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SeraphimRhapsody

:: 2004 11 July :: 1.25am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Linkin Park.... up until my batteries died on me :*(

count the stars
I know... so horrible of me. Here's another chain mail piece.

I just can't think of anything to write....
I'm on chapter 5 of Aunt Julia and liking Amanda's idea more and more. Sparknotes.. my old friend..

Hmm.. there was another battle of the page we can get in the football program.

Umm.. working on cleaning up my stuff and preparing for the trip.

My computer is creating lots of problems. GRRRARGH!


With love..
~*~


Questions of the Day
When do we get lockers? Schedules come out August 1st.
When do we get parking decals? I can do that any time right...?





1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. You are special and unique.

8. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.

11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

Never look back.


Beagle147

:: 2004 10 July :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: bored

I stole this from Kim's livejournal. Yeah, I'm bored.
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it¦
2. Am I loveable?¦
3. How long have you known me?¦
4. When and how did we first meet?:
5. What was your first impression?¦
6. Do you still think that way about me now?¦
7. What do you think my weakness is?¦
8. Do you think I will have a daughter?¦
9. What makes me happy?¦
10. What makes me sad?¦
11. What reminds you of me?¦
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?¦
13. How well do you know me?¦
14. When's the last time you saw me?¦
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?¦
16. If so could you tell me now?¦
17. Do you think I could kill someone?¦
18. Describe me in one word.¦
19. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?¦
20. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?¦
21. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?¦
22. If I was an color, which would I be and why?¦
23. What song (if any) reminds you of me?¦
24. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?¦
25. Do you consider me a good friend?¦
26. What makes me, me?¦

1 glance | Never look back.


Beagle147

:: 2004 9 July :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: busy

I've spent a majority of the day cleaning my room. It's a bit of a disappointment, because usually when I clean my room I find about 40 bucks, and so far I've only found 3. Hmm...oh well. I also re-discovered posters (they weren't lost or anything, just put out of mind) that I have to hang. I need to figure out a way to get wrinkles/folds out of posters, but I think I may just hang them and flatten them as best I can against the wall, and hope that they unwrinkle themselves. I'm also disappointed that I didn't find more stuff to sell, because Sarah is having a garage sale tomorrow, and she told me I could have a little table of my own stuff to sell, which would be nice...if I had some. Mostly what I have been doing is going through papers and filling up my little filing thingy. I tried to buy another filing thingy, so that I could have more room to file, but I don't think they exist anymore. That's ok, I got all that I needed filed from the past 2 years. When will gets back into the country I will make him clean out one of the filing cabinets he's usurped in the garage and I'll put stuff from sophomore year and things I dont need from last year in there.

Gosh, this is an incredibly boring post.

Me and amanda are currently having an exuberant (parentheticals to amanda and her ceaseless vocabulary) conversation about animal crossing, my favorite video game. We're negotiating the trade of a mammoth head for her sister.
Amanda: that's an interesting oocq (that's out of context quote for all of you non-cool people)
Amanda: Amanda: she can't find the mammoth head
Indeed...yes, summer has gotten this boring. Not that I am complaining. I am enjoying nothingness to its fullest extent. I am finally catching up on my stories. Just kidding. The closest I get to a soap opera is 7th Heaven, which I must admit, I now watch 2-3 times a day. OHOH! I almost forgot! 3 days and counting until I Love the 90's!!! YAY!! I have been waiting for I Love the 90's since I first watched I Love the 70's! This is so exciting. So next week, I will have no life from the hours 9-11. That's it. I am watching every minute of I Love the 90's because....because I love the 90's. C'mon...you know nothing beats beanie babies and pogs and salute your shorts and boy bands and koosh balls and pokemon and skip it and pro wrestling at its prime and crazy leftover 80's stuff. Ahh.. the 90's are great. Ok, enough about the 90's.

Yeah, my life is pretty boring, as you can tell by 2 posts ago. Although I'm beginning to think that all of your lives are that boring, because you didn't respond with heaps of comments for what I should be doing. I think sunday I'm going to the dog park. That's always nice. It's enjoyable and free. You can't beat that with a stick. Other than that, I guess I'll just continue shopping at random stores and watching tons of TV and waiting to go to Pittsburgh. Actually, I'm lying. I will spend a majority of next week doing CAS hours at the humane society. I figure if I go 5 days next week, I'll be close to the 50 hours that I wanted to get done this summer. Actually, I wanted to get 100 done this summer, but we all know I only ever do half of what I say I'm going to do. Unless it's summer assignments from school. In that case, I just don't do them. Those two books and the college journal are sitting on my VCR staring at me, but they know they will not be opened until my layover in atlanta on sunday. That's right, I said it. And ToK is last on my priority list. Mostly because all those books are a lot of fluff anyway. Crazy Metamorphosis. Although, I did hear through the grape vine that that was Shakespeare's favorite book. It's probably inaccurate information, but don't tell me that until after I read it, because right now, I have no other motivation to do so.

So that's about it...this is an incredibly long and boring entry, but it beats cleaning more. Think about my options here people. And maybe I wouldnt have to write so much BS if you would COMMENT! *Pokes* So there. Ha, I love how I can turn the blame around onto anyone. I know, I know. It's a gift. ^.^

1 glance | Never look back.


tboblp

:: 2004 9 July :: 10.47pm

Finally getting a working cell phone and new service, with alot more minutes, Nextel and a nice phone. About one more month to go for school, and a few weeks for the RUSH concert. Short vacation coming soon as well, and life is good.

