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2005 29 September :: 9.56am
:: Mood: calm
So what's been going on in the life of Jena? Not much, been working a few days a week.. going to school, eating, sleeping, planning Gabrielles 1st birthday party.. all of the normal stuff.
I invited like 30 people for her birthday party.. Haha, Yeahhhh.. anyways, it said on the invitations "Regrets only" and no one called and said they weren't coming.. so I'm expecting everyone. It just makes me mad though because I know a lot of the people I invited won't come.. but they won't call either. But whatever. I don't care.
School is okay. I signed up for Powder Puff like I said, and practice is tonight. If I go, I'll have to leave a little early because of Gabrielles birthday pictures are tonight at 7:00.. and our practice is 5:30 to 7:00. So I dunno.
The gas tank is empty, and so is my bank account. $3.06. That's how much is left. My check should be in the bank by tonight though.. hopefully because I really need gas. It's on E.
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2005 26 September :: 9.32pm
i have a secret.
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2005 26 September :: 7.12pm
You We could never forget.
There's ink pumpingflowingcoursing through my veins and into my heart from the notes you write to me. And it bleeds from my fingertips when I reply. You are the apple of my eye.
Pupil? Iris? Metaphor?
Subtle and difficult; oh how we care for one another.
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2005 26 September :: 5.58pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - Digital Ash in a Digital Urn
If I had a pen of my own, I'd drain it
You sinksanksunk your knife into the sentence, and I watched as you cut the words and stabbed the letters. Everything went silent when you killed the conversation. Screams fell into whispers which faded into the air.
You sinksanksunk your teeth into the hour, and I watched as you chewed up the minutes, and swallowed the seconds. Everything went motionless when you consumed the clock. Time slowed and stilled and stopped.
But after it all,
Our hearts still race and rush,
And our tongues still taste and touch.
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2005 26 September :: 1.48pm
Becky, I love you. I'm always here if you need something.
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2005 25 September :: 8.29pm
call the cars, fuck the stars
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2005 25 September :: 2.43pm
she used to read me stories
(as if my dreams were boring)
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2005 24 September :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: the arcade fire
Lies.
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2005 23 September :: 6.46pm
!i
"...but you just want to fall apart."
I'll never look at you the same, with the way you crumbled into pieces on the ground. Now hold yourself together, girl. I'll give you supplies:
(1.)Staple[s] your eyelids shut.
(2.)Tape up all of your imperfections (more like mummification, if you ask me).
Twist (3.)Screws through your throat.
(4.)Nail[s] your muscles to your bones.
That should due.
Now,
-you've been running all day and night. And contrary to popular belief, you've been (you can run but you can't) hid(e)[ing] too. But I know all your special places. I know all your tricks from childhoodgames and masquerades; you can't fool me. I will look in the:
Hide in (1.)Shadows until the daylight breaks.
Smother yourself with (2.)Smoke.
Wrap and curl the (3.)Fog around your limbs.
Cover yourself with (4.)Veils and cloaks.
Oh I've used this before, but here it takes on a whole different meaning, when before, it was almost meaning(use)less.
Staples.tape.screws.and.nails
Shadows.smoke.fog.and.veils
A stylemuse.
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2005 22 September :: 9.46pm
i love spike
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2005 22 September :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: satisfied
Soooo we all signed up for Powder Puff (I call it- Power Puff.. right beck?) We're gonna kick the little junior asses.
It's been an okay day, except for the fact that I woke up late and I look like crap. teehee.
<3 JENA.
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2005 21 September :: 9.48pm
This is Eric, Paul's best conspirererer partner. We are currently right now, on the phone, and we had a little conversation with kaylee van gelder, the prissiest little gullible little annoying preppy "fun-hating" little "person" ever.
We give proof for this, see below. This is a conversation, thawt I had with Kaylee, with Paul prompting me on the phone.
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Eric Mak says:
I'VE DONE IT!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what did you do?
Eric Mak says:
NOT ONLY AM I THE LEAD SINGER OF A KICK ASS BAND, BUT I HAVE MASTERED THE ART OF HARDCORE SCREAMING!
