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2005 21 February :: 8.25am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Alkaline Trio- Trouble Breathing
Let it Snow?
Hello...long time no see.
I dont have much to write about but thats okay.
Yesturday I started invoices at work and I think my manager might find me useful now. I have to go in at 11 today because the day hostess is sick. I really hope they dont expect me to come back in at 6 which is my regular shift.
Its my first day off of winter break and I didnt even get to sleep in. I was awoken about 5 times last night. That is including this morning at 8. I guess sleeping just isnt for me.
Lisa, Im sorry about last night. I fell asleep at 7 and didnt wake back up until midnight. I suck. I really wanted to watch it and cry with you: (
It is snowing like a mother out there.
Thats that.
BYE
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2005 20 February :: 7.30pm
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-kristen
-kris
-loser
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
-ooh boy.. umm blindedbytears2x
-powerf15
-rdhd6790
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-my hair
-my eyes
-umm.. i dunnoo.. my ability to eat whatever i want nd still remain skinny
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-stubbornness
-impatientness
-joy i get out of hurting others =]~
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
-irish
-Polish
-American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-SQUIRRELS lmaoo juliaa<3
-death
-bugs
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-cell
-cash
-metro card
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-jeans
-shirt
-jacket
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS:
-fall out boy
-yellowcard
-matchbook romance
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
- "Number One" - Skye Sweetnam
-"Tangled Up in Me" - " "
-"Fallen Through" - " "
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
- i
- d
- k
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
- surprise
- fun
- comfort
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (In no particular order):
-I'll sing at the top of my lungs and i dont care who hears
-I have a secret passion for pop-rock
-I'm extremely self-concious
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- eyes
- hair
- height
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- nothing
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
- sing well =]~
- be calm and secluded
- not have a whole day go by without a lil funnnn
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
- football
- hockey
- music
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
- CSI
- law
- doctor (HA!) NOT.. umm.. i dunno some kindaa detective work.. i love that kind of stuff
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- atlantis
- turks&caicos (sp?)
- jersey shore<3 myy favoriteee too many mems chriss
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- fall in love
- see the jets win the superbowl
- see the rangers win the cup
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE...
- no one
- no one
- no one
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2005 20 February :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: boReDdd
:: Music: iT SUCKS - SKYE SWEETNAM
SOOO YEAA.. ME AND KAiT WENT SHOPPiNG TODAY ND i BOUGHT SOME CUTEE STUFF.. WOOP.. AND iM HAPPY CUZ i FiNALLY GOT iT OFF MY CHEST THAT i THiNK i STiLL LiKE HiM BUT SHE DOESNT LiKE HiM ANYMORE.. PHEW.. OMG THAT REALLY WOULDNT BE GOOD iF WE BOTH LiKED HiM.. WOOOPP DANCE COMiNG UP.. GOTTA CALL SON LMAOO DESTiNYY i <3 UUUUU.. WOOP WOOP i DiDNT KNOW ABOUT THAA DANCE TiL AFTER i HAD LEFT 86TH STREET LMAO BUT iTS ALRiGHT i CAN GO SOMETiME LATER iN THE WEEK TO BUY AN OUTFIT.. ACTUALLY i MiGHT JUST WEAR ONE OF THE SHiRTS i BOUGHT TODAY.. i DUNNO i GOTTA TALK TO KAiT SEE WHAT SHE THiNKS.. i TOLD HER SHE COULD COME HERE TO WATCH A MOViE BUT THEN i GOT HOME AND MY MOM TOLD ME THAT BRiAN AND SOME OF MATT'S FRiENDS WERE COMiNG OVER TO WATCH SOME WRESTLiNG THiNG SOO i CALLED KAiT ND WAS LiKE UU DUN WANNA COME HERE STiLL, DO YA? SOO SHES LiKE.. UMMMM MAYBE iT WOULD BE BETTER iF WE WATCHED HERE LMAOO.. YEAA iT WAS FUNNYY.. iM iN THE MOOD TO BE ALL.. i DUNNO.. CRAZY KRiSTEN.. iM iN THE MOOD TO JUMP AROUNDD ND STUFF.. LiSTENN TO OLDiES AND WEAR SWEATPANTS ND STUFF.. WAiT i DO THAT EVERYDAY.. OOK iM iN THE MOOD TO PARTY WiTH SOMEONE LOL ME AND CHRiSSY AND LAUREN WOULD HAVE HAD SOOO MUCH FUNN THiS WEEKEND iF CHRiS HADNT GOT GROUNDED.. OOH WELL.. YEAA iM GUNNA GO CHANGE MY LAYOUT CUZ iTS MADD UGLY RiGHT NOW.. LATERR<3
1NEEE
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2005 18 February :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: Tiredly excited
:: Music: Hang'em High -- MCR
Mhmm
Tonight I'm going to my Great Grandma's house in Englewood. That's still in Florida, but whatever ^^;
I'm dragging Jade with me so I won't be direly alone. I have a lot to do this weekend, which sucks. I gotta practice or else Evan will call my house and scream about not wanting any and hang up on me.. He's such a scary man.
