Fuck it!!
god im so pissed rite now and i dont wanna talk about it. i jus wish i could go bak in time to like november and fix everything. life be so much better. but w/e. i hate guyz...they are sucha pain in the a$$!! w/e fuck off ya'll.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

...[Ryan

$$$ Money $$$
i need a job. i need $$$$$$!!! tyler got a new skateboard yesterday and it is sooo hot!!!! it only cost like $45 but thats cuz he didnt need to by trucks and wheels. i found a board i want... but its like $112!!! thats alot of $$ for me cuz id have to buy it myself. but w/e. 2morrow im going to the movies with mara to see Jersey Girl for my birthday. shuld be fun. then saturday im going with kelsey and lauri to the cheesecake factory for my birthday. im sooo bored. spring break is cool cuz u got no skool but it is so friggin boring. im soo sick of sitting inside alina and camilas houses and of walkin through CL1 and to wendys/gas station/new park. its soo old. im like gunna go insane!!! AHHHH!!!! later skater.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

just seeing if this works...
i've been workin on my journal continuosly and im trying to see if i can get scrolling text...lets see if it worked!!!

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-janelle

2 _* | ...[Ryan

What? What? ...OOOOOKKKKAYYY!!!!~
haha today was alrite. camila did in fact break her foot but w/e so she had to stay in side most of the day. i went to wendys with steph and alina but didnt eat anything...no $$ lol. then we came bak and later we found all the coins we had and me and steph rode rilly fast up to the gas station to trade our coins for bills. we got like 14 dollars out of our coins and we order papa johns pizza. we ate sooo much i thought i was gunna barf. haha. then we were gunna go swimmin but it was raining. i have no idea what im doing tomorrow but i kno its gunna be boring. now with camila not being able to go ril far, theres like nothing to do. well im tired im gunna go. ill talk to ya'll later. Over and Out.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-janelle

~10 days till i turn 16!!! WoOt!! WoOt!!

...[Ryan

haha took a gay quiz..

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

...[Ryan

YES YES YES!!!!
AHHHHHHH~ I have done it! i have created the ULTIMATE JOURNAL!!! muwahahah!!! lol im soo happy! and i did it all by myself!!! *pats self on bak* hahahaha i love my journal!! hehe ok im out.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-ja

...[Ryan

Here comes the bride...
yesterday was very weird. me and camila went to julians bball game and i got to do the scoreboard buzzer thing and camila did the bookie thing. lol it was fun but soooo stressful. then we went to subway and new park, boring! we were gunna go to the mall with kevin and jorge but no one had a ride and kevin was too lazy to walk to the park, but not to lazy to walk to dingles. hes so fuked up. but anyways, tylers "uncle" whos like around me and camilas age, was over. we played tackle football. man it was intense. the only bad thing is i have mud and grass stains all over my jeans and a few hundred bruises on my body. then we played wrestling. wtf are we seriusly this gay? lol but it was funny. tyler (lil tyler, not hogan) wouldnt leave me alone so everyone was going"OO tyler likes janelle" then dalton (i believe thats wut his name was) had tyler propose to me and they married us!!! omg it was terrible. they even had alona walk and throw flowers (grass) like a real wedding. it was adorable, but stupid. i mean come on, hes 8!!!! hahahaha!anywhpo my body aches and im gunna go take a hot shower. piece out.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..
<3-janelle

2 _* | ...[Ryan

whatever ...
today was ok. i hung out with allie and camila. we walked all over. we bought pink peeps at publix and ate them in the middle of the street by joshs house. lol we almost got hit by a car. oo ya, we saw SCHNIBERG!!! hahaha. well im tired. i didnt eat dinner till like 9 then before that we went to christinas ate cake, got goodie bags, amd then left. it was cool. i got a neat light up fan. haha then we went to camilas house and her parents left so we had a sum wine but...SSHHHH! dont tell anyone!!! haha then i got pissed at kevin online and now im on the phone with camila. im jus feelin ril shitty rite now and i dont wanna tawk bout it. and im rilly cranky .lol well im gunna go.piece.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..
<3-janelle

