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2003 25 December :: 12.21 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
sick of it and all of u bitches who have no lives
this is it. im not taking n e more shit from anybody. i cannot stand the people who come here and post bitch comments on mt journal bc no ones asking u to read my stuff. u dont like me, well thats just too damn bad. i know who 2 of u r so lemme just tell u to watch it bc as soon as i talk to u its not gunna b pretty. this journal is now only open to those who i know i can trust to read it and thos who rnt stupid fuckers who have no lives. thanks for ruining such a great thing, get lives. thanks to all of the people who are mature enough to read this and not act like 5 year olds.
if ur listed as one of my friends and wanna read my stuff log in and ull be able to see it.
for the last time...
all my rockstar lovin-
danielle morgan
ps. i hate u too.
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2003 20 December :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: lovestruck
:: Music: crash into you- dave matthews band
i hope you had the time of your life....
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
.....for what its worth it was worth all the while, its something unpredictable, but in the end its right, i hope you had the time of your life.....
---- Green Day
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2003 15 December :: 6.19 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: christmas list- simple plan
sry its been so long since ive updated, heres some awesome stuff thats been goin on lately...
JiNgLeBaLl!!!!!!: OMG me and stephanie had waayyyy too much fun it was craazy. okay so we knew that our seats sucked so bad but we didnt actually know how badly the sucked until we got there and the usher seated us. okay picture this....the highest level in madison square garden, on the side of the arena in the LAST row in the whole place. but that little problem ceased to phase us bc just being there and listening to the amazing music made up for it. so anyway someone bad was on stage and me and steph decided to go get some tee shirts. we're going up on the escalator and i see this guy and im like hmm he looks familiar to me, but w/e bc i couldnt figure it out. so then the guy looks at me and hes like "danielle?" and i was like OMG and i finally realized that it was my friend lee from fire island who i havent seen in like 4 years. his parents have known my parents for like ever bc they used to live in my bedroom at the beach before i was born. lee and i used to be like biffers back in the day and it was sooo good to get to see him again! (o and he got soooo hot! i absolutely love when ppl r hott lol) it turns out he was 2 levels lower than us and had 2 extra tickets so we ended up sitting there....talk about lucky! the concert was AMAZING. simple plan, matchbox 20 and beyonce were the best. matchbox 20 and simple plan r my new obsessions. I LOVE THEMMMM!
SkIiNg!!!!: i went to vt with the glickmans and the bargmans this weekend and we went skiing for the 1st time this season. there were only like 2 runs open but hey, it was awesome anyway. its amazing how if u go to a place enough it starts to feel like home to u. they know what i want for breakfast at the hotel and always have it premade for me when i come, the restaurants, the mountain and everything has just become so familiar and i love it. nothing is like a skiing experience at killington.
so thats basically what ive been up to, ill update later...
xoxoxooxox-
DaNiElLe MoRgAn
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2003 5 December :: 4.54 pm
:: Mood: mischievous
those of u who write bitch comments on my woohu, i would watch it bc i know who u r.....
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2003 4 December :: 6.37 pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: uncle fucker- southpark movie
THE DAY FROM HELL: 12/5/03
tomorrow is absolutely the worst day EVER.
My Schedule
1. Biology: Test on chemistry. if someone would like to explain to me why we're having a chem test in bio, i would really enjoy hearing this. mrs. margolis didnt teach us anything and i am SO screwed.
2. Biology: Continuation of above. ahh yes, lets see how torturous we can make your morning.
3. Spanish: nothing, just a relaxing period of nothingness...not a common thing for tomorrow.
4. English: Research project. uggh god, nothing more to say.....
5. Global: Test. I guess it really is possible to cover 1000 years in 50 questions. its amazing how crafty teachers can be....
6. Lunch: Chorus, eat, back to day of hell......
7. Math: Quiz. Ms. A is a bitch. I hate that class. her quizzes are mean. another 44 miserable minutes drraaaagggg by....
8. Italian: Quiz. Yet another thing to add to my day. not like italian is ever a burden, but still, a break would be nice.
uggh i hope i dont die before the day is done...