He's always so mean to Naomi and I. I guess we kinda provoke him sometimes, but otherwise he just tells us to shut up if she makes a miniscule comment to me. Le rarr, Band Master, just because you're wonderful at 5 million different instruments doesn't mean you get to be so aggravating.. or something.
Oh well, i love the band master.
Rarr. I'm so tired. I think. I need to shower... and pack.. and shit. GOTTA BE CLEAN FOR THE CARRR! XD I guess that's what everyone thinks. Jade showered. Dave showered. I'm showering. Atleast we have the decency to stunt the car stinking up too bad. Loverly.
I love people. I noticed that again today. I don't know why.. I just like them. Well, most of them, anyways o.0;
There are some exceptions, I must say.
I've noticed something.. I'm so used to giving Ducky a peck when I see him from when we were going out xD I'm always tempted to kiss him when I see him.
How odd.. how.. habitual. I guess I should pack.
I'm ghey.
And.. maybe even.. loving it? o.0;
xD
"We are the very hurt you sold"
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2005 18 February :: 1.52pm
:: Mood: awake
So far twp's...13-6, got into playoffs..but thats not why I'm updating. Catch up wit me!
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/16263521
Tis all
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2005 17 February :: 9.17pm
i TALKED TO JOEY TONiGHT =]
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2005 16 February :: 11.42pm
:: Music: Unloco - Empty
"They don't even look like me, they are nothing like me.... so why?"
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2005 15 February :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: Silly
:: Music: Sweet Dreams (are made of This) - Manson
...
I Need My DP Fix: I'll cry
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'll ride my bike.
I Need My DP Fix: XD Fuck you
o0p5 y3r d34d: XD
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2005 15 February :: 5.06pm
:: Mood: High?
:: Music: Right Here In My Arms - HIM
... Ah.
Jade said I hit her window..
And I told her I don't hit windows.. I don't believe in their abuse of windows.
She said I was stupid.
SUTPID
Ohemgee! 0.0
SUTPID
"I can hear myself breathing! HAHAHHAA!"
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2005 14 February :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: Clean
:: Music: None.. T.T
Hmn..
A.. poem? Fancy that!
I open my eyes, they're swollen and red
And for some reason I wonder if I'm any good in bed
This body isn't all that great
There's just too much here to hate
But you've seen past my looks
Past the hair and comic books
You think you're in love
And all I can say is "I love you, too"
You're the first one to
Make me feel the way I do
I wish you were here more often
So my feelings could be expressed better
I'm afraid I'm gonna bleed
Without the sustenance I need
Heart beats too fast
Strength aint gonna last
I need you now so I can sleep
This feeling sucks
Less than ten bucks
For your papery suicide
I'll pay the price
If you're nice
And in the end we'll die old
You have this wonderful feeling
Spinning round through my dizzied heart
You leave a magical happiness
It's all that I breathe
When we get past this happy
Back to crappy
You'll see exactly how cold I am
I'm sheer Ice Queen
Way too fuckin' mean
To understand there's love in the world
I'll open my heart
Maybe we'll start
Of course the end looms closer
>>;;;;;;
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL THAT WAAAAS! So don't ask? XDD
Today was odd, you could say. In first period, we made HAPPY BOXES! And in second we were outside (e.e;). In third period things were odd, in fourth Keith and I finished the test thing kinda late. In fifth, I was kinda bored without Naomi, but oddly played better (=p). Lunch seemed.. no different, I guess. Sixth was drawingful, and seventh.. oh how silly Seventh was!
