8th grade...
....yeah 8th grade what was I smoking those days by the way? I just read those journal entries from then and they are pretty fucked up. Anway it's almost 2 in the morning so i better go to sleep

whale rider
Whale Rider

whale rider, whale rider (both)
whale rider, whale rider
I am the person who likes whales (marilyn's part)
WHALES! (my part)

stuff stuff
ok my journal is really pissing me off b/c its really wide and i want to it to look like marilyn's and jessica's, yeah so if u know how to fix that, please help me. I went to Hillary's mom's 50th birthday party at the shadowbrook and me and hillary rode on the tram/elevator thing 10 times in all. And we walked up the stairs a lot too. There are a lot of different stairways there by the way. The restaurant is at the bottom of the hill and its pretty steep so I think thats why they put the tram/ elevator thing in. I ate the "flat iron steak" for dinner and it had scalloped potatoes with it too, those were good. Then for dessert I had chocolate mousse cake. That was good as well. and ill type more crap later im looking at this british website that was in james profile that marilyn told me to look at bye!

we mad yo
i am going to the dance tonight and I want to beat jason very badly but I can't b/c marilyn doesnt want to miss anything. (its alright marilyn lol) Anyway Im going to beat him just a little. But maybe Ill chicken out or something. That would be sucky. U know what!? i dont feel like writing at alll! okie dokie bye.

HENRY!!!
GUESS WHAT!? TODAY WAS MARDI GRAS AND OUR SCHOOL HAS THIS BIG CELEBRATION THINGY THAT TAKES UP LIKE 3 HOURS AND WE GET TO GO AROUND AND EAT AND DO GAMES AND STUFF AND ME AND MARILYN AND JESSICA WENT TO THE CAKE WALK AND I WON A CAKE!!! JESSICA NAMED HIM HENRY!. TEE-HEE. THEN WE ATE IT WITH OUR HANDS AND WE WERE RUNNING AROUND THE SCHOOL AND PUTTING IT IN PEOPLE'S FACES YELLING "WE WON A CAAAKE! WE WON A CAKE!! OUR CAKE! OUR CAKE!" AND STUFF LIKE THAT. THEN ABOUT AN HOUR LATER AFTER WE HAD EATEN THE CAKE (NOT ALL OF IT), NACHOS, BAKE GOODS, AND SODA WE WERE FEELING A TAD BIT BARFY. THEN WE HAD AN ASSEMBLY AND IT WAS STUPID SO ME AND STEPHANIE WERE PLAYING WITH THIS BOUNCY BALL THAT SHE WON IN SOME GAME AND WE WERE ROLLING IT ON THE GROUND LIKE 10 INCHES BETWEEN US, BACK AND FORTH. YES, I KNOW IT WAS A STUPID GAME BUT THERE WAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
AHA! NOW WE GET TO THE JASON ISSUE! HE WILL BE BEATEN! WE WILL BEAT HIM AT THE DANCE. I WILL KICK HIM IN ZE BALLS! EHHEHAHAH! MWAHHHAHAHA! THEN WE WILL STEAL HIS SWEATER AND THEN AS MARILYN SUGGESTED, IM GOING TO WEAR IT AROUND AND IM REALLY GOING TO STEAL IT. WE ARE NOT GIVING IT BACK TO HIM. EVENTUALLY, ILL GIVE IT BACK TO HIM AT SOME OTHER DANCE. BUT NOT THAT DAY. WE SHALL BEAT HIM GOOD. STUPID ASSHOLE IS GOING TO MAKE FUN OF OUR SCHOOL'S TEAM. WE CANT HELP IT IF THEY SUCK... :( YEPPERS.

Chloe
I'm so sad. My dad's friend's dog, Chloe died. They had to put her asleep. She had a lot of heatlth problems i remember. She was such a sweet doggy. I never even got to spend more time with her. The last time I saw her was at Burney in Summer. I feel bad for my dad's friend Carlos (hes the one that we go camping with every summer at Burney along with his family, of course) because his wife told us that when his last dog died he stayed in his room for 3 days straight and he wouldnt come out because he was so depressed. Poor puppers. I loved that dog. Its amazing how people can become so attached their pets, especially doggies.

