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kangabunny

:: 2004 18 April :: 5.29pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Nutshell-AIC

It all disappeared the moment I had it in my grasp
I'm confused.. really confused...

Nothing's as easy as it seems
All is lost in empty dreams
Everything tears, everything breaks
I would do anything it takes

I'll hide the glow
til it's time to let go
----
It's a crazy world, everyone
--
I'd go with you every night
hmm.
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I'm just sitting here in my confusion.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 18 April :: 12.12pm
:: Mood: Confused
:: Music: ear-ringing

wtf?
O.o today is my mother's birthday, and after she wakes up, there will be a huge dinner party and such and such... bleh o.o;

I had such an incredibly fucked up dream! @_X; omg. I was like, trapped underground near my house in this crazy factory thing with a bunch of people for weeks and weeks, and and.... *sigh* anyway I woke up feeling really screwed up. x.x

The moral of this story is not to take benadril** at 12:30 and go to sleep.

My tongue tastes like mushroom soup.
...

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kangabunny

:: 2004 17 April :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: Evil

Like stars
Like stained glass
Like broken thoughts
Like empty walls
Like the ringing in my ears
I imagined you there
You were just staring at the walls
And you wouldn't looked away
And then you saw me, I saw your eyes
Begging me for truth
It's so real
right now
I would do anything
Anything for you
But we all say, you just have to ask
It's not that easy
And I'd rather not
Fall into me




Sometimes I just write feelings like that, it doesn't mean I'm making an attempt at poetry. If I do evaluate it as poetry later, though, all the better.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 17 April :: 1.19pm
:: Mood: Dizzy
:: Music: ringing in my ears

no need for sunrise
Ay!
=) Had a great time last night.
hung out with brandi, eric, jan[roger], and david [brandi's bro] last night... then we all went over to brandi's house, and everyone except jan spent the night [^^ doom on you jan, you never hang out long]. Fun fun fun.

Anyway. Then Eric went back to Cali this morning ^.^; teehee. Oh well.

And we woke up and ate gumbo for breakfast.
And um. Yessum. doom.
Now I'm planning and doing something at the place with the thing with those people and such. ^.^

QUOTES!
"You girls gonna be alright? I counted the beer!" -brandi's dad [...wtf?]
"Here's our vamp queen!" -eric's stepdad [um.. wtf?! XD]
Brandi had some good ones but I forgot. xD.. yeah. I have some new pics too.
Much love. poof.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 16 April :: 6.12pm

VibrantDarkSoul: You kept your promise.

::grins::
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*sigh...*

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kangabunny

:: 2004 15 April :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: Accomplished
:: Music: Cypress Hill o.0?

doom! hehe... read this, it's great.
Oh yeah!
Yes, kris, there are pics of me up =).
Ok, anyway, just GUESS what me and Brandi have been doing for the past two or three hours.
We love the lake. We really do. It's beautiful, and the ducks are just great =). [We named them XD]. But when you see a bottle of GASOLINE and other similarly gross things just ruining the beauty, it's time to fucking do something.
We've been walking in the lake in our platform shoes carrying around a million pound bag filled with all the trash we found in the goddamn lake.
Sorry I had to make a big deal about that, but I really do feel accomplished. ^.^;
PICCCCCCYS=D

My faves:




XD Yeah, I catch all the candid shots. You can't escape, brandi.

=D. This is a kickass week.

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kangabunny

:: 2004 15 April :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: euphoric
:: Music: the background on my site :-D

::grins::
YAY
Heya!
OMFG!
YAY!
Well life is going to be fine because nicole, lexa and I are gunna get married and we're gunna be a gorgeous triple ^.^ XD
Hehehehehe LOL wee
school was good, PICTURES ARE UP! check em out! photobucket.com search starkistpixie
New people
and, by popular request photos de MOI =) hehe. yeah. today's a good day.

I'm off to the lake.
Kristen, I've gotta talk to you! Our paths haven't crossed for 3 or 4 days o.O!!
<3juliya<3

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kangabunny

:: 2004 14 April :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: Pretty Happy
:: Music: I Believe in a Thing Called Love-The Darkness

There is a butterfly shaped scar on my right foot =).
HELLO!
Haven't been on for two days, and for good reason. Much news!
Well, Laurel gave me her free ticket to The Darkness, which by the way is the fastest selling show in the history of Austin... and even though I was never really a fan [hehehe..] I mean, free show! So there we were, front row because I refuse not to be. Screaming contest? And Justin of the Darkness hands me his microphone so I can scream for thousands of fans.
HELL YEAH. =)
Still can't say I'm a fan, but man, do those guys put on a good show.

Anyway...
OH! I have lots of new pictures that I will try to post now. Fun ones ^.^ Went over to Brandi's yesterday, and we fed the ducks at the lake =).
Quote Brandi:
"I wonder if people ever have sex on a bus. I mean, with all the bumps and stuff you wouldn't have to work very hard"
...XD Tis Brandi's Ism. Mucho love.

I also have new writing today, I'll be posting that on LJ, maybe even temporarily. =). Please critique.

Hum.. something else happened, but I've had seven cokes or so in the past two days... so hehehhee ::bounces::
^_~
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You wonder why I am this way, yet you're the one who made me real... think I'm no different every day, but how can you know what I feel?
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If you don't know where you're going, any path can take you there.

"You either rock, or you don't. ^_~"

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