Here's the play we wrote and performed today (Andrea = Eddie due to her absence)
CAST
Jesse: Answer-stealing cheater (has green pass)
Ricki: Teacher (Ms. Goldsmith)
Jackie: Goody-goody
Tara: Nerd
Joelle: Cheater
Frank: Cheater
Andrea: Cheater
Emily: Cheater
Zach: Dean (Distraction)
Begin:
[Students and teacher enter stage right, students take seats, teacher starts directions]
Ricki - "Here is your Informal Geometry Semester final. If you fail this, you fail my class, and you'll have to retake it next year. That will probably be most of you since you're in Informal Geometry!" (Laughs hard, snorts, falls over)
[Teacher passes out test]
Emily - "Great gosh! I don't know this stuff! Can I copy?"
Joelle - "Jeez louise, same here. Ugh! Another F for me, and I'm SO hungry!"
Frank - "I can make a sandwich in 48 seconds, just give me some bread, cold-cuts, and shit."
Tara - "Can you please lower your volumes? I'm trying to concentrate."
[Jesse enters stage right]
Ricki - "You're late (mutters "No surprise") Where's your hall pass?"
Jesse - "Right here, can you get it?" (raises hall pass above head, teacher goes to get it, Jesse steals answer key for test)
ackie - "Oh my gosh, did you just steal those answer? I'm telling!"
Jesse - "No, it's just a figment of your imagination!"
[Zach enter stage right, Jesse goes to empty seat]
Zach - "Ms. Goldsmith, may I talk to you outside?"
[Ricki and Zach exit stage right. Jessie reads out answers to cheaters whom gather around his chair]
Zach(outside) - "You're fired! I can't take all the yelling and disciplining! These children are angels, they'd never do all the horrible things you say!"
[Loud sobs emit from the door, cheaters still gathered]
Andrea - "Wow, this is all stuff I learned last year."
Joelle - "It is, isn't it? Adding with more than 4 numbers."
Frank - "This stuff still confuses me."
Emily - "This isn't subtraction?!"
[Zach enters stage right, students look up when he enters.]
Andrea - "Uh oh, it's... it's.. that guy!"
Zach - "What's going on here?!"
Jackie - "They're cheating, sir! They're cheating! Cheaters! Cheating!"
Zach - "We'll see about that. All of you (points to Jesse and those around him) to the principle!"
[Zach, Jesse, Joelle, Frank, Andrea, Emily exit stage right, Tara and Jackie remain. Ricki enters stage right.]
Tara - "FINALLY! I HAVE COMPLETED IT! I will graduate!"
[Ricki takes Tara's paper]
Ricki - "They're.. they're are all wrong."
END! THANK GOD!
Yes I was.. a cheater. How silly! I wrote most of it and had to send it around to the others. They were scared of my email address (i_like_them_dead@yahoo.com XDD) Very silly.
Anime club was.. t3h g00d. And HERE I AMMMM!
There was this crazy black cat pickin' a scrap with S'mores. S'mores like.. ran into the window trying to get it xDD
<3!!!
FUCK VALENTINNNES! YEEEY!
".. THIS ISN'T SUBTRACTION?!"
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2005 14 February :: 6.48pm
ONEE GOOD THiNG ABOUT TODAY.. CASSiEEEE CAMEEEE BACKKKKKKK =]
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2005 14 February :: 6.21pm
HAPPY VALENTiNES DAY TO YOU.. HOPE YOURS WAS BETTER THAN MiNE.. WOW DO i MiSS HiM... AND i DiDNT EVEN REALiZE iT... SHOULD i CALL HiM?? OR WOULD iT BE WEiRD TO CALL ON VALENTiNES DAY.. NAHH iM NOT GOiNG TO.. iTS DURiNG THE WEEK.. HES BUSY iM SURE.. i TOLD MYSELF iD WAiT TiLL HE CALLED ME.. BUT THAT HASNT HAPPENED iN AWHiLE.. i'LL CALL HiM ON HiS BiRTHDAY i GUESS.. BUT THAT iSNT FOR AWHiLE STiLL..
BUT i LOOK FORWARD TO THAT DAY..