HASHEM
HASHEM IS IN A FRIGGIN MENTAL INSTITUTION B/C HE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE! I WAS CRYING. FEEL SO BAD FOR HIM. I PLAYED "LET IT BE" WHEN I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH MARILYN AND WE WERE CRYING. POOR LITTLE HASHEM. HE MUST BE SO SCARED. I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL HIS PARENTS ARE DOING TO HIM. I ALSO REALLY WANT TO KNOW HOW HE TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF. I WISH I WENT TO HIS SCHOOL SO I COULD BE HIS FRIEND AND THEN HE WOULDNT BE SO SAD B.C HE HAD A FRIEND AND THEN HE WOULDNT TRY COMMIT SUICIDE. :( I GOTTA B/C IM GOING TO SARAH TO WORK ON OUR SCIENCE UNIT PROJECT. BYE BYE

jessica's survey

Basics
Name::	Louise
Birthplace::	california
Birthdate::	6/11/90
Current City of Residence::	i do not want to give out that much of my personal information to a website i have never heard out thank u very much.
Family Members::	mom, dad, 2 sisters, and 2 half brothers
Favorites
Color::	green or blue
Beverage::	booz baby! jk i like sprite
Movie::	lotr (all 3)
Musical::	anything thats good
Board Game::	ouija board
Computer Game::	oregon trail!
Game to Roleplay::	i have no clue
Animal::	penguin
Sport::	ballet
Book::	witch of blackbird pond (i would say lotr but i havent finished it yet so i cant say that)
A Day In The Life..
School::	school is crappy. i want to graduate. i could type a lot of things about school but i dont want to bore the kind souls who are reading this.
Typical Mood::	tired
Usually Found?::	on the internet
Collects::	dice, lotr stuff, anything i like i guess
Have You Ever
Been kissed::	sadly, no
Done drugs::	hell no
Eaten an entire box of Oreos:	no, a different kind of cookies though
Eaten sushi::	no its smelly i dont like the way it looks
Been on stage::	yes many times
Been in a car accident::	no but i almost was
This or That
Cold or Hot::	cold
Blue or Red::	blue
Rain or Snow::	rain
Wool or Cotton::	cotton
Private or Public School::	private (i dont go to a public school, but personally, i think im getting a better education then i would if i went to a public school)
Chocolate or Plain Milk::	chocolate (im lactose intolerant so milk isnt a big thing for me)
Celsius or Farenheit::	farenheit (what kind of question is that? are we not in the us or something?)
Spring or Fall::	fall
Science or History::	history
Math or English::	english
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?::	yes
Do they know?::	yes
Do you want them?::	YES YES YES YES YES
Are they hot?::	YES YES YES YES YES
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?:	myself
Who do you IM the most?:	jason
Who are you talking to now?::	sarah
Are you currently in love?::	yes
Is this survey lame?::	no im actually having fun i like filling out forms and stuff tee hee
Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) ::	i dont know know what it is but that name sounds cool so yeah!
In 24 hours have you...
...Showered?::	yes
...Had a serious talk?::	yes
...Hugged someone?::	yes
...Gotten along with your parents?::	yes
...Fought with a friend?::	no
...Done something kind for someone?:	yes
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?::	yes!
Give back rubs?::	no thats nasty
Take walks in the rain?::	yes!
Cook?::	it depends what im cooking
Eat?::	yes! i love that!
Sleep?::	yes! i love that just as much as eating!
Who..?
..Knows you the best?::	marilyn i would have to say
..Have you known the longest?::	im guessing they arent talking about family, so hillary
..Do you know the most about?::	marilyn i think
..Do you consider your friend?::	marilyn and jessica and hillary
..Is most likely to end up in jail?::	jessica
..Can you go to with your problems?::	my journal and my cat
..Do you want to get to know better?::	sean
..Do you spend the most time with?::	uhh my family
Have You...
..Been to a concert?::	no.
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?::	yes
..Cheated on a test?::	yes
..Ever stalked someone?::	yes
..Done something you regret?::	duh yes
..Been in an online relationship?::	yes when i was like 12 and he was 16
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?::	single thanks to stephanie
What is your worst habit?::	saying
Scariest moment?::	i dont know....
Do you swear too much?::	no i dont think so i swear too much in my head though
How do you feel about homosexuality?::	i support those who are homosexual and gay marraige
Where are you right now?::	in my parent's room
Are you sitting by anyone?::	no
What song are you listening to?::	nothing
What is the last thing you said?::	nothing
What's on your mousepad?::	a clover and the words "nd" in it
What are the last four digits of your phone number?::	2262
What was the last thing you ate?::	yogurt
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?::	blue
How many buddies do you have on your list?::	funny u asked, i just cleaned it out, 79 in all
What's the weather like right now?::	its kinda cloudy and its 54.1 degrees outside (i have a thermometer right next to me)
What do you feel like doing?::	strangling my mom for vacumming at this hour!
What is your favorite quote?::	"precious"