Eric Mak says:
AUIGGHJJHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
awesome!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
lead singer?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is so awesome
Eric Mak says:
lead.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
eric
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
good job!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
LEAD!
Eric Mak says:
lead.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
wow
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yeah!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yaya
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yay
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
lol
Eric Mak says:
I CAN SCREAM.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what is ur bands name
Eric Mak says:
REALLY GOOD.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I know u can scream
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
lol
Eric Mak says:
NO
Eric Mak says:
NO
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what is ur bands name?
Eric Mak says:
I WASN'T ABLE TO
Eric Mak says:
I MEAN
Eric Mak says:
LIKE
Eric Mak says:
REALLY REALLY HARD.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is awesmoe
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I will have to hear u scream one of these days
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
when ur band tours in Spokane
Eric Mak says:
oh yeah, Paul made a bomb threat to Freeman, and he's in juvey now.
Eric Mak says:
isn't that awesome????
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
NO way
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ru seroius?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I am glad u called him tho
Eric Mak says:
yes.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
i remeber talking about that
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
are u serious tho?
Eric Mak says:
yeah, I talked to his mom.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
was he serious about the threat?
Eric Mak says:
today.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
woah
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
was he serous tho?
Eric Mak says:
he had a bomb.
Eric Mak says:
in his backpack.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
what!?!?!?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
are u lying
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
plz tell me the truth
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
cuz u know i can be gullible
Eric Mak says:
I'm not lieing!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
wow
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is scary
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
so he is in juvi?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
for how long?
Eric Mak says:
I'm so proud of him, my little boy's all grown up!
Eric Mak says:
3 months.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
eric that is not something to be proud of
Eric Mak says:
oh, but I am.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
that is dangerous and he coud have harmed or killed someone
Eric Mak says:
I'nm
Eric Mak says:
the one
Eric Mak says:
that
Eric Mak says:
told him to do it.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
if he killed someone would u be proud?
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
well u should feel horrible
Eric Mak says:
Well...it was funny.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
no eric its not funny
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
he took what u said serously and it could have ended up hurting sumone
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I personally dont think that is funny
Eric Mak says:
Dude, he totally freaked the whole school out, and caused it to pause for 3 1/2 hours.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
who cares eric...get over it! so what school stopped for like a few hours...he coud have killed someone
Eric Mak says:
You know what's really funny? The cops had to taser him down, and send a canine unit on him.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I dont belive that
Eric Mak says:
Ok...right.
Eric Mak says:
Seriosuly.
Eric Mak says:
I talked
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
canine unit
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
sure
Eric Mak says:
to his mom just today.
Eric Mak says:
Ok,
Eric Mak says:
that'w what they do when the suspect is armed, and running away.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ok well whatever...I just dont think u should be laughint that one of ur bf's made a bomthreat..and u told him to make it..
Eric Mak says:
whatever Kaylee, don't take it so seriosuly, it's not like anyone got hurt, just the school was in the potential of getting hurt. Danger is what makes everytthing fun.
Eric Mak says:
No one got hurt, so it doesn't really matter.
Eric Mak says:
The fact that he did it is hilarious.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
yes eric it does...ok they got lucky nobody got hurt..someone could have and now one of ur bff's is in JUVI! Juvi eric...he is in jail practically because he listened to you! do u even care that he is in Juvi? huh?
Eric Mak says:
I'm planning to visit him next week, he called me and told me it was totally worth it. Seriosuly, Kaylee, it's just juvie. No big deal.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I cant belive that you are saying that eric
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ur so inmature
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
"No big deal someone just bought a bomb to school"
Eric Mak says:
whatever Kaylee, at least he had the balls to do it!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
so eric...if that bomb went off and killed someone...would u be saying that "at least he had the balls to do it!"
Eric Mak says:
That is a different story, Kaylee, no one got hurt, and that's all that matters. QUit being so immature.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
and u say...oh I am planning to see him next week...are u really eric?
Eric Mak says:
well...