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2005 13 February :: 11.23am
:: Mood: TiREDDDDDDDD
:: Music: MR. BRiGHTSiDE.. THE KiLLERS
WOW WUT A WEEKEND... i DiD ABSOLUTELY NOTHiNG!!! OMGGGG iM DYiNG OVER HEREE.. FRiDAY i HAD TO BABYSiT SO i COULDNT GO OUT, YESTERDAY OMGGG EVERYONE HAD SOMETHiNG TO DO BUT ME AND KRiSTiN AND MY DAD WOULDNT DRiVE ME TO SHEEPSHEAD TO SEE HER SO i WAS LiKE OOOHH POOP.. JULiA WAS SiCKK.. KAiT HAD TO GO TO STATEN iSLAND.. ALi HAD TO GO TO A SWEET SiXTEEN FOR SOMEONE SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW.. DEiRDRE.. WE JUST KEPT GETTiNG EACH OTHER AT THE WRONG TiMES.. ERiN HAD TO GO SEE HER SiSTER, ALEXA HAD TO WATCH TAYLOR, i WAS LiKE WTF SO ME AND KRiSTiN STAYED ONLiNE AND TALKED TO EACH OTHER ALL DAY.. TODAY i ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHiNG TO DO! WOOP WOOP! iM GOiNG TO MATT'S BASKETBALL GAME, i KNOW, WHY WOULD i DO THAT BUT MATT'S PLAYiNGG MiCHELLE'S BROTHER SO i THiNK SHES GUNNA BE THERE.. (iF SHE REMEMBERS TO COME, AND SHE BETTER.. iF SHE DOESNT i'LL CALL ALEXA SiNCE SHES AROUND THE CORNER LOL) BUT YEAA AND THEN WE'RE GOiNG TO MJ'S FOR DiNNER TO MEET THE NEW NEiGHBORS.. i NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER NOW CUZ MY HAiR HAS TO BE DRY BY THE TiME WE LEAVE FOR MATT'S GAME AT ONEE.. i GUESS i'LL STRAiGHTEN iT.. iTS TOO COLD TO LET iT DRY AND SCRUNCH iT..
iM OUT LiKE A TROUT WiTH A POUT iN A DROUGHT.. =]~
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2005 11 February :: 6.37pm
Do you know those little towns? You know, where everyone is the same and does the same things. And if there is just the slightest change, everyone will know. I'm that change. Just because I look a big different then the rest they all eyeball at me and have their words ready. Even my mom hates the way I look. Personally I wouldn't mind just killing each one of those goddamn hicks. Including my mom. So what I'm just a bastard like that, if you don't like it then I'll kill you aswell. I even kill the dog. For fuck sake, who cares anyway. My life is just not fucked up, it's not special. It's not what I want it to be and that's why I hate my life. I hate my life cause it's just fucking boring. The only thing that keeps me walking the soil is that sweet girl. Man how I love her and she keeps making my heart beat everyday. You (I) gotta be thankfull for something like that. Her.....I'm thankfull for having her. Even if I'd do anything you'd ask me, and I'm the one who loves you the most over anyone else. I still don't deserve you. Your special and I'm not. I'm just different. But hey I'm a rebel, I'll break the rules and just steal you for myself. Your mine.....I'm yours....how I love you so much.
My Own Adopted Demon
SHADE
Get your own Demon at
http://www.adoptademon.net/
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2005 10 February :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: ^^;
:: Music: "Watching" - Evanescence
Oh baby.
Welp, I went to UTurn with my fangs in. How silly ^^
Yesterday, oh man, we had this guy from FAU step in to help conduct in our band class... e.e;;;
He.. Was.. Oh my god XDDDDD
Let's just say he sure knew his interpretive dance!
He had a thin combover, he flipped his tie in his face, he humped air, he smiled drunkly, and apparentally he was married!
He made our tonguing go at "Turbo-space speed 12"!!! XDDDDD
The whole band would not stop laughing, but since we aren't rude, we laughed into our instruments e.e;;;
xD
Yeah.
Souuuu.. yeah. Thought you'd like to know e.e;;
Ooh! My "Yeah" mix has been playing since I left for UTurn at 7 up until I got home! AMAZING! I get home and like.. 9. How silly!
<3! For luv-luv taste!
P.S. I'm beuful e.e;;
xD
MRH1024: i don't look for then u still look nice
o0p5 y3r d34d: Aw, gee, thanks.
o0p5 y3r d34d: I reall think I'm horrible looking. I'm surprised I pulled off the tiny-shirt deal at UTurn
o0p5 y3r d34d: really*
MRH1024: np to my eyes i think ur beaful
MRH1024: wut
MRH1024: wut u mean
o0p5 y3r d34d: I spelt really wrong ^^;
o0p5 y3r d34d: I'm beaful. I s0 rock.