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todays crap
Today was good and Marilyn and Jessica left before lunch and so I had to hang out with sarah, stephanie, lynn, and unfortunately Maria had to tag along since her and Lynn are new best friends. Anyways i have a lot of homework and i think i did good on my science and history test. Yeah so i finally got to see what they do at lunch and it was boring but stephanie told me she thinks sean still likes me. So that made me happy (even if it probably isnt true, but oh well). Mikaela got kicked off student campus or she might have just been suspended from it, idk, b/c she got a pink slip for not getting her spanish test signed which made her get a detention and she has a C- in conduct or something so thats why she cant be president. And that was stupid i feel bad for her. I have to go home.

blah blah chicken nuggets!
hello. today was pertty goood. Me and sarah were brainstorming ideas about how to get guys not to be so attracted to stephanie b.c she is friggin stealing them all. And so we were passing notes with that stuff on it in L.A. b/c mrs. saunders is stupid and she doesnt know anything. anypoops we are having a chat to brainstorm more ideas (me and marilyn and sarah). i am talking to seam. About sleepy hollow. lol. ok i gotta go.

blah blah chicken nuggets!
hello. today was pertty goood. Me and sarah were brainstorming ideas about how to get guys not to be so attracted to stephanie b.c she is friggin stealing them all. And so we were passing notes with that stuff on it in L.A. b/c mrs. saunders is stupid and she doesnt know anything. anypoops we are having a chat to brainstorm more ideas (me and marilyn and sarah). i am talking to seam. About sleepy hollow. lol. ok i gotta go.

fuck sean (continued from last entry)
i wasnt fucking done with my last entry and i accidentally hit enter so it updated it. OK so i talking about lynn and stephanie and sean i think. Yes I was. Well i fucking hope they fucking burn in hell. Especially fucking stephanie. God damn that moffo. I hope they fucking break up before valentine's day so she can have a horrible valentine's day. I hope he breaks up with her. Not vice versa. THen he would cry. Even though I don't really like him. If he likes stephanie hes obviously not worth it. But he fell into THE EVIL LURE OF STEPHANIE! Fuck! why did it fucking have to be fucking sean. Why couldnt some other fucking dude fall into the lure. Stephanie urg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the worst part about it she isnt mad at me and i have to be friends with her....."for sean". B/c he told me too. I know ive been saying "fuck sean" and shit and hell the title of this fucking entry is "fuck sean" but i cant help but like him. If i didnt like him i wouldnt be mad about this. So i gotta just fucking admit it. Yeah well i dont feel like writing anymore b/c i took fucking pissed off.

fuck sean
fuck sean. i hate him. the fucking cock sucker wont fucking im me. His fucking profile is so fucking gay: "I love steph". I hate how he fucking calls her fucking "steph" and not "stephanie". Does he fucking not no what steph is short for? God it fucking pisses me off. And fucking stephanie. She fucking doesnt love him. I know she doesnt. Fuck her. And fucking Lynn. She's so fucking pissed at us and she doesnt even know what the fuck is going on and shes just acting like it.

seanster!!!!!!!
i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean. i love sean.

jason is an ass. and he is so mean. i hate jason. hes keeps fucking telling me: "sean is here...this is sean speaking" and its not him. how do i know? copy and paste from his and sarah's conversation!

but more about sean. well i love him. ooooohoooohoo! HES IS SO FUCKING HOT. I LOVE HIM LIKE A CAT LOVES CAT NIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HES MADE ME SING IN CHURCH (TO THE CHURCH SONGS). AND I DONT SING IN CHURCH (VERY OFTEN)! GOD I LOVE HIM. THANK U SEAN'S PARENTS FOR HAVING AND RAISING SUCH A WONDERFUL BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WELL I WOULD RIGHT MORE ABOUT Seanster BUT I HAVE IM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING MY SAINT REPORT AND MY MOM DOESNT WANT ME TO BE DOING ANYTHING ELSE ONLINE.