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Beagle147

:: 2005 20 April :: 12.08am
:: Mood: numb
:: Music: "Good Riddance" -Green Day

This entry will hopefully be a work in progress for a little while.

So we got a call Sunday morning at 7 AM that went something like this:
Will: "You know those calls that you don't want to get at 7 AM? This is one of them."
Mom: "Are you in prison?"
Will: "No."
Mom: "Are you in the hospital?"
Will: "Yes."

Apparently what happened was Will left a party at about 3 AM and got a ride on his friend's scooter. Their weight got off balance and the scooter hit a curb, causing the back wheel to come out from under them and launching Will off the scooter. I'm pretty sure, judging by the contusions on his face, that he hit the corner of the curb with his face. He missed his left eye by about 1/2 inch. So a neighbor (so says Will) called the ambulance and they took him to Shands. He got a few stitches in his face under his eye, they told him he "took a divit out of his face." He has some lasserations on his arm, and his chest, and his foot, but mostly just road burn, other than his face. He has to wear a neck brace for a few days, and he got all the hospital info on head trauma. He was still lucky though, could have been a lot worse.

So me and my mom left Sunday afternoon for Gainesville, and we got in around 9. We picked up Will from his dorm and took him to the hotel. Who knew that the top 2 floors of Reitz were a hotel? Monday we hung out a little bit, chauffered Will around to get some stuff that he needed, and chilled back at the hotel. Will slept at the hotel that night. Today we woke up and left about 6 AM, drove straight through to school, where I went right to chemistry class to take the quiz. I was late. Very. But Mr. Dalsass didn't even ask questions. He just gave me the quiz. Very understanding of him. I explained afterwards where I had been. All the teachers that I talked to seemed genuinely concerned. That was nice of them. Sometimes teachers really do care. Sometimes.

Tonight was Senior Celebration. It was not as celebration-y as I was hoping, but that was probably because of me. It had its moments. The video was awesome. The collage is nice. And the gift was genius. I'm glad jonide was in charge, she did a good job. There was a bit of trouble at first with finding my dress, then getting ready in time, then finding parking, then finding seats, but it all worked out kinda. The dance was weird. I spent a good amount of time having an unpleasant conversation that I didn't want to have with a close friend. I think that's contributing most to my mood right now. It's been a tough day. I got lots of good pictures though. Yay pictures. The very last part was the best part of the whole night. They played "Good Riddance" by Green Day and everyone who was there got in a big circle around the dance floor and we kinda swayed back and forth and sang. It was just like in a movie.

I know I'll miss everybody when we're at college, but it's hard to miss them when we're all right here.

Needless to say, I have an ungodly amount of work to do now. This week was supposed to be awesome. I'm not really that excited for prom anymore. I really just feel like the life has been sucked out of me. Maybe it's just been a really long day. I've been going for almost 20 hours now. Gainesville-school-band-home-senior celebration can be a bit draining, apparently. I swear today was three days. I dont remember being at school. And it feels like I was in Gainesville yesterday rather than today. Blegh, making up all of this work is not going to be fun...

I just have a lot of ducks that I need to place in a row. Then I'll be good. One month till graduation.

Never look back.


tboblp

:: 2005 19 April :: 12.36pm

Wanee Music Festival kicked ass! It was the best series of concerts ive ever been to. We were in the front for both of the Derek Trucks Band shows, and on Saturday, John Popper (the big white guy and singer/guitarist/harmonica player for Blues Traveler) sat in for a song and threw his harmonica into the crowd at the end and i caught it! During the Ekoostik Hookah show which was nice, we broke a hammock. And the Allman Brothers concert on Saturday was just amazing, plain and simple. I can't wait to go back next year

Never look back.


tboblp

:: 2005 13 April :: 4.25pm

*obligatory short update as if i had been regularly updating each day instead of waiting so long and finally doing one big entry describing why i havent updated and what i have been doing*

Never look back.


SeraphimRhapsody

:: 2005 12 April :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: kinda weak feeling...need food
:: Music: "Fortune Faded" ~Red Hot Chili Peppers

irony in iron in blood
Got back from watching Akira.... It was nothing like what I'd heard or expected. It was pretty...intense. They liked the graphic scenes, but all done in olden-days style. It would have to be an impressive break-through from old customary anime into the new world. It was ranked number one for most influential/best created anime movie a few years ago. Not seen that survey since (no magazine) but yeah.

