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2007 15 November :: 2.36 pm
:: Mood: Kuh-ruh-shed
:: Music: Smother Me - The Used
Hard to say..
My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
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2007 15 September :: 12.37 am
:: Mood: fknSuteki
:: Music: Never Meant To Belong - Shiro Sagisu
Suteki!
What an amazing start to this day.
I even made my mother cry.
Why? What's it to you?
Wow and it's only 37 minutes past midnight.
yeh..
fkn suteki right?
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2007 14 September :: 12.34 am
:: Mood: Okay.
:: Music: Guilty Beauty Love - Miyano Mamoru
REJOICE!
:)
I've made up my mind.
I'm going to marry Miyano Mamoru.
And him Sid and I will move in together and live in Tokyo
forever and ever!
And i will have 3 sons.
^^
The youngest will be named Sasuke and he will be my favourite.
:3
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2007 12 September :: 6.41 pm
:: Mood: Fatigued.
:: Music: One Winged Angel (Metal Version) - Nobuo Uematsu
Watashi wa Arekkushisu desu! :]
My first japanese lesson was incrediblee~
3 of the best hours of my life so far. ^_^
Anyways turns out Kayla [<-Is not her real name] is a lesbian. :3
Or bisexual...I'm not sure...
But if i had to decide i'd say lesbian.
For reasons you'll never know. :]
AndAnd she asked me fer my number, so she could call me and together we could go join the Ect Club.
Anyways today was funny, i stuck a Korean flag on some loser's locker,
but this girl ripped it off ):
A funeral march for the living.
Ironic.
How after spending what seemed like an eternity together,
it was all a waste of time.
Important Time.
In the blink of an eye every single memory we shared
had been altered.
And now I strive to forget them.
Almost as much as I strive to regain the will to forget
you.
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2007 5 January :: 1.13 am
:: Mood: Antsy/Energetic
:: Music: A Bad Current - Endless Hallway
PANSYYYY
okay :]
where do i start;
well first of all pansy [my lipring] was super swollen, therefore my skin ended up growing over the stud. That wasn't very pretty
after i frantically picked at the flesh there, i decided that i would go back to X/S.
The owner fixed it up but ended up having to stretch out a horseshoe ring for my lip. because apparently my lip gets extremely swollen and studs and snakebites would only stun the healing process.
meh its all good though, since i begged her to tapper it. The only other alternative would be to remove my piercing, let it heal and then pierce it again in 2-3 months. ):
PANSY WON'T DIE!!
ps; the whole looks like it when through hell, but it'll heal over soon and look smexy again. -not that it doesn't now. ;D
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2007 2 January :: 12.43 am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: World War Me - From First To Last
Why do we need to be sanitary when the world's so filthy anyway?
I will fucking rip her repulsive face off.
Not only is she a conceited heartless twat,
she's one of the people i am forced to spend every second of my free time with at the institution.
I say that now, but the most horrid part of it all is;
I have to deal with her at moments like this, when my other vice takes over.
m,s, i'm trying to beleive you right now.
But I probably wont be able to.
The only problem is;
nobody will EVER know because this is just the internet and its hard to notice the differences between blue and red.