MRH1024: wut were u wearing under the shirt
MRH1024: im coneus
o0p5 y3r d34d: ...... A.. bra?
Hmm.. if you couldn't read that, go beat up Michael Howell.. I sure should, he needs a built-in spell check or something. And to learn my chest is off limits.. ~twitch~
He DOES get beaten for that, THANK YOU
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2005 10 February :: 8.15pm
ME AND KAiT MADEE A CLUB!! iTS JUST US iN iT!!! iTS CALLEDD TPMATBF LOLOL DONTT ASKK BUT JUST SO YOUU KNOW iTS THE COOLEST CLUB EVERRRR! LOVEE YOUUU KAiT #1NEE SOPHH<3
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2005 10 February :: 7.07pm
MYY DEAR KAiT HAD SOMETHiNG iN HER PROFiLE THAT WAS JUST SOOO TRUEE.. "WHYY TRY TO FiX A FRiENDSHiP THAT CANT BE FiXED? ESPECiALLY WHEN THE ONLY ONE TRYiNG iS YOURSELF."
i CANT WAiT UNTiL CHRiSSY AND LAURENN COME OVERRRR!!! WE'RE GUNNAA GO OUT AND PARRRR-TAY LOL.. ME AND DEiRDRE ARE GUNNAA HAVE A STREET PARTY THiS WEEKEND!! YiPPEEE!!! HAHAAA WE CANT FiND A HOUSEE TO HAVE A PARTY iN SO WE'RE JUST GUNNA HAVE A PARTY AND DRiNK ON THE STREETS LMAOO.. MY CONVO WiTH KAiT:
kAiTt<3 [7:11 P.M.]: who is ur profile about?
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: this kid from the summer..
kAiTt [7:11 P.M.]: aww
kAiTt [7:11 P.M.]: wat happenedd
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: HES AN ASSSSSS
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: lol
kAiTt[7:11 P.M.]: lol<33
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: that about sums it up =]
HAHAAA iM TELLiNG HER MY STORY NOW LOL.. HAHAA LiKE NOO ONE KNOWS THE STORY.. CASSiEE KNOWS TOO.. BUT THATS ABOUT iT.. OMGG CASSiE'S REALLY SiCKKKK! SHE HASNT BEEN iN SCHOOL FOR WEEKS SHES GOT LiKE CHRONiC TENSiON HEADACHES OR SOMETHiNG AND i FEEL SOO BAD CUZ SHES HAD TO HAVE ALL THESE TESTS DONEE AND i MiSS HER SOO MUCHH<3 i MiGHT CALL HER TONiGHT.. OMGGGG CHRiSTiNES FATHER DiED LAST NiGHT.. HE HAD A HEART ATTACK REALLY SUDDENLY.. LiKE HE WAS HEALTHY AND EVERYTHiNG BUT HE HAD A FATAL HEART ATTACK AND i FEEL SOO BADDDD.. BRi iS HELPiNG TO GET STUFF TOGETHER TO SEND OVER TO HER CUZ SHE REALLY FEELS FOR HER.. BRi'S LOST A PARENT TOO =[ OMGG THE ANNiVERSARY'S COMiNG UP.. =[ =[ =[ i FEEL BADD<3 ALRiGHT iM GUNNA GO AND TALK TO KAiT AND JULiA AND CHRiSSY AND THEN iM GUNNA TAKE A SHOWER AND CALL CASSiEE SOOOOO YEAA iM OUT FOR NOWW.. LATER<3
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2005 8 February :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: Saves the Day- Hold
Where do I go
I just wanted to update and let you know Im alive...whoever you are.
I dont want to talk. My stomach has been in a knot for about a week now. I dont know where to go or what to do because Im not happy and I cant figure out what will make me happy. Great timing huh...2 years and now this happens.
Im losing it...entirely Im falling apart and I dont even want anyone to catch me. I just want to fall, get up and do what I have to do. But you have a hold on me.
Yeah...thats enough
BYE
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2005 8 February :: 8.36pm
:: Mood: Le Rarr
:: Music: Keine Lust - Rammstein
I have no Desire
^^
Today was pretty good. I liked it.
Staying in first period for 4 hours, doing pretty much nothing, rocks out loud. I must say. It made my day very good.
