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2004 30 November :: 2.59pm
I just watched Seatriscuit
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tboblp
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2004 29 November :: 6.28pm
I'm going to play hockey tonight, I'm going to Atlantic tomorrow. I don't really want to go but I need to pick some things up. Maybe I'll see people I know?
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2004 23 November :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: whatever the compy plays me
stretched until my soul rips
*segways into posting again*
I know.. I know.. it's been like... a month and a half since a post. I don't know what's wrong with me. I haven't been updating in any of my journals. I'll put emailed stories into the xanga one, but that's it.
I'm hoping it just has to do with my lack of time..
So! Yes! Umm.. Hmm.
Not too much has been going on...
My computer outright died on me. So pissed off. It's got to have some open portal somewhere because all this crappy spyware and ad stuff keeps getting onto it. Adaware is my new bestest friend in the whole wide world though. I run it like.... every other hour.. computer keeps slowing down. Argh.
All this work we're getting is pleasant. I really pray I can pull my EE together this weekend... that's one piece of crappy work. And the World Lit.. And the TOK oral (gimme ideas! GRRRARGH).. and and and.
I feel the need to curse up a storm. I hate cursing. Grrrr
Ho hum. Everyone's been sick lately. :(
Seems my family is planning a rather elaborate Thanksgiving. That would be, of course, my mom. Given we've had a beautiful dining room my whole life, I've never once sat down in those chairs at that table for any other purpose then to feel what that chair feels like every now and then. But apparently this Thursday, we are not only going to sit in those chairs at that table... we are going to EAT at the the table. Scariness. Nice food too, not like mom's cooked any Thanksgiving food in the past oh... 5, 6 years, but this is no Boston Market.
With love as always...
~*~
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kangabunny
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2004 21 November :: 5.45am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Bizarre Love Triangle//Depeche Mode
know what makes them happy? the things that make you sad
This is a dream
Indescribable beats.
I doubt this will ever be read :P. I won't bother to see how ridiculous my last post here was, yet.
Nothing will stop me.
I love.
I can understand you, all of you. I simply like finding happiness, solace, and creation... it's better. It really is, sometimes. A lot.
We can smile together, I promise. The rifts are still there, yes, but some of them curve and laugh at you...
Passion. The end.
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tboblp
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2004 19 November :: 2.16am
I will make you happy again.
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tboblp
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2004 18 November :: 4.19pm
:: Music: Rage Against the Machine - Bullet In The Head
Tomorrow I leave for Homestead for the weekend. I'm gonna get to see Pam and everything else will be fun. Next week is close, who knows what it will bring for your's truly.
I have the not so strange urge to be playing live. It has been too long and I'm dying for applause and seeing the energy and enjoyment on people's faces. Even if it's at Sebring with people sitting around our set-up, I don't care. I just want somebody to be happy with my playing. It's truly an amazing feeling. It's such a personal experience. I don't think I could ever be in a normal band. I need that personal nature of it. I like playing with Marky and Tom, that was perfect. Well it seems soon I'll be playing again but with Mark B. Hopfully I wont have to wait until Sebring anyhow...
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tboblp
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2004 17 November :: 9.37pm
This just seems appropriate for what I'm going through right now
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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Mama, put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore.
That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.
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tboblp
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2004 17 November :: 3.43pm
Guess who is NOT going to Daytona for thanksgiving? ME! I am not happy...
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