My Journal

:: 2006 27 July :: 12.09am

summer is fun again. heh. amazing how little effort it took.

umm. i really with christina weren't mad at me. it really pisses me off because i feel like im not her bff anymore, and i guess she kinda feels that from me too... im not a great bff.

i hope katie comes and hangs out with us tomorrow, that would be fun cause i miss her. haha.

it was good seeing anthony and raelynn again. i haven't seen them for a while.. mitchel and beth too. (im better friends with beth now, yay!) OOOh and mandy and tori too. i <3 them.

i miss people, i should hang out more instead of lying on my couch watching basic cable.

:: 2006 25 July :: 7.58pm

I finally ordered my new camera. I'm totally excited.

its so hot here... and i ripped my favourite pair of pants. :(

and I get to see blondie. mother fucking debbie harry!!

alastar

:: 2006 25 July :: 12.29pm

stalking quietly, shhh, through the jungle

I could hear the bones crepitating in Her throat as She worked Her mandible back and forth

grinding and _cracki_ng

and She unhinged Her jaw, opening wide with strings of saliva cascading from tooth to tooth.

swaying from side to side, hypnotizing with fierce and
glaring rapacious eyes that singed my skin

as the fangs unfolded.

- - | - -
I didn't even see Her move
or feel the fangs as they sank into my throat

all I felt was the pressure
the suffocation

the rich and saccharine venom being pumped into my esophagus
by the syringes of Her fanges

- - | - -
the trails are darkly carved in, narrowly avoiding arteries

and my skin is
perforated by serrated teeth
bruised around the punture wounds
numbed from within

by ataractic poison

slightly infected; they remind me of You

:: 2006 23 July :: 1.13pm

my oreos melted...

and i keep smelling and tasting cigarettes...

:: 2006 23 July :: 8.55am

i feel icky

:: 2006 17 July :: 12.28am

that was so much fun.

i love envy on the coast and agent sparks.

that concert was so much fun.

my ears and throat dont work. i lost my voice haha.

too bad 30 seconds to mars would only sign their merchandise... that was fucking dumb..

:: 2006 15 July :: 10.51pm

I really want to learn how to fly airplanes.

Like really really really bad.

rawrg.

:: 2006 15 July :: 9.22am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: living in a dollhouse - long knives

i cannot wait for sunday.

[i make the shortest and boring-est journal entries]
haha

Aaron

:: 2006 11 July :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: Solemn
:: Music: Drops of Jupiter, Train

"...And with a note of Finality"
I've said in the past that First Love never dies...

-pulls trigger-

...I lied.

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Aaron

:: 2006 9 July :: 5.56pm

Four hours and thirty-seven minutes.

Holy-crap.

I used to make fun of people for talking that long...and I just did it. I feel bad though, her mom was angry...She couldn't figure out what we could talk about for that long...and to tell the truth, neither can I.

I test at Sylvan tomorrow morning. I have to get tutored in Algebra II so I can pass the Asset tests and get into a decent math course. I need my AA when I graduate so I can apply for WSU or WWU.

Start work Tuesday morning.

I might have a French dude come live in my house for three weeks. That'd be seriously awesome.

I'm hungry.

I need food.

-Later-

:: 2006 9 July :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: nauseated
:: Music: queen bitch

i dont want to be here

:: 2006 8 July :: 3.00pm

rawr!!

its so scary!!

:: 2006 3 July :: 11.24am

i feel so bad, but i feel like i dont know the whole story.

i am disappointed... she knows better.

i say sorry too much.