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:: 2003 11 May :: 12.11 am

i just came back from the show tonight!!! it was great! but trevor shaved his head!!! ahhh!!! he was much hotter before, but he's still great now :o) and Lucerin Blue wasn't there like it originally said... but the bands that were there and that i saw were good! I wish I bought [h]EADSPACE and Steadfast's cds... I wanted to buy some Thousand Foot Krutch stuff but they didnt have anything there :o( oh well... maybe next time I see them, they'll be stuff I can buy...
anyways, gotta try and get some sleep tonight... tomorrow's mother's day and ppl are coming over here for lunch.

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:: 2003 9 May :: 2.19 am

I'm sorry...

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:: 2003 9 May :: 2.01 am

I found this in the newspaper 'Blind Spot'...

Howard Joel Munroe poem
by Florica Hoxha

Hurray, hurray!
It's Multicultural day!

Last month in this field,
A black youth was killed,
Another was stabbed,
No killer was nabbed.

White bandanas, knives for toys,
They are white, and "good young boys".
Who's the leader? Never know.
Just shut up; he'll kill you so.

"Hurray, hurray!
It's Multicultural day!
Black and white, all youth together
Rain or shine or any weather
Let's forget the boy who's dead,
We should look just straight ahead.
All is well, why don't you see?"
Next to die, it's you or me,
For the Slingers' victory.

Hurray, hurray!
It's Multicultural day!
Just come to the Park,
The gang waits in the dark
To beat and to kill
Now safer they feel.

Hurray, hurray!
It's Multicultural day!
Drink, eat, and forget
The black who is dead!

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:: 2003 9 May :: 1.45 am

you always wonder what happens to people in your past... maybe it's better if you never know...

just after my computer broke, i was told that there was an article in the paper that said something about Chris being arrested for possession of an illegal firearm, or something like that. I wasn't able to look up old news articles till now...

...he is no longer the boy I knew who would play with me, make me laugh, and just always be there...

...he is, according to the police, closely associated with the violent and racist Slingers street gang in Waterloo, who are responsible for the death of Howard Joel Munroe...

...he plead guilty to trafficking marijuana and cocaine, and possessing illegal firearms and was sentenced to jail for a year...

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:: 2003 3 May :: 5.44 pm

we got our computer back!!! :oD

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:: 2003 13 March :: 2.31 am

Patrick's grandpa died :o(

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:: 2003 13 March :: 1.58 am

ew when i was reading the newspaper on my break, before i went outside with caroline, i read about this one guy who tortured some cat and like skinned it alive... and it was all videotaped or something and how the police found a whole bunch of other animal bones hidden in his house or somewhere of dogs, gerbils, mice, etc. and there were two other ppl involved in this and the one guy used the excuse the videotape was some art thing... freedom of expression i guess... but it's oh so wrong!!!!!! i started crying while i was reading it. How can someone do that to a living creature?!

And there was this other article where this 16 yr old guy was found half frozen... in alora? but he seems better now... he sat up the other day and was "grinning".

...that's all I got to read before I went away... oh... i also read the front page where it said that doug gilmour was coming back to the maple leafs... but thats not very important...

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:: 2003 13 March :: 1.37 am

me and 3 guys
Tonight it was me, Matt, Ryan, and Leslie (because Amy wasnt feeling good) working (along with michelle the manager, and caroline the cleaning lady but they dont matter as much)...
Krystal and Ash came in and hung around for... well.. hours... and Krystal was making me check out Matt's eyes, but the trick was I had to do it subtlely and I tried it once (but didnt get a very good look)and Matt didnt seem to notice but krystal and ash did and they started laughing and well there was a lot of laughing going on through out the night... and poor Leslie... he wanted to know "what all the giggling was about"... i didnt really answer him i kinda gave him some lame excuse and quickly changed the topic. and matt was a little confused when he was told to look at me (i still hadnt gotten a good look at his eyes)...
finally after they left and i was on the counter emptying out the ice machine... matt and leslie came over to me, for whatever reason, i dunno, and that was when i got to see matt's bright blue eyes! ... and also noticed leslie's brown eyes (i didnt want to make him feel left out... with me just staring at matt and ignoring him). I also noticed that my chair was missing... and i'm still not sure who took it... it seemed like it was matt, but leslie is the type of person who would play tricks... so hmm.. i dunno, but when matt finshed cleaning out the ice machine for me, leslie took the chair on him... so it may be awww he was getting back at matt for me, or just he's weird and annoying... but leslie's pretty cool because we have a lot in common... he's the only person i know who has heard of jets to brazil... well other than ash, but he actually knows songs... and we have the same favourite song on orange rhyming dictionary :o) lol and he's growing out his hair to look like jon bon jovi...
Last but not least... Ryan is such a cutie!!! :o) Everytime you look at him he starts smiling! He's such a sweetie!! ...other than that we have nothing in common... and I do not like him I just think he's cute!