...[Ryan

*yawn*
im tired. yesterday was kinda gay. we did like nothing all day and then at nite we ran into allie, jd, kevin, jorge and yeah it was weird cuz camila and jd were all like cat fightin lol byt yeah kevin is being and adkjhdfkjfhdk like u said allie. lol anywho im soooo bored. theres like nothign to do. well im gunna go do my chores and see if anyone wants to hang out today. piece out.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..
<3-ja

...[Ryan

YAY! YAY! YAY!
its here!!! the long awaited spring break!!! im sooo happi. i have no clue what im doing over break tho. i kno im prolly going sumwhere with lauri tomorrow nite and im prolly doing sumthin with sean and maybe even dan sumtime during the break. oooo ya, i mite go to the movies or sumthin wit kyrie, jack, dilan etc. oooooo ya, i also wuld like to talk to kevin about sum stuff but i kinda doubt that he will have time for me. w/e. boys are stupid. lol wow! i think this is a miracle! i havent cursed once so far in this entry!!! clap clap for me!! haha well thats all about to change now. im am soooo incredibly pissed at jd and seth its not even funni. yesterday me and alina were walking to the park minding our own bizness when jd and seth come driving by in his moms car. they yell "HOES" and then proceed to flick us off. well they dropped seth off at the park and came bak towards us and in the car was not his mom, but i think his 19 year old cousin. she flicks me off and yells "BITCH" i was like wtf?!?!?! seriously i was soo pissed i was about to go and punch jd. god i cant stand that fukin jackss. i jus want sumone to kick his ass and teach him a lesson cuz seriously i didnt do shit. nothing nada. i did absoultely positively nothing to make him hate me so much. its fuked up. ahh ok pardon my language. lol well im out, piece ppls.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

1 more day baby!!!
YAY! only one more day till spring break. i cant wait. im soo sick of skool. however, im not rilly lookin forward to having to see all the jackasses in the 'hood for a whole week, expecially _ _ _ _ _ lol camila (u kno who dat is!!) anywho, god today in p.e. when i was playin a bball game with the boys, i got hit in the face with sumones arm and then i got elbowed in the eye!! i hurt rillly bad. lol but yeah chris is extra-emly gay!! but yah, im bored and ive been trying to get a hold of alina for like ever now. well im gunna go call her again. piece out ppls. xoxo

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

argghh!!! i hate it when ppl change...!!
hey ya'll! today suxked. geometry was boring, english was too, hey and so was biology and history, wut do u kno!! lol then after skool i went over to CL1 with alina, ran into nick and his adorable puppy brownie. then we went bak over there and called kevin. he didnt rilly wanna hang out and if it was me on the phone i wulda told him to fuk it that its his loss. he did finally come out after camila forced him too. hes change alot, and for the worst. he is kinda a jackass. at least from what i've seen/heard. w/e i dont even kno why i liked him and was happi for him to come bak. ahh!! anywho im tired and im gunna go get sum sleep...oh yeah, i mite do sumthin with sean over spring break, cool huh? hahaha anywho im out. bye

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

WOOHOO!! my 100th journal entry!!!
today was boring. we learned more grammar in spanish and did lotz of work in drivers ed. biology was ok. watched a scary/gross movie bout skin cancer. now im 'fraid to go in the sun!! haha. p.e. was ok.walkin around was kinda boring then angelica decides to play volleyball cuz of the two gourgeous guyz. so i sit down and listent to lucy's muzic cuz i always haveta hold his shit. lol then played a game of bball outside and showed sum more guyz wut girls can do. kevin is supposed to be here today but i dunno, w/e. im waiting for sumone to get home...im bored. well im gunna go eat my cinnamon roll!! haha im sucha chan-cha!!!! hahahaha. piece.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-jan

...[Ryan

[insert subject here]
today was kinda gay. i slept over camilas with alina and we watched The Blair Witch Project. it was scary. then i went with camila to julians bball game and we almost got thrown out for yelling at the referee. then we ate sum spanihs thing for lunch and drank sum wine. lol now i have like the biggest headache ever. then we walked thru couintry landings one and it was boring. kevin is supposed to come bak today. oh yeah i forgot. i gotta call dan bak since he called las nite at 12 o'clock!!!!! lol welll im gunna go home since im at alinas house.