It was.....meh. Not my type. And not up to standards now. Character development was minimal if that. And the connections between characters and setting and plot were very vague and loose. It had some good parts in it and came really close to impressing me a few times. Then it got gory-violent. Yeah, I was given a warning on that, still felt the blood drain. Pretty sad if it does that for that kind of movie (as in old) but yeah.

So I finally did it though and can check that off my list and give the dvd back to Gabe. If I remember. :)


Meh.

Never look back.


Beagle147

:: 2005 11 April :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: "Help" -The Beatles

I have decided that I don't like Mondays.
So today I woke up and thought about school. Then I went back to bed. I had a chem test that I didn't study for, french class that I didn't feel like sitting through, and calc class that I just don't care about.


Senioritis at its finest.

So instead of school today I spent some time with Will before he left, then watched E! True Hollywood Story of Full House, then gave my dog a bath and took her on a really long walk.

Yeah, maybe I should have studied for Chem and/or Calc. And maybe I should have worked on my music paper. But that's not what I'm about. I've officially stopped working for school. This is my announcement.

Sasha's surgery is scheduled for Thursday. I hope everything's going to be ok. The vet said it would take about a week for recovery. She's gonna be shaved again, so I'm gonna have to keep her out of the sun. Last time she had surgery she kept taking her sun baths and she got sunburnt. She'll be ok, I know she will. Dr. Boss is a really good vet, he knows what he's doing. I just feel really bad. She hasn't been using her leg hardly at all. She's hobbling around. I'm really afraid that after they do the surgery this bone is going to grow back again. How many more of these surgeries will she have before she needs a full hip replacement? Or worse, if she loses the leg. It just sucks. But I knew this going in. Hip dysplasia has tons of complications, and I knew she had it before I adopted her. Knowing what I know now, I would have adopted her again in a heartbeat, but it's still tough. Emotionally, physically, financially. This surgery is going to set me back about 500 bucks. And I'm going to have to do her physical therapy for a few weeks after. I wish I had a pool she could swim in. They closed the dog beach.

Alright, I'm going to stop worrying and just go with it. Everything will be fine.

I have to go to school tomorrow, grad committee meeting. Four day weeks are better.

4 glances | Never look back.


SeraphimRhapsody

:: 2005 11 April :: 9.56pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: "Hit the Floor" ~Linkin Park

turn around and go
I think sometimes, the youngest just doesn't get it.

They don't understand the sacrifices the older silblings and parents make.
They don't understand the world somehow doesn't cater to them.
They don't see that sometimes they have to step out of their little bubble of happy-world and pick up some slack.

I'm damn sick of sacrificing things so she can enjoy something. I'm tired of driving her places without a 'thank you' and then be called to do an out of the way drive for her, and her have no clue what an inconvenience it is. Not that I do those drives often or anything. Dad does. Often enough he's way out there with those kids and driving other kids home for her and she has no freaking clue how far things are.
And always gotten those damn things she wants. Doesn't matter the cost or place or means of purchasing. Whatever will make her happy.

And she can't freaking taper that damn attitude of hers. She is not the center of the world and I'm sorry if she's going through the same hell of school and people I went through but if I got yelled at like the piece of crap I supposedly am and put in my place, then sure as anything is going to get the same treatment. I will not take double standards and as evil and jerkish as it sounds, I told mom she better get the life screamed out of her. I will not put up with her inconsiderations ontop of that attitude. At least when I went through that attitude I had some consideration of other people.

Mph.

1 glance | Never look back.


Beagle147

:: 2005 10 April :: 2.58am
:: Mood: sleepy

Going to join the trend.

I got my prom dress today! :o) It's blue and white and has beaded flowers and a sash thingy. So fun. And I got a purse that matches it perfectly for 8 dollars! I love dillards. Yay for the wellington mall.

Ok, it is waaaaay past my bedtime and my poor puppy wants to go to bed.

Never look back.


SeraphimRhapsody

:: 2005 10 April :: 1.00am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: randoms from the Random Playlist

shoot the butterflies
Figured out which dress I'm going to wear for prom today. It's bright blue and silver with a bodice and slightly poofie..It's fun.

And once again I can't write anything to update with.
I had this all in my head earlier. And then stuff happens.

The threads snap way too easily.

Can you miss something that never existed?

I guess it's just missing the bliss in what used to be ignorance.

Never look back.

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