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2003 29 November :: 6.08 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: going under- evanescence
alone
when i think of you i cant imagine why i feel the way i do,
but all those feelings come rushing back as soon as i am around you,
i dont want to be alone in this battle for your heart,
i want you to feel the need to fight to feel me in your arms,
i hate how you ruined the chances of this ever coming true,
i hate how you make it so hard for me to feel the way i do,
but when i see you smile, hear your voice, feel your touch,
i finally realize why it is that i love you so much.
---i really thought i was stronger than this...why cant i be stronger than this?
NYangel1327: time will heal all
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
wise words from one of the best people i know, i cannot tell you how awesome u r, thanks for everything....
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2003 28 November :: 6.55 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: AHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OMG I JUST GOT A CALL FROM HAVANA JEANS AND I WON THE JINGLE BALL TICKETS!!!! WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?!!? OMG I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOHHOOOOOOO!!!!
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2003 27 November :: 12.10 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: i'd do anything- simple plan
how do i love thee.....or do i love thee?
your witty comments,
your quick remarks,
your mean and hurtful ways,
you made me miserable,
you made me sad...angry...
but your smile,
your laugh,
the way you look at me,
the way you hold my hand when we're talking,
i thought you were gone,
thought you were out of my life,
but when i see you all i want to do is hug you,
you made me sad, you made me angry...
but you make me laugh,
you make me smile,
you make me wanna be in your arms
i hate you-
but maybe i love you too
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2003 24 November :: 10.17 pm
:: Mood: relaxed
ToP 5 hOtTiEs Of DaNiElLe'S cUrReNt LiFe!!!
*steve toale....queer eye for the straight guy's son, im a 1st yr college, close with my family type guy, too bad im just the same age as his sis lol...uggh he is sooo gorgeous
*gregory smith..."feel bad for me hottie", theres just something about him, i cant put my finger on it but i just cannot get enough ephram
*toto...guido hottie, romantic, look at me im gorgeous and have an accent! wooohoo!! if u dont think hes good lookin' theres somethin wrong with ur eyes
*ashton kutcher...just plain hottie, i cannot explain this guy, hes just so....UGGH!!! i could look at pix of him forever and be totally mesmerized ::SIGH::
*"hot tom" aka tom welling...my eyes can hypnotize u hottie, and let me just say they really REALLY can. oh and his smille...hes just yummy
sry had to get that out....wow i love it when people are hot :)
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2003 24 November :: 6.55 pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Breathe: Blu Cantrell & Sean Paul
gobble, gobble, gobble, gobble...
this week is soo awesome.
MONDAY: spanish test, think i did awesome. got mostly the same answers as gabi (gabi always gets spanish right, so im feelin good about that one) watched nuevo cinema paradiso in l'italiano....toto is gorgeous, i want to be elena soooo badly.... ::SIGH::
TUESDAY: math test...uggh dreading that but thats at the end of the day and i get to watch nuevo cinema paradiso afterwards so its all good. aaron flies in during the late afternoon/evening....so excited, u have no clue
WEDNESDAY: aaron comes to school!!! CANNOT WAIT! wayyyy too much fun today. no tests/quizzes, hopefully no hw, and the last day b4 a vacation!!!
THURSDAY: i absolutely love this day. thanksgiving= turkey, stuffing, homemade pies, family and new outfits to wear...omg sooo much fun
lots and lots of thanksgiving lovin...
dml
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2003 23 November :: 10.00 pm
:: Mood: tired
yeah im free, free fallin'.................
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2003 21 November :: 11.22 am
:: Mood: miserable
:: Music: rustling of papers from peoples english essays...
