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chocolatemilk

:: 2006 5 December :: 9.18pm

you still exist?

HA!

[sorry about that, nathan]

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loserxdork

:: 2006 5 December :: 11.42pm
:: Mood: frustrated

Sooooooo I've sent countless emails to many people for babysitting positions and I'm just waiting on getting replies, I've looked into live in positions as well so that way I could move out of the house, and that would be nice. I'm not getting my hopes up though. All I really need to make is like $250 a week and I should be ok. I put an ad up on craigslist too and hopefully that brings a few responses. I made a channukah list which consists of:

1.a pair of uggs
2.the rent soundtrack
3.panic! at the disco CD (which my moms ex boyfriend broke)
4.the movie patch adams
5.the movie jack
6.the movie click
7.giftcards to stores
8.a juicy tracksuit, or just the hoodies

and I haven't really though of much else yet.

So, I'm waiting on my capital one card to see if I get accepted and I applied for a bloomingdales card so I can get 10% off when I shop. I feel bad cause I told my sisters that I would get them uggs for channukah and if I don't get a job before then I definitely wont be able to afford them but whatever, it isn't my fault, my dad had to fire me righ before the holidays.

You wanna hear something really fucked up? The day my dad fired me, like, before we got to work, he let me buy him breakfast. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT? Whatever.

My mom wants me to see a psychiatrist and I should go but I don't know, I guess I will, whatever.

That is all for now, kinda tired so I'm gonna get off the computer soon.

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aerii

:: 2006 27 November :: 8.16pm

Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.

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aerii

:: 2006 23 November :: 5.48pm

okokok
sooo


shiny toy guns are coming to spokane december 6th
and i dont have college classes the second half of that week.
so
im going

and im excited.

and its only $10.

sooooooooooooooooooooooo
i know who's going with me too.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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aaron

:: 2006 21 November :: 9.54am
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: The big medley on Michael's computer

...or maybe not.

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aerii

:: 2006 20 November :: 6.12am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: house of the rising sun

tomorrow
will
be
a
fabulous
day

because...

"the
devil
and
god
are
raging
inside
me"

will be beautiful
when i buy it tomorrow
and fall
in
love
with
brand new
all
over
again.

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loserxdork

:: 2006 16 November :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: calm

It's my birthday.
Happy 18th birthday to me!!

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aerii

:: 2006 13 November :: 5.58am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: blink-182

i wish we knew how



Watch your fears flow
And please don't loose me while you're looking for yourself
Cause you know I would wait;
Forever and a day

So when we grow up, finally
Old and alone
Let's not forget what it felt like
To be in this moment, nowrightnow

Baby, there's no need to worry
This feeling is only temporary
With time it will wash away, like those stains you left on the carpet
From the last time we went wrong
And I yell the words I wish were mine
And hope you understand, but you just don't
Understand

Well, maybe I'll just sit here and listen as your voice rises
Sending shivers up my spine, goosebumps down my arms
And pushing me further down this hole named lust
You're stealing my breath, slowly but steadily
While your words catch me by my heart strings,
And pull...

There's the boy at the corner market selling his lemonade,
Dirty knees and elbows, smiling.
I saw his tears, sending brown streaks down his rosy cheeks
He reminded me of you darling.

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aerii

:: 2006 9 November :: 3.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: jacob butcher - skyscrapers



hehe.

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aerii

:: 2006 1 November :: 5.31am

really fucking funny halloween joke...





"Girl walks up to the whale girl and says....

First hott girl says:
Hey girl with the name that starts with "A" and ends with "X".

We can't celebrate Halloween at school. SOOOOOOOOOO

take that fat suit off!!!!!!!!



ahahaha

forth meal?"



leik omg, lets make fun of people!!

it would have been funnier if she had the guts to say it to my face, cause i would have fucking beat the shit out of her.

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aerii

:: 2006 26 October :: 4.22am

hehe <3

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Aaron

:: 2006 25 October :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: Final.
:: Music: The Used

Flags of Dawn
this darkness would
eclipse our will
a cold wind blows
across these hills
a swinging gaze
from a hangman's tree
a crow's nest view
of what's left to see
the light that's formed
of saints return the silence to the snow
still beneath the craters waiting
for this time to grow

so hold on
hold tight
open daylight
we will overcome

so put away your fear
the morning star will soon appear
and bring an end
to this dark night
and we must run if we're to meet the light
watered by the blood of martyrs
blessed and blind as sons and daughters
sleep with one eye open
and live with both eyes shut
so let's find the place where sight begins
and see the things that we saw when our
eyes were bright and wet against the light

and hold on
hold tight
open daylight
we will overcome

open your eyes
over the new sight
fly the flags of dawn

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aerii

:: 2006 25 October :: 4.41am
:: Mood: excited

My parachute didn't open
and when my back up failed
the pixie dust prevailed
and i woke up next to you
all i wanted was to hold you

i was born in a city
however small
it held a hospital
the location where i came into being
it was all down hill from there

what do you do
when your lifes a disaster
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe

what do you say
if someone is right but
you disagree
even if its the truth

i was told you are depressed
by a little bird
that was severly hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows
as it convulsed on the pavement
it whispered i am hated
your genetic flaws
i said say it all
you cant decipher reflections from reality
but neither can i

i noticed neither can i

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biodomer

:: 2006 24 October :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: accomplished

MY OWN COMP.
I didnt think i would ever get a computer of my own. But I DID. It's totally weird. I bought it a few months ago, but I didn't have internet access for ....oh....EVER.

But finally, I went to Best Buy and got my Linksys. So I can finally communicate like every other human being.

Hoo-effing-RAY.

Caitlin

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aerii

:: 2006 23 October :: 6.01pm

everything is good again prettyymuch.

yeahh. today wasnt that great of a day but you know, everyone has their moments haha.

nicole makes delicious food. eli is good at honking at old people and driving on the wrong side of the road. beau gives me kisses on the cheek. and i met some russians today.

morgan makes me happy cause she likes to talk with me :D thats good stuff
and jordan is a sweetie and i missed brett bretterson so i;m glad i saw him today and gots to hug him and all that jazzy jazz.

i cannot wait till saturday so's i can hang with those supurb designated drivers, hells yeah.

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