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:: 2003 12 March :: 1.26 am

I don't understand you.

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:: 2003 10 March :: 1.21 am

Random guy = Shawn.
Shawn is going out with Laura.
Shawn's a little non-responsive prick.
He's friend's with her brother.
Why would a 26 yr old want to hang around a maybe 17 yr old?

I got a puppy dog.
Poor Sasha.

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:: 2003 28 February :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Santana feat. Chad Kroeger - "Why Don't You and I"

I Don't Want to Work Tomorrow
Wednesday night I got to hang out with my best friend and we rented "One Hour Photo". We had tried to see it earlier at the movie theatres after the TFK misunderstanding, but there was problems or something so we couldn't. Anyways, the movie wasn't as good as I expected. It wasn't scary at all!!! Just kinda creepy and really sad.
We also rented "Sorority Boys"... we have rented worse... and I tried to help her beat the little kiddy game Pajamas Sam 3... It's impossible!!! There's no way that a 3 year old could play that! (It said it was for ages 3-8)

I don't like getting up in the morning...

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:: 2003 24 February :: 12.53 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: blink 182 - dammit

the poor (hot) guy with his hockey stick... cleaning off his car...

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:: 2003 22 February :: 11.47 pm
:: Music: TFK/good charlotte/dashboard/ weezer/randy mcclain/jets to brazil/smashing pumpkins

kinda dizzy
i walked to the nearest bus stop in cambridge and i gave myself an hour to do so since i hadnt done it before... it took me 25 mins... i got there a few mins before the bus before the one i wanted came, so since it was a really nice day i decided to continue walking because i still had like an hour before i had to meet amy and had some good tunes playing (sublime) so on i went while trying to restrain myself from skipping...

anyways i met up with amy and we went to the cambridge centre, it has gotten better since the last time i was there, but still crappy, which of course wouldnt deter me from spending a whole bunch of money...

afterwards we got her brother to come pick us up and then drive to a whole bunch of other places like the pet store and theres was this really cute puppy dog that i want so much!!!! and then we went to future shop to look for the jets to brazil cd there and no such luck :o( *sigh* We weren't gonna go to future shop at first and he was already driving past the place and towards my house but then i explained that jets to brazil situation and he said "oh well i guess i have to now" and turned the car around... strange... and then when we were walking back to the car (i was walking behind him) he kept turning around and staring at me every few seconds and then he would ask me all these weird questions bout if i go to clubs and what i do on the weekends and then start talking bout himself how he like to go to parties or hang out with friends... (i'm just thinking "why do i care" during this) and ugh i dunno... he creeps me out...

when i finally got home my mom asked me if i wanted to go to a hockey game with her and marc, so i finally said "sure" for once since i always say no and try and avoid them... turns out the hockey games was out in Tavistock (where ver the hell that is) and it was because a friend of marc's was there because his son was the goalie for the vistor team... oh well they lost.

now time for bed cuz this took me forever to write and tomorrow's my cousin's dedication so another early day

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:: 2003 21 February :: 12.16 am

Amy has my elastic...

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:: 2003 20 February :: 11.57 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: finger eleven

next year we gotta take snowboarding lessons
I think my face got a little burnt because it hurts a bit... but today was pretty good none the less!

Amy and I finally went skiing today. It was a fairly nice day until the wind started to pick up later on and we decided to leave. But it turned out that we knew a bunch of people who worked there and kept running into them.

Then afterwards we went to the mall and ran into a whole bunch of friends we knew from school/work and took the bus home with them.

Jamie is such a cutie pie! It was great seeing him again... I hadn't seen him since like new years eve...

On the bus we were so loud and going on about our long underwear ... 5 outta the 9 of us were wearing some... and then there was this one guy with a blue hat and Krystal asked me if he was hot, but I couldn't really tell from where I was sitting, he would've had to turn around... so we kept on making comments like "what? the guy in the blue hat is hot" .. but he didn't turn around all the way just a little bit... and then we got off.

We watched the movie "My Big Fat Greek Wedding". It was good/funny, but I thought it would be better with all the hype about it...

Now I must get some sleep, I need to be up early again tomorrow.

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