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2004 31 August :: 9.52pm
i wish i had a portable journal. so then i cud type in here at any moment of the day. i cant rite wat i say here on paper.
1- i can type as fast as im thinking so its easier
2- it flows better wen im on the computer..
2day....
1) what can i say.. spanish is spanish. besides the faact it was 100 degrees in there
2) talked, almost fell asleep. fire alarm woke me up... charleen had an intelligent quote- "If you believe in the cookie, you will live forever". she explained it to me at band but i cant put it the same way she did.
3)english.. better than last yr. but for sum reason 10 minutes into the class, i felt like it was time to leave. i packed up everything and was ready to go, until she sayd turn to pg 125 and i was like.. wait! oh yea we still have 40 minutes left!
4) geometry is confusing.. im scared of that class
5) very good. got standstunes 2004. sounds ok i guess. but the notes are rittin too small and i have to strane my eyes
6) ehh. SAT. test and i did bad. i dont even wana no!
7) also very confusing. but i found out i have a 98 in that class. so its all good!
to sum it up... ive now learned my weaknesses, math and science. sum people are math&science ppl, sum are english&history. i am definitly a english&history person!
my arm hurts and i gota do HW!!! yiipppy!
jennyfer
ps another hurricane is supposed to come.. im scrd! not relly. but i would like to not have skool.
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2004 30 August :: 10.41pm
I HATE FEET! EVERY1 HERE IS TALKING ABOUT FOOT RUBS AND I RELLY DISPISE FEET!
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2004 30 August :: 10.39pm
how can you miss some1 you havent had a normal conversasion with in 4 months sooooooo much?????!!!!!!!
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2004 30 August :: 10.19pm
who am i? i relly dont know. i feel different all the time. i cant explain it.
i CANNOT stop thinking about him. and it drives me crazi cuz i NEVER see him. and i dont know when i ever cud. that jst makes me mad. i wish i cud AT LEAST talk to him...
band practice 2nite was good. i went from totally tired to i was so tired i was acting crazy. i thought i did awesome tonite tho. i worked as hard as i cud... and at the end, i looked at sum1(i wont name names..) thought about how mad i was... and played as loud as i cud... prolly sounded bad, but i got out my anger. and i marched relly good... except wen sum1 tripped me, but i got back on step quick. nothing else to say.(for now at least.. jst wait 5 more minutes)
jennyfer
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2004 30 August :: 3.16pm
why did i post two entries that sayd almost the exact same thing two days in a row..!
i saw the butterfly effect finally. now i have to buy it cuz i like it so much. ASHTON KUTCHER IS HOTT! and so is the kid who plays him in his teens! i couldnt bare it, he was Sooooo HOT!
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2004 30 August :: 3.10pm
no matter how much i deny it.. i still miss the recent past. i say im over it. im not. im rely trying tho. its not working.
and ive gotta stop writtin in this every 5 minutes. im so addicted. last nite i had an urge to rite in it at like 2 oclock in the morning.
btw.. cockroach in my room last nite. had to sleep on the pullout couch in the office. mayb thats y i had the urge to rite here. i saw the laptop.. and i had to hold myself back. thats bad.........
football game is friday!!! i cant wait! pep rally... woohhoooo!!! the first of the season is always the most exciting!
*annoy me here*
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2004 30 August :: 3.04pm
if you break up with sum1... damn it tell them the truth!
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2004 30 August :: 2.56pm
:: Mood: perty damn good.
how are you reading EXACTLY what im thinking??? stop it!!! ahhhh
2day i saw sum1 i havent seen since the last day of skool last yr.i reliezed how much i loved being around him. he made me smile everytime i saw him, and most of all made me laugh no matter how mad or sad i was about sum1. that all came back to me the moment i saw his smile. from that period on all i cud do was smile. and i still am. i jst hope that if its meant to be with us (which i relly relly wish for!!) then we will see each other more often now. i cant stop thinking about him!
jennyfer
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2004 30 August :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: confused
Who wrote this?!
"Here's your free comment."
Just wondering. Usually I can figure it out, but I can't seem to find this particular IP address anywhere...
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2004 29 August :: 6.59pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Children of Eden-Sailor of the Skies
OHHHHHH YEAHHHH BABY!
