:: 2003 30 June :: 12.16 pm
:: Mood: blah

FUCK FUCK FUCK i got really scared last night, and im still like shakin, FUCK FUCK FUCK
why does everything have to be like this??
FUCK
if something happens to her ..whats gonna happen to me?
FUCK FUCK FUCK
for once in my life i have no idea what to do

catch me..

:: 2003 29 June :: 7.22 am
:: Mood: depressed

i dont get anyone anymore...every day is jus tha same..empty..some days more than others ..but either way i go to bed as a no one, some one no one cares wether i ever wake up.

catch me..