:: 2002 10 October :: 12.38 am

just got home from work
today was a great close! we finished at like 12:15am! i like closing much better than working during the day; time goes by faster, and better ppl working mostly.
Anyways, there was this one guy who came through drive thru who start flirting with me and when i gave him his food at the other window he asked me if my phone number was in there. who actually tries to pick up ppl in a drive thru!!!! ...there's a lot of creepy ppl who come through drive thru. oh! but i saw julie and her mommy tonight so that was cool! i havent seen them for like forever!
anyways i should go to bed soon

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:: 2002 7 October :: 10.09 pm
:: Mood: thirsty

there's a cricket
hmmmm... what kind of job should i get? i need something i'll like... and have fun doing... not some stupid boring factory job thats so repetitive or a boring secretary who just sits on their ass all day at a computer... nothing heavily dependant upon a computer... they tend to annoy me after 20 mins... i'm not really a big movie buff... or a sports buff... i like basketball, but i wouldnt say i'm very good at it... i used to be into volleyball... that was alright... hmmmmm.... i LOVE music!!! what could i do with that??? i'm not very good at playing any instruments or singing...
i'm not good with bugs or killing them... i love animals tho, like cats and dogs... hamsters and gerbils and bunnies are cute too :o) horsies are nice too, kinda big tho... some birds are alright like the little ones that u can feed in ur hands, but other than that they freak me out...

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:: 2002 31 August :: 9.43 pm

I feel weird and extremely awkward when I am in a church...

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:: 2002 30 August :: 11.06 pm
:: Mood: bored

reflection of the summer
this summer has gone fast, soon ppl r gonna be going back to school... ha ha suckers!! anyways, this summer has been great! especially the past few weeks. i went to montreal with my best friend which was fun for the most part. we didnt go out to the clubs or bars though. hmmm... it would be weird going to a bar just with her, even the karaoke bar, because for starters, i would be the only one drinking since she doesnt, actually nobody in her immediate family drinks, and also she can be a very loud, sing songy, strange person once u get to know her, but i cant actually see her getting up in front of a whole bunch of drunk strangers and singing, maybe prolly if there was a whole bunch of our other friends there too then she would, but not with a crowd of drunk strangers. anyways, i think the best part of our trip was going to La Ronde amusement park. Le Monstre and Orbite were the best rides which we went on multiple times, and we also went to a concert that night. Yelo Molo, a very popular french band, and One Ton, thankfully english, were the bands there. they were pretty good. Also i really liked Biodome. the otters were sooo cute going down their little water slide! :o)
The first friday we got back was michelle's bday party which was cool. i got to see some ppl whom i havent seen since the end of school. Later that night we heard some drunk guys outside saying "looks like there's a party in there" and then they came up to her door and asked us if we knew Russell...
moving on, the next day i worked and then a whole bunch of marc's family and a few of his friends with all their kids came over for a fire and a camp out. that was alright, another late night though.
on sunday, i had to work again like always, and then i went out for dinner with a bunch of friends for another friends bday. our server was another friend from school, so that was cool. i also got to see a friend whom i havent seen for like a year. afterwards we hung out at someones house and played truth or dare jenga. that was different. it would've been more fun if there were guys and more ppl there.
so that was last weekend. this weekend i am working obviously and we are dog sitting Bandit. she's a big suck! but i've missed her (along with her owners). i want a dog! tonight at work, bout a half an hour before i was done, and i was one my last break at the time, amy comes back telling me that a guy is asking bout me and wanting to talk to me. she also said he was an older guy. that confused the hell outta me and i had no idea who it could be and i was kinda scared to find out who it is. for a moment i thought it was marc's dad because he came by last night for a surprise visit and he was asking me where abouts i worked. he also creeped me out because he was calling me by my full name and only one person does that so it was strange, oh and i had no idea who he was at the moment, cause i didnt/dont remember him. anyways it obviously wasnt him because i forgot that he was going away on vacation and it turned out to be JAMIE! :o) he's the owner of Bandit. we used to live by him before he moved. he is a really great guy! he's so nice and... hot :o) unfortunately he's 32 yrs old and taken. they have a 4 yrs old daughter together. oh well. him and his daughter came over to check out our new house and drop off Bandit. the good thing about watching his dog is the fact that he has to come back over (either tomorrow night or the next day) to pick Bandit up again, which means i get to see him :o) hmmm... i seem to get along with older ppl, like late 20s early 30s, better than ppl my own age...
anyways i prolly should end this, i gotta get up kinda early tomorrow... on my day off WOOHOO!! :o)

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:: 2002 26 August :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: confused

ich bin confuddled
a little while back i had found some site that said that thousand foot krutch would be in cambridge on sept 13 and oct 18, so i went to their official website tonight to check out the updated info and it didnt have those shows on their tour list... i have no idea what to believe anymore, i really wish it was true that they'll be here.. very soon now... but i dunno, that site i saw before seemed accurate and whatever
grrrr