I was spazzing out in Drama because:
a. It's so FUCKING COLD
b. I had to preform my monologue
c. I barely memorizes it xX
xD I sucked. Oh well. I lived.
What lovely pictures I made this eve.
I made it look like I got beaten up.
It's really not something to joke about. Especially men abusing women, or anyone abusing anyone else (unless that's what you're into e.e;) but I kinda liked how it came out.
I need different colors of make up. I have dark dark red, sky blue, silver, and light light purple. See? It sucks. I need to get more eyeliner, too. Rarr.
Hmph.
Yeah..
Oh yeah, I'm a fag-pants.
I broke up with Ducky, if I didn't tell you already. We're still cool, though.
I am such a gheyore. xX
<3
"GO HAVE *Korean word*!!"
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2005 8 February :: 7.18pm
best friends? what kind of best friend doesnt even say hi when ur online..
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2005 6 February :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: Stressed/Rushed
:: Music: None, yet
Ew. I'm gonna die.
No one got my secret message in the post before, eh?
Anyways, I'm a horrible person and I haven't done my MLA Spurgeon essay, memorized fully my monologue, or my scales for the scale test tomorrow.
...
I'm dead.
Love you who knew me before now.
<3<3
"PRONO!"
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2005 6 February :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: TiREDD
:: Music: POPULARRR
WOWWW COULD NOT BE MOREE TiRED.. LAST NiGHT WAS REALLY TiRiNG.. JUST BEiNG THERE.. YOU KNOW, NiGHT OUT iN THE CiTYY.. iT CAN BE A TiRiNG THiNG WiTH SO MANY PEOPLE THERE.. BUT YEAAA UMM.. iT WAS PRETTY FUN ALTOGETHER.. WE GOT THERE REALLY EARLY TO HELP THE GiRLS AND KRiSTiNE SET UP AND EVERYTHiNG AND THE PLACE LOOKED SOOOO NiCE.. UNCLE STAN WAS SOOOO SUPRiSED.. TO MAKE iT EVEN BETTER, HE HAD BEEN WHiNiNG THE WHOLE DAY ABOUT HOW HE WASNT GETTiNG A PARTY FOR HiS 50TH BiRTHDAY LOL HE HAD BEEN iN A BAD MOOD FOR THE WHOLE DAY LOL.. =] GREATT STUFF.. iMM SOOO HAPPY FOR JESS!!! SHES MOViNG iN WiTH ViNNY iN THREE WEEKS!! HER APARTMENT SOUNDS SOOO GREATTT.. 15 MiNUTES AWAY FROM HER JOB AND 25 FROM HiS.. iT HAS A GYMNASTICS PLACE RIGHT NEARBY WHiCH iS HOW SHE MAKES HER EXTRA MONEY AND WiTH THE WHOLE APARTMENT COMPLEX THiNG THERES TENNiS COURTS AND A POOL! iM SOO EXCiTED FOR HERRRR.. WE STiLL HAVENT MET HiM THOUGHH WHiCH MY DAD KEEPS BUGGiNG HER ABOUT =]~ ANYWAY.. YEA SO EVERYONEE WAS DRUNK.. AUNT EiLEEN OMG iT WAS THE FUNNiEST SiGHT.. THE HiGHLiGHT OF THE NiGHT WAS WHEN KASiA ASKED HER TO TAKE A PIC OF ALL THE COUSiNS SiTTiN ON THE COUCHH.. SHE HAD THE CAMERAA BACKWARDS THE WHOLE TiMEE!! WE WERE LOOKiNG AT THE SCREEN OF THE DiGiTAL CAMERA AND SHE KEPT TAKiNG PiCTURES OF HERSELF iTS FRiCKiN HYSTERiCAL LOOKiNG AT THESE PiCS SHE WAS SOOO DRUNK! WE ENJOYED iT A LiTTLE TOO MUCH BUT OHH WELL IT WAS SOOO FUNNY//NEW TOPiC!! SUPERBOWL iS ON NOW! i KNOWW iM NOT WATCHiNG iT! i NEED TO GO DOWN.. BUT i HATE THE FiRST COUPLE OF MiNUTES OF THE GAME iTS BORiNG NOTHiNG GAME-ALTERiNG iS HAPPENiNG YET.. LOL ALRiGHT WELL.. GO EAGLES!! iM OUTT<3
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2005 6 February :: 11.17am
EVERYONE IN THE FAMiLY WAS DRUNK! it was greatttt..
