I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell, I know right now you can't tell

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell, I know right now you can't tell

:: 2004 16 May :: 10.30 pm

look at how god damn ugly the stars are
i hate me

:: 2004 24 April :: 10.04 pm
:: Music: Black Betty by Ram Jam

my car insurance went down $2.10!! tomorrow after work we celebrate! :o) it was very exciting news for me... i text messaged everyone telling them about it. ...it's a nice change from all the bad news...
on thursday kat passed away. :o( this song reminds me of her... this little old(she wasnt actually old) lady with soooo much energy. *sigh* i found out my great aunt has cancer too... cervical cancer. hmm... don't feel like getting in to anything else...

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:: 2004 21 April :: 10.49 pm

people suck

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:: 2004 14 April :: 11.55 pm

everything would be so much simplier if you could choose who you liked and didn't...
he called me today... i was at work though because i started early.. i didn't bother to phone him back because i stayed later and i didn't know how late i could call since he has to wake up really early in the morning... at least that's what i keep telling myself... i don't know what to say to him if i called... we need to talk, but probably shouldn't on the phone... i don't really want to do it in person either, but i'm gonna have to. krystal and i have decided that we're gonna try and hook him and amy up - they have soo much in common and are soo alike.
*sigh* we'll see what happens

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:: 2004 4 April :: 11.49 pm

i reburnt my tongue
so... my mom apparently believes i am driving her to the hospital tomorrow morning... just before i had left this afternoon she said marc was leaving work a little early so he can drive her... and then i'd come with all her stuff when her surgery's done just before she goes into the recovery room... now i'm not quite sure whats going on, i guess i'll find out in the morning... i'm most likely gonna call work and say i can't come to work tomorrow night... i'll just stay at the hospital with my mom instead.

a lot of stuff has been going on recently...

this weekend was pretty good for the most part. i gotta hang out with some friends i hadnt seen for a while and celebrate amy's 21st bday ...i don't really have anybody that'll get drunk with me... hmm.. oh well, it was still good. i got to see american wedding finally and it was funny... along with the second lilo and stich movie.. i have a couple other movies till tuesday.. i'm not sure when i'm gonna have a chance to watch them tho... watched some psycho ppl attack a pinata... that was amusing and scary... then the 4 of us that slept over went to see Jersey Girl tonight. it was alright... "awww" is a good word to describe it... it was cute and sad and made me cry.

i feel bad for my one friend... she's going through a lot right now... she might have a brain tumor, breast cancer, and be pregnant... she went got a bunch of tests done the other day to try and find out whats wrong and whether or not she has those things, but she didnt end up with any answers and has to go for even more tests now... :( plus on top of that her boyfriend just broke up with her and kicked her outta their apartment... and she might get fired from her job because her boss is an ass... :( i hope things turn out for her and she's ok... she deserves so much better, she's gone through a lot of shit.

marc brought home another dog today... he found a stray dog with no collar when he took holly for a walk... so he brought it home and cleaned it up and its spending the night and tomorrow he'll take it to the humane society i believe... it's really cute... it's an old beagel... it kept shaking tho :( awww i wonder how long it had been outside before we got it.. it seems really friendly.

um... now toronto... i hate toronto! at least driving there.. i always get lost! but otherwise it was fine... i didnt do a great deal of shopping, but i did get the bday present so that was good... the weather was kinda crappy tho... all rainy and cold... so we hung out in the grocery store across the street from the koolhaus until we started to see other ppl start to line up... we saw some of the band members in the store too... but we werent sure if they were or not and if yes, which band they were from... later when we were in line i was freezing and some guy behind us a bit took off one of his shirts and gave it to me and then gave me a hug... that was kinda weird but very nice... and then when we got to go inside, i couldn't find him at first and didnt know what to do with this strange guy's shirt... but he came and he seemed kinda surprised when i gave it back to him.. weird... but on wednesday we go back to the same place to see some other bands which i don't really like... at least the one band i heard and don't like... it's like techno... hmm... oh well, it'd still be fun.. it'll be a day i don't have to work and hopefully the weather will be nice and i can actually shop.

...argh... i need to pay bills tomorrow...

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:: 2004 27 March :: 11.13 pm

so...
i survived...
i met his parents
and he asked me out again

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:: 2004 22 March :: 11.18 pm
:: Mood: sad

so much has happened in a year
it's been almost a year since i've seen you... april was the last time... i miss you

chris should be getting out of jail soon if he isnt already... i wonder whats gonna happen to him... and what has happened to him... sometimes i wish i could just forget... forget everything.. but then i remember the pink panther... i feel sorry for all the families he has hurt... how could that same little boy do those things...

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:: 2004 19 March :: 10.46 pm
:: Mood: meh

I wish I went out tonight...

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:: 2004 17 March :: 11.03 pm

I miss talking to you...

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:: 2004 13 March :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: Boys Night Out

hey honey hold my hand and hope for heaven, because i just can't help myself, even angels end up burned and burried in my backyard, and you, you're just like everyone else.

so it's been awhile since i've last wrote in here.. just not in a writing mood i guess... not quite in one right now, but i thought i'd give it a try anyways...
lots of stuff has happened: i went on a 2 and a half week roadtrip in the states, been to the zoo twice, seen lots of great bands, spent lots of money, met some new ppl, got creeped out by some of them, etc.

Randy McClain! ;o)

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:: 2003 29 December :: 2.28 am

argh

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:: 2003 4 December :: 12.00 am

a great game

Bum Bum Koala

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:: 2003 26 November :: 1.41 am

i love my boots yes i do

today was a pretty good day. i got to see 3 ppl whom i havent seen for quite awhile.
i went to the mall with amy and we met erin and hung out with her on her break, then after that we visited shannon at radioshack, then we ran into erin again :o) oh! i bought the cutest thing! i bought boots from the show dora explorer and he sings the i love boots song while he dances! he is soooo cute!!! :o) i was showing everyone! i dont want to give him away, but i'm gonna have to... i bought him for my 3 yr old cousin. and i got a chirstmas present for my mom and stuff.
then after i dropped amy off at home, i had to go to work and then i showed boots to everyone there! (he is sooo cute!) i hope i dont use up the batteries before lisa even gets it.
and and and!!!!!!! ashley said yes!!!!!! we're going to barrie tomorrow to see tfk, fm static, and hawk nelson!!!!! :o)
then later michelle came in, but i didnt really get to talk to her much, i was more focused on getting everything done so i could go home
and thats pretty much it, i'm just trying to find out how to get to everything tomorrow and i cant wait!!TFK AGAIN WOOHOO!!!!!! :o)

Thousand Foot Krutch in Toronto the other night.

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