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-ja

...[Ryan

..."I think guns shuld be allowed in schools so students can protect themselves in a school shooting." --Ilana Pompis....her gay comment during levins class
today rilly suxked. i had a geometry quarter test, it was kinda hard. then i had english. turned in my research paper and listened to presentations for 2 hours. kyrie went today. she did ok. she was rilly scared tho. it was funny. then biology i had a test. it was hard. then history. it redefined the word boring. i feel asleep sittin up then she yelled at everyone to wake up when she passed bak our tests. i got a 72!!! ahhh that rilly suxks!!!! then went bak to sleep till the end of the period. lol. now im at home rilly bored and i duno wut im doing tonite. well im out. catch ya'll on the flip side!! (haha ive always wanted to say that!!!)

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

And the winner is....
JAN!!! hahaha..(ill explain later in this entry) first off,spanish...BORING!!! learned past particple(AGAIN) and passive voice. ugh! it was terrible. then drivers ed--equally as boring. did worksheet, watched movie, took test and that was it. then lunch we had to sit outside by all the "scary ppl" lol jack. it was fun i thouht. me and jordana took a pic for yearbook, we were pretednin to be ballerinas!!!! hahaha it was great. then we went in the computer room for bio. it was actually pretty cool and interestin. lol then p.e. i was mourning the absence of angelica. daniel and juliano were trying to help fill her space. lolol. ooooh yeah! chris talked to me!! we are still kinda shaky tho...w/e. its a start. then i sat with dilan and jenny for the first part and talked. it was ok. then we went outside and i played 21 with lucy and those other ppl whose names i dunno. lol. it was fun. thanks to lucy i won!! haha jan, lol. i never won that game before and to win when playin with a buncha guys feels sooo cool!! hahaha anywho now i have sooooooooooo x 123247848 much homework. i haveta fix my research paper (due 2MORROW!!!) study for the geometry quarter test, study for biology test, and do the stupid questions for chapter 26 in history. god i rly shuld go start it. ill update 2morrow!! till then, byebye!!!

..::LaTeR dAyS::..

<3-jan

...[Ryan

YES!!! WOO-HOO!!!!
i found them i found them i found them!!!! i wanted to kno the lyrics for the girl version of the song "Fuck it" by eamon, and i found them......................

Fuck You Right Back by: Frankee (his "ex"-girlfriend)


Oh oh
oooh
no no no

(You know there's two sides to every story)

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel

×CHORUS×
Fuck What I did, was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo,fuck you right back

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents,I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
well guess what yo,fuckyou right back

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to do your friend
now you want me to come back
you must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud?
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
well guess what joe,your sex was wack

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it,I faked it,aren't you proud?
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
well guess what your,your sex was wack

ooh ooh
uh uh yea

ooh ooh
uh uh yea

ooh ooh
uh uh yea

ooh ooh
uh uh yea

You questioned did I care
maybe I would have if woulda come to me
now it's over
but I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't sweat that cause Im not ur hoe

CHORUS
Fuck What I did, was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin it didnt mean jack
well guess what yo, fuck you right back


ooh ooh
uh uh yea

ooh ooh
uh uh yea

ooh ooh
uh uh yea

ooh ooh
uh uh yea

(you made me do this)


---wow how gay! i think this song is rilly gay. Eamon's version was sooo much better. i <3 him. damn if she (Frankee) dont want him bak, i'll take him!!! hehehe

iight (haha how white am i?) im out.Holla! lol

Later days.

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

Jus Blame the Anger on FCAT!
ughh! Day 3 of FCAT. science, ick. i thought it was kinda hard. i have alotta homework. skelton gave us a lotta questions to do and i have a vocab test and i haveta finish my geometry icosahedron tonite too. ick! 2moro is a regular day. i hate regular days. they are sooooooo gay. p.e was kinda gay 2day so was bio...we played bingo...lol oooo i got sum pink highlights in my hair las nite. they look ok. k im bored with this im gunna go bak to talkin to the cool ppl online. Over and Out.