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2005 5 February :: 4.24pm
:: Mood: happieee
:: Music: fall out boyy
hahahahaaaaaaaa HAPPPPPYYYYYY KRiSTENNNNNNN =] AND i QUOTE Mii PADRE: "DR.RON SAiD WE COULD COME OUT TO THEiR HOUSE ANY WEEK iN THE SUMMER TO GO ON THEE BOATTTT" YAYYYYY WOOOHOOOOOO!!! KRiSTEN HAS BEEN MADEE HAPPY! TiME TO GET READYY FOR A PARRRRR-TAY! LOL.. HAHAA i THiNK RON'S GUNNA BE THERE LMAOO WOOOOOT CNT WAiTT!
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2005 5 February :: 11.56am
:: Mood: Dry-eyed
:: Music: Mein Teil - Rammstein
Blech
My tummy hurts and I have so much to accomplish, or would like to accomplish today. Plus Weston might be sleeping over on this night. How happy ^^ <3!
- Health Notes
- Language essay
- Laundry
- Clean room
- Change bed sheets
- Continue the Large Card Deck I started with the cardboard from binders
Rar..
Maybe I should even get it over with.. You know what I'm talking about, right?
But I just don't know
Right now
Everything's twisted
And confusing
Kinda scary ^^;
Umn.. yeah.. my Grandma's close friend is dying.
Probably gone already.. or going to be gone soon..
Why do people so close have to die?
I mean, I love Faye..
Time passes so quickly
How come all of the greatest people end up having cancer?!
Dammit..
Under the ground.. What's it like?
Couldn't be too happy.
Korn is an odd band.
You know?
....
<3
"Amerika est Wunderbar"
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2005 4 February :: 5.40pm
omg i havent talked to him in foreverrr and he IMs me and hes callin me hun nd everything.. wtf is going on!!!
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2005 1 February :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: Hurting.
:: Music: Rammstein -- Ohne Dich
Tramps Like Us
My heart hurts right now -.-;;;;
Oh my god.
And I just told Adam I wasn't depressed.
I'm horrible and a liar.
Adam's philosophies are beautiful, even if it sounds like he's dying.
Like my new layout?
Girls are softer.
P.S. 3 new manga. I'm fancy. ^^ Tramps like us.
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2005 31 January :: 9.56pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Ciara* Goodies
Woo!! Hello! Can we say that this year has by far been one of the best school days sophomore year!! OMG... for those who in BTHS...yall saw dat grin on my face! Woo he's sexy...and we're talking more...
**severe in like**
**severely intrigued by the other**
Wat to doooo?? :(
Oh well.. I love lunch and this semester already!!!!!
*Courtney
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2005 31 January :: 11.28am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Shinedown- In memory
If I did it differently
I went through something I doubt I'll ever go through again. I dont really want to tell everyone but I think its something that should be out there so maybe you'll think.
I dont usually go to parties let alone drink. I got over all that and I dont like what it does to people. I dont like how it takes people and obsesses them. But on Saturday night I lied to everyone and I went to a party with Lisa. It was are friends from work apartment. All these people from school walked in. I thought I hated these people but I learned a lot about them. Danielle and Kaitlin walked in with their own alcohol. Lisa and I drank way too much. People acctually got really worried about me and the girls I thought I didnt like took care of me. I woke up around 5 and almost everyone was gone. I walked around and then went back to sleep. In the morning I drove Christian and I to work and I puked all day there. I started getting worried about Lisa since she was still at the house so I left. I went to go get her and the apartment was filled with cops. They asked me who I was and said that they were looking for me and I had to come with them. They brought me downtown and I had to talk to a detective for an hour. Thats when I found out what happened. I basically woke up when the girls crashed that morning. I talked to all the other girls there and they think that the intentions of the girls were to do exactly what happened. Who would think that these beautiful popular girls were depressed. If I didnt drink I could have made sure they didnt get in the car. I absolutely hate drunk driving. It is the worst thing you can do...I would have stopped them. I had to go home and tell my parents what had happened and they didnt punish me but they cried with me. I had to tell Sean and he went crazy on me.
I was one of the last people to see this girl before she died. Thats such a horrible thought. Death shouldnt take place around strangers. It shouldnt take place in a car. It shouldnt happen when you are trashed and cant think straight. I'm sorry to anyone friends with her and her family.
I'm sorry.
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