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2003 11 September :: 11.04am
:: Mood: okay
Whoa i was a lil moody yesterday wouldnt u say so...geesh brittany thanks alot u lil buttmunch! lol were gonna have a good day today unlike yesterday when I ME NOT U ME, when i was being a total bitch! lol luv u...
ITS DA UHM {tues...wed...thurs...} ITS DA 3RD DAY OF SKIPPIN SKOOL WIT BRITTERZ! YAY!
Even tho im sittin here on my ass...EATIN...watchin tv...talkin to britt online...and absolutly nothing else...jus being a lazy ass...I wouldnt trade tday or fo anything in da world...
~*Jdshortier*~ mwahaha
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ducky
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2003 11 September :: 10.37am
SillYLiLJiLLY623: r u aware dat there is 36 sexually positions 42 if u count da wall O:-) lol
haha...u wonder why i love this girl so much
=P
<333
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ducky
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2003 10 September :: 4.14pm
I wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
'Cause I feel so defeated
And I'm feeling alone
And it all seems so helpless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land
And all I see
It could never make me happy
And all my sand castles
Spend their time collapsing
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough
And I feel stuck
Watching history repeating
Yeah, who am I?
Just a kid who knows she's needy
Let me know that You hear me
Let me know Your touch
Let me know that You love me
And let that be enough
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liljilly07
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2003 10 September :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: P.I.M.P >> 50 cent
FUCK LIFE!
Ya know wat i dont give a fuck anymore! FUCK EVERYTHING AND RITE NOW I DON FUCKIN MEAN EVERYTHING! Fuck all of u fuck EVERYTHING! i fuckin hate life...
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liljilly07
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2003 10 September :: 1.22pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: Right thurr remix
i dunno...
Second day of skippin highskool, dat means ive gotta stay after tommarow, fri mon and tues...2marro fo b ball game cuz angela asked me to go so now me brenda sam and brittney BUNKER NOT STEWART! {even tho she mite too hehe} r stayin after fo dat, and den fri to make up fo da gym class dat i missed yesterday so my grade aint an F! Den monday fo german dat i missed fo da same reason and tues fo tech and math so im not behind and math and fo german too and plus so i dont have an F fo wat i missed hehe but oh well...
Anything fo my britterz! :D
~*Jilly*~
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ducky
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2003 10 September :: 12.43pm
:: Mood: indescribable
innocence again
i cant wait till tomarrow when i can freakin get out of this place
not that i dont LOVE staying home..doin nothing..sleepin watchin t.v. ..stayin in mah p.j's all day..n gettin special kare n ice cream frum mah mommy =)..
but im seriiously gonna go NUTS if i have to stay on more day with nothing to do but THINK..i need to keep mah self freakin busy .. wen ur busy u dont tihnk as much..and got i hate freakin thinkin so much im thinkin bout everything i finally STOPPED thinkin bout..dang i jus need to stop lettin mahself miss him..its not fair to meh..
but i do miss him =/...< / 3
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2003 10 September :: 12.00am
:: Mood: sad
i had that..
so im sititn here..
bored as hell lookin @ ppl profiles and i sum how found this gurl's journal thang whos going out with mah friend mark..and im readin and she mentions his name god like 100 times every freakin entry and usually that wuld PISS ME OFF and cuz its like DAM all u talk bout it his..but it jus mad me sad..like holy shit t hey love each other soo much its not even funny seriously u think they were like not middle skoo freakin ppl ude think there like SERIOUSLY FOR REAL IN LOVE and im jus like awwwe damni wish i had that and then i relise I DID HAVE THAT..and i know that sounds i donno weird but i really did have that, and i freakin wuz a dumass and lost it..holy fuck u know thurzday w uld be me n kev'z 6 fuckin month anniversery..xsept we broke up like 2 months ago so i shuld stop freakin keepin trak..but SERIOUSLY..i still love him to freakin death..i dont think i kan ever go to skoo again and face any of tha fuckers there xspecially him i fukin need him bak..damn
once again, i make fun of ppl like meh...< / 3
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ducky
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2003 9 September :: 10.47pm
what am to you?
nothing?
or..maybe..jus maybe
am i something worth living for?
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ducky
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2003 9 September :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: awake
Broken..
but here
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2003 9 September :: 5.56pm
luv ya like a sis!!
u know wut pisses me off?
when people say "lylas"
like seriously, ive never had a sister but from wut ive observed...ppl dont really love their sisters
seriously ..who really loves there sister any more then being forced to?
i see how yea its saying were so close were like sisters n shit..
but SERIOUSLY i think its kinda a dis.
<333
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