goobs827
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2006 25 January :: 8.48pm
One Year...
In contracts, dollars
In funerals, in births
In 525,600 minutes
How do you figure a last year in earth?
Figure in love.
Rest.In.Peace.<3
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2006 9 January :: 7.27pm
"The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion. It should transcend a personal God and avoid dogmas and theology. Covering both the natural and the spiritual, it should be based on a religious sense arising from the experience of all things, natural and spiritual as a meaningful unity. If there is any religion that would cope with modern scientific needs, it would be Buddhism."
~Albert Einstein
Buddhism is the shit
here's to hoping my immune system doesn't kill me!
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 7 December :: 4.45pm
this is one of the best songs i've ever heard in my life...
Time And Time Again
by Chronic Future
Inspiring, shining, rising
And when you're in my way
I'm not dividing me from you cause we're working together
Perfect in its splendor like the currents of the weather
The splinter in my center hindering all of my pleasure
Is me manifested as you in this endeavor
Once responsibility is taken I can render
Experience to be however I want to remember
Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
Put yourself through the scariest of scenarios
Enter experiences you normally wouldn't dare to go
It's all for the character and the arogant afterglow
Of knowing it's appearance according to your patterns of growth
And what your parents handed down to you to handle
Make sure you carry torches when they're puttin out your candles
Prediction can be unkind but unwind them still
Don't erase the part of you that's responsible for your will
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
Well I've seen you and those things you do
And the way you hide that shadow can't be good for you
Your dark defines your light
There's some utterly damaged particles to deal with
And if I stutter I'm sorry but it's hard to feel swift
When stuck in my stomach is a cannon ball anchor to life
I've been pushing it down pretending it doesn't exist
Well this is what happens when you're pissed about being pissed
You dig yourself so deep you resist just to resist
And there's no way to get back experiences you missed
So start right now today and risk furiousness for bliss
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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2005 28 November :: 7.24pm
:: Music: nothing
thats it
i am so sick of everything right now..not to mention how HORRIBLe shit with my mom is..i cannot deal with so many people right now..and you complain when i don't make an effort and then i start making an effort and you talk about me behind my back and don't want me to be there..and surprisingly shit like that hurts me..because maybe you don't like me so much now..im not so sure if you even know me anymore but i don't feel like it's too late until suddenly im there in an awkward situation and i realize that any effort now is just worthless..i hate this so much..i hate to think it's too late..and i hate to feel on the outside so much..at least pretend you still like me..its bad enough that i feel replaced..and maybe its completely my fault but now that i'm trying to make up for it there's just no use..i dunno..im so fed up with everything..i just needed to vent..i wish people were still here for me..theres a small few i can rely on..oh and if you ever need me..ill still be here
cheri
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goobs827
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2005 26 November :: 3.50pm
:: Mood: hopeful
i <3 brand new
I've got desperate desires and unadmirable plans
My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent
Bring you back to the bar
Get you out of the cold
A sober, straight face gets you out of your clothes
And they're scared that we'll know
All the crimes they'll commit
Who they'll kiss before they get home
I will lie awake
Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you
Let you fall for every empty word I say
Barely conscious in the door where you stand
Your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes its demands
You laugh at every word trying hard to be cute
I almost feel sorry for what I'm going to do
And your hair smells of smoke
Who will cast the first stone?
You can sin or spend the night all alone
Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold
In the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone
You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start
If you let me have my way I swear I'll tear you apart
Cause it's all you can be
You're a drunk and you're scared
It's ladies night, all the girls drink for free
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 8 November :: 10.08pm
"Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing...that if at the end, when I come to lay down the reins of power, I have lost every other friend on earth, I shall at least have one friend left, and that friend shall be down inside me."
~Abraham Lincoln~
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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2005 4 November :: 4.24pm
duz everyone feel this alone?
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 30 October :: 7.02pm
The time has come for colds and overcoats.
We're quiet on the ride,
we're all just waiting to get home.
Another week away, my greatest fear.
I need the smell of summer,
I need its noises in my ears.
If looks could really kill,
then my profession would be staring.
Please know we do this cause we care
and not for the thrill.
Collect calls to home
to tell them that I realize
that everyone who lives will someday die
and die alone.
And we won't let you in.
Though we're down and out.
No we won't let you in.
You win, you win, you win...
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 9 October :: 2.10pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: coheed
this is way too fun...THURSDAY BABY!
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You've been totally Bzoink*d |
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 10 September :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: stressed
9/11 Never Forget
Skylines & Turnstiles
You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out
Well if you take me down
Or would you lay me out
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now, now, now
We walk in single file
We light our rails and punch our time
Ride escalators colder than a cell
This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Tell me we go from...
And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapor
Steel corpses stretch out towards an ending sun, scorched and black
It reaches in and tears your flesh apart
As ice cold hands rip into your heart
That's if you've still got one that's left
inside that cave you call a chest
And after seeing what we saw
can we still reclaim our innocence?
And if the world needs something better
let's give them one more reason now
This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Tell me we go from here...
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 5 September :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: sad
<3
I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...
...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...
Tonight...
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 12 August :: 12.52am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: tbs-bonus mosh pt II
life is good..i <3 my job
Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle I Limbo PETA Members
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Rednecks, DMV Employees
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow George Bush
Circle IV Rolling Weights General asshats
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Boston Red Sox
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Osama bin Laden
Circle VII Burning Sands Ashlee Simpson
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Republicans, Scientologists
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell
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goobs827
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2005 17 July :: 12.51pm
:: Music: blink182-not now
love this too much....
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 22 May :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: the used~sound effects and overdramatics...
and you got all turned on by the taste of your sin...
People can be so unbelievably rude. It's just incomprehensible to me how disrespectful some people are. Just absolutely no regard for reality and no courtesy. And nobody can tell me i don't have the right to judge these people, because you know what? I DO. Stupidity and immaturity deserve to be known. Whatever, I'm just glad that the people I associate myself with don't feel the need to be drunk 24/7 to enjoy their lives. Yeah, I don't care who you are reading this...you've absolutely proven that you deserve no respect from me or anyone else. And the funny thing is that some people will just look at me saying this like I have serious problems...when in actuality, who's the one repressing all their emotions? Hmm...certainly not me. Does it look like I'm holding anything back?
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2005 16 May :: 11.00pm
liked this one...
Your Political Profile
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Overall: 15% Conservative, 85% Liberal
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Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Personal Responsibility: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
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Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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