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:: 2006 3 July :: 12.26am

foweijflskdfjlskdj

how can you be so fucking dumb....

i hope she isnt grounded all summer..

:: 2006 1 July :: 1.00pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: am i wrong - love spit love

i wish i had enough money for my camera.... sigh.

anyway, i dunno if i should go to mitchels party thing. I dont want gabby to be there. eoriusdlkgjsldkfj

im bored...

:: 2006 28 June :: 9.25am

i need to get a job

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:: 2006 27 June :: 10.45pm

i would hug you if my arms werent so nubbly

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:: 2006 26 June :: 5.16pm
:: Mood: tired

haha

i dunno what im doing

the people im hanging out with are weird.

thats all i have to say right now

<3<3

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:: 2006 24 June :: 10.12pm

i dont know what to say.

and i dont know what to feel anymore.

i dont know whats wrong with me.

but im sick of it and i wish i weren't this way....

:: 2006 24 June :: 2.31pm

i dont even know what to think anymore.

except, people change. if they want to or not.
it just happens and there isnt a fucking thing i can do about that.

so if you dont like me, dont pretend to like me ok.

i just hurts more..

lillypad

:: 2006 22 June :: 9.10pm

i don't believe in the word forever

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fallenfairy

:: 2006 20 June :: 1.06pm

Same-sex intercourse for the win.

:: 2006 16 June :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: pessimistic
:: Music: the honorary title

i lost my camera on the city bus thursday morning.
and i have absolutely no hope of ever getting it back.

i am so fucking bored.
and i miss matthew.

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rawr rawr rawr
i wish i was ungrounded.

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:: 2006 13 June :: 4.51pm
:: Mood: hurt

you forgot? honestly?

c'mon, you can come up with a better excuse

:: 2006 11 June :: 8.14pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: ryan cabrera

haha

im happy

ummm

lalalalala

i dont know what to say
i like this song
and this keyboard
and you
and matthew michael lopane

ummmmmmmmmmmmm

and ashlee simpson

ohhhh yeah hellz yuhs

so whats new?

amelia is mean to me sometimes, she calls me a monster
haha but i still love her... most of the time

haha jkjk

<3<3<3

headbang

i dont want to know your name is just want bang bang bang

biodomer

:: 2006 10 June :: 9.18am
:: Mood: tired

Er...
I need a comp of my own. This is pathetic. Truly. I love the internet with all my heart, but this long-distance relationship between my computer and I is tearing me apart. So I'm hereby starting a "GIVE CAITLIN A COMPUTER OF HER OWN, GODDAMNIT." So do it. DO IT.

I'm gonna go because I have to lead a carwash for the band. *band geek...cough cough... cough* ...yesh... so

U.D.L.

...Caitlin.

:: 2006 9 June :: 6.06am
:: Mood: sad

:(

i'm not a fat whale...

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alastar

:: 2006 7 June :: 11.30pm

Prader-Willi Syndrome

The trail of blood followed you like a shadow.
Inescapable.

I picked up your scent.
Perfume mixed with sweat.
Indescribable.

It tempted me to follow you. I was coaxed by the crimson trail and the smell that twisted through the trees. Leaves crunched and twigs snapped beneath your feet and all the while I was asking, praying, begging for something to rip apart. Something to feed upon.

Give me something to devour.

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When I'm ready, it will come.