Later days.

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

hehehe!!!
hahaha i dunno y im updatin but ooo well!!! im bored. i have this color shit in my hair and
i have to wait like a half hour till i can wash it out. im gunna have pink highlights again. YAY!! lol well 2day i went with camila to see julians bball game it was intense!!! ahahaha. OMG his assistant coach alex is soooooooooooo incredibly hott!!! lol then we went to bjs and rode in a car cart. it was funny. now im bored. so yeah. im gunna go. Later days.

<3-janelle

1 _* | ...[Ryan

grrrr!!!!
i just came bak from church...i feel so religious! lol no i havent been there for a while it was kind weird going bak. i saw britt. anyways im bored and im jus gunna talk about the last few days...
FRIDAY: school. had to do my english presentation. i got a 100! woot woot!!! its was jack/sophie/jennifer's bday so we all went to coldstones after skool and got ice cream. then we went to Toys R US and played with all the toys! it was soo fun! then kyrie made me and jack push her in a cart and then we were walkin around that be fountain when stupid me decides to bouce the ball we just bought for 50 cents. it fell into the fountain. so i went in the water to get it. it was so cold and gross. lol
SATURDAY: woke up at like 12. did chores and went to subway at like 3:30 with camila. after dinner we hung out with scott for awhile. it was fun.

well thats all i gotta say for rite now, oh yeah and this message is for allie: look i havent done shit to u. so why the fuk are u saying shit in ur journal and shit bout me? its rilly fuked up. i havent said or done anything to u. wtf?!?! seriously thats rilly messes up. just wanted to tell u that. l8er.

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

I HATE LEVIN! I HATE LEVIN! I HATE LEVIN! I HATE LEVIN! ...(etc.)
today was horrible. me and carolina did terrible on the spanish oral. we got a 73. ick! then drivers ed was boring. i got an A in the simulators tho!! then bio, totally gay. doing even MORE FCAT prep!! i cant take it anymore!! p.e. was alrite. i listened to lucy's cd player for half the time. he had this song on it (I MIss You by: blink 182) i <3 this song!!! tehe. then theres this guys who was playin bball with lucy last class n me and angelica tried to play with them and he gave us a ball and basically told us to get lost becuz the "boys" are gunna play a game. i was like wtf! girls can play just as well as guyz!! w/e so today we were gunna go play with them again to piss him off. and as we get there he goes, "oh so ur bak again?" wtf! jeezz! wut a sexist bastard!!! angelica left and i stayed to prove that girls can too play basketball. we were palying 21 and i was doing better then usual. and i hadnt gotten the ball for a lil bit, so the kid decides to get it and give it to me to be "nice" since im a gurl. i was like "i can get my own ball" it was sooo funy! hah i ended havin more points than most off them till stupid lucy had to get me out...DAMN U!!! lol jk. its cool but ahhh that one kid rilly pisses me off!!. then, today at lunch i tried to make up with chris. i said sorry bout a 1000 times and he was like dont talk to me. w/e then in p.e. he was like wut are u lookin a biotch, i was like wtf!!! god i hate him. then after skool im waiting for dilan to get outta the locker room and he throws sumthin at me! ahhh! he pisses me off soooooooooo much!!! anywho i gotta go do the dishes and then go get jack a bday gift. .:OvEr and OuT:.

<3-jan

...[Ryan

ugggh!!! i hate skool!!!!
today suxked big hairy monkee balls!! haha had math FCAT...was kinda hard. then bio was sooo damn boring!! p.e. was gay. and then i went to get my paper from levin and he STILL found more things he disliked. GOD I FUKIN HATE THE MOFO!!! ahhhh! then he made me late to skeltons class. so he wrote me a pass and i was like half crying walkin there. he makes me soooo mad! fjka94jljkfas!!! ahhhhhh! then we watched "Finding Nemo" in 7th hour. i never saw that movie before. its sooo adorable! <3....oh ya...chris is rilly extremly pissed at me and agelica. he doesnt een look at us much less say anything. i wanna make up with him but angelica doesnt want to ..hmmm...w/e i gotta go memorize my spanish oral shit! lol ---see carolina! im studying it!! hehe .:OvEr and OuT:.