2 glances | Never look back.


Beagle147

:: 2004 8 July :: 12.28am
:: Mood: bored

Alright, it's later..
So yeah...I havent actually updated in a while. I've been a bit busy. I finished my EE since I last updated, as both of you who read this already know, and I think it's pretty good. Granted, I should change a few things before handing it in to Youngman, but for a working draft, I'm fairly proud of my work. And that's saying something, because I usually have a pretty low opinion of my writing. I gave it to a few of my IB graduate (*cough*) friends, who also said it was acceptable, so I'm fairly optimistic that I'll atleast do better than Will did. o.~ Hehe, I think I'm the only one that gets that. But that's ok. I also called and got my AP scores...because I'm a nerd. I did worse on history than I thought I did, but what else is new. Everything else was about what I expected, but shy of what I hoped for. I got a 3 in history. Shows what a "good teacher" Hall is. I got a 4 on world history, and I thought I knew less of that. Thanks, Mr. Ierace. I got a 3 in chem too, which I was slightly happy about. It's not the greatest score in the world, but I passed. And I got a 4 in english, which is pretty good. I thought I might have had a shot at a 5, because I thought my essays were pretty damn good, but I am by no means complaining about a 4. So there it sits. An entire year summed up in 3 numbers. Kind of depressing really.

Umm...that's about all that's been going on. I leave for Pittsburgh the 18th, and my parents strategically booked a cruise today for the 17th, so I have to spend that night at the Sheppards, as they have so graciously offered to take me to the airport in the morning. Here's one interesting tidbit: All 4 of us are going to be on vacation at the same time, in 3 different places. As I am the last to leave, and the last on the list of important people, I get screwed in terms of luggage. My dad expects me to pack 11 days worth of clothes into one of those little suitcases from those sets of luggage, and refuses to buy me a 50 friggin dollar suitcase from walmart. I am starting to get pissed off at the amount of things I have to pay for. I can't get a job, because my parents haven't put any money aside for my college, so I have to work my ass off all the time for damn IB so I can get scholarships, but they don't pay for anything for me. My mom said today that they pay for lots of things for me, and I asked her to name a few. That list was short. I'm sick of having to be financially independent, but unable to find a means by which to support such finances. What the hell do they expect me to do? I'm broke all the time, because it costs as much to get places now as it does when you get there, what with $2.00+ gas prices. The only time I get out anymore is to run errands. I find myself making up errands for me to run just so I can get out of the house. There is nothing to do that doesnt cost an ungodly amount of money. Pisses me off. I need a job.

Grrr...now I'm in a bad mood. Shows how good of a release this journal is. I was just frustrated before I wrote this, and now I'm frustrated and pissed off. What else is new. I'm going to stop now before I invent a new unpleasant mood.

Never look back.


Beagle147

:: 2004 8 July :: 12.06am
:: Mood: frustrated

Alright, I am about at my wits end. I have no idea what to do. Literally. I'm trying to figure out stuff to do that is fun, but not so damn expensive. Lion country safari is 18 bucks per person, butterfly world is 17, and miami seaquarium is 25. I am totally out of ideas for what to do. I have been shopping at like every single store in the city. I need something to do that I can afford. Well, I can afford all those things, I'm just not willing to pay for them. I mean, seriously, there has got to be something better to do than sit around all day. I have a car, I have no curfew, and I'm not doing shit. Someone come up with something to do (that is not the beach or shopping) that is fun, but is lighter on the wallet. Honestly...there has got to be something.

I'll do an actual post later.

3 glances | Never look back.


tboblp

:: 2004 7 July :: 1.44am

About you
Whats your name?:Tyler Lego
How old are you?:18
whats your style?:jazz/blues, plectrum style
Why did you pick up guitar?:because air guitar wasnt as satisfying
About your guitar('s)
Do you have an electric?:yes
if so what color is it?:sunburst on flamed maple
What brand is it?:epiphone
Where did you get it?:Guitar Center
do you like it better over acoustic?:yes
Do you have an acoustic:yes
If so what color is it?:black
What brand is it?:ovation
Where did you get it?:dunno, it was a gift
Do you like it more over electric?:no
About your music
How long have you been playing?:2.5yrs?
What style do you play most of the time?:blues
Do you find it easier to write when your upset?:no, actually much harder
How many songs have you written over all?:about 15 completely finished and done, about 30 if you count progressions or pieces ive worked on
Are you in a band?:no
If so what is there name and there style:
What band/artist inspires you most?:duane allman, dickey betts, RUSH, bob dylan, jimi hendrix
Odds n Ends
How many picks do you have?:about 10 that i know of, ive probably bought about 150 over time
How many guitars do you have?:3
Did your parents spoil you and buy you your first guitar?:no
How many straps do you have?:4
Do you have a working amp?:yes

The guitar musician survey brought to you by BZOINK!

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SeraphimRhapsody

:: 2004 6 July :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: distant
:: Music: absolute silence

fire dance
Can I really expect comments? No, I guess not, since I don't really write anything.

You put us to shame Amanda :P

The last two nights.. I'm so happy... I finally remember dreaming. I haven't felt I've been dreaming in so long.. but I remember now! I can even kinda remember some clips of my dream last night!

Not much else has been going on...
We're cleaning and preparing for the trip.. We leave the 15th for two weeks.

I finished the Metamorphosis book. Now I need to finish Aunt Julia.. or work on the college journal.. something else before I go.

Hmm.. I can't think of anything else to write.. *sigh*

With love..
~*~

Never look back.

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