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:: 2002 21 August :: 10.27 pm
:: Mood: great!!!!
:: Music: A New Found Glory - "The NeverEnding Story"

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:: 2002 20 August :: 10.33 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

GrRrR
well i'm back home. it's kinda nice to be back home, but i dunno...
today when my mom got home from work, she was in a real pissy mood. i went to the mall with her after work. i had to buy b-day presents for some friends. she kept complaining the whole time. grr we werent even there for very long. i still need to look for something else before friday. afterwards we went to pick up some groceries. she can be really rude, pushy, and impatient! she kept yelling at ppl while driving, "blink blink, get going fatty" even though it wasnt his fault he couldnt move. and then she was bitching at some truck driver grrrr
when we were at the grocery store we were having a little debate about whether we needed milk or not and i had no idea since i just got home yesterday and dont know what we have right now and she was freaking out, so when we get home we find out we only have like half a bag or less and then she starts yelling at me saying she doesnt have anytime to pick up milk. she just wants to be able to come home from work and have supper and blah blah blah she doesnt give a shit. i dont know what the fuck she plans on having for supper tomorrow because nobodys gonna be home to make her anything and have it ready on the table when she gets home. so theres no point for her to rush home, so she can take the extra 2 mins to stop off to get the damn milk.
actually before this she was bitching about the lock on the door saying she can never get in open and then found out that it was the wrong key and whatever. grrrr
*sigh* anyways montreal was good, the week went too quickly though. i dont feel like writing anymore now, maybe later...

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:: 2002 11 August :: 11.27 pm
:: Mood: content

tomorrow!
well i just figured i'd write in here one last time before i head to montreal. i just phoned the airline to reconfirm my flight for tomorrow, everything is a-okay! tomorrow i gotta do a whole bunch of laundry then start packing.
today i got some film for the trip.
i also got to see my grandma, who had soo much to say! she just got back from my aunts in southamton for a week and she didnt even know i was leaving for montreal.
next summer i want to go on a trip with her. i wanna take her to Germany for our birthday (it's on the same day). Our background is german. her dad used to speak german around the house and she managed to pick up a few words and remember them so i figured it would be kinda neat to take her there and see how much german will come back to her. i took german for 3 years in school, but i dont know that much. i need to get jeremy to give me a few pointers before i go, but thats a whole year away...
hmm... oh! the bathroom is starting to look decent! all the holes have been filled and the walls scraped and sanded and as of today they are completely painted! we also have the huge mirror up, all we need now is the shelves and the other thing.
:o)

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:: 2002 6 August :: 12.22 am
:: Mood: semi-sing songy
:: Music: "Sugar, Sugar" by the Archies

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:: 2002 5 August :: 10.43 pm
:: Mood: calm

i want an acura integra
i think i'm going to try and not complain this week. marc is always going on about how ppl complain too much and how they should just enjoy life to fullest and not worry about all the other shit (cept in diff words obviously). he's always preaching about God as well... *sigh* I'm not quite sure what I believe where that is concerned... i would like to believe, it would be good to have at least one thing to believe in, but i dunno yet... it took him till he was 36 before he "saw the light" so i still have some time to live and do some soul searching during the process.

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:: 2002 3 August :: 10.40 pm
:: Mood: drained

need sleep...
i'll just recap what just happened the last couple of days because i cant remember how i felt...
On wednesday i slept over at a friend's house and we didnt go to bed until like 6am.
On thursday i went to the mall to get my haircut and got 2.5inches off... i shoulda got a little more cut off because it's still kinda long (too long for in the summer when its soo hot!) but oh well, it's too short to put it back how i used to. At the mall I also picked up some info for the trip to montreal that i'm going on with my friend.
On friday night i had to work. before work my friend came over along with some family members... i wish i coulda stayed longer but i had to leave for work. at work it was exteremly busy because of the long weekend and we didnt finish until 2:30am. then when i got home i still had to throw some clothes in the laundry because i didnt have clean work clothes for the next day.
the next day (which is today), i worked 11am till 7or8pm, but i worked at a diff store in Milton. the ppl there were really nice. the one tall guy dan was funny and was sining all the time. oh! and one of the manager's working there was so hot!!!! i think his name's matt... and this other guy Will (i think - he wasnt wearing a name tag) who i was working with on drive thru was really nice and hot too :o) I wouldnt mind going back to work there again, the ppl r nice and the store isnt too busy, just enough so ur not completely bored all the time.
I have to work again tomorrow 9am-3pm but here this time. i hope they ask me to stay later because i really need the extra cash for my trip. i think later tomorrow we're going to my aunt's house after super because it's her birthday.
Anyways I need to get some sleep

p.s. i need a new job...

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:: 2002 29 July :: 1.14 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: "1 Burbon, 1 Scotch, 1 Beer" by George Thorogood

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