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

FCAT suxks!!!
today was day one of FCAT. it was alrite, but w/e. tomorrow is math, ehhh! i have so much shit due by the end of the week its insane. Thurs-spanish oral presentation. Fri-history test, english oral presentation. mr. levin ha sum "issues" with my paper. god hes sucha dickhead! (my new favorite word) lol
ooooo ya! these are the shoes that i want and im gunna get (eventually)!!! ..........




i love them!!!!!!>>>if anyone else i kno gets them too ill persunally chop ur balls off!! hehe <3 <3

<3-janelle

2 _* | ...[Ryan

ick! ick! ick!
today was majorly boring. did gay fcat crap in geometry. did nothing in spanish. did vocab and 1 presentation in english. did book work in drivers ed. did more fcat in bio, walked around and got in a fight with dickhead (A.K.A-chris) and watched a movie in history. then i took kyrie and jack home. then went to kmart with family and i drove there and bak. now i sitting here waiting for dinner *stomach growls* im hungry lol well i g2g OvEr and Out!

<3-ja, jan, or janelle which ever

...[Ryan

updatin...again
i changed my icon thing. im not sure if i like it. comment and tell me wut u think.ooo ya i changed what my comment link said cuz sumone wuldnt change theirs. w/e. Piece.

<3-janelle

PS- HAPPY LEAP YEAR DAY!!! lol its Februrary 29th!!!

...[Ryan

phew!! i feel relieved!
YAY!!!! i got my research paper done!!!! yes!! now i can have mr.levin check it so he can fix my mistakes. i will have to present this week. probly friday. i have a spansih presentation thing on thursday too. Ick! and this week is FCAT. its soo boring i hate FCAT. w/e . my parents went to the airport to pik up one of my dads former employees from wisconsin. hes gunna stay here with us for a month. yesteray was gay. i did absloutly nothing until ike 4, then me and cami were gunna go to the mall with vinni but her parents wouldnt let us go. so instead we hung out with scott for a while. it was fun. julianos over his house now and i mite hang out with them later but im not sure. kk im leaving. OvEr and OuT!!!

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

Gays have rights too!!

...[Ryan

brrrrrr!!! its like 51 degrees!!!
omg yesterday was so boring. had geometry, boring, english, boring, biology, boring, history, boring!!! ya but i did get an A on my history test!!!!! yay!! then came home and did absolutely nothing. i was soo bored. i was gunna go to the mall with jack, mara, and kyrie but none of u had rides. around 10 kevin called me and i talked to him for awhile and then went to bed. now im gunna go finish my chores and start my research paper. Piece.

<3-jane\\e

...[Ryan

OoOo ah ah yeah yeah!!....
"Fuck what i said, it dont mean shit now,
Fuck the presents mite as well throw them out,
Fuck all those kisses they didnt mean jack,
Fuck u you hoe, dont want you back..."
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

today was ril ril gay. half day, went to mamas pizza then to the pool. it was stupid. i left and then went to new park with alina. now im going to walk aroud with camila and kristen. oh yeah, my list of guyz i liked is like compltetly over. theres like no one left on it. *tear* w/e i g2g camilas being antsy. Piece!

<3-janelle

...[Ryan

oreocookies9899: ja playa!!
lol wasssup all? today was alrite. had a sub in spanish....YAY!!! then in drivers ed i FINALLY paid my lab fee and turned in my papers, then i did simulators. i got a 84% ick! bio was boring and p.e. was kinda gay. we were in the gym the whole time and i had to hold lucy's hat and gameboy and chris' jersey the whole friggin time! lol chris had an attitutde today and was kinda being a jackass so we dropped his jersey on the side sumwhere and now hes pissed at me and angelica and wont talk to me. w/e! lol tomorrows a 0.5 day (half day) and all my friends want to go to the pool and get a tan and go swimming. how gay!!! i sooo dont wanna go but im going amyways. lol well gotta go study for history test. OvEr and OuT....

<3-janelle

~^~^im sucha playa cuz i like sooo many guyz!! lol hahah i wish!

...[Ryan