...and every day is the worst day ever...
i dont think that today could have gotten any worse. honestly, i feel like i want to cry. to start the day off, i come into school and 2nd period i go to gym. i do my usual routine of prancing around on the balance beam and making my klutzy attempts to do any sort of trick with my feet in the air. the period finally ends so i go into the locker room. i find my backpack on the floor totally open (which i made sure it wasnt when i left it there) all the zippers open as well and my north face jacket gone. someone also went through ellens jacket pockets and took her lipgloss and eyeliner. we were really mad. to anyone whos sweatpants i have ever taken from the lost and found this is an apology for that. it doesnt feel good to be stolen from. okay so i thought nothing of the fact that my bag was on the floor open, but the fact that my $150 fleece was missing made me wanna scream. who the fuck would take that?!? its bad enough that someone stole ellens stuff and went through my bag, but took my jacket?? so i walk to spanish where i open my bag to find that all of the money that i had in my bag is GONE, and i hope to god that i letf my phone home today because that is no longer there either. gabi, kate and briggette said that their bags were on the floor of the locker room too when they got back from gym, so i know i wasnt the only target. i wanted to cry. i sat there for about 10 mins while mrs. lehv called the gym and told them about my money and jacket, when i realized that i had wore my jacket into the old gym and left it on the bleachers. so i went back to get it and thank god thats where it was, bc if i had gone home without my jacket i swear my parents would not have let me see tomorrow. so i got my jacket back...day brightens up a little bit, but i am still $15 in the hole and another $90 if my phone was in my bag 1st period.
time for the spanish quiz. 4 activities. on the 1st 3, i get not a single one wrong. i fuck it up on the last activity getting 3 wrong, landing myself with an 85. uggh god. i want to go home, scream into a pillow, cry, go under my covers and never come out again....
in the words of one of the best childrens books ever written...
"it was a no god, very bad day..."
- Alexander And The No Good Very Bad Day
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2003 19 November :: 10.53 am
:: Mood: pissed off by the rain
:: Music: listening to adam laugh bc of "flaming bag of poo" uggh oh god lol
squeeze, in the middle, smack dab in the middle.....
okay, so 2 of my friends r fighting. they both come to me and complain about eachother and i really dont know what to do. as far as im concerned, theres no way for me to get out of this since they both come to me to vent. i try and stay as neutral as possible by just saying "oh" and just saying stuff like "why dont you talk to her". although they always come to me for this type of stuff bc god knows ive been in enough fights of my own, no matter how many times i tell them to work it out and have them tell eachother how they feel. i understand what its like to feel like forgetting someone because tjhey're causing you so much anger and frustration but letting go is not what you need to do. if you have any advice on this situation for me, please post a comment...i need as much help here as i can....
-dml
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2003 13 November :: 6.17 pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: U2- stuck in a moment
like other things, i just dont know...
i dont believe i couldve picked better music for this entry...right on target. lately ive been feeling like the world has frozen me in time. everything is changing and i feel just the same...i dont change with the times. i feel like im being left in the past, feet stuck in the mud, and i cant break free of that. i want to run and just jump back into the moving picture, but i cant get out of this freez frame. no, forget that. i am the freeze frame, stuck inside a moving film. i want to be part of it but i cant free myself from this invisible box which has bound me in. to those of u who can relate, u understand this feeling...
I'm just trying to find, a decent melody,
A song that I can sing,
In my own company,
I never thought you were a fool,
But darlin' look at you,
You've gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight,
These tears are going no where baby,
You've got to get yourself together,
You've got stuck in a moment,
And now you cant get out of it,
Don't say that later will be better,
And now you're stuck in a moment, and you cant get out of it
And if the night runs over,
And if the day won't last,
And if our way should falter,
Along the stony pass,
It's just a moment
This time will pass...
-U2
on another note, aaron is coming home in 2 weeks and i cant say that im not excited. i miss him so much! i talked to him on the phone the other day for 45 minutes and i miss his voice. he told me that hes getting converse shoes and growing his hair out. he also stopped wearing his hats :(. i hope that CA hasnt jaded him too much lol. well hes still my homie n e way lol. god i cant wait until thanksgiving week! so much good is coming within those days...food friends, days off......what an awesome time. i absolutely cannot wait.
It's just a moment
This time will pass...
love love and more love...
danielle
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2003 11 November :: 9.34 pm
:: Music: me against the music
goldberg is my life <3
Goldglove105: i love u like a fat kid loves cake
DML xoxo: i love u more than that lol
Goldglove105: i luv u like morgan loves dick
DML xoxo: yea i dont think i can beat that lol
CLASSIC. simply CLASSIC .
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