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
or ru just saying that
Eric Mak says:
the Oct. 7th weekend, if I have time. I'm goign to be hanging with other friends while I'm in Spokane.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
ok then
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
but eric ur friends in Juvi
Eric Mak says:
it's only 3 months, that's nothing. It'll hardly go on his record.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I really dont want to have this conversation anymore...its making me mad and upset
Eric Mak says:
you know, he got sentenced to also quit public school, and seek a boarding school, which Valley Christian is considered.
Eric Mak says:
so
Eric Mak says:
he might go back to VCS.
Eric Mak says:
Kaylee, you just don't understand fun.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever eric...my kind of fun doesnt include possibly killing someone
Eric Mak says:
who cares? Serisouly, we're just kids, and making the most out of our childhood.
Eric Mak says:
the killing, yes
Eric Mak says:
it's dangerousm,
Eric Mak says:
so
Eric Mak says:
but
Eric Mak says:
it
Eric Mak says:
didnt' happen, so we don't need to talk about it, damnit!
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
whatever
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
I am leaving now
Eric Mak says:
ok, be a immature fun hating person and run away.
Eric Mak says:
I only say person, because it's rude to say what I had in mind.
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
fine
(boys stop) Its about to be a what? GIRL FIGHT! says:
bye
Eric Mak says:
bye bye...person.
Eric Mak says:
kaylee, seriosuly.
Eric Mak says:
have some fun, for once, and forget that peopel cou;d've
Eric Mak says:
been killed
Eric Mak says:
when they
Eric Mak says:
didn't.
Eric Mak says:
because
Eric Mak says:
if they didnt',
Eric Mak says:
it doesn't matter.
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The End.
Death to all fun-haters!
~Eric and (on the phone) Paul.
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2005 20 September :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: sarcastic
Okay, well.. I'll make an actuall update now that I feel like it.
School is dumb, a bunch of dumb people all in once place trying to make everyone like them, trying to get everyone to be their friend. Psssh, fuck that. I hate most of the dumb idiots, and okay.. if that makes me stuck up (like YOU Randi ;)) then so be it. I'm not trying to get anyone to like me. I'm just trying to get the hell outta there so I can move on with my life.
Lets see.. I haven't posted my schedual yet.
1st -Flora Fauna w/ Foglia
2nd -Survey w/ Llllllooooyyyydddd (again)
3rd -Carreer and Office Applications w/ Skilles
4th -History w/ Johnson (again)
5A- TF:fitness MWT-lunch A
5B TF-lunch B MWT-study hall
6 -English 10 w/ Gurdish (again. what a joke)
7 -English 12 w/ Lusk
8 -Business Enterprise w/ Skilles
(again) means I took that class in my 10th grade year but have to take again b/c I never finished my finials and now that won't let me. uhhhh... fucking stupid. but whatever, I'll do it.
I enjoy all the classes except english 10. Hello, I was almost a all A student in there.. I have to take it again? It's like putting me in a sped class.
Anyways. I drive to school.. I only work 2 days a week though.. haha. But it's all good. I love driving. Though- I CAN'T PARK. hahaha, that and I ALWAYS leave my lights on. Chuck always tells me though. "Jena your lights are on." Haha. WHat a guy.
Not going to homecoming. Waste of money. I'd much rather spend it on clothes or something for gabby-doo. Speaking of clothes, I looked "cute" today. WTF.. uhhh. I look cute EVERY day. haha (ahhh.. I love ME!!) Yeahhhh.
I kept trying to get on AOL.. but everytime someone messaged me; I got kicked off. So I wasn't ignoring anyone.. it just wouldn't let me stay on. Everytime I got on 4958083849837549857 messages popped up from people and I got kicked off. So I apologize!
WEll, I gotta finish this poster for English 10- (bonus points) and I have to get up earlier tomorrow because I have to ride the bus.. yucccckkkk. Anyways.
Love, the best, and cutest. (wayyy cuter than Beck!)
Jena
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2005 20 September :: 9.03pm
:: Mood: bitchy
Yessssssssss. I'm a bitch. WOOHOO. Tell me something I didn't know.
;)
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2005 19 September :: 9.22pm
me and christina, we rock.
ice fights are the shiz.
so are kitties. (especially the one i eloped with today.)
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