:: 2003 10 September :: 4.14 pm

I wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone

And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land

And all I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough

And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows she's needy

Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough



<3333

8 let me fall | catch me..

:: 2003 10 September :: 12.43 pm
:: Mood: indescribable

innocence again
i cant wait till tomarrow when i can freakin get out of this place
not that i dont LOVE staying home..doin nothing..sleepin watchin t.v. ..stayin in mah p.j's all day..n gettin special kare n ice cream frum mah mommy =)..
but im seriiously gonna go NUTS if i have to stay on more day with nothing to do but THINK..i need to keep mah self freakin busy .. wen ur busy u dont tihnk as much..and got i hate freakin thinkin so much im thinkin bout everything i finally STOPPED thinkin bout..dang i jus need to stop lettin mahself miss him..its not fair to meh..


but i do miss him =/...< / 3

9 let me fall | catch me..

:: 2003 10 September :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: sad

i had that..
so im sititn here..
bored as hell lookin @ ppl profiles and i sum how found this gurl's journal thang whos going out with mah friend mark..and im readin and she mentions his name god like 100 times every freakin entry and usually that wuld PISS ME OFF and cuz its like DAM all u talk bout it his..but it jus mad me sad..like holy shit t hey love each other soo much its not even funny seriously u think they were like not middle skoo freakin ppl ude think there like SERIOUSLY FOR REAL IN LOVE and im jus like awwwe damni wish i had that and then i relise I DID HAVE THAT..and i know that sounds i donno weird but i really did have that, and i freakin wuz a dumass and lost it..holy fuck u know thurzday w uld be me n kev'z 6 fuckin month anniversery..xsept we broke up like 2 months ago so i shuld stop freakin keepin trak..but SERIOUSLY..i still love him to freakin death..i dont think i kan ever go to skoo again and face any of tha fuckers there xspecially him i fukin need him bak..damn


once again, i make fun of ppl like meh...< / 3

catch me..

:: 2003 9 September :: 10.47 pm

what am to you?
nothing?
or..maybe..jus maybe
am i something worth living for?

catch me..

:: 2003 9 September :: 10.44 pm
:: Mood: awake

Broken..
but here

catch me..

:: 2003 9 September :: 5.56 pm

luv ya like a sis!!
u know wut pisses me off?
when people say "lylas"
like seriously, ive never had a sister but from wut ive observed...ppl dont really love their sisters
seriously ..who really loves there sister any more then being forced to?
i see how yea its saying were so close were like sisters n shit..
but SERIOUSLY i think its kinda a dis.
<333

2 let me fall | catch me..

:: 2003 9 September :: 1.48 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: eat u alive

4 let me fall | catch me..

:: 2003 9 September :: 11.36 am

more memegens
The Afterlife
Name ::Brittany
Your fate::: Fed endless stream of donuts

Name Jill
Your fate Reincarnated, rabbit

catch me..

:: 2003 9 September :: 12.14 am

Who will your ex-husband be? by Bert
Name Brittany
Ex-Husband Joel Madden
Date Married August 21, 2010
Date Divorced October 7, 2025
Reason for Divorce He's actually a woman
Amount of Alimony $608,138




What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username ducky
Your real name brittany
Your sex female
Your age 13
Your last words will be... "FUCK YOU"

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be... "MMMM MORE FOOD!"

what do they really think of you by purple
lj name ducky
sex girl
age 13
your best friend thinks You're hiding the bodies
your family think you could be a god
strangers think you're lickable

lj name liljilly07
sex f
age 13
your best friend thinks if they ignore you you'll go
your family think you're a prostitute
strangers think you look like al gore
Name: Jillane Elizabeth Dahms
Youre famous for: Being ugly
You get famous: June 15, 2011
You make $$ per/year: $613,342,344,688,380
Do people like you? 48901954 People think you rock.
Dead/Alive: No one knows



Name: Brittany
Youre famous for: Porn
You get famous: March 11, 2020
You make $$ per/year: $1.54543273153576e+15
Do people like you? We all hate you, go die.
Dead/Alive: Dead




ahaha...good stuff
<333

2 let me fall | catch me..

:: 2003 8 September :: 11.22 pm

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way
This is the way that I'm

Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way that I say I love You
This is the way that I say I'm Yours
This is the way, this is the way


-switchfoot
<3333

catch me..