So after church today (in which my voice was being oddly agreeable!) my mom goes "So, I was thinking about next summer...maybe during the end of that music camp in Maine, Brian and I could go visit some of his relatives in Maine, and then pick you up and look at a few colleges like Princeton, Yale, and Harvard! Then we could go to Vermont and ride the icelandic ponies for a few days, and then make a quick stop in New York to see Avenue Q! How does that sound?"
Ummm...how does that sound?! LIKE THE BEST SUMMER IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!!
If you're a musical person, go to http://www.encore-coda.com/ and CHECK IT OUT!! It's only got EVERYTHING a musical person could want!!
Among other things, there's Chorus, Madrigal Choir, Jazz Choir, Conducting, Musical Theatre, Dance, Sailing, Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Chamber Music, Musicianship, Performance, Tennis, Volleyball, an hour of practice per day, and private instruction!!! WHOOO!!! Could it get any better?!
Oh, and it's for 3 1/2 or 7 weeks (if you do the full session) in Maine. Just a little detail. :-D
My bird bit me again. Apparently I'm too nice to him and he thinks that he's above me in the pecking order. I cried again. I seriously have not cried in the longest time! Not out of being cold-hearted or afraid to cry, (I still clearly remember feeling extremely comforted when a children's sermon once had the moral of 'it's okay to cry!') I just haven't had anything to cry about! I think it surprises me when he bites me, hurts, and makes me sad that the bird I loved so much is being so agressive.
Watched The Pajama Game and Brother Bear last night. I'm SOOO excited for The Pajama Game at school!!! IT'S SUCH A CUTE MUSICAL!! AHHH!! Brother Bear was also cute. Those moose are funny!
I've decided that unrequited love from both sides (being the one who loves and is not loved, AND being the one who does not love) SUCKS. Like, both almost equally. It hurts to know that someone likes you and not like them back if you have a semi-strong friendship with them. :-(
Oh, and in other news, HE'S NOT A LIAR! If you don't know what this is in reference to, ask. But anyway, I feel a lot better because of it! I wasn't stood up in some odd backwards way! Hooray!
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2004 29 August :: 2.42pm
crap. i jst reliezed sumthing. on my birthday wen i blew out my candles, i didnt wish for anything. thats very weird. and i dont know why either!
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2004 29 August :: 2.21pm
2day has been ok. i woke up around nine cuz i looked at my sucky wall clock that i can barely read and thought it was almost 12..? about an hour lateer wen it was only 1050 i kinda reliezed there mite b sumthing rong with that. i didnt eat breakfast. but i made chicken wings for lunch. second day in a row i made that for lunch. then i watched "Junior" , a movie... then there was nothing on tv so here i am now.
i got a new flute yesterday for marching season. it was $195. they wouldnt rent me one so they gave me a good price. they supposively wont rent instruments for marching season. ohwell. this was cheaper ne way. cuz for 1 season of marching, to rent a flute is $95. i have three seasons left... so ya. it wud be about 90 dollars more to rent. and this plays fairly well so i can use it anytime i want if me other flute isnt workin too well at the time.
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2004 28 August :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Rent-Santa Fe
Ow!
My damn bird just bit me on the lip REALLY hard! Why the hell he's really agressive towards me and no one else in the family I don't know. But geez...I started crying it hurt so much!
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2004 28 August :: 5.31pm
i feel like this is the only place i can say wat is acually on my mind. no1 understands me. and wen i explain.... well it jst dont seem to help. it jst makes them mad cuz they take it the rong way. so lately everytime i dont have ne thing to do i have a very STRONG urge to rite on here. idont know if any1 acually reads wat i rite but it doesnt matter. cuz its relly helpin me that i can say wat is on my mind and not worry.
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2004 28 August :: 4.13pm
supposively im depressed and i have no one to go to...?
thats strange...
flute lessons this mornin went ok. i had a relly bad tone quality tho and it made me relly mad.
i jst got back from cadence where i had to get my good flutey fixed and try to rent one for marching. but they wouldnt let me rent one. so we bought this one thats like 195 dollars. im playin it now and its pretty good.
jennyfer
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