that there was no way we'd be able to pay for the boarding money, even if I did the ten hours of voulonteering it takes a week to lower the fee to $250...But that doesn't mean I dont love her more than anything. I'm starting to cry just writing about it. Oh my god. It's just not fair. You're probly all gonna think that Hana is rs right now, but I love her so much. I love her so much! You'd never know how much I love her. Ever. But Mom said that since Megabyte has cost us so much mony, and since she gets so sick, and it costs so much for her vet bills that if Sierra got sick we'd never be able to pay for it, and I love Meg too. And I'd have to put a lot of work into training her but I just don't care! I'd do the voulnteering! I'd do the training! I love her! I absolutely adore her! She's helped me so much! I just can't stand it! I just can't! I want her to be my horse, to love and to care for, who can love me, too. I mean I've been with her since she was like, six months old! And, I mean, I'm not going to be able to see her any more, and I don't know how I'm gonna go see her tommorow without crying, and I don't want anyone there to see me cry! I mean, if I'm crying just writing about it, which I am, how am I going to see her!?? It's just not fair. You probly think I total spoiled rotten kid now, but I don't care if you do cause I love her to death! I really do!!!!!!!! I can't stress that enough. I just can't. That's all I can really say. I love her.
Wow. That was some major thunder right there. It's the hardest I've ever seen it rain, and the lightning is really close....
And I can't stop crying.
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 29 June :: 7.25pm
Okay, it's out in the open. Hana hates me, and frankly, I'm glad. Really glad. She wants to kill everyone that's better than her at anything i.e. Kelly. *Grins at Kelly* You go girl! And she becomes annoyed with all of her friends at some point, and then plats to kill them. And, she does the same with everyone else. Yep. I hope she dies and burns, since she wanted to burn the hurt bird that Steff found. Yepperz.
And there's more, but there is to much to type right now.
Bye all.
~Caro
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 28 June :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: Suprisingly good
:: Music: The awesome techno on CSI
Ahoy!
Well, today was good and bad. Kelly and I get together, but I got yelled at for taking so long to get it all planned, we saw The Stepford Wives, which was all good, we broke my friends boots, which was all bad and then on the way back from dropping off Kelly my dad yelled at me and took me on a guilt tripBut here's how we're gonna fix the boots: instead of buying new one's we're gonna try and get them fixed. My dad knows a good repair place. I asked him about it. So, depending on how much that costs, it's all good. She never needs to know we killed them. ^__________^ I like my plan. And then I can try to buy them from her *Insane laughter* XD
On the 'morrow I'm gonna have to wake upa t like, six because I need to be at Medicine Horse by eight thirty. eh-he. *Little mushroom sigh thingy* Oh well. It should be fun. I'm still working with Emily which is cool. And I get to see mah little Sierra!! ^_^ *Huggles horse* Yesh yesh.
I'm going to try and set up a get together for me and Steffany for next week, as my mother has said that I need to have stuff planned at least the night before or I only have a half hour to figure it out [x_x] because it took about three hours total (Including me trying to get a hold of Kely for an hour) for us to set today up. Hoi. Well, that was today. Woo.
Love you guys.
~Caro
3 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 28 June :: 1.04pm
Hana just called.
It was a wrong number.
2 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 26 June :: 7.28pm
Well, Mandi and I broke up today. Untill school starts at any rate.
Not much else to say, really.
Now about the horses:
We put the three male foals in the arena and watched them play. Seattle is damned fast. I mean, he was like, wicked fast. You could see his muscles bunch under his skin and then he just took off. It was beautiful. And Nevada was a total trouble maker and Niwot, though he was the most smoth in his movements, was a total clutz. XD It was great to see them play and run. Horses are so pretty. ^_^ Sierra (The foal I work with [and LUUUURVE]) used me as a scratching post, as usual. It's better than being used as a kleenex, which happens, too. Ahh, well.
Anywho, I just got a call, so I have to go.
Love you all.
~Caro
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 25 June :: 9.37pm
I want to know how many of you actually read that entry about the horses.
(Titled "Woo. Only read this blah blah blah)
Please comment if you did.
I doubt many of you did XD
~Caro
5 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 25 June :: 8.58pm
Okie Dokey
Here's what I've decided about Hana:
I've known this would happen for a while. To her, people are expendable. She gets bored with people and tosses them aside like old toys.
I'm not going to make the effort. It's fuggin not worth my time. If she wan't it to work, she'll have to make it work. If she doesn't want it to, it'll just happen again. And again and again and again. So it won't work no matter what! If she doesn't want my friendship, well fuck that. I no longer give a shit.
Thank you Nee and Kelly for helping me see the light.
And thank you once again to Kelly and Nee for being people I know would never do that to me.
Love you guys.
~Caro
6 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 24 June :: 10.51pm
Okay.
So it's official. Hana either hates me or is really pissed off at me. Steffany was here and I called Hana for her and when Steff said she was hanging out with me, Hana said "Why the fuck are you hanging out with Caroline?"
I have good hearing.
Sometimes. x_x
Yep. I'm not happy about it. At all.
And Hana, if somehow you still have this link and have been reading my journal: I want an explanation. Is it because I couldn't hang out with you the other day? Or is it because I've gone all "main stream" and "punk goth" or something like that? Have I become annoying to you? Am I being a dumb fuck?! Is it because I can hang out with Hunter and you can't!? Is it because I told you I have a girlfriend and you don't?
I'm hoping she'll get over it, but she doesn't let go of stupid shit like this. Ever.
I almost want to put that list of stupid shyt that she would be angry at me for in my livejournal so I knew for sure that she'd see it. GOD DAMN. It makes me so angry!
But I'll let go of it! SHE wouldn't!
AHG.
~Caro
4 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 24 June :: 7.41pm
Woo (only read this if you want to read about my dealings with the horses)
I doubt any of you are actually going to read all of this.
List of the horses we are working with: Moxie, Gabi, Singapore, Mandy, Cisco, and Kid.
Please bear in mind that the kids I'm working with are eight to ten year-olds.
The horses kept freaking out today. It wasn't that bad but one of the girls who is working with Gabi, (one of the three Passifinos [sp]) who is super sensitive, kept freaking out cause Gabi wasn't really doing what she was supposed to do and it made Gabi freak out even more. And Cisco was all like, "I don't feel like moving, so every time I get to this particular cone in the ring, I'm going to stop and make you work to get me going again!" Yep. Mandy (she's the other mare we're working with besides Gabi) was like, "I'm not going to do what you want me to do! Woot!" and was generally hard to deal with. Kid was being his usual stop and go self and Moxie was playing the Mounting Block Game. Yep. So he was like, "Nuu! I will not let you put that near me and I'm going to be all evasive and stuff and it freaked out the rest of the horses. So it was very chaotic. Several times Mandy refused to stop and actually dragged the person who was leading her. Yea. (Don't worry, they were on their feet the whole time) So that was much "fun". It really wasn't that bad. It was just a little frightening, for all involved.
Yea...
~Caro
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 24 June :: 7.40pm
1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES??
green
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? The Mysts of Avalon
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Nothing. It¡¯s black. And we never really use it.
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
Cranium
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
anything as long as its interesting.
6. FAVORITE SMELL?
Rain
7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? Uhm¡Decaying flesh
8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING? It¡¯s different all the time.
9. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? It would depend on who it is when I look at the caller ID.
10 WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
Love
11. FAVORITE SOUND?
Music, laughter, the sound of my loved ones voices.
12. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Soooo chocolate.
13. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
I dun have a car.
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
Yes. ^_^
15. STORMS COOL OR SCARY?
Way cool.
16. YOUR FIRST CAR:
See above
17. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE:
Nee.
19. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY: April third. Aires.
20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
I don¡¯t eat broccoli.
21. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? Musician or artist.
22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT
BE? I like it the way it is: brown with purple streaks
23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
yeah
24. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Full
25. FAVORITE MOVIE? Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Spaceballs, Pirates of the Caribbean, Starwars, The last Unicorn, My Neighbor Totoro, Princess Mononoke¡The list goes on and on
26. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
Sometimes.
27. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
A bean bag.
28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
two
29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Hockey
30. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
Spiders. And the death of my loved ones and friends.
31. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS
TO YOU:
Hmmm...She¡¯s nice.
32. THE PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I¡¯m not actually sending it to anyone.
33. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO
RESPOND?
Not sending it to anyone.
34. What CD are you listening to in your car stereo
right now?
VNV Nation
35. FAVORITE TV SHOWS? Cowboy Bebop, Evangelion, Friends, Monty Python¡¯s Flying Circus.
36. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
Neither.
37. HAMBURGER OR HOTDOG? Hamburger
38. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? Mountain Dew.
39. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Um. The Grand Canyon was way cool, and I love the Colorado Rockies.
40. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? The ¡°My Pictures¡± one.
~Caro
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 23 June :: 1.47pm
Hooray for my new layout!
I want comments. I need to know if the layout goes with the icon (cause I want to keep the icon) or if it just sucks in general. You know, stuff like that.
Sp00t. Please give me feedback!
~Caro
6 disappointments |
If you must
|
|
H2OforDuo
|
::
2004 22 June :: 10.16pm
every single time mmy dad drinks there is yelling involved. e flipps out a the slightest thing.He alwys makes me pissed off or makes me feel like shit when I've been having a perfectly good day. Then he makes it into a perfucktly shitty day. Yep. It's not like Me and my sister and my mom haven't tried to get him to stop. We have.He just won't.
~Caro
1 disappointment |
If you must
|
|
