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2003 20 September :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: crazy
"I never said that i was afraid of losing you, i jus said that i was afraid to say goodbye."
I friggin hate chelsie! I wish dat i never ever met her! She changed my life, sometimes fo da better, but most of da time fo da worse, not like my life fo da worse, but it made someone else's life worse which made me feel worse bout my life! And really im not talkin bout chels, im talkin bout britt, cuz if i would have never met chels i would have never met britt, n i would have never had da chance to ruin her life...
But too late eh britt? :-/
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liljilly07
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2003 20 September :: 4.20pm
Hey britt thanks fo leavin...without even a goodbye...well were leavin like rite now so yah i luv u lots babe and hopefully ill talk to u like latah t nite but i souldnt count on it, ur da best babe luv u lots bye!!!
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liljilly07
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2003 20 September :: 10.33am
:: Mood: Shitty!!
Dont tell me that you'll be there,
When you know that you wont.
Dont tell me that you really care,
When you know that you DONT!
Damn it.. why do i always have to screaw everything up...everythings alwyas my fault...haha and she trys to say its hers...
All my life ive been a screaw up...and by da way things r seemin to go...all my life i WILL be a screaw up!
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liljilly07
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2003 19 September :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: blah
If I were a month I would be: March...britt...marchbabey :-p
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday!
If I were a time of day I would be: 3 o clock am!
If I were a planet I would be: mars!
If I were a sea animal I would be: shark!
If I were a direction I would be: west side babey!
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a couch!
If I were a liquid I would be: DR. PEPPER!
If I were a stone, I would be: big n fat n real round!
If I were a tree, I would be: a christmas tree! lol
If I were a bird, I would be: eagle
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: tulip
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: thunder storm!
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: uhm..somethin loud lol
If I were an animal, I would be: A MONKEY!
If I were a color, I would be: orange...a look at me color mwah...
If I were an emotion, I would be: not depressed but deeply sad lol
If I were a vegetable, I would be: eww who wants to be a veggie!
If I were a sound, I would be: a MOO!
If I were a car, I would be: a pink cadilac...haha insider!
If I were a book, I would be written by: Kimberly Kirkberger
If I were a food, I would be: Chicken!!
If I were a place, I would be: Cape Coral mwaha
If I were a material, I would be: silk
If I were a taste, I would be: bitter
If I were a scent, I would be: cucumber melon mmm mmm good!
If I were a religion, I would be: uhm...dunno?
If I were a body part I would be: tongue
If I were a facial expression I would be: confused
If I were a subject in school I would be: gym
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Ron stoppable from Kim possible
If I were a shape I would be: star
If I were a number I would be: 7
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liljilly07
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2003 19 September :: 9.19pm
:: Music: Why cant i?
none really...
Wow dis is pretty shitty, ive gotta stay at my aunts again, wat a bum hey? Oh well life goes on rite?I sure hope so, cuz dis really sucks im so sick of the two of them always arguein and always bitchin and always figthin ova da dumbest fuckin shit, well dis aint a stupid reason but ya know wat im sick of it, my mom always says well im diong dis fo you and im doing dis fo you so dat u dont have to deal wit it and shit and its better fo you, wtf how would she know whas better fo me when she dont even know me nor talk to me nor try to talk to me! I mean she hates me and da only time she is ever nice to me is like when they get into a fite like dis cuz she wants me to give her sympothy or some shit and im not going to cuz i fuckin hate her too! But really like havin to leave our house all da time, havin mom come home and tell you to pak ur shit were going to amy's yah dat aint much better if u ask me and den havin to stay here and like change our whole lifestyle yah RITE dats fuckin better, i mean jesus christ! I fuckin hate her, and i really do wish dat she would fuckin get cancer again and fuckin die! Yah id be an orphan but still it would be alot better den havin to sit here and live wit her stupid ass, i cant even begin to explain how much i hate her...and ya know wat i souldnt hate my mom dat much, like ppl look at me like im crazy when i talk bout hatin my mom, i mean my mom sould be da pesron dats always there fo me and da person who acts like they love me fo me and not wat society thinks dat i sould be or some shit and she sould love me unconditionally instead of actin like she has to be...BUT NO! Not my mom, urgh i hate when my friends talk bout oh me and my mom and yah my mom is so kool blah blah blah, it jus drives me nuts ya know...
I guess its cuz im jealous, i wish dat i had a mother like dat ya know?
latah...~*Jilly*~
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ducky
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2003 19 September :: 7.28pm
i dont know what to do with myself anymore.
no one "gets" me anymore.
no one needs to get me.
i dont even get me.
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ducky
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2003 19 September :: 6.41pm
I HATE BRITTNEY!
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liljilly07
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2003 17 September :: 9.46pm
Your smiley with tounge out emoticon. Your ready
for it and up for anything. Try to be a little
less forward and you'll get there properly.
Which MSN Messenger Emoticon are you??
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liljilly07
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2003 17 September :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: stressed
Yah mMm...I WONDER!
Earlier brittany asked me who my hero was...i dunno why but ya know, i started thinkin bout it, and yah at first i was jus gonna say her wit no reason at all, cuz ya know it seemed like da rite thing to say ya know...but now dat i thought bout it, da real person dat i think is my HeRo! Would be...
DA ONE AND ONLY BRITTERZ! mwaha!
But yah da reason why shes my hero would be becuz...
Well fo one she has saved my life like a million times, like not jus all da times like dat i was gonna fuckin kill myself {i was sucha dumbass den haha} but like da first day dat we met, she saved my life den! Even if she never knew it! She saved my life by becoming my friend, like becomin my best friend, and fo acceptin me fo me and not who i SOULD be! Like ya know, life was horrrible before her, but now life is so much better, and its ALL BECUZ OF HER! And shes my hero, cuz she had/has faith in me and never gives up on me, and she helped me to stop cuttin myself, and dat is like da one thing dat i never thought dat i could do, but wit her help i DID!
I STOPPED CUTTIN MYSELF!!!
I STOPPED CUTTIN MYSELF!!!
I STOPPED CUTTIN MYSELF!!!
Whoa i could say dat forever! It jus makes me feel good WOo HOo! :-D hehe, but really i jus wanted to say...
BRITTANY MARIE GAMESTER! YOUR MY HERO!!!
but i really wanna know why and why i had to tell you before thurs! lol